under the filth

When Eisen came out of the bedroom after changing his clothes, Tang Cen took a nap on the sofa under a blanket, and Opera Cun curled up in a ball at his waist to take a nap.

In mid-November, after the weather completely cooled down, the whole of Paris started central heating.The radiators hung on the wall in the house worked tirelessly, and the dry heat filled the entire room.The sound of fine rain seeped in through the gaps in the glass windows, and the glass sandwiched between the cold and warm air filled with water vapor.

After entering the end of autumn, the whole of Paris has become extremely cold and humid. It rains from time to time, sometimes several times a day.But it's all over and over, and it will be over in ten minutes or so.

However, even so, all activities previously planned by Eisen were interrupted.

Although there were no accidents after that, Eisen clearly felt that Tang Cen had fallen into a trough due to the continuous rainy days and the sequelae of receiving a call from Tang Qian some time ago, and even Opera Cen was listless all day long.One person and one cat are nestling at home, either dozing off on the sofa like they are now, or simply getting under the covers and not coming out, refusing to take half a step out of the house.

During this time, Eisen's company still had nothing to worry about. He stayed at home with Tang Cen as much as possible, lifted the two guys who were lying in bed from the bed every morning, pushed them to the dining table and finished breakfast. Sit on the couch and watch a movie together.

But today is a little abnormal, not only the rain that has been falling outside the window for half an hour but has not abated at all, but also Eisen who is already fully dressed at this time.

With the heating on at home, it doesn't matter where Tang Cen is dozing off, but Eisen has to go out no matter what.

The marshmallows he made that day were packed in several transparent glass jars. Sometimes when he and Tang Cen watched a movie together, Tang Cen would hold the sugar jars and nestle in his arms.When making breakfast this morning, Eisen noticed the empty sugar bowl and refrigerator at home.

And he's been home for so long that he's put all his plans on hold.When he saw the empty refrigerator, he belatedly remembered that he only had today, the last day, to prepare. If he missed tomorrow, he would have to wait at least another month. By that time, he would follow up on all his plans. will be disrupted.

Eisen walked up to Tang Cen and helped him cover the slipped blanket back to its original position.His movements were light, but Tang Cen opened his eyes when the blanket was moved.

Looking at Eisen who was fully dressed in front of him, Tang Cen was slightly taken aback, "You want to go out?"

Tang Cen's eyes were clear, not as confused as when he just woke up, and Eisen didn't hide it, "Well, the refrigerator at home is empty, I'm going out to buy something."

"I'll go with you." Hearing that Aisen was going out, Tang Cen also lifted the blanket wrapped around his body and prepared to stand up.He himself hadn't gone out for a long time, and Eisen, who always liked to take him out, didn't do anything uncharacteristically. Now he was about to go out suddenly, but Tang Cen found that Aisen had no intention of taking him out at all.

"I'll just go, it's raining outside, be careful I'm sick again." Eisen pushed back Tang Cen who stood up excitedly, and covered his shoulders with the blanket that had slipped on the sofa.It had been raining outside, and Tang Cen had just recovered from his illness, so he really couldn't stand such a toss.

After covering the blanket, Eisen put his hands on Tang Cen's shoulders, and rubbed his fingers against the soft and smooth skin of his cheeks, "It should clear up in two days, and then we'll go out for a walk together."

Leaning warm hands on his cheeks, Tang Cen raised his hands and slowly held Eisen's hands, rubbing his cheeks slightly against his palms, "Then you go, be careful on the road."

Eisen responded, leaned over and kissed his side face, and rubbed Opera Cura who was sleeping sprawled beside him, before going out with an umbrella and wallet.

He said he was going out to buy ingredients, but Eisen went straight into the crowded downtown area except for the alleys.Both sides of the streets in the downtown area are full of exquisite shop windows, displaying gorgeous and expensive goods, but Eisen's mind is not on these, he bypasses the people in twos and threes in a hurry, and goes straight to his destination.

In order not to arouse Tang Cen's suspicion, Eisen could only make a quick decision. His hasty look formed an extremely sharp contrast with the people holding hands on the street.

Eisen walked in a hurry, and almost bumped into the oncoming people several times, and the water droplets splashed from the collision of the umbrella fell on several people.

After apologizing to the fifth pedestrian who was almost hit by him, Eisen finally found the store he was looking for.

Standing at the door of the light luxury store, Eisen looked at the storefront decorated mainly in robin egg blue, took a deep breath, stepped forward and opened the store door...

Tang Cen hugged Opera Cen, stroking the long fur on its back with his hand. The fine raindrops fell on the balcony window, dragging out long water marks, blurring the originally clean and transparent glass.

