Don't fight with your first love

Although the past events have been blown away by the wind, but after all, the geese have left traces, as long as they have experienced it, they will never forget it.

But compared to Shi Qingyu's regret and guilt, Guan Nanyi seemed much calmer. After all, she had worked hard for that relationship. Although the final result was not satisfactory, she was still worthy of herself after all. Young and frivolous.

It is also because of this that she will indulge herself at this moment. She is a person who is very good at enjoying pleasure in time. Some things are just as long as she can see them. Yes, go to bed, to put it bluntly, you have to enjoy it, don't act like a loyal/virtuous woman.

I really don't understand why some women always like to set a moral benchmark for themselves. As a human being, only when the bottom line is lowered can one find happiness.

It is also because of this that Guan Nanyi, who has never felt ashamed, scolded someone after being hurt at the moment when Shi Qingyu was just in harmony, she was still very satisfied with the whole process afterwards.

After all, there is one thing to say, Shi Qingyu's face and figure really don't make people suffer.

She was very happy, so harmonious that she cried out, she was so comfortable that she didn't know what kind of drug she was on, she had no shame, and she didn't feel embarrassed when facing Shi Qingyu, she was very Calmly take the initiative to harmonize your own harmony, which is very compatible with Shi Qingyu's harmony.

This harmony came suddenly and as expected, she was very satisfied with the result, but what she was more satisfied with than this harmony was Shi Qingyu's violation of her bottom line to harmonize with her.

Even though many years have passed, she still cannot forget Shi Qingyu's cold expression and harsh words when he rejected her back then.

"Miss Guan, please respect yourself." At that time, Qingyu was as smelly and hard as a stone in the toilet. Although it is not much better now, it is still two points more human than at that time.

At that time, she was already in college, and after she met Shi Qingyu, she wanted to get entangled with her, but the other party didn't appreciate it, and it was fine to stay one meter away from her every time they met, and she never accepted any gifts from her.

Especially whenever she wanted to get close, Shi Qingyu put on a funeral face that made her feel self-respecting—it really is that no matter how many years have passed, thinking about it still makes people angry. .

It would be great if there was a time shuttle in this world. While enjoying it, Guan Nanyi thought in a daze that if there was a time shuttle, she would definitely record a video of the two of them in harmony now, and then go back to the past and shake it off. On Shi Qingyu's sharp-mouthed, monkey-cheeked, vicious and mean face.

Damn, let her be self-respecting when she opens and closes her mouth, but she is not a dog when she is harmonious?

Sure enough, the crows in the world are as black, and the teachers in the world are as poisonous.

Guan Nanyi was very intoxicated. Although she was still a virgin girl before this, but fortunately she has watched a lot of video teaching in those years, so she is still very good at learning which is more harmonious and which angle is more harmonious. Fast.

At the back, after the atmosphere became more intense, she acted as if she would not get hurt, and actually used her body to actively harmonize Shi Qingyu's fingers. She couldn't explain clearly, what kind of mood she was in now, she just wanted happy.

She stretched out her hand to touch back while being in harmony, and only after touching Shi Qingyu's bitter and vengeful face did she turn her head and lay down on the bed to kiss Shi Qingyu, but Shi Qingyu's movements were too gentle , as if she is some kind of porcelain doll, when kissing her, it is like learning, with a little piousness in it, Guan Nanyi was so angry that he couldn't help cursing:

"I/fuck/ Shi Qingyu, don't you know how to be harmonious? Your mother's kissing is like eating cotton candy, can you attack a little? Attack!"

Shi Qingyu stopped moving, with a confused expression on his face: "Attack...point?"

Guan Nanyi also turned himself around, facing Shi Qingyu, crossed Harmony and wrapped Shi Qingyu's waist, and squinted his spring-like eyes, looking at him with a smile on his face. The woman who was rigid on her body: "Do you want me to teach you this?"

As if seeing something that shouldn't be seen, Shi Qingyu lowered her head and staggered her eyes, frowned slightly, but then let go again, "Hmm..."

Guan Nanyi really laughed this time, and was amused by Shi Qingyu's serious expression, who didn't know that Shi Qingyu's expression was because he had accepted some national project and was stumped.

She smiled and raised her hand to pinch Shi Qingyu's neck that was too white, and then pulled Shi Qingyu down. Her charming eyes suddenly became fierce and fierce. She stared at Shi Qingyu. Rain's face, not missing any expression of the other party, asked:

"Shi Qingyu, do you regret it?"

Shi Qingyu was taken aback, his head full of harmony was instantly recoiled by Guan Nanyi's words.

She knew what Guan Nanyi was asking her, and Guan Nanyi asked her the same way in the middle of the night several years ago, the day before she reported on Guan Nanyi.

That day she suddenly said that she would stay at Guan Nanyi's house, and then she saw that girl happily opening the door for her, cooking for her, boiling water for her, making a bed for her...

