Thunder can't catch fire

Waiting is the most frustrating thing.Zhou Yan never expected that what he was waiting for first was not news from Luo Yujing, but the news from Sun Xiaozhen who had disappeared for a long time.

Xiao Xiao called Han Zheng first, and Han Zheng then told Zhou Yan the news, with a slightly hesitant tone: "She is now in the police station."

Zhou Yan frowned, and couldn't help but stand up: "I have to go."

"Wait." Han Zheng pressed his shoulders and pushed him back on the chair, "I haven't finished yet...Xiao Xiao said that Sun Xiaozhen is at the police station in Q City."

Zhou Yan was stunned: "Why did she go to Q City? Did she meet some bad guy..."

"This matter is a bit complicated." With a strange expression on his face, he sighed and said, "She ran over by herself. From the beginning to the end... there are no suspects, and the fugitive has nothing to do with her."

It's a somewhat complicated story.Zhou Yan saw Sun Xiaozhen at the local police station two days later, her eyes were still bright, and apart from a trace of frustration in her expression, she couldn't see the slightest difference from before.

Zhou Yan walked up to her and squatted down. She lowered her head and raised her eyes slightly. After Zhou Yan's gaze, she obviously dodged, and her voice was also timid: "Brother Zhou Yan..."

"Hmm." The corners of his lips curled up, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Can you tell me why? Why did you run away from home without saying a word? Why did you pretend to have an accident? Why did you flee so far away? Do you know that your mother..."

"Enough!" Sun Xiaozhen suddenly stood up, covered her ears and shouted, "Don't mention my mother anymore! I don't want to hear it!"

Zhou Yan frowned, and subconsciously looked at Han Zheng who was beside him. Han Zheng nodded slowly, so Zhou Yan took a deep breath, stood up, gently grabbed Xiaozhen's wrist, and put her hand away from her ear.

The trembling in Xiaozhen's hands spread to her whole body, Zhou Yan put his arms around her head, and whispered softly in her ear: "What's wrong?"

The girl whimpered in a low voice at first, and slowly, tears came out, which wet a large area of ​​Zhou Yan's T-shirt chest in a short while.

Zhou Yan let her cry in his arms for 10 minutes, until he was hoarse, then patted her on the head, and took the tissue Han Zheng handed over to wipe her tears: "Good boy, don't cry."

Xiaozhen's tears stopped, she was still sobbing and hiccupping, she couldn't even speak fluently: "I... my mother... how is she...?"

The little girl's eyes were red like a bunny, and she looked so pitiful with her flat-mouthed grievance. Zhou Yan's original anger disappeared in an instant, and he summed up Xiaozhen's mother's situation in a few words, and finally said: " You can see it when you go back. She doesn't know you are back yet, she will be very happy to see you. "

How could Xiaozhen think that her departure would bring such a big blow to her mother, and she was instantly struck by lightning, she stayed where she was, and only recovered after a while, panicked and said: "I... didn't want to ...how could she..."

She never resented her mother, nor did she ever think about revenge.For so many years, for a weak and penniless girl, her disabled mother was an excessive burden, bringing nothing but hindrance and inconvenience to her life.

If there is no mother, will she be able to walk more easily and happily in the future?

The faint unwillingness and depression accumulated over the years, Zhou Yan's polite but obvious rejection that day was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

No matter how mature and sensible outsiders see Sun Xiaozhen, she is just a little girl in her early twenties who is impulsive and reckless in her actions. What kind of despair does a mother face after losing her only relative.

Life and society brought her back to her original form. She ran to the unfamiliar Q City and finally found out that not everyone is as generous as the poor neighbors around her "slum" when cooking without soy sauce Hand over a bottle; not everyone is like the boss Diao of "Xilai", with a sharp mouth and a tofu heart, who will advance her salary in advance when she has no money, and give her an extra 200 yuan...

She suddenly realized that this world was worse than she had imagined, she was like being in a glass ball full of illusions, and everything she saw was false shadows.

Xiaozhen followed Zhou Yan to the nursing home where Xiaozhen's mother is now, but within a few months, the reunion of mother and daughter was even more dramatic than in the TV series. Both of them were crying and laughing, but they had no communication. with words.

Zhou Yan walked out of the room, and elbowed Han Zheng who was standing against the wall by the door: "Let's go."

"Where?"

Zhou Yan stretched his waist and glanced at him: "You buy cigarettes, I buy water. I'm thirsty..."

The entire sanatorium banned smoking, so the two simply walked to the bus stop outside the hospital and sat there. Zhou Yan watched Han Zheng smoke and covered his mouth and nose.

Han Zheng exhaled a smoke ring and raised his eyebrows: "Really quit?"

"Stop doing."

He smiled, put out the cigarette butt in his hand, and threw it into the trash can next to him.

"What's this for?" Zhou Yan looked at him "tsk tsk" and sighed, "I said, why do you love me so much?"

"It's definitely not because you are delicate and soft and easy to push down."

