broken wings soul

The messy shops opened are also relatively prosperous, but there are no individual shops that people will come to visit on purpose.

Harumi felt a little weird.

However, I immediately thought "forget it", and quickly put the doubts behind me.

"And if I don't come back, you won't have dinner. I got a part-time salary. Treat you to delicious food."

"That's great!"

"Yeah. What were you doing just now?"

When Mabe asked, Harumi remembered that he was here to buy food.But Harumi didn't want to tell Shinbe that he had money to buy dinner.There was a subtle look of joy on the face of Mamo who said "please eat delicious food", probably because Harumi was really very happy.

"Hmm, where are you going? Let's go shopping over there."

Harumi said, pointing to the shopping street where there are butcher shops shouting about the evening sale.

As a result, the two mingled with the housewives and bought something at a butcher shop and a vegetable shop two doors away.

barbecue.Grilled on top of a pan on the stove, making a sizzling sound.The air conditioner is also fully open on this day.Pork belly, tenderloin, and tongue, and vegetables are probably all available.Looking at the roasting meat, his eyes blurred.

Meat, cabbage, meat, meat, bell pepper, meat... Just eating like this, his stomach slowly swelled up. When Harumi saw the entertainer on TV, he suddenly remembered the woman he met just now.

"...so beautiful"

"what?"

"Ah what. You're blind. It's that girl from just now, her name is Duojiazi."

"Ah, you said Xiaofeng"

"Don't call me so affectionate!"

It's not your girlfriend, it's really annoying.

"Xianjie, you shouldn't have spoken ill of me to her, have you?"

The woman's reaction was a little strange, which made Harumi a little worried.

"It feels like I didn't say anything. It just happened to mention that I was living with someone... She asked 'is it cute', and I said 'you look pretty'..."

"what?"

"Don't you always say that yourself? That there is no man in the world more beautiful than me?"

Mabe put the meat into his mouth with a calm expression.The attitude that seemed to indicate that he didn't know where Harumi's question came from at all made Harumi angry.

"I'm not talking about this! I mean... Didn't she always think you were living with a woman?"

"...ah, that's how it is"

Response is really slow.Is this considered indifferent by nature, or is it a special psychology of comrades?He didn't even realize that the girls around him misunderstood his cohabitant.

Harumi sighed deeply.

"Oh, such a beautiful woman is interested in you, what a waste"

"What are you talking about? It's just in the same laboratory. But we've been together for a long time, and we can be considered friends..."

"Even friends are wasted. Talking is wasted. Just seeing is wasted"

"I'm really sorry. I can't help it. I happened to be in a research room."

This time it seems that the man is really upset.Mabe just continued to eat the meat in the pot silently.

Harumi stared at the man without moving.

A face with solid bones throughout.Clear eyebrows, slightly larger and high nose.Although the lips are thin, the wild facial features are full of masculinity, which matches the posture of eating meat strangely.

Carnivore Carnivore.Carnivorous beast.

If I were a woman, I would definitely not like this kind of man.

Ah, but there are still some girls who like someone who exudes a masculine air like this.

But, this guy is gay.Really like me.Meat and homosexuality, how can there be a relationship with the opposite sex?

Half of his thinking has been slowly fragmented, but Harumi still persists in persuading himself.I don't know why, but I always feel that it would be boring if the real part is popular with women.

"In science and engineering, there are girls who are graduate students."

Harumi always thought that there was no woman around Mabe.When it comes to the research room, it should have been determined before entering graduate school...that is, when I was in my senior year. It turns out that there are girls around the real department all the time, but I don't know it.

Harumi felt bored.

"Yeah, it's really rare in the field of electrical engineering. She's the only girl in my laboratory. But I don't have any gender awareness. Her research topics are quite complicated, and she often leaves until the last one. Men feel ashamed of themselves…”

As soon as the topic was related to research, Harumi became more and more anxious.What Shinbu talked about about learning was like a lullaby to Harumi.If it is said by the pillow, Harumi is confident that he will fall asleep within 3 minutes.

Mabe is a student of the Department of Electrical Engineering, Faculty of Engineering.I'm only in my first year of graduate school, and I'm still taking my master's degree.Chunsi doesn't know anything about a master's degree, but he has been to university for four years, so what can he do with his studies?It seems to be doing research on operating systems, or it seems to be talking about engine operation, power electronics, etc. Anyway, Harumi doesn't understand.Let alone half of Shinbu's explanation, Harumi couldn't understand a tenth of it.