She mistakenly made Guan Nanyi think that she had waited for her, but unexpectedly, it was just a scene carefully designed by herself, a scene in which Guan Nanyi lost his freedom.

She can't tell a lie, that's why she told Guan Nanyi the truth. She thought Guan Nanyi would cry, make trouble and even beat her, but she never thought that after hearing her words, Guan Nanyi would just be silent for a while and then whispered , "So you still don't like me."

Those eyes that always looked at her with a smile suddenly lost their luster, Guan Nanyi said, "That's fine, as long as you don't regret it."

It seemed that at that moment she suddenly realized that she was about to lose something. The huge gap made her reach out uncontrollably and grab Guan Nanyi's arm. asked her.

——Shi Qingyu, do you regret it?

Regret?

Shi Qingyu kept asking herself this way in the following years, she thought she probably didn't regret it, because Guan Nanyi like that had already deviated from her expectations, and when free and easy became uninhibited, maybe there was only mandatory Only the law can make her correct.

But she thought that she probably regretted it again, because she didn't even dare to visit Guan Nanyi once in the next few years. Answer.

During many late nights, many days, and many pauses between people coming and going, she often asked herself this way: Shi Qingyu, do you regret it?

Regret falling in love with Guan Nanyi, and even more regret letting her leave.

Guan Nanyi looked at Shi Qingyu's always indifferent expression and finally there was a crack. The woman who was always full of benevolence and morality was defeated just because of her one word.

She stretched out her hand to caress Shi Qingyu's skin that was often wrapped under her clothes, inch by inch, Shi Qingyu had never been treated like this before, let alone anyone else.

She knelt down in front of Guan Nanyi so frankly, she didn't stop her, she just allowed her to plunder her, and then the two of them faced each other naked/naked.

"You should regret it." Guan Nanyi said with a light smile, "After all, I fell in love with a bastard like you because I was blind. Instead, you've changed your sex?"

Guan Nanyi was aggressive: "Do you really regret it in your heart? Regret that you didn't put me in prison?"

She said this, and then bit Shi Qingyu's ear viciously: "I said, if I come out, you will die or I will die, Shi Qingyu——I'm fucking!"

After finishing speaking, he flexibly pushed Shi Qingyu back under his body, clasped Shi Qingyu's hands with one hand, and raised the other hand to pinch Shi Qingyu's expressionless face:

"How the hell did you reject me back then? Ah?! Aren't you full of rules and benevolence? Why did you change now?! Are you harmonious with your students and you are harmonious now? - Cool?! "

Shi Qingyu just looked at her silently, letting her vent.

"Didn't you say that I'm not self-respecting and shameless? Why don't you feel shameless when you do the same thing now?" Guan Nanyi scolded like this, but she didn't know why she scolded the corners of her eyes Suddenly, a drop of tear fell and hit Shi Qingyu's pale lips.

This girl always wants to be strong like this, so strong that no one is allowed to see her weakness, Shi Qingyu quietly looked at Guan Nanyi above her, watching her swearing, so vivid, so fresh, so let her joy.

"Shi Qingyu, you coward, why don't you tell me you fucking like me?! Why didn't you tell me? Is it fun to play your mother's forbearance?! Is it exciting?! I have been chasing you for almost ten years, from nothing to nothing. Afterwards, I bought a house and a car, am I not fucking tired?!

I still tell you everything and think about you, how about you?I was sent to the bureau with just one document, do you fucking like me or hate me? !You are fucking... how much you hate me..."

Guan Nanyi seemed to have vented all the grievances of the past ten years at once. When Qingyu scolded at the front, she was justified and justified, but at the back, she lowered her voice and almost despaired.

She was desperate, desperate that she met Shi Qingyu, a cold-blooded woman, when she was 19 years old, and that she was sent to prison when she was 21 years old.

It was too late for her to travel around the world with Shi Qingyu, and it was too late for her to be with Shi Qingyu. Everything was stuck in the spring when she was 21 years old.

But she is even more desperate for such a useless self, she will never catch up with Shi Qingyu's pace, and will never be able to become the kind of person Shi Qingyu likes.

She shouldn't like Shi Qingyu anymore, but at this moment, the woman subdued by her whispered:

"--like."

Guan Nanyi was stunned, and he couldn't help but feel relaxed, and looked at the unattainable woman with red eyes. The woman looked into her eyes and said seriously:

"Yes, I have always liked you."

作者有话要说：小浪浪与你有约~感谢在2020-04-2322:41:50~2020-04-2417:39:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: Sunshine is not a teenager. 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Jiang Zhou Wenke;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Liuliu Dashun, Maomao Rabbit, Onion, and become a top student;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：野狗20瓶；知行、阳光非少年。10瓶；beanbean9瓶；Money0712、余秋5瓶；

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