Tang Haochu let Zheng Ruilin hold him obediently, leaning against each other's arms without speaking or moving, even breathing very gently, like a cautious little milk cat.So Zheng Ruilin also slowed down his breathing, slowly following his rhythm, the warm breath wrapped around his body one by one, soothing him gently and patiently with each breath.
The two of them seemed to be still in the morning light, and time seemed to have stopped, becoming calm and peaceful. When Tang Zhenkai saw this scene when he came in, he couldn't help being stunned.He felt very displeased with Zheng Ruilin's behavior of hugging his younger brother, but he didn't express it in front of his younger brother. He just walked to his younger brother and tried to speak to him in a soft voice: "Baby is awake? Is it still uncomfortable?"
Even though Tang Haochu has grown up, Tang Zhenkai still calls him by his nickname habitually, as if no matter how old he is, he is still a child in his eyes.Hearing the voice, Tang Haochu slightly raised his head to look at Tang Zhenkai, - the movement of raising his head was very slow, his eyes that were originally clear and penetrating were only left with deep blackness, the sun was rising outside and the morning light was bright, but his pupils couldn't reflect it a little light.
Tang Zhenkai's heart skipped a beat immediately, with an ominous premonition in his mind, but he still tried his best to pretend nothing had happened, and tried to continue talking to his brother: "Is there anything you want to eat, baby? Brother, can someone buy it for you?" ?”
Tang Haochu hasn't seen Tang Zhenkai for a long time. He should be happy, but it seems that all the nerves related to happiness in his body have been cut off. He can't feel any happiness or positive emotions, and he can't think of his favorite food. any interest.He wanted to smile at Tang Zhenkai and call his brother, but he suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous, out of breath, and subconsciously pressed his chest.
Depression is not a mental disease, it is not as simple as a low mood, but a physiological problem, - neuron dysfunction in the brain, the concentration of neurotransmitters is lower than that of ordinary people, this nervous system disorder will also lead to Physical discomfort, dizziness and nausea are actually just the most common symptoms.But Tang Haochu still tried his best to make himself smile at Tang Zhenkai, but he didn't succeed in yelling that brother.
He really has no energy left.
Like Tang Zhenkai, Zheng Ruilin sensed something wrong with Tang Haochu, subconsciously tightened his grip on Tang Haochu, and did not let go until the doctor came for an examination.Faced with the doctor's examination, Tang Haochu was very cooperative, without any rejection or resistance, but too cooperative, like a puppet without a soul.Although his hands and feet were as cold as ice, the fever did not subside and was still frighteningly high. He needed to hang a needle once. The nurse prepared all the medicine and needles. Zheng Ruilin saw him staring fixedly at the sharp needles and hair. , the long and curly eyelashes blinked slowly, thinking that he was afraid of the injection, she couldn't help but hug him back into her arms, coaxing him softly: "Good boy, don't be afraid, it's okay."
Taking advantage of Zheng Ruilin's efforts to coax Tang Haochu, the nurse held Tang Haochu's hand and inserted the needle in. The moment the needle pierced the skin, Tang Haochu's body trembled unconsciously, and then buried his head in Zheng Ruilin's neck.
Zheng Ruilin's heart fluttered because of his initiative to approach, and he secretly scolded himself for being inappropriate, but this heartbeat was like a flame, and he couldn't control it at all.Zheng Ruilin tried his best to suppress the emotions he shouldn't have, thinking that Tang Haochu was really afraid of injections, so he hugged him distressedly and continued to coax him: "Haohao is not afraid, this will be fine."
Tang Haochu was indeed afraid, but it was definitely not because he was afraid of the injection, but because he was afraid that he would uncontrollably want to use the needle to injure himself or even commit suicide.He was fighting against the chaotic despair and suicidal thoughts in his mind, and almost used up all his willpower. Just now, he was staring at the needle point in a daze, and he was just thinking about how many effective ways of death it could create.
For example, poking into the trachea to allow blood to flow into the lungs can lead to suffocation; poking open the aorta can cause massive bleeding, which can cause blood loss in three to five minutes;He knows where the trachea, arteries and acupuncture points are better than anyone else, and it is no exaggeration to say that anything can become a quick and effective killing tool in his hands.
Depression is the disease with the highest mortality rate in the world except cancer, and the cause of death is almost all due to suicide.Patients with severe depression have thoughts of suicide almost every day. The smarter and more active the brain, the more these thoughts will emerge in an endless stream.