I don’t know when it happened, Harumi once encouraged Mabe and said, “You go to participate in the robot competition and win the championship. Isn’t it often shown on TV?” As a result, Mabe smiled with a subtle expression.

Damn, be an idiot.

Between the explaining Mabe and the staring Harumi, the frying pan continued to roast the meat, making a squeaky sound.

Harumi found the scorched meat and secretly pushed it to Mabe.

There must be a limit to low IQ, which is revenge.

——Ah, God!

Seeing that Harumi was holding the salary bag tightly with the momentum of rubbing his face, the female president gave a few short giggles.

"It's an exaggeration, you endured so hard?"

It's September.The month has changed, and the long-awaited salary day has finally arrived.

Many people's salaries are paid through bank account transfers, but Harumi's has always been paid in person.Shinbu once warned that there is a risk of being robbed in this way, but Harumi insisted that you can only feel the preciousness of money when you get the cash with your own hands... After finding the reason, he said, "Anyway, it is better to use cash". It can only be said to be too lazy.

However, the main problem is probably not laziness, but the lack of awareness of "saving money" at all.

"Is there any work scheduled for today?"

The female president looked at the notebook on the table and asked.

"Ah... yeah"

Harumi was a little surprised standing in front of the table.

It is rare for a president to have such a fine-grained grasp of each schedule.Could it be that this is the embodiment of the president's expectations for him, maybe he can even let him do a signature job... But the newly sprouted delusion was instantly shattered.

completely opposite.

"I'm really sorry for you, this job will be canceled from next time"

"what…"

"I'm sorry, Aihara. The other party said that the model should be changed, and that if our agency doesn't have a suitable model, we can find a new model elsewhere. I can't help it after hearing what they say."

The president probably also felt that it was a little difficult to say, although the voice was the same as usual, but the eyes remained on the computer.

Being told that, Harumi couldn't help it.

"Something good is coming, I'll send it to you again"

Harumi left the office after receiving this unwarranted words.There is still no one in the office, and almost everyone has gone out.The sympathetic eyes of the female staff who dealt with the affairs made Harumi feel even more sad.

I was alone when I came, and I was alone when I went back.The profession of modeling is nothing more than a fancy name. Without an accompanying agent, you have to go to the shooting location by yourself.

Ah... God.

But within a few minutes, Harumi fell from heaven to hell.The salary bag that made me happy before now also makes my mood more gloomy because of its thin shape.

Harumi walked into the elevator with a gloomy mood, and when he was about to go to the next destination, he encountered the man he least wanted to meet as soon as he stepped out of the building.

"Harumi! I've been running into you a lot lately."

It is Yoshino who is incompatible with Harumi.And not alone today.Yoshino brought a man Harumi had never seen before.With a slender figure and clear facial features, the man's face looks good.

Harumi had a bad premonition, turned his face away and quickened his pace.

"Harumi, why are you ignoring me!"

"I'm in a hurry"

"This guy is a newcomer I brought here. This time, he's here to take over the job you've been doing so far."

Yoshino smiled slightly.

Bad premonitions are always easy to cash in.

That guy probably wanted to provoke me to provoke me.

Suspicion begets dark ghosts—Of course, Harumi didn't know this kind of saying, but his mood was completely like this, he sighed.

No, even if he knew that I was coming to collect my salary today, he didn't have the time to run back to find me.

— That means he is very busy, not as free as I am.fucking bastard.

I also find myself a blow to myself.

People are unlucky, drinking cold water will get stuck between teeth.Harumi came to the studio at the appointed noon, but he waited for a long time and didn't start shooting, so he was in a panic.The long waiting time made Harumi's thinking completely sink into a negative state.

Originally, there were fewer jobs in fashion for men than for women.Although I am not an exclusive model, the work for this regular precious magazine has basically ended today, so I feel extremely frustrated no matter what.Moreover, I still waited for a week to come to work.

There is a long table in the corner of the studio, which is a resting place.Harumi sat on the folding chair with a sad face.

The other models were eating snacks and chatting, and they seemed to be quite relaxed, but Harumi was not in the mood to join them, and the waiting time was a complete torment.

"When will the filming start?"

A familiar staff member happened to pass by, and Harumi asked