Don't fight with your first love

——"I like you, I have always liked you."

Shi Qingyu said so.

I always said this sentence that I had hidden for many years, and finally opened the mouth, and finally released all the hidden thoughts.

She should be relieved, she should be relaxed, but she doesn't know why after saying this sentence, her heart becomes more and more tense.

Shi Qingyu quietly looked at the person above her, she was so lively and enthusiastic, she was always so frank and sincere, one thing is one, and two is two, she never hides her thoughts , let alone flatter anyone hypocritically.

But it was such a person that made her both happy and scared.

I rejoice at her approach, but fear her approach.

Maybe life is just like this. During the long journey, you will always be confused by the person who is completely opposite to yourself. When you are in Guan Nanyi's body, Qingyu always sees what she wanted to do but didn't do.

She envied Guan Nanyi's straightforwardness, especially when facing the person she likes, Guan Nanyi can express his heart directly and decisively, but she can't bear it no matter how forbearing.

What did you get in the end?

…nothing.

She finally uttered these words, but it seemed too late, because Guan Nanyi was no longer needed.

Her expression is so dazed, she has all kinds of emotions, but there is no joy.

She has always been a person who knows when enough is enough, and she also understands that she should not continue talking at this time, but it may be that she has endured for too long and there are too many things she wants to say. Now that she finally opened her mouth, she is very special Wanting to say it all:

"I've always liked you, but you were my student, so I can't like you. I'm sorry that you didn't finish college because of me, and I also regret that I avoided you, didn't guide you correctly, and let you go by mistake I went astray..."

She had never said such a long word, as if she had finished all the words in the past years that she hadn't had time to say at once:

"I rejected you, ignored you, avoided you, and later I reported on you and sent you to prison, all because of I love you."

She leaned forward and kissed Guan Nanyi's cold lips, and said seriously:

"I think I love you, Guan Nanyi."

What is she saying?

She said she loves me?

Guan Nanyi's expression cracked, as if she had only reacted at this time, and finally understood what the other party was talking about, but she seemed to be stimulated by something, and her mind was a little unclear.

She muttered to herself: "You... like me? You still say you... say you love me?"

As if she couldn't believe it, she suddenly sat down on the bed, lowered her head, and said at a loss: "Impossible...impossible, Shi Qingyu...she won't like me, and she can't love me mine."

During the years in prison, she always told herself this way, telling herself that Shi Qingyu didn't like her, telling herself that Shi Qingyu didn't love her.

Only when the other party doesn't love her, can she let go of that relationship. After all, the other party doesn't like her or love her, so this relationship is a one-man show from the beginning to the end, whether she is cheated or hurt...it's all her thing.

Only by believing that Shi Qingyu doesn't like her and doesn't love her can he persuade himself to accept all the unwillingness. After all, he is not important to the other party, so how can he have the face to ask the other party to do something for her?

In fact, she was very afraid that she would hate Shi Qingyu, after all, she was someone she liked, after all, her first love, she was afraid that she would hate Shi Qingyu, because of Shi Qingyu's indifference and restraint, she lost four and a half years of youth.

But what did Qingyu say now?

Say she likes her?

Say she loves her?

This is really a big joke, she lost 4 and a half years of youth, lost four and a half years of freedom, and now when she was released from prison, Qing Yu told her that she has always liked her...?

Is this fucking sick? !

Guan Nanyi was so angry that he suddenly raised his head, stared at Shi Qingyu like a wolf, and said coldly, "Do you like me?"

Shi Qingyu also sat up from the bed, she sat very upright, even though the harmony in her whole body implied the great harmony of life, she was still like a flower on a high mountain, not to be profaned by others.

She has always been a very serious person, so she nodded and replied: "Yes."

The appearance of discussing academic issues with others at a research meeting.

Guan Nanyi: "Do you love me?"

Shi Qingyu: "Yes."

Guan Nanyi: "..."

You heard me right.

Guan Nanyi closed her eyes, opened them again in the next second, took a deep breath, and in the next second she returned to her original cynical look, and said with a smirk:

"Okay, okay, catch up, catch up, it happens that everyone likes it, come, come, come, hurry up and have a harmonious meal, so don't worry about it."

As she said that, she crawled up to Shi Qingyu with both hands and feet, took Shi Qingyu's hand, crossed Harmony, opened her own Harmony with the other hand, and slowly sat down on Shi Qingyu's prosperous and civilized Seeing Shi Qingyu's nervous and helpless appearance, Guan Nanyi couldn't help but sneered and said:

"What's the matter? Can't you attack?"

Shi Qingyu frowned, trying to express her harmony and friendship with her fingers, but Guan Nanyi held her hand tightly and wouldn't let her move.

"You will hurt!" Shi Qingyu looked at Guan Nanyi's face and said calmly, "Let go."