Tang Haochu couldn't control himself after all, and pulled out the needle on the back of his hand.
The results of CT scans, blood biochemical tests and other examinations have come out. The doctor called the parents to discuss the condition, so Tang Zhenkai and the doctor left. Seeing that Tang Haochu closed his eyes and seemed to be resting, Zheng Ruilin, who was eager to understand the situation, followed In the past, at this moment, there was no one else in the ward except Tang Haochu, and even the nurses didn't know where they went.After pulling out the needle, Tang Haochu ignored the oozing needle hole on the back of his hand, and just held on to the needle tightly. His tense body showed his struggle, and his knuckle-white fingers showed how intense the struggle was.
The tip of the needle had already hit the artery in his wrist, and he tried his best to fight against it while imagining the smooth flow of blood after poking it open. His body began to tense to the point of trembling unconsciously. .One needle hole is obviously not enough, it needs to be drawn horizontally on the blood vessel. Just when Tang Haochu was about to stroke hard, a big hand rushed over at an unimaginable speed and grabbed his wrist tightly, the voice was filled with extreme panic. And hoarse to the point of losing his voice: "Haochu, what are you doing?!"
It was Cheng Yu who came.He stayed outside the ward last night until it was almost dawn before leaving. He wanted to take a look at Tang Haochu, but with Zheng Ruilin around, it was impossible for him to do so.Cheng Yu went back to wash up briefly, and hurried over early in the morning, finally did not see Zheng Ruilin who was blocking the way, but saw a scene that made his heart almost stop beating - as a graduate of medical school, he It can be seen at a glance that Tang Haochu's puncture is an artery.
Cheng Yu's hand was clenched too hard, Tang Haochu couldn't break free, so he slowly raised his eyes to look at Cheng Yu, his eyes were full of indifference and fatigue.Cheng Yu even felt that the way he looked at him was like looking at a stranger he didn't know at all, and his blood froze instantly, as cold as when he came back from a business trip in T City that day and found Tang Haochu had left.
In fact, when he was in T City that day, he felt inexplicably uneasy. He rushed back non-stop just after the contract was signed. The original seven-hour drive was abruptly compressed to five and a half hours. It is to rush in the door.The living room was pitch black, and it was different from people not at home on weekdays. The room was empty and dead silent, and everywhere was eerily quiet, only his hurried footsteps and terrified heartbeat could be heard.He ran from the living room downstairs to the bedroom upstairs, turned on the light and looked around the room, but was stunned for a second.The famous watches, cufflinks and other gifts he gave to Tang Haochu over the years were placed on the table neatly, and all the toiletries related to Tang Haochu in the bathroom were packed in a plastic bag, which could be thrown out directly. , opened the closet, and the few clothes Tang Haochu often wore disappeared.
Cheng Yu immediately took out his mobile phone to call Tang Haochu, but when he pressed the key, he realized that his hands were shaking, so shaking that he could hardly hold the phone.The call didn't go through, and while he continued to call, he dialed several other numbers on the landline.
It was not yet five o'clock in the morning, and many people who used to go to bed late were dreaming soundly at this moment. The other two calls they made were also not connected, and the third one was answered.Before the special assistant on the receiver could react, he hurriedly ordered him to immediately mobilize all human, financial resources and connections to check people at the airport and station.His voice was trembling like his hands, and he hissed uncontrollably as if he had taken the wrong medicine: "If it is found that Haochu has boarded the plane, no matter what, we must find a way to stop him! I don't care what method you use , For what reason, stop him, do you hear me!! If it doesn’t work, just say that there is a bomb on the plane, and you can’t let him go anyway, do you hear me!!”
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yu was still shaking uncontrollably, as if a hand was tightly clutching his chest, trying to dig out all his internal organs.The sky had already begun to brighten, and the sun shone in through the window. It was obvious that the sun at the end of summer was very hot no matter what time it was, but his whole body was terribly cold, as if he had fallen into an ice cave and could no longer climb up.He rummaged through the entire room as if suffering from bipolar disorder, hoping to find clues about Tang Haochu's stay. The friend who hadn't gotten through before and could check people in the aviation system called back along the missed call .
The other party obviously hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't hear the abnormal tremor in Cheng Yu's voice, but was slightly taken aback when he heard that he was looking for Tang Haochu, and subconsciously said, "I saw Dr. Tang the day before, so I just In the Swan Castle Cafe."