This time the smile had a deep meaning, and Zhou Yan blushed, but he still pretended to be calm and said: "This is your conscience, and I was finally influenced by you, and decided to quit smoking, drinking, and meat, and return to a natural and healthy rural life gone?"

Quitting smoking and drinking is not difficult, but quitting meat...

Han Zheng unconsciously glanced at the water stains on Zhou Yan's still-dry T-shirt, feeling a little annoyed.

Zhou Yan threw him the ice water that he drank in his hand, and Han Zheng twisted it away, drank a few sips of the bottle before it bottomed out, and when he was about to say "buy another bottle", Zhou Yan spoke again.

This time, the tone was obviously a little sad.

"You said, is there no kind of love that can grow old?"

Han Zheng was taken aback: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Zhou Yan smiled awkwardly: "The love of flesh and blood is still like this, let alone friends and lovers." After he finished speaking, he didn't forget to add, "That... I didn't mean to imply us."

"Is it because of Sun Xiaozhen?"

"Yes." He said calmly, "To be honest, I was quite surprised. The night Sun Xiaozhen left, I went to her house for dinner, and I could see that her mother loved her daughter very much. She was also very sensible and filial, and treated her mother very well. Good. That's good...how should I put it...just don't see any flaws. Do you know what I mean?"

Han Zheng probably understood a little bit.It just occurred to him that there was a couple among his last graduates who broke up on the day of the graduation ceremony. The boy had cheated many times, and the girl had forgiven him many times. When it came to the last time, it wasn’t actually cheating, it was just a relationship with him. If other pretty girls make an extra flirtation, girls can't stand it.At the end of the graduation ceremony, when everyone had not disbanded, she suddenly squatted down and cried loudly. During the period, she quoted a very classic sentence: I still love you, but I don’t like you anymore.

Although it is a bit weird to use the analogy of love and family affection, but this is probably what it means.

The human heart is an elusive thing. Moreover, there are very few people who do not live for themselves in this world. Most people are persistent for the rest of their lives, and they only want to be stable in this world. But when the smallest wish is hard to come true , Anything can be done, and it is reasonable to lose your mind.

Han Zheng raised his hand and touched Zhou Yan's chin: "I think you are a very insecure person."

Zhou Yan shrugged and smiled noncommittally.

That smile just made Han Zheng feel a little more frustrated and sad.Zhou Yan has lived alone for more than [-] years. His time was a barren and barren sandy field, where it had been dry for too long, and it would be difficult for even a single lush green plant to grow there.

He wanted to give Zhou Yan the best within his ability, but he was also afraid that no matter how hard he tried, Zhou Yan would still be the same Zhou Yan, doing his best, obeying the destiny, and no longer believing in the possibility that happiness would completely belong to him.

To make matters worse, Han Zheng himself couldn't firmly pat his chest and say that he would take care of everything.

Until now, when he thinks about Mr. Qin's affairs, he still feels a headache.

It is human instinct to escape.

Zhou Yan suddenly picked up his hand, and lightly bit the pulp of his index finger.

Han Zheng raised his eyebrows: "..."

"Brother Zheng, what if one day we really separate. What do you think is the reason?"

Han Zheng: "..."

What the fuck is wrong with this? !

no answer!

"Don't change your face without saying anything!" Zhou Yan stepped on his white Nike sneakers, "I mean 'what if'!"

"What do you mean you can't spit out any teeth?" Han Zheng was so angry that his hair was about to smoke, and he wanted to grab his collar and hold him down on the ground from behind, "You can't just 'what if' A good one? Like when homosexuality is legal, where are we going to hold our wedding or something?"

Zhou Yan: "...you think really well."

Why hasn't he discovered that Han Zheng has such a sense of humor before...

When the two returned to the nursing home, Sun Xiaozhen happened to come out of the ward with a hot water bottle in his hand: "I'll get some water."

Zhou Yan smiled: "I didn't lie to you, did I? Your mother is fine now."

Xiaozhen's eyes immediately turned red again: "Brother Zhou Yan, thank you. I... I was wrong..." She wiped her tears with the back of her hand, "Isn't it expensive to live here? I heard that I even hired a psychiatrist. Don't worry, I will pay you back the money, even if I don't pay it now, I will..."

"Don't be stupid. I don't have that much money." Zhou Yan pointed to Han Zheng who was silent behind him, and said with a playful smile, "Here, your creditor is here."

Xiaozhen only met Han Zheng once at "Xilai" before, and now she can't remember it for a long time. It's just the first time she saw him. Knowing that he is Zhou Yan's friend, and thanks to him, she is naturally grateful Thank you, that posture is close to kowtow in public.

Zhou Yan quickly grabbed her back: "You're welcome, anyway, Professor Han is rich and powerful, and he usually has nothing to do when he's free." He is now Han Zheng's official boyfriend, and he doesn't speak politely. It's a family anyway. .

Han Zheng was very satisfied with him being his "spokesperson" by talking to himself. This kind of Zhou Yan was cute and sunny, and he liked to see him like this.If it weren't for the presence of outsiders now, Han Zheng would definitely have pressed the back of his head for a long kiss.

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Sorry for forgetting to update things a little bit yesterday!