broken wings soul

.The woman with her long ponytail tied up stopped in her tracks.

"Ah, the designer made a mistake, the small items are not enough"

"Today's shooting...is it centered on this brand?"

Harumi pointed to the silver bracelet on his left wrist.

"Ah, this is it. Although I borrowed a lot of old and new, it seems that...even the bag was dropped at home, and my family is sending it here."

"I have quite a few of this brand."

"You like this brand very much"

"I mean I have it. I have it with me now."

"No!?"

Harumi pulled out from under the long table a rather large shoulder bag that had been stuffed under it before.

Just like girls like to carry cosmetics and hair curlers that they don't use at all no matter where they go, Harumi usually likes to take a bunch of things when going out.Jewelry is a typical example. I always think that maybe I will change my mind and want to change to other jewelry. Harumi usually runs around with a lot of things on his back with this kind of very feminine...really not very masculine thinking.All in all, it was unthinkable for Harumi to go out empty-handed with only a wallet in his butt pocket.

When the woman saw the contents of the nylon box Harumi took out, her eyes lit up.

"Can I borrow some of your personal items?"

"Of course it's okay. If it's not enough, you can take a look at this? Although the brands are different, you don't need to use the same brand, right? The upper body effect of this brand is very good."

"Not bad, it's really suitable! Can I borrow it?"

The woman took it out excitedly.

"Well, you have good taste."

Just as he was about to put the bag back under the table, he heard a man's voice.Harumi turned around inadvertently, startled.

Xiang's somewhat feminine face that he couldn't forget even if he wanted to.

It's Hiwazuo.Standing directly behind, Hiyozuo looked very cheerful, and it was impossible for people to think that he was a gay photographer.

"You...w-why are you here?"

"I heard that there is a filming job here. I saw an outdated magazine with you before. I have an acquaintance in the editorial department. I told him that I wanted to come and visit, and he quickly agreed."

He didn't persuade him to sit down, but the man sat down on the chair next to him, and nodded his head to several models who were chatting at the table diagonally opposite. It seemed that he was a famous photographer.

Moreover, the face is not only wide, but also very thick.

"Didn't I ask you for your mobile phone number when I met you last time?"

"Didn't you hear clearly last time? Didn't I say I'm not interested in men?"

"Haha, not bad. It seems that you are angry from the bottom of your heart, and I like that"

"what?"

"When I see someone full of arrogance, I want to enjoy that... how to say, the feeling of tenderness, or the feeling of making him feel cold. This is my way of enjoying love"

"........."

"Oh, is it possible that the word Hengmeileneng is outdated?"

No, the key issue is not here.

Harumi also often talks and does things unreliably, but not to this extent.The tone of speech is so frivolous.Harumi stared coldly at Hihozuo in surprise, Hiyozuo put one arm on the back of the chair, staring at Harumi with blurred eyes.

Not only gay, but masochist?

"By the way, do you have time after the filming is over tonight?"

"No"

"What about tomorrow? I know a good restaurant. I'll treat you to dinner. Of course, there will be wine too."

Why does this guy think that he will be hooked?

"What about after eating and drinking? Do you want to sleep with you? After you sleep, you will do the work for me?"

Straightforward.Hearing Harumi's explicit words, Hiyori frowned for the first time.

"Hey, although I'm lecherous, I'm not the kind of wretched lecherous maniac. What, am I the kind of unattractive man who doesn't use work as a bait, and nobody pays attention to?"

The man showed an unexpectedly awkward expression.Seeing some men who smacked their lips in a childish manner became depressed, Harumi felt a little happy, and at the same time felt kindhearted, feeling a little pitiful for him.

On the other hand, Hihezuo was very straightforward and didn't complain any more.While reaching for the snack bag on the table, he said.

"I heard that you live with someone?"

Harumi was taken aback by suddenly bringing up a topic unrelated to the above.

"You don't have to hide it. I heard that you live with someone."

Where did this guy hear it.And the information is subtly... no, grossly distorted.The same goes for the girl from Shinbu University, why do you keep bringing this up all of a sudden?Now that there are more ordinary cohabitants living together, there is nothing to pursue.

But my cohabitant often helps to masturbate.It doesn't seem to be common.

"What kind of girl is she? Is she cute?"

Harumi didn't deny it.

"Um...that's it. Not the cute type...a big guy"

"Hey, tall? A model?"

