Don't fight with your first love

It's fine when Shi Qingyu speaks, as long as she speaks, Guan Nanyi will be satisfied immediately, "Of course it's the princess' hug,"

She giggled in Shi Qingyu's arms, "Do you know that you are so special? In the movie, the protagonist goes to/before the bed and the attacker hugs him to the bed like this."

Hearing this, Shi Qingyu frowned lightly: "Movie?"

"Just the one I saw yesterday."

Shi Qingyu's brows frowned even deeper, Guan Nanyi thought that Shi Qingyu was going to scold her for being ridiculous again, but this time Shi Qingyu said, "I am fascinated, it is better to watch less."

Guan Nanyi was really amused, "I have needs as an adult, everyone in the prison is too ugly, my mouth has faded out of the bird, I don't want to watch pornography after I get out of prison Are you going to prostitute?"

"Vulgar," Shi Qingyu commented succinctly, and carried Guan Nanyi steadily down the stairs, "Physiological needs should be properly addressed, watching pornographic videos is relatively harmful to the body and mind."

Guan Nanyi: "..."

It came again and again, Guan Nanyi just couldn't see Shi Qingyu's topic coming out of her mouth, and it became a serious academic discussion, so she said in a bad mood, "How is the 'correct guidance' method? You come here Give me guidance and guidance?"

Shi Qingyu looked down at her and said seriously, "It should be like this."

Guan Nanyi: "..."

? ? ? ? ? ?

□□Does Mom want to have sex with me? !

I didn't expect you to be like this Shi Qingyu.

day.

Guan Nanyi was really frightened by Shi Qingyu's blunt words, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time, until Shi Qingyu carried her into the room and put her on the bed. After reacting, she pulled up the bathrobe that was about to fall off her body, wrapped herself tightly, looked at Shi Qingyu's unchanging face and said vigilantly: "What are you going to do?!"

Shi Qingyu hissed her and remained silent.

Seeing this, Guan Nanyi couldn't help muttering in his heart. Could it be that Qingyu finally turned into a demon under her influence at this time, and turned back to evil?Want to have a hot and lingering relationship with her? !

...Frankly speaking, Guan Nanyi was still happy.

After all, Shi Qingyu's face still looks like he wants to be messed with. Just imagine, which Ji guy wouldn't want to get a deserted and abstinent female teacher?

Guan Nanyi is a Ji guy, so she also wants to

Although it was only done last night, there is always no harm in doing more of this kind of thing.

"Change clothes." Unexpectedly, when she was in a trance, she heard Shi Qingyu say this. It was deserted and without emotion, which was really a disappointment.

But it doesn't matter, everyone knows that Guan Nanyi has always been a thick-skinned person. After hearing this, he didn't say to use this ladder to climb down, but he said desperately, "Change clothes? What clothes? Didn't you just say something?" 'As it should be'?"

Guan Nanyi was lying on the bed, imitating what Shi Qingyu said just now with a charming expression. The literati are very good at talking, and these words really made her sour: "Then come, don't be too polite, and change it." What kind of clothes? Go straight to it!"

Shi Qingyu stared at her, and replied to her with a blank face: "Promotion of prostitution in the daytime."

Guan Nanyi: "..."

Didn't you start it just now?Now it's back to scolding me, it's okay.

She is indeed a scumbag.

Guan Nanyi rolled his eyes, rolled around on the bed, and then lay down in the middle of the bed in the shape of a "big" character, and said to Shi Qingyu, "It's okay to change clothes, but I don't want to move, you can choose to help me wear it, or watch me naked."

She smiled "hehe", and said with some malicious intentions: "If I were you, I would choose the second one. It would be great to see me naked. I have such a good figure. It's really cheap for you to let you see for free..."

"——Please shut up." Shi Qingyu's self-cultivation is not worth mentioning in front of Guan Nanyi, a bum. Although she has long known that Guan Nanyi is a talkative person, she has been mentally prepared a long time ago, but really When encountering Guan Nanyi running with her mouth full of trains and not getting off the assembly line, she would still break her merits, "Be quiet for a while."

After hearing this, Guan Nanyi sat up directly from the bed, "Why do you keep me quiet? Why don't you let me talk too much? What kind of broken rules are these?! Shi Qingyu really should Thank you, thank you, I fell in love with you when I was young and ignorant, who would like you when you are so boring, hard and smelly? I really don’t know how your man can stand you?"

Shi Qingyu's face finally sank by three points.

Last night, she and Guan Nanyi tossed until the time of night. She missed her work and rest time and didn't sleep well, and got up early to go to work again in the morning. Now she has such a good temper and a headache because of Guan Nanyi's quarrel. .

In fact, if it were someone else, she might have turned her face away long ago. She is not a good-tempered person, but her family education and self-cultivation have kept her polite on the surface. In her heart, Qingyu is stubborn and dull. She is notoriously difficult to serve in academia, if she is not good at herself, with her temper, she may be put on by many people with her temper.

But this person is Guan Nanyi, so although she has a headache, she has to rely on the other party. Who told this person to be Guan Nanyi and not someone else?She couldn't bear to do anything bad to the other party, so she could only blame herself, so she said softly, "I didn't tell you not to talk."

"It's no wonder you didn't! You told me to shut up just now!" Guan Nanyi held grudges especially.

"..." Shi Qingyu's expression was a little stiff, and after a pause, Guan Nanyi heard Shi Qingyu say with pointed ears, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talked to you like that."

Changing Guan Nanyi this time, I was stunned, "..."

She was used to looking at Shi Qingyu all day long, but when Shi Qingyu suddenly apologized to her like this... she got goose bumps all over her body.