"Don't let it go." Guan Nanyi tilted his head and smiled, and raised his waist to dangle on Shi Qingyu's harmony and friendship. There is no prosperity and civilization, and it is completely dry with eight honors and eight shames. Just looking at it will feel pain , "I'll sue you for rape if you don't fuck/cry me today!"

"—Absurd!" Shi Qingyu couldn't hold back after holding back, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

As she spoke, she stretched out her left hand to press Guan Nanyi's waist, and reprimanded: "Don't move! You will get hurt."

Guan Nanyi didn't listen to her words, but moved more and more. She lowered her head and bit Shi Qingyu's collarbone. After hearing the latter's gasp, she exerted more strength and cursed:

"You fucking tell me not to move and I won't move? Since when have I heard your words? Fuck, like me? Fuck you, Shi Qingyu my day/Fuck you!"

She was clearly scolding her, but Shi Qingyu's body suddenly froze, a look of panic appeared on her face, she froze and did not dare to move, after a long while, she slowly raised her hand, and gently stroked her Guan Nanyi's head looked like it was many years ago.

But it's different from many years ago, the touch of the hand is a bit piercing short green thorns, it seems to be piercing her palm, more like piercing her heart.

She was silent for a long time, and finally sighed softly, "Why are you crying..."

That's how Guan Nanyi's tears flowed from her collarbone to her heart.

"Guan Nanyi," she called again, "I love you."

It seems that she has finally opened up, Shi Qingyu is no longer the teacher who would turn red when she heard someone say that she likes her a long time ago, and stuttered to the point of being speechless.

She has been in a cocoon for so many years, trying hard to forget this person in her hands, but God always jokes with her like this, going around and tossing and turning for so many years, she still can't forget this person, this person The person who dared to go to her house to confess to her when she was 19 years old.

——"Shi Qingyu, I like you! I, Guan Nanyi, like you!"

The girl was behind the light, and the joy in her eyes made her heart beat out of rhythm. At that time, she was always restrained like that, and she always restrained herself like that. That's why she said to Guan Nanyi at that time:

"I don't like you, Guan Nanyi."

And six years have passed, and now she hugs the girl from before, bows her head and kisses her teary eyes, and sighs:

"Guan Nanyi, I love you."

Finally admitting this fact, the years of forbearance have come to an end, she can finally hold Guan Nanyi in her arms like in a dream, tell her that she likes her, and finally be able to press Guan Nanyi on the bed , let go of her slender legs, and enter her richness and friendship with her harmonious civilization.

"Hmm..." Guan Nanyi bent her teary eyes comfortably, and when she met Shi Qingyu frankly, she used her legs to hook/hook Shi Qingyu's waist, and then lifted Harmony allows Shi Qingyu's fingers to be harmonious in her prosperity.

She is always so humble, humble in love with Shi Qingyu, that's why she let Shi Qingyu enter/enter her body, and let her fingers gently scrape her harmony.

"Heavier, heavier..." Guan Nanyi directed Shi Qingyu bluntly.

As expected of a top student, Shi Qingyu slowly became proficient under her teaching. Shi Qingyu's hand never stopped, and then he leaned down and kissed her eyes amidst her panting/breathing harmony.

This woman is so gentle, so careful when kissing her, Guan Nanyi endured the soreness in his heart and cursed: "Be a little wild... No, can't you?"

She cursed, "Hold/Fuck! Don't fuckin... um..."

Before she finished speaking, Shi Qingyu kissed her lips. Shi Qingyu's long hair fell down, with a fresh fragrance, which smelled like a day for ten years, and then covered her eyes, and she closed her eyes. Focusing, the body is controlled by Shi Qingyu.

It wasn't enough for that woman to kiss her lips, she had to open her teeth and kiss her with her tongue. She was kissed by Shi Qingyu, and she had the illusion that she was Shi Qingyu's treasure.

The other party's kiss landed on her earlobe again, kissed, and then harmonized her, the warm breath sprayed on her side like that, Fu Qiang was kneaded into various shapes by Shi Qingyu, but he still moved like that Take it lightly, for fear of hurting her.

On the contrary, it is her friendly fingers in Harmony, Shi Qingyu is well-bred, Guan Nanyi has known her for so many years and rarely saw Shi Qingyu showing aggressiveness, but now in her When she was at an absolute disadvantage, Shi Qingyu was still reluctant.

Her fingers are in Guan Nanyi's richness and love, and the warm and slippery touch makes her intoxicated in the great harmony of life.

The Buddha said that only when the six roots are clean can one pass away from this world, but at that time, after Qingyu truly possessed Guan Nanyi, she could no longer restrain herself.

She owns Guan Nanyi, and she has thought so in countless late-night dreams, but now her fingers harmonize with the friendly point of Guan Nanyi's body, and when she listens to Guan Nanyi's collapsed sound of glory and shame, she It was really determined.

She did own Guan Nanyi.

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Do you know what I mean?Do you understand me?

This grand harmony of life is about to break my waist.

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