Then, under Cheng Yu's questioning, he tried hard to recall while describing truthfully: "At the beginning, I saw Bai Lingqing, and I sat in the most obvious position in the hall, as if I was afraid that others would not see her. I was sitting in the corner with the client. Chatting, thinking she was waiting for you, so I didn't go over to say hello, thinking that it would not be too late to go when you arrived, but I didn't expect to see Dr. Tang coming."
These words actually hinted that Bai Lingqing was not qualified enough to let him go to say hello - these rich second generations have their eyes set above the top, and they will only respect those who are truly capable.Probably because I met Tang Haochu at the club that day, and I had a good impression of Tang Haochu, or the inherent appreciation and admiration for people with high knowledge. When the other party mentioned Tang Haochu, his tone was obviously respectful, but when he mentioned Bai Lingqing, his tone was much more casual. "Originally, Bai Lingqing chose such a conspicuous seat, and you could hear what they were talking about when you sat close or passed by. Unfortunately, when Dr. Tang came, he asked the lobby manager for a private room, and took Bai Lingqing to the private room. Although I don't know the truth What's the situation between you and Bai Lingqing, but anyone with a discerning eye can tell that she likes you,—you have no reason to fall into her hands, right?"
This person is an outspoken person, and he gets along well with Cheng Yu, and his mind is still a little sleepy, so he doesn't shy away from speaking, so he continued very bluntly: "If there is, then you can I want to thank Dr. Tang, luckily he called a private room, otherwise, if the matter you are talking about is about your sex, if there is a pornographic video or something, there are people coming and going in the hall, if there is a gossip reporter or someone with a big mouth Hearing it, the result is not good."
Cheng Yu never spoke. ——He couldn't speak, his lips were trembling with anger, even if he opened his mouth, he could only make a messy breath sound.The hand tightly clutching his chest finally dug out his internal organs, and the pain spread to every corner of his body, making him unable to breathe at all.
But the feeling at this moment was even more painful than that, and even cold sweat slid down from his forehead, slid across his cheeks, and finally fell into the collar of his shirt.This shirt was given by Tang Haochu, as well as the tie he wore when he was on a business trip, his favorite pen that he carried with him, and the potted plants on the office table that he had to water himself.He cherished everything Tang Haochu gave him, and he also gave many things to the other party, but the other party put them neatly on the table in the villa, and returned them to him in large quantities.
The hand holding the internal organs stirred again, and Cheng Yu subconsciously grasped Tang Haochu's hand even tighter in the severe pain.He had a lot to say, a lot of things to explain, and at the same time he opened his mouth, he heard the sound of breaking wind coming from the side of his ear—— Zheng Ruilin, who was striding forward, raised his head fiercely without saying a word, like facing some hated enemy. He swung his fist towards Cheng Yu, but stopped suddenly in the middle of the swing.
Because he saw Tang Haochu's hand.The needle hole on the back of the hand and the punctured part of the artery were bleeding, which made Zheng Ruilin terrified and completely unable to calm down. The only person in the audience who could keep calm was the doctor—he had already talked about the possibility of depression with the patient’s parents just now , but parents are unwilling to accept.
In order to better confirm the condition, the doctor further tested Tang Haochu's DHEA level and EEG topography, and gave him a set of psychological measurement questions, and prescribed him medicine containing sleeping ingredients.Tang Haochu has only slept for a while these days when he was in a coma with a high fever. If he can't sleep for a while tonight, he will not be able to survive both mentally and physically.Qi Xiangnan, who arrived just after twelve o'clock last night but disappeared not long after, rushed over again at midnight and walked into the ward in two steps, "How is the baby?"
Qi Xiangnan was still wearing an army camouflage uniform with mud and stains that were too late to deal with. His eyes were cold and sharp, and he walked to the hospital bed without waiting for an answer, moving as fast as a cheetah.Then, ignoring Zheng Ruilin who was guarding the bedside, he reached out to touch his younger brother's brows that were slightly frowning even when he was asleep.
But he was grabbed by Zheng Ruilin, and Zheng Ruilin looked into Qi Xiangnan's oppressive eyes, and said in a low voice with his expression unchanged: "Haohao finally fell asleep."
Looking at his younger brother's body curled up like a child, Qi Xiangnan felt distressed, and imagined holding him in his arms like before, telling him that he was not afraid of having his brother around.He withdrew his hands and clenched them into fists and hung them by his legs, raised his head and took a deep breath, wishing to pray to the heavens, and exchange his own life for his younger brother's good health.
