Happy Life [Rebirth]

Gu Tingsheng died at the age of 31.

Gu Tingsheng had always suspected that he would commit suicide due to severe depression, but he didn't make it to this day. He chose to save a child and exchanged his own life for a young life.Gu Tingsheng's penultimate thought before his death, he thought it was a very good death.

The speed of the van rushing over is very fast, it is a kind of as long as you are on the scene, you will know clearly that whoever rushes to save the child at this time will almost 100% escape the collision of the van.

Gu Tingsheng rushed over, and he only had time to hold the child who looked no more than four or five years old into his arms. The person had already flown out. During the process of being knocked into the air, Gu Tingsheng still locked his arms tightly, and with the greatest strength, Wrap the child with your body as much as possible.

After landing, he felt that the process was long and slow. Death didn't come in an instant. It seemed to outsiders that it was only a few minutes, but he felt that it was an extremely slow process.

There were screams in his ears, the sound of vehicles, and the noise of the crowd, and then the cry of a child crawling out of his arms.

When the sounds became indistinct, he heard the sound of the wind, the rustling of the leaves being blown by the wind, and then he heard the beating sound of his heart beating "boom, boom, boom".

Gu Tingsheng opened his eyes, and a viscous liquid gushed out from the corner of his mouth. He thought it must be a ruptured internal organ. Then he felt burning pain from his right calf, ribs and the back of his head. Someone approached him and asked him if he was okay.

He opened his mouth, and what came out earlier than the sound was the continuous flow of thick blood. The man was startled, and Gu Tingsheng said hoarsely, "It hurts..."

He thought, so death is such a painful thing.

Then Gu Tingsheng felt cold, and the sounds from the outside world turned into a sea of ​​fog, his hearing and eyesight gradually disappeared, and his open eyes began to lose focus. The last high-speed operation continuously mobilized various organs and glands, and continuously issued orders to every cell in the body in an attempt to restore blood oxygen supply and body temperature, but the blow to the back of the head was a fatal injury, and the bleeding internal organs were taken away. The temperature of life, and finally the brain came to the conclusion that the body is about to enter death.

Then Gu Tingsheng's brain began to think and remember for the last time in his life.

Gu Tingsheng felt that his life was flawed at the beginning, but overall it was a pretty good start.

At the beginning of his life, he cast a good pregnancy and was born in a wealthy family. He started to make a fortune from his grandfather's generation and accumulated wealth in the early stage. His father, Gu Xingsong, was the only child. Pretty good numbers.

As the only son of Gu Xingsong, Gu Tingsheng was born with a golden spoon in his mouth. It is very appropriate to describe him. Gu Tingsheng has never been dissatisfied with such a starting line ahead of most people at birth, but he has hardly received father's love or mother's love.

Gu Tingsheng has followed his grandma Yang Caixiu since he could remember. At the beginning, he didn't know that children would grow up with their parents. Parents were more like a symbol to him than the relationship between parents. After all, who would only see each other for a year? Single digits, people who meet for at most 24 hours at a time become dependent.

But it seems to be natural for children to rely on and yearn for their parents. Gu Tingsheng, who entered kindergarten after the age of three, knew that other children were with their parents and were taken care of by their parents. Dad and Mom, he cried and said that he also wants to be with Mom and Dad like other children!

It can be seen that Gu Tingsheng was still a normal child at the very beginning and early stage.

Yang Caixiu is the daughter of a landlord's family. She is an old-fashioned lady. She has gone to a private school and a women's college.

When Yang Caixiu was old and her husband passed away, she felt lonely. At this time, Gu Tingsheng, who had been sent to her to be raised by her side since she was a week old, became her precious heart and heart.

But although Yang Caixiu regards Gu Tingsheng as her sweetheart, she is a lady by nature—she pursues an unhurried way of doing things, so naturally she doesn't agree with Gu Tingsheng's nature. Behavior to cry.

