Thunder can't catch fire

In the next few days, Zhou Yan still ran to Luo’s house every day, and never once saw Jiang Xue walk out of the room. Luo Jinfeng’s condition became worse and worse. cry.Once the two couples quarreled, they didn't care about the child. Only Zhou Yan took the child, hugged him awkwardly, and hummed a little tune in a strange way to coax him patiently.

Han Zheng only stayed with him the whole time on the first day, and only picked him up in the evening for the next few days. The rest of the time, he helped him run inside and out, mobilizing almost all the connections he could use to inquire about news. .

Every time the two reunited in the evening, Zhou Yan always felt that the fatigue on Han Zheng's face was a little more.It's not easy for him to help himself like this, especially Zhou Yan knows in his heart that Han Zheng doesn't actually support him to "saddle the saddle" for the Luo family like this.

In Han Zheng's view, repaying grievances with virtue is irrational and undesirable.

How to repay virtue?Repay grievances with straightness, and repay virtue with kindness.

But Han Zheng still chooses to give up his principles for himself, just because he loves him.

Sometimes Zhou Yan would lament his own virtue and ability. He is just a villain who has been played and deceived by fate and has been hiding in the dark corners of this world for a long time. Even now, he has never thought of striving for a more positive life. , his life creed runs counter to Han Zheng's philosophy.

Han Zheng always gave him unlimited indulgence.

When Zhou Yan left Luo's house this evening, he met Ding Yizhao and his father Ding Zhen.At that time Ding Yizhao and Ding Zhenzheng got out of the car together.

After so many years, Zhou Yan once again met Ding Zhen, the elder who made him fear and care very much.Zhou Yan once held a grudge against him, but now his heart is as calm as a pool of stagnant water.But in less than ten years, Ding Zhen has changed from a high-spirited, middle-aged young man who walks windy, to an old man with a hunched back and half bald head. He even asked Ding Yizhao to help him when he got off the car—he seemed to have It is also inconvenient, and there is a cane in his hand.

Ding Zhen has always known what happened between them back then. He was an old fox, and he knew that there was a little restlessness and uneasiness in the young man's heart. He didn't say anything, but just waited and watched.

As a result, he succeeded.

When the four eyes met, Ding Zhen was obviously stunned for a moment, and he moved his mouth after a while, but he didn't make a sound, or his voice was too soft for Zhou Yan to hear.

"Uncle Ding."

Zhou Yan called him "Uncle" back then, always with awe, but Zhou Yan didn't know if Ding Zhen had a moment of regret and guilt over the years for preventing Ding Yizhao from standing up to testify and ruining so many of his golden years.

It took a long time for Ding Zhen to react from that "Uncle Ding". Ding Yizhao couldn't help calling "Dad" in his ear, and then he nodded slightly, looking at Zhou Yan with a dull gaze: "Ah, Xiaoyan... I haven't seen you for many years. I... don't recognize her anymore."

Zhou Yan smiled politely: "Yes, if Ding Yizhao wasn't here, I wouldn't have recognized you."

Han Zheng smoked two cigarettes in the car by the side of the road and didn't see Zhou Yan coming out. He couldn't help but honked the horn twice, and poked his head out again. At this time, he saw Ding Yizhao.

Like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, Han Zheng felt the hairs all over his body stand on end.He pulled out the car key, opened the door, and trotted to Zhou Yan's side.

Zhou Yan was taken aback when he saw him, and asked softly, "Why did you come out?"

Han Zheng's eyes glanced over Ding Yizhao and Ding Zhen casually: "I see you haven't come for a long time."

Zhou Yan reacted quickly and understood immediately.If there is no one else here now, he will definitely laugh at Han Zheng. He is so grown up, but he is so easy to get jealous. He hasn't said a word to Ding Yizhao yet...

Ding Zhen looked at them with a strange look. Zhou Yan didn't know if Ding Yizhao had said anything to him, but the old man was so smart that he was almost immortal, and he had already seen that his relationship with Han Zheng was also different. Not surprisingly.

But no matter what, he is an independent adult now, and he has nothing to do with the Luo family and their surname Ding. The veil of warmth is just for politeness, so what does he care about?

Ding Yizhao looked a little hurt, with drooping eyelids, as if the haggardness and decadence just happened in this short 1 minute.

Afterwards, Ding Zhen shared his views on Luo Yujing's matter with him, and the conclusion he reached was the same as Han Zheng's, which was not optimistic.At first, he wanted to say a few more words, but at the end of Ding Zhen's speech, he kept coughing and his complexion was not very good, so Ding Yizhao asked him to go to Luo's house to drink some water, and he would come back later.Ding Zhen left a last look, and then walked forward tremblingly with his cane.

"Your father is much older." Zhou Yan looked at Ding Zhen's back and couldn't help but say.