It's a pity that praying couldn't change the ending, and Tang Haochu was finally officially diagnosed with severe depression.
Tang Zhenkai still couldn't accept this fact, but Zheng Ruilin seemed to be the first one to accept it. It seemed that as long as Tang Haochu was alive and alive by his side, he would accept it no matter what.Probably because he slept well last night, Tang Haochu's mental and physical conditions are much better today than yesterday, so he insisted on getting up and going to the bathroom to wash his face, and then closed the door in the bathroom.
It was just closed, not locked, which made Zheng Ruilin who was waiting outside relax a little bit.But it was just a little bit, he still paid close attention to the movement inside, couldn't help worrying every second, but after Tang Haochu came out, he covered up all his emotions, and only showed him a gentle smile, "Do you want to eat something? ?”
Tang Haochu didn't answer, - just washing his face and brushing his teeth made him a little tired, so he sat back quietly on the hospital bed, and only glanced at Zheng Ruilin with those dark, dull eyes.It would be ugly for ordinary people to put on such a decadent and listless appearance, but Tang Haochu not only does not make people feel ugly, but also has an indescribable attraction, just like a cloud of careless morning fog wandering in the forest in the early morning, lonely and desolate. White and mysterious.
Zheng Ruilin scooped him a spoonful of soup from the insulated lunch box sent by the secretary, and handed the spoon to him: "Let's have some soup first, okay?"
Tang Haochu still didn't answer, and Zheng Ruilin was reluctant to force-feed him, thinking that he might have no appetite when he woke up, so he would persuade him to drink later.When he turned around to cover the insulation box, Tang Haochu suddenly grabbed his hand, and his whole body stiffened immediately, even his heart speeded up. Then he heard Tang Haochu softly call his name.
Like a soldier who was ordered by the general, Zheng Ruilin immediately turned his head, his voice even stuttering: "Yes, yes, ... what, what's the matter?" Looking at his pale face, he said: "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I'm going to call the doctor over here..."
"I don't want a doctor," Tang Haochu shook his head, endured the pain in his brain, and said, "I want to hear you talk with me."
Zheng Ruilin was flattered.For so many years, he wanted to hold Tang Haochu's hand and talk to him every day, but he could only talk to the photos in the dead of night.
The two of them seemed to be still in the morning light, and time seemed to have stopped, becoming calm and peaceful. When Tang Zhenkai saw this scene when he came in, he couldn't help being stunned.He felt very displeased with Zheng Ruilin's behavior of hugging his younger brother, but he didn't express it in front of his younger brother. He just walked to his younger brother and tried to speak to him in a soft voice: "Baby is awake? Is it still uncomfortable?"
Even though Tang Haochu has grown up, Tang Zhenkai still calls him by his nickname habitually, as if no matter how old he is, he is still a child in his eyes.Hearing the voice, Tang Haochu slightly raised his head to look at Tang Zhenkai, - the movement of raising his head was very slow, his eyes that were originally clear and penetrating were only left with deep blackness, the sun was rising outside and the morning light was bright, but his pupils couldn't reflect it a little light.
Tang Zhenkai's heart skipped a beat immediately, with an ominous premonition in his mind, but he still tried his best to pretend nothing had happened, and tried to continue talking to his brother: "Is there anything you want to eat, baby? Brother, can someone buy it for you?" ?”
Tang Haochu hasn't seen Tang Zhenkai for a long time. He should be happy, but it seems that all the nerves related to happiness in his body have been cut off. He can't feel any happiness or positive emotions, and he can't think of his favorite food. any interest.He wanted to smile at Tang Zhenkai and call his brother, but he suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous, out of breath, and subconsciously pressed his chest.
Depression is not a mental disease, it is not as simple as a low mood, but a physiological problem, - neuron dysfunction in the brain, the concentration of neurotransmitters is lower than that of ordinary people, this nervous system disorder will also lead to Physical discomfort, dizziness and nausea are actually just the most common symptoms.But Tang Haochu still tried his best to make himself smile at Tang Zhenkai, but he didn't succeed in yelling that brother.
He really has no energy left.