Yang Caixiu felt that her grandson Gu Tingsheng should be gentle, polite, upright and kind-hearted, he should be a gentleman, gentle as jade, and he should match the gentlemanly character that Westerners pay attention to. He looks like a rich dude.

She loves Gu Tingsheng, so she tries her best to educate Gu Tingsheng in her own way, in the way she thinks is the most correct.

When Gu Tingsheng was five years old, he had already been educated by Yang Caixiu. When he called, he would find out that his parents would not come back tomorrow. Even if it was his birthday tomorrow, Gu Tingsheng would say in an immature tone like a grown-up: " Mom and Dad have worked hard, Tingsheng will listen to grandma and be obedient, goodbye Dad, goodbye Mom."

When the phone was put down, the five-year-old Gu Tingsheng ran back to the room and lay down on the bed to wipe away his tears. But when he got out of the room, the child Gu Tingsheng had already wiped away his tears. He was educated to be polite and considerate of others. Something has been engraved in the heart of a five-year-old child.

It's just that Yang Caixiu also overlooked that a five-year-old child can't cry on his own will, which seems to be an early suffering.Adults can't cry at will, because most of them have already assumed the responsibility and have to shoulder the burden of being responsible for themselves and even their loved ones.

Human beings can only cry unscrupulously without being blamed when they are children, but Yang Caixiu prematurely and unconsciously deprived Gu Tingsheng of this right.

When he was 11 years old, Gu Tingsheng still longed for his parents, but compared to the fact that his parents were always not around, what made him even more sad was that his grandma passed away this year.

On the day grandma passed away, he stood in the ward and cried loudly, his voice became hoarse from crying, and his eyes dried up from crying, but the person who would comfort him did not wake up again.

This was the first death he encountered in his life, and it was so tragic. This first death made him lose his dearest relative. He had parents, but it was better than having no father and no mother. The first thing in life is not only his grandma, but also his father, his mother, his teacher, and even his first friend in life.

Gu Tingsheng would also wonder later, whether it was the first death he came into contact with in his life, which made him heartbroken like this, and also predicted that he would be extremely shocked when he came into contact with death in his life. grief.

A week after grandma left, Gu Tingsheng put away his tears, and his grief-stricken trance gradually eased.Time is a good medicine, and the pain still exists. Whenever he thinks that there is no grandma in his life, there is still a tearing pain in his heart, but he will no longer be so sad that tears will flow down his face and cry bitterly.

Gu Tingsheng once really thought that there would be no loss in his life that would cause him more grief than the death of his grandma.

At least he walked out even when grandma left.

The matter behind grandma has been dealt with, and the parents who have not seen each other want to take him back to live in their villa.

It is said that it is the villa where they live, but it is just a place where their parents settled in Jincheng during their investigations in different places.

On the way to the villa, I didn’t talk much with my parents. My father was in poor health and would cough and pant after a few words. My mother asked about his study and daily life, but her tone was not as good as that of the nanny to him. as intimacy.

All the way into the villa, it was the father who suddenly realized that we adopted a child who is younger than you, Tingsheng, and you will be an older brother in the future.

Gu Tingsheng's first reaction was to be stunned. The first moment he heard the news, he was unhappy. He didn't understand why his parents didn't even bring him by their side to raise them, but adopted a child who was not related by blood.

Gu Tingsheng didn't even ask if it was a boy or girl, he didn't ask how old he was, he was very resistant to the existence of this child, but when he entered the villa and looked at the cold and unpopular villa no matter how he looked at it, Gu Tingsheng quietly asked the nanny: "Gu Madam and Mr. Gu come back every few days?"

The nanny told him that the wife and husband would only come here two or three times a year to settle down. She is mainly responsible for cleaning and cooking three meals a day during the few times that the wife and husband are there every year.

Gu Tingsheng knew that after his grandma left, he really had to learn to live alone.