For a moment, Harumi imagined Mabu's funny women's attire, felt a little bit in his heart, and then smiled ambiguously and perfunctorily.I heard that I have a cohabitant, so it's fine not to pester me anymore.

But in front of the man in front of him, this expectation came to nothing.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter, I don't care if other people have girlfriends or not"

The man put the cashew nuts he took out of the bag into his mouth, and said nonchalantly.

After waiting for a long time to shoot, it was delayed by an hour, and now it is over.

I have been working on this job for a long time, and I was rewarded accordingly after the end. I also heard a lot of words of regret, but no matter how I sum up my condolences, being fired is being fired.The only luck is that Hiyori and Zuo were not caught after the work was over.The man appeared to have work to do and left after watching the photography for an hour or so.

Before seven o'clock in the evening.The station was filled with salaried workers and students heading home.Harumi was buried in the crowd... To be precise, he dragged himself through the crowd and walked towards the ticket gate, with his head hanging down in frustration.

Confirmed several times that the salary bag is thin.Thinking of whether it will continue to be thin like this, in this autumn season when the tiger has not retreated, my body feels cold.

——Should I take a part-time job or something?Still have to save.There are still three days before the next job, so I just don't go out these few days... What should I do if I can't even afford food.

Thinking of the worst-case scenario, his pace became slower and slower.

No money, no education, no job as a popular model.Life is full of negative words.Some are just a good face, but beauty is also a limited resource.When I get older, my price drops, and my actual work also decreases... So, is it possible that my future is quite insecure?

Uneasy climbed to the top, a fat man in a dark gray suit caught up with Harumi who was leaning forward, and walked past.

The figure that I have always looked down upon, but now I feel very envious.When I realized this thought, I felt like crying again.Just when I felt that I was going to cry, my heart suddenly moved, "It's not over yet".

In fact, there is no need to worry so much.

If there is food, Zhenbu will eat it for himself.The real department will definitely not let himself starve to death.If he died, he wouldn't be able to do such lewd things, besides, he was still a comrade who loved him deeply.

What yo.

What yo.There is nothing to worry about.There are real ones.

Like suddenly inhaling an anesthetic with psychedelic effects, the anxiety disappeared in an instant.

there's no way.Who made that guy need me so much, I have to stay by his side.The modeling work will definitely continue.

By the way, originally, I became a model because of what Mabu said.

It was early summer, and extremely fast-growing plants covered the riverbank.

The road along the river is probably the one that Harumi walks the most near home.There is an elementary school on the long road, which is the access to and from school.

On this day, Harumi, who was in the fifth grade of elementary school, was walking with a white supermarket shopping bag.It contained dried bonito and tofu that my mother had ordered Harumi to buy at the supermarket.

Mother often told Harumi to do this and that.As a housewife, I went shopping in the morning, but when Haru came back from school in the afternoon, she would say, "I forgot to buy something, Haru, I'm sorry, but I'll trouble you to go again."

Father never let himself into the dojo, he could only wander around in his room.The mother wanted to let her son exercise his physical strength as much as possible and have a sense of accomplishment, so when the weather was fine, she asked Harumi to go shopping.Of course, Harumi didn't understand his mother's good intentions, but just found it troublesome.At that time, Chunsi was still a primary school student, and he didn't dare to disobey his parents. Moreover, he was an only child and had no brothers or sisters who could push him away, so he had to reluctantly agree every time.

When a girl of the same age came across the road, Harumi hid the supermarket shopping bag behind him.

It's embarrassing to be bullied by your parents.Moreover, Harumi didn't want people to see the bags in Taiyang Mall.Convenience store bags are fine, but supermarket bags are embarrassing.At that time, Harumi had some scruples that adults could not understand.

Harumi is very sensitive to what he thinks is rustic.Sun mall bags have the sun logo in red and it is printed on both sides.Harumi desperately hid the bag behind her thin body. When passing by a group of little girls, she walked like a crab, and finally managed to get over it.

It should be more embarrassing to say that the crab walk, but Harumi didn't find out about this important fact, but in fact no one noticed Harumi at all, which is okay.

Think too much.To put it simply, that's it.

Finally, there was no one in front of him anymore, Harumi felt at ease and continued walking, when suddenly he saw a boy approaching the river below the embankment.there are already paved