Happy Life [Rebirth]

I met Jon and found out that she told Zhang Yueyang that she had someone to chase—that person was me, just after seven o'clock on the second Sunday night.

Li Xun is addicted to playing basketball. On Saturday, everyone got together and finished their homework. Li Xun went back to school on Sunday and went to the basketball court to play basketball in the morning. He called Gu Tingsheng in the afternoon. Gu Tingsheng asked me and Li Moxun Don't go to the basketball court together.

Li Moxun said: "Third brother, look at my fat body, so I won't join in the fun."

I pointed to the computer, and Gu Tingsheng knew that I wanted to finish this novel serialized on the Internet before the second year of high school.

After Gu Tingsheng left, Li Moxun said that he suspected that Li Xun loved basketball more than his girlfriend.

After I typed all afternoon, raised my head and rubbed my shoulders, I saw Li Moxun sitting cross-legged by the window, his chubby face seemed to have only a pair of slit eyes left, and I couldn't see it either. Come out is closed, or open.

But I climbed out of bed, poured a glass of water to drink, walked up to Li Moxun and wanted to ask him if he wanted to go to the cafeteria to eat, I saw Li Moxun's face was peaceful and peaceful, and realized that he was meditating.

Usually Li Moxun also meditates, and every day he would set aside an hour to quietly look out the window with his legs crossed. We all thought he was in a daze, and Zhang Yueyang didn’t understand it even more. He felt that he didn’t play for an hour and read books Memorizing words is not a waste.

Not only Zhang Yueyang didn’t understand, but we also didn’t understand. We all thought it was a waste of time, but Li Moxun refuted us by saying that he has always maintained the third place in the class. At least his one-hour meditation every day did not delay his study.

When Li Moxun meditated for the first time, Zhang Mingchen asked him: "Boss, is meditation just a daze?"

Li Moxun: "Of course not, the most important thing in meditation is thinking, little classmate Zhang Mingchen."

"Then what are you thinking?" Zhang Mingchen asked him.

"I look out of the window." Li Moxun said, "When I see a bird flying by, I think of the bird; when I see the wind blowing the leaves, I think of the wind; when I see the clouds changing in the sky, I think of the cloud." .”

Zhang Mingchen said, "Dizzy... I don't understand what you're talking about."

Gu Tingsheng said: "We ordinary people don't understand the thinking of philosophers. If we understand it, we are not the boss."

Li Moxun pointed his index finger at Gu Tingsheng, and he said: "The third brother is right, little five, if you can understand the boss, the boss will not be the boss."

Now Li Moxun is meditating, and I am too embarrassed to interrupt him, so I have to go to the cafeteria to eat alone.At this time, I kind of missed Gu Tingsheng. In the past two years, the two of us always ate and slept together. Lin Shuzhen often said that Gu Tingsheng and I were conjoined twins. People who didn’t know would think we were brothers.

Lin Shuzhen also said that if you only look at the eyes, we are a bit alike. Gu Tingsheng asked her if her eyes are similar?Lin Shuzhen said that the eyes of both of you are very similar.They are all very quiet children at first glance.

Lin Shuzhen didn't finish what she said to Gu Tingsheng. After I was adopted by her and Xia Chaobei a long time ago, she said that my eyes always had a kind of extreme tranquility. When I was quiet, I looked lonely and sad.

She said that Gu Tingsheng and I have similar eyes, but she was actually saying that Gu Tingsheng and I looked like very lonely children.Two lonely children get together, and there is more warmth in the dark night when there is only one person in a world. I miss that time very much, but I know it was wrong, and we are right now.Only occasionally, I also feel that my eldest brother was snatched away, but it should be an illusion.Because even in the past two years, Gu Tingsheng was never mine.

I understand that he is Gu Tingsheng, he is an independent individual, he has never belonged to me, he is not an existence that I can possess.Although I hope so much that I am the only one by his side.The scenery in this world is very good, walking in the sun is very warm, and people come and go to make people happy, but when I think that there were only two lonely little boys who went to school and ate together, as if they were the only friends in life, I still can’t help it. live nostalgic.

I went to the cafeteria and ate something casually. Some of the meals in the Yizhong cafeteria were very good, but one person bought it and one person sat there to eat. Without that person, no matter how delicious the food is, it is always not so delicious.

I was surprised when I sat alone at a table of four and Jon sat across from me.I have noticed that she has been watching me sometimes—watching Gu Tingsheng.That kind of focused eyes made me feel very uncomfortable. I knew that when Gu Tingsheng took off his indifferent and paranoid appearance, his excellence would one day be admired by everyone.