Like Tang Zhenkai, Zheng Ruilin sensed something wrong with Tang Haochu, subconsciously tightened his grip on Tang Haochu, and did not let go until the doctor came for an examination.Faced with the doctor's examination, Tang Haochu was very cooperative, without any rejection or resistance, but too cooperative, like a puppet without a soul.Although his hands and feet were as cold as ice, the fever did not subside and was still frighteningly high. He needed to hang a needle once. The nurse prepared all the medicine and needles. Zheng Ruilin saw him staring fixedly at the sharp needles and hair. , the long and curly eyelashes blinked slowly, thinking that he was afraid of the injection, she couldn't help but hug him back into her arms, coaxing him softly: "Good boy, don't be afraid, it's okay."
Taking advantage of Zheng Ruilin's efforts to coax Tang Haochu, the nurse held Tang Haochu's hand and inserted the needle in. The moment the needle pierced the skin, Tang Haochu's body trembled unconsciously, and then buried his head in Zheng Ruilin's neck.
Zheng Ruilin's heart fluttered because of his initiative to approach, and he secretly scolded himself for being inappropriate, but this heartbeat was like a flame, and he couldn't control it at all.Zheng Ruilin tried his best to suppress the emotions he shouldn't have, thinking that Tang Haochu was really afraid of injections, so he hugged him distressedly and continued to coax him: "Haohao is not afraid, this will be fine."
Tang Haochu was indeed afraid, but it was definitely not because he was afraid of the injection, but because he was afraid that he would uncontrollably want to use the needle to injure himself or even commit suicide.He was fighting against the chaotic despair and suicidal thoughts in his mind, and almost used up all his willpower. Just now, he was staring at the needle point in a daze, and he was just thinking about how many effective ways of death it could create.
For example, poking into the trachea to allow blood to flow into the lungs can lead to suffocation; poking open the aorta can cause massive bleeding, which can cause blood loss in three to five minutes;He knows where the trachea, arteries and acupuncture points are better than anyone else, and it is no exaggeration to say that anything can become a quick and effective killing tool in his hands.
Depression is the disease with the highest mortality rate in the world except cancer, and the cause of death is almost all due to suicide.Patients with severe depression have thoughts of suicide almost every day. The smarter and more active the brain, the more these thoughts will emerge in an endless stream.
Tang Haochu couldn't control himself after all, and pulled out the needle on the back of his hand.
The results of CT scans, blood biochemical tests and other examinations have come out. The doctor called the parents to discuss the condition, so Tang Zhenkai and the doctor left. Seeing that Tang Haochu closed his eyes and seemed to be resting, Zheng Ruilin, who was eager to understand the situation, followed In the past, at this moment, there was no one else in the ward except Tang Haochu, and even the nurses didn't know where they went.After pulling out the needle, Tang Haochu ignored the oozing needle hole on the back of his hand, and just held on to the needle tightly. His tense body showed his struggle, and his knuckle-white fingers showed how intense the struggle was.
The tip of the needle had already hit the artery in his wrist, and he tried his best to fight against it while imagining the smooth flow of blood after poking it open. His body began to tense to the point of trembling unconsciously. .One needle hole is obviously not enough, it needs to be drawn horizontally on the blood vessel. Just when Tang Haochu was about to stroke hard, a big hand rushed over at an unimaginable speed and grabbed his wrist tightly, the voice was filled with extreme panic. And hoarse to the point of losing his voice: "Haochu, what are you doing?!"
It was Cheng Yu who came.He stayed outside the ward last night until it was almost dawn before leaving. He wanted to take a look at Tang Haochu, but with Zheng Ruilin around, it was impossible for him to do so.Cheng Yu went back to wash up briefly, and hurried over early in the morning, finally did not see Zheng Ruilin who was blocking the way, but saw a scene that made his heart almost stop beating - as a graduate of medical school, he It can be seen at a glance that Tang Haochu's puncture is an artery.
Cheng Yu's hand was clenched too hard, Tang Haochu couldn't break free, so he slowly raised his eyes to look at Cheng Yu, his eyes were full of indifference and fatigue.Cheng Yu even felt that the way he looked at him was like looking at a stranger he didn't know at all, and his blood froze instantly, as cold as when he came back from a business trip in T City that day and found Tang Haochu had left.