At this time, the 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng felt scared. After losing his grandmother, he thought he would live with his parents. Even though he was educated to be polite and sensible, the 11-year-old knew that he could only live "alone". He had a great panic and bewilderment.

In the first 11 years with only his grandmother, he already felt lonely. After that, he didn't understand or understand how he would spend his youth in this small three-story mansion.

At this time, the nanny said, it's strange, I saw the child in the living room, but why I couldn't find it in a blink of an eye.

Gu Tingsheng paused. He suddenly realized that there was another child in this small western building. He didn't know if it was a boy or a girl, but he ran towards the living room uncontrollably. He was only 11 years old. He is sensible and steady at his age, but he is also instinctively afraid of being alone - he is afraid of a life with only one person, and he needs another person to accompany him.

The living room is very big, but you can see the head at a glance. He didn't see the child. Gu Tingsheng wanted to look for it elsewhere. He also thought that when he saw him or her, he should say something with a smile. Tell him or her, I am your brother, we have to get along well, and I will take good care of you.

A corner of the curtain was blown by the wind from nowhere, he turned around and stopped walking away, there was a child sitting behind the curtain, he held his breath, and walked over quietly, Gu Tingsheng opened the curtain, a child was holding a book The picture book, which was too big for him, sat on the floor by the French windows.

Gu Tingsheng looked down, and the child raised his head. He saw a small face, which was not round enough for a boy who looked no more than seven or eight years old, and could even be called thin, so the little boy A pair of eyes are highlighted bigger.

What moved his heart was that the boy's eyes were both indifferent and fearful, but his eyes were very dark and big, with a beautiful shape, which made him look like a young beast.Gu Tingsheng thought of the deer in the zoo, with a pair of black eyes, the expression in the eyes was defensive and timid.

Gu Tingsheng opened his mouth, but he didn't say what his brother and brother said. He smiled subconsciously, squatted down and looked into the boy's eyes, and asked him carefully and gently: "What's your name?"

The boy's voice was small and tender, and he said, "My name is Yang Lu."

"My name is Gu Tingsheng." Gu Tingsheng couldn't help stretching out his hand. He touched the child's face. He thought it was so cute. On this day, he met a beautiful deer. Although he was still very young, it was just the first sight. He knew that he liked this child.

The boy dodged his hand, the seven or eight-year-old boy stood up, and threw the picture album on the ground, Gu Tingsheng lost his hand, the boy quickly ran away, Gu Tingsheng stood up and wanted to chase, Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu went downstairs and called him over.

Gu Tingsheng looked at the place where the boy disappeared, and he thought, Xiaolu ran away.

Fortunately, the time they got together in the future was longer than they expected. He and his deer spent his 11, 12, and 13 years old together... until Gu Tingsheng became an adult, his deer was by his side .

Something has quietly changed in the summer. He knows that his younger brother Yang Lu is gloomy, narrow-minded, and paranoid, and he also knows that his little deer's dependence on him is too exaggerated. His little deer has no friends. All the time stay with him.

This is wrong, but Gu Tingsheng thought, I have nothing, my grandma has left forever, and my parents only exist but eventually become an existence that I no longer desire.I only have my little deer, and he only has me. Gu Tingsheng had to admit that while he struggled with Yang Lu's character, he also secretly longed for this child to depend on him wholeheartedly.

On the day when I realized that my relationship had turned sour, I thought it was just an ordinary day in my life. After taking a shower, the 15-year-old boy called him embarrassedly in the bathroom, "Brother, I forgot to take the bath towel."

Gu Tingsheng didn't think much about it. The moment he opened the door and entered the bathroom, he was just a brother who simply gave bath towels to his younger brother, but when he saw the boy standing up from the bathtub, he lifted his legs and stepped out of the bathtub. Under the lamp, the boy's body was slender, fair and a bit thin, but he licked his lower lip, his eyes stuck to the boy's body, at that moment he thought his eyes were extremely greedy.