Regardless of his character, grades and family background, as long as Gu Tingsheng of this age stands there, no girl will be tempted. He has a tall and tall body and a clean and handsome face of a young man. No girl can refuse such a good-looking boy.

"Are you eating alone?" Jon sat across from me.

I scooped up the porridge and looked at Jon, wondering what or what she was going to say or do sitting across from me, Jon didn't look like he had any friends, at least on campus.Now that she was sitting opposite me, she asked me again: "Isn't Gu Tingsheng by your side?"

I lowered my eyes, and the jealousy in my heart started to grow wildly like a vine. I hate this kind of negative emotion. I already bear a lot of negative things, and I don’t want to add jealousy.But I couldn't help it. The opposite of love is selfishness, jealousy, and greed. I love but can't ask for it. I became a little monster full of jealousy and selfishness.

I said to Jon, "Where did Gu Tingsheng go? Why are you asking me?"

Jon said something that made me froze for an instant, and the unique guitar girl said: "Because you always look at Gu Tingsheng, I think it's strange that you are not with him."

At that moment, I almost stood up and blurted out to ask her, did you see that?What did you see, why did you say that I have been watching Gu Tingsheng?What are you alluding to?

But I suppressed these words, I tried my best to look calm, but it was useless, Jon looked at me and said calmly: "Yang Lu, your hands are shaking."

I let go, the spoon fell into the bowl, Jon stood up, I thought she was going to leave, she said to me: "The cafeteria is too unromantic, let's go to the small garden in front of the library and say Bar."

I didn't understand her words, Jon gave me a deep look, and she said, "Come on, I have something to tell you, something very important."

With Jon around, the rate of turning heads is very high on the road. On the way, I asked Jon: "Is Zhang Yueyang not good enough?"

"How do you judge your excellence?" Jon asked me, "You are in the same dormitory. Did he say a lot about me?"

"I won't like him." Jon said, "I can see that he doesn't feel right, so I know he is not someone I will like."

"What are you laughing at?" Jon asked, looking at me.

I touched the corner of my mouth and realized that I was smiling, because what the guitar girl just said reminded me of Gu Tingsheng. Gu Tingsheng was like this in his previous life, and he also said that he likes to see what kind of person he feels.

"You're really demanding." I said to Jon, "I feel like this is the hardest thing to come across."

"I met you." Jon looked at me. I was half a head taller than her. She was already not low among girls. She was about 1.6 meters eight by visual estimation, but I had grown rapidly in the past two years, and now I am 1.7 meters tall. Mi three.

She is now slightly looking up at me, with a deep gaze in her calm eyes, I will occasionally see this gaze—I will meet her gaze, that’s how she looks at Gu Tingsheng—I was taken aback for a moment, I suddenly realized at this moment that she might not be seeing Gu Tingsheng.

Because every time I see her eyes like this.I'm always with Gu Tingsheng, so it's possible that she is looking at me.

It was only at this time that I suddenly realized, and I also understood why Gu Tingsheng said so definitely that Jon didn't like him, and Li Moxun's words to me were meaningful but stopped abruptly.

But I still have a little bit of "this is impossible" thinking at this moment. After all, I am only 13 years old. boy, this is so strange.

Just like in the dormitory, Zhang Yueyang asked who else liked Jon, and he skipped over me, not because he thought that I must not like such a beautiful girl.

Zhang Yueyang thinks that I have no competitiveness, because in the eyes of everyone, even if I am a freshman in high school, a girl of fifteen or sixteen likes me, which is no different from a high school girl liking a junior high school student-it is impossible.

I'm also holding this idea now, thinking it's not possible, how is it possible, but the eyes can't deceive anyone, the way Jon looked at me, I haven't seen it in the mirror myself.Compared with my sadness, her eyes are more focused, the kind of eyes that look at you as if you are the only one in her whole world.

Before walking to those vines, Jon said to me again: "A lot of people are looking at you, I feel very uncomfortable."

I was dumbfounded, so I had to tell her: "All they are looking at is you."

It wasn't until under the vines that Jon said to me: "Why are you all looking at me, Yang Lu, there are many girls who see you, you are so good-looking, I have never seen such a good-looking boy."

When I heard Jon's words, I felt extremely embarrassed.But then I was even more embarrassed. It was the first time in my two lifetimes that someone confessed, and Jon was the first, regardless of gender.

She said: "I like you very much, I want to ask you, what do you think of me, if it's okay, let's try."

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