In fact, when he was in T City that day, he felt inexplicably uneasy. He rushed back non-stop just after the contract was signed. The original seven-hour drive was abruptly compressed to five and a half hours. It is to rush in the door.The living room was pitch black, and it was different from people not at home on weekdays. The room was empty and dead silent, and everywhere was eerily quiet, only his hurried footsteps and terrified heartbeat could be heard.He ran from the living room downstairs to the bedroom upstairs, turned on the light and looked around the room, but was stunned for a second.The famous watches, cufflinks and other gifts he gave to Tang Haochu over the years were placed on the table neatly, and all the toiletries related to Tang Haochu in the bathroom were packed in a plastic bag, which could be thrown out directly. , opened the closet, and the few clothes Tang Haochu often wore disappeared.
Cheng Yu immediately took out his mobile phone to call Tang Haochu, but when he pressed the key, he realized that his hands were shaking, so shaking that he could hardly hold the phone.The call didn't go through, and while he continued to call, he dialed several other numbers on the landline.
It was not yet five o'clock in the morning, and many people who used to go to bed late were dreaming soundly at this moment. The other two calls they made were also not connected, and the third one was answered.Before the special assistant on the receiver could react, he hurriedly ordered him to immediately mobilize all human, financial resources and connections to check people at the airport and station.His voice was trembling like his hands, and he hissed uncontrollably as if he had taken the wrong medicine: "If it is found that Haochu has boarded the plane, no matter what, we must find a way to stop him! I don't care what method you use , For what reason, stop him, do you hear me!! If it doesn’t work, just say that there is a bomb on the plane, and you can’t let him go anyway, do you hear me!!”
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yu was still shaking uncontrollably, as if a hand was tightly clutching his chest, trying to dig out all his internal organs.The sky had already begun to brighten, and the sun shone in through the window. It was obvious that the sun at the end of summer was very hot no matter what time it was, but his whole body was terribly cold, as if he had fallen into an ice cave and could no longer climb up.He rummaged through the entire room as if suffering from bipolar disorder, hoping to find clues about Tang Haochu's stay. The friend who hadn't gotten through before and could check people in the aviation system called back along the missed call .
The other party obviously hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't hear the abnormal tremor in Cheng Yu's voice, but was slightly taken aback when he heard that he was looking for Tang Haochu, and subconsciously said, "I saw Dr. Tang the day before, so I just In the Swan Castle Cafe."
Then, under Cheng Yu's questioning, he tried hard to recall while describing truthfully: "At the beginning, I saw Bai Lingqing, and I sat in the most obvious position in the hall, as if I was afraid that others would not see her. I was sitting in the corner with the client. Chatting, thinking she was waiting for you, so I didn't go over to say hello, thinking that it would not be too late to go when you arrived, but I didn't expect to see Dr. Tang coming."
These words actually hinted that Bai Lingqing was not qualified enough to let him go to say hello - these rich second generations have their eyes set above the top, and they will only respect those who are truly capable.Probably because I met Tang Haochu at the club that day, and I had a good impression of Tang Haochu, or the inherent appreciation and admiration for people with high knowledge. When the other party mentioned Tang Haochu, his tone was obviously respectful, but when he mentioned Bai Lingqing, his tone was much more casual. "Originally, Bai Lingqing chose such a conspicuous seat, and you could hear what they were talking about when you sat close or passed by. Unfortunately, when Dr. Tang came, he asked the lobby manager for a private room, and took Bai Lingqing to the private room. Although I don't know the truth What's the situation between you and Bai Lingqing, but anyone with a discerning eye can tell that she likes you,—you have no reason to fall into her hands, right?"
This person is an outspoken person, and he gets along well with Cheng Yu, and his mind is still a little sleepy, so he doesn't shy away from speaking, so he continued very bluntly: "If there is, then you can I want to thank Dr. Tang, luckily he called a private room, otherwise, if the matter you are talking about is about your sex, if there is a pornographic video or something, there are people coming and going in the hall, if there is a gossip reporter or someone with a big mouth Hearing it, the result is not good."
Cheng Yu never spoke. ——He couldn't speak, his lips were trembling with anger, even if he opened his mouth, he could only make a messy breath sound.The hand tightly clutching his chest finally dug out his internal organs, and the pain spread to every corner of his body, making him unable to breathe at all.
But the feeling at this moment was even more painful than that, and even cold sweat slid down from his forehead, slid across his cheeks, and finally fell into the collar of his shirt.This shirt was given by Tang Haochu, as well as the tie he wore when he was on a business trip, his favorite pen that he carried with him, and the potted plants on the office table that he had to water himself.He cherished everything Tang Haochu gave him, and he also gave many things to the other party, but the other party put them neatly on the table in the villa, and returned them to him in large quantities.