This rain has lasted for a long time, which made Tang Cen's already depressed mood a little more irritable.

He hung up Tang Qian's phone that day, and developed a high fever the next day. After waking up, although Eisen comforted him that Tang Qian would not take him away, Tang Cen was always worried that he would come to the door suddenly.

Tang Cen has been waiting, but Tang Qian never called again, and the days returned to calm, as if nothing happened.Opera Chow still likes to stick to him, and Eisen is still the same as before, staring at him every day for eating and taking medicine.

All of this gave Tang Cen the illusion that he had just had a nightmare before, but every time he opened the call log and saw the latest incoming call, Tang Qian's voice would ring in his ears.

That record truly told Tang Cen that it was not his illusion.However, Tang Cen was no longer as anxious as the first time. Maybe it was Eisen's attitude, or maybe Tang Qian was his younger brother, and the relationship between them was barely harmonious.

But so what?

After going through too many changes, Tang Cen felt that he would not be surprised even if those people he thought had left appeared in front of him.For the past 30 years of his life, Tang Cen just kept going in circles, but that didn't mean he wanted to repeat his previous life and experience the same pain and confusion again.

Everything is different now, no one forces him to make a choice, he can freely choose his future life.Tang Cen knew that he had to make plans for the future. There would always be a day when Meng would wake up, at least until the day Aisen left him, he would be able to live alone.

The gap between him and Eisen cannot be narrowed by Tang Cen's efforts, but at least he can no longer hold Eisen back.If there is a day of separation, he will also allow Eisen to let go with peace of mind.

"Meow?" Opera Cen, who was lying on Tang Cen's lap, raised a front paw, and patted Tang Cen's cheek lightly. The soft and cold flesh pad hit his face, pulling Tang Cen out of his own small world. back.

Tang Cen pinched Opera Chow's pad twice, slightly curled his fingertips on its belly, and scratched the kitten's furry chin, "What's wrong?"

Opera Cun snored and hugged the hand holding his pad in her arms. Tang Cen touched its soft and tender belly, but after touching it twice, Tang Cen couldn't help but bury his face in its soft belly. In the rose-scented chest hair.

"Opera—"

Tang Cen's sudden movement made Opera Cen lie stiffly in place, not daring to move. It couldn't understand why the master made such a sudden movement, but it seemed to smell an unusual breath.

Opera Cun didn't move, she slumped on Tang Cen's leg and patted his calf lightly with the tip of her tail.

Tang Cen rubbed against its warm chest, and the soft long hair swept across his cheeks, but a sudden knock on the door interrupted his next movements.

"Dong dong dong—" After a few dull sounds, there was no movement outside the door again.Tang Cen reluctantly rubbed Opera Chow's little head twice before putting it on the ground. When Opera Chow rushed to the door, he tore off the blanket that had been covering him, folded it casually and threw it away. Go back to the sofa.

Tang Cen dragged the door open with cotton pads. Standing at the door, Eisen was holding two big bags of things, and a wet umbrella was hanging on his arm.Seeing his attire, Tang Cen froze for two seconds, and hurriedly took the two big bags from him.

After putting the bag on the kitchen floor, Tang Cen ran back to the bedroom to get a clean towel for Eisen, took his rain-wet coat, put the towel on his head, and rubbed him vigorously through the towel. hair, "Hurry up and wipe it off."

Being treated so rudely by Tang Cen, Eisen not only didn't hide, but lowered his head slightly so that he could brush his hair.While his head was being ravaged, Eisen also talked to Tang Cen at every turn: "It's not raining much outside, it's just that it's inconvenient to open an umbrella with things."

Tang Cen paused, "Why are you acting so brave? What if you get sick?"

"No, it's just light rain. I'll take a hot shower later." Eisen pulled back the towel on his head, revealing his blond hair that was messed up by Tang Cen.He held Tang Cen's hand, and the heat in his palm made Tang Cen tremble in fright.

Even though it was raining outside, the temperature of Aisen's palm was still much warmer than that of Tang Cen who was staying in the greenhouse. He was like a personal heater, always warm, Tang Cen couldn't help leaning towards him past.

"Shall we wash together?" Eisen put his arms around Tang Cen, slipped his hand along the hem of the clothes, and rubbed his fingertips around his waist.Tang Cen's body still had a faint scent of shower gel. Eisen sniffed at his neck, raised his head slightly and leaned into his ear, bewitching in a lowered voice: "I miss you."

The sensitive area on the waist was being teased back and forth, and warm hands were stroking his body. Tang Cen was glad that Aisen was still hugging him at this time, otherwise his legs would have softened and he would have knelt on the ground.

Tang Cen hooked Eisen's neck, and lightly bit his pale thin lips, "Okay."