You must know that Shi Qingyu is notorious for being a hard-headed person who doesn't get into oil and salt, so she was subdued like this... She was terrified!

So she immediately waved her hand and said, "Don't don't don't don't, don't exist, don't exist."

She didn't want to continue this topic anymore, so she staggered and said, "Ah, didn't he live here with you?" Shi Qingyu's room looked like he lived alone, as if he had a cold personality.

Shi Qingyu was a little confused: "Who?"

Guan Nanyi didn't care and said, "Your husband, who else?"

"..." Shi Qingyu looked at Guan Nanyi, paused, and said, "No."

Guan Nanyi was stunned for a moment, and was about to make a joke about whether other men couldn't stand Shi Qingyu's sex/coldness, and separated from her, right?But I heard Shi Qingyu say to her, "I'm not married."

Guan Nanyi: "..."

Guan Nanyi: "???"

What the hell is going on? !

Shi Qingyu took two steps in front of the bed, bent down, met Shangguan Nanyi's pair of dark eyes that were as beautiful as a boy's for ten years, and said seriously: "I'm not married, I'm still unmarried .”

Guan Nanyi was dumbfounded, "You, you, you, aren't you engaged...?"

She still remembers her heartbroken voice when she heard the news of Shi Qingyu's engagement from her high school friend.

Don't blame anyone, just blame her for being cheap, being tortured repeatedly, she is willing to be held by Shi Qingyu's hands to hold her lifeline, as long as Shi Qingyu is willing, with a little force, she can never be reborn.

...But why now it suddenly became unmarried again?Then hasn't she been sad all these years in vain? !

Hold!Big loss!

Just as she was thinking about it, she heard Shi Qingyu's beautiful voice like Lingling pearls and said to her gently but solemnly: "I'm sorry that I used him because of my despicableness back then, and I'm also sorry that Yu Zeng died because of my cowardice." I hurt you, and I am even more sorry that I tried to change you and sent you to prison because of my ego."

Guan Nanyi raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, as if he knew him or not: "..."

Shi Qingyu knew that what she said at this time was actually useless. Although she had a low EQ, it didn't mean she didn't know what kind of harm she had done to Guan Nanyi.

Guan Nanyi might not believe it, might be furious, might just throw her face and leave, she had actually thought about every outcome.

Because she was afraid of losing this person again, she has been thinking about how to talk about this sensitive topic with Guan Nanyi since the moment they reunited. What does Yi care about, Guan Nanyi always seems to be so unconfident, and also seems to always be so unwilling to believe her.

...I really thought about how to explain it, but this incident was directed by herself from the beginning to the end, in order to end this relationship that shouldn't have happened back then.

The older a person is, the harder it is to admit the mistakes he has made, and Shi Qingyu is no exception.

But I always have to say, what can't be broken can't be built, since you want to pursue someone, you should be open and frank.

Shi Qingyu knelt on the bed with one knee, approached Guan Nanyi's eyes, her throat moved slightly, and she said again: "...and I am most sorry for letting you meet such a timid me."

She looked at Guan Nanyi fixedly, and said earnestly and piously: "Guan Nanyi, I have never liked anyone else except you, so I can't marry others into a legal relationship, and I can't accept the relationship between myself and others. Trapped for a lifetime. I think I'm not as good as you think, you shouldn't like me..."

She lowered her eyes and murmured softly: "...I'm too selfish, I want you to be my partner, my lover."

As if she had abandoned all the tenets of life for more than 30 years, at this not-so-beautiful moment, she declared this to Guan Nanyi with the love she had accumulated for eight years.

It seemed that at the very moment when she said it, the stone that had been accumulated in her heart finally loosened suddenly.

There is nothing sinful, and there is nothing unforgivable. She likes Guan Nanyi, and she likes Guan Nanyi. There is nothing wrong with her.

It should have been admitted and said, it should have been like this, shouldn't it?

That's what it should have been from the moment the girl took off her helmet and looked at her after she was flamboyantly and presumptuously hitting her car on a battery scooter.

There is nothing wrong with liking someone, and there is nothing wrong with liking someone of the same sex. She has treated herself so harshly for nearly ten years, living a life like an ascetic, struggling between right and wrong every day and night, desperately wanting to deny her desperate forgetting , but you will inadvertently think of those moist eyes... It's already deeply rooted in love, isn't it?

Perhaps she should have understood that "like" is something that the more restrained, the more uncontrollable it becomes. It is so easy to say, but it is so difficult to do it.

When she looked at Guan Nanyi's bright eyes countless times, she forgot the teacher's morality and righteousness that she had always abided by, and wanted to push away, want to escape, but in the end she repeated her betrayal again and again all my own thoughts.

It’s too painful, isn’t it, she can’t bear it, so on that day when the morning light was still bright and the shadows of the sun were mottled, the young man stood in front of her and asked her excitedly and anxiously, “Shi Qingyu, can I like you? ’ when she wanted to blurt out:

"Yes, of course."

...what's wrong?

Why not.

Obviously she also likes Guan Nanyi so much, she likes to see the moonlight alluring when she falls asleep every night, but Guan Nanyi has a clear smile and the same eyebrows and eyes.

The moonlight is beautiful, and it should be so, dear lady.

The author has something to say: Welcome everyone to the Chasing Wife Crematorium.

At this moment, I want to nod "Silence" for Teacher Shi: You are sentenced to lifelong loneliness by love, you can't break free, you can't escape~

Guan Nanyi [sneers]: So have you finished the next chapter?

作者【嚣张】：马上就要好了，追妻火葬场正在安排当中。感谢在2020-05-0323:07:04~2020-05-0519:48:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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