The hand holding the internal organs stirred again, and Cheng Yu subconsciously grasped Tang Haochu's hand even tighter in the severe pain.He had a lot to say, a lot of things to explain, and at the same time he opened his mouth, he heard the sound of breaking wind coming from the side of his ear—— Zheng Ruilin, who was striding forward, raised his head fiercely without saying a word, like facing some hated enemy. He swung his fist towards Cheng Yu, but stopped suddenly in the middle of the swing.
Because he saw Tang Haochu's hand.The needle hole on the back of the hand and the punctured part of the artery were bleeding, which made Zheng Ruilin terrified and completely unable to calm down. The only person in the audience who could keep calm was the doctor—he had already talked about the possibility of depression with the patient’s parents just now , but parents are unwilling to accept.
In order to better confirm the condition, the doctor further tested Tang Haochu's DHEA level and EEG topography, and gave him a set of psychological measurement questions, and prescribed him medicine containing sleeping ingredients.Tang Haochu has only slept for a while these days when he was in a coma with a high fever. If he can't sleep for a while tonight, he will not be able to survive both mentally and physically.Qi Xiangnan, who arrived just after twelve o'clock last night but disappeared not long after, rushed over again at midnight and walked into the ward in two steps, "How is the baby?"
Qi Xiangnan was still wearing an army camouflage uniform with mud and stains that were too late to deal with. His eyes were cold and sharp, and he walked to the hospital bed without waiting for an answer, moving as fast as a cheetah.Then, ignoring Zheng Ruilin who was guarding the bedside, he reached out to touch his younger brother's brows that were slightly frowning even when he was asleep.
But he was grabbed by Zheng Ruilin, and Zheng Ruilin looked into Qi Xiangnan's oppressive eyes, and said in a low voice with his expression unchanged: "Haohao finally fell asleep."
Looking at his younger brother's body curled up like a child, Qi Xiangnan felt distressed, and imagined holding him in his arms like before, telling him that he was not afraid of having his brother around.He withdrew his hands and clenched them into fists and hung them by his legs, raised his head and took a deep breath, wishing to pray to the heavens, and exchange his own life for his younger brother's good health.
It's a pity that praying couldn't change the ending, and Tang Haochu was finally officially diagnosed with severe depression.
Tang Zhenkai still couldn't accept this fact, but Zheng Ruilin seemed to be the first one to accept it. It seemed that as long as Tang Haochu was alive and alive by his side, he would accept it no matter what.Probably because he slept well last night, Tang Haochu's mental and physical conditions are much better today than yesterday, so he insisted on getting up and going to the bathroom to wash his face, and then closed the door in the bathroom.
It was just closed, not locked, which made Zheng Ruilin who was waiting outside relax a little bit.But it was just a little bit, he still paid close attention to the movement inside, couldn't help worrying every second, but after Tang Haochu came out, he covered up all his emotions, and only showed him a gentle smile, "Do you want to eat something? ?”
Tang Haochu didn't answer, - just washing his face and brushing his teeth made him a little tired, so he sat back quietly on the hospital bed, and only glanced at Zheng Ruilin with those dark, dull eyes.It would be ugly for ordinary people to put on such a decadent and listless appearance, but Tang Haochu not only does not make people feel ugly, but also has an indescribable attraction, just like a cloud of careless morning fog wandering in the forest in the early morning, lonely and desolate. White and mysterious.
Zheng Ruilin scooped him a spoonful of soup from the insulated lunch box sent by the secretary, and handed the spoon to him: "Let's have some soup first, okay?"
Tang Haochu still didn't answer, and Zheng Ruilin was reluctant to force-feed him, thinking that he might have no appetite when he woke up, so he would persuade him to drink later.When he turned around to cover the insulation box, Tang Haochu suddenly grabbed his hand, and his whole body stiffened immediately, even his heart speeded up. Then he heard Tang Haochu softly call his name.
Like a soldier who was ordered by the general, Zheng Ruilin immediately turned his head, his voice even stuttering: "Yes, yes, ... what, what's the matter?" Looking at his pale face, he said: "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I'm going to call the doctor over here..."
"I don't want a doctor," Tang Haochu shook his head, endured the pain in his brain, and said, "I want to hear you talk with me."
Zheng Ruilin was flattered.For so many years, he wanted to hold Tang Haochu's hand and talk to him every day, but he could only talk to the photos in the dead of night.
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