"Yes, he hasn't been in good health for the past few years. Some time ago, his old illness relapsed and he was hospitalized for a month. After I was discharged from the hospital, I went home. My mother is gone. I have to take good care of him."

Ding Yizhao was still a dutiful son after all, Zhou Yan suddenly rejoiced that they hadn't made it to that point, otherwise, they might end up hurting both - it was impossible for him to completely let go of his only family member.

Looking at his gloomy eyes and scruffy bearded face, Zhou Yan lost his former charm, and suddenly had a thought in his heart: Maybe he shouldn't have hated Ding Yizhao so persistently back then.

How young they were at that time, even though he can still pat his chest and say that he doesn't regret what he did to Luo Jinchen, he should admit that he was too impulsive and young at the time.So since he can forgive himself, why can't he try to understand Ding Yizhao?

Maybe he was under a lot of pressure too.

Ding Zhen hadn't gained a firm foothold in the legal profession back then, and he had always devoted himself to the Luo family. Besides, Ding Yizhao was his son, and no one would want his own flesh and blood to get involved in a lawsuit.

It is reasonable for Ding Yizhao to choose his father between himself and his father.

It was him who was too paranoid.

He was not willing to forgive completely, nor was he willing to give up completely, so for so many years, entangled with Ding Yizhao, he wove a huge net, trapping Ding Yizhao and himself.

Zhou Yan's throat felt a little dry, maybe Han Zheng had sensed something, so he reached out and shook his hand lightly.

It was just a small gesture, but unexpectedly it still fell into Ding Yizhao's eyes. His smile was light and his tone was very light: "Together?"

"Yeah." Zhou Yan replied.

"It's good." Ding Yizhao shook his head and smiled, then looked at Han Zheng and said, "Be nice to him."

Han Zheng frowned, and nodded after a few seconds.

Watching them get into Han Zheng's car together, Ding Yizhao suddenly thought of a book he read recently in the sunset.Fitzgerald said: "There are thousands of kinds of love in this world, but there is never a kind of love that can be repeated."

Even though we are reluctant to give up in every way, there will be a day when we should say goodbye completely.

The two had dinner at a newly opened noodle restaurant.

While waiting for an interview, Zhou Yan seemed a little absent-minded, Han Zheng looked up at him, and said casually, "Is it sad to see an old lover?"

"Damn." Zhou Yan laughed when he heard the words, and kicked him under the table, "You can change your name to 'Han Awkward'. As a man, he is so jealous."

After Zhou Yan finished speaking, two bowls of noodles were just served. He picked up a bottle of vinegar on the table and waved it in front of Han Zheng, asking with a smile, "How is it? Do you want it?"

Han Zheng: "..."

Zhou Yan seemed to be hungry, and finished a big bowl of pork rib noodles in an abnormal 3 minutes.When Han Zheng was still eating, he put down his chopsticks, propped his head on one hand and watched him eat, and then said unexpectedly: "Brother Zheng, when are you going home?"

Han Zheng almost choked his esophagus with a mouthful of noodles.

He took a sip of water, waited until he swallowed the noodles, looked at him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"You persuaded Feifei to go home a month ago, but you didn't go home yourself. Feifei said that your grandfather is not in good health recently."

"I know." Han Zheng took a sip of the noodle soup, then put down his chopsticks completely, and wiped his mouth with a paper towel, "I'm not a child."

He's not a child, he just brought things to this point, and he doesn't know how to end it.

"Wait until this period is over. Luo Yujing's matter has annoyed you, so don't deal with two things at the same time. I'm afraid we both died on the bed, or on the ground."

Han Zheng didn't blush when he said this, but Zhou Yan's old face blushed quickly when he heard this, and he almost wanted to throw the chopsticks in front of Han Zheng.

What's going on here? !

Is this fucking old and disrespectful? !

What about his "very pure" and "very upright" brother Zheng? !

The interaction between the two was a bit cute, and they were not shy about speaking. At the next table, two middle school students in school uniforms covered their faces and snickered frequently.

Zhou Yan was speechless.

I don't understand the world anymore.Needless to say, society is developing with each passing day, and the acceptance of homosexuality is completely different between ten years ago and ten years later. Maybe one day, he and Han Zheng will walk into the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau hand in hand...

Zhou Yan realized that he had been thinking farther and farther inadvertently, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that Han Zheng was looking at him with burning eyes.

"What are you thinking? You're in a daze like this."

It was naturally impossible for Zhou Yan to say that he was actually thinking about "married life" that was impossible in the short term or in the long term.When I was with Ding Yizhao before, I never thought about the future and eternity, and now I don’t know if it’s because of old age or something, but when I stay with Han Zheng, I always think that there are some things that hold them back.

It is because he is more and more afraid of being alone, and it is also because he loves that person more and more.