Happy Life [Rebirth]

On the third day of hospitalization, Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei had just talked about the opening of a store last week. They also cooperated with the owner of a factory in the suburbs. The two of them were so busy that they never touched the ground. After a day, also had to leave to take care of things.

When she left, she thanked Gu Tingsheng repeatedly. She originally wanted to ask Wanwan to come over to help, but after thinking about it, although Wanwan was a girl, her behavior was not as prudent and careful as Gu Tingsheng's, so in the end she only entrusted Wanwan with the task of delivering food.

Wan Wan took her lunch home and went home to sleep, so when Xiang Linlin and Zhang Yueyang came to the ward, only Gu Tingsheng and I were there.

At that time I was taking a nap, Gu Tingsheng climbed onto the bed and the two of us huddled together, and he hugged me from behind to sleep.Gu Ting has long arms and legs, and I was held in his arms like a puppet. The size of the two of them made me realize the difference deeply, and I couldn't be more clearly aware that no matter what I feel in my heart, my The appearance is just a child now, and it is still a little thin child.

I huddled in Gu Tingsheng's arms and slept. I slept very peacefully, and always very peacefully. Even if Gu Tingsheng started his own family in the future, with his own wife and children, his life would be tied to another person, but His traces in my life can never be erased.

For me, Gu Tingsheng is closer to a "parent" to me before the feeling of "like" comes.After I lost my parents, he appeared by my side as an elder brother, and then he used his time from childhood to adolescence to youth to firmly nail his own existence in my life.

In such a long time, he is not only my elder brother, he is also my parents, my best friend, the person I like, he is my short but long youth, everything.

Thinking about this situation, it is also related to my own personality.My personality is introverted, gloomy, paranoid, and even narrow-minded.A person like me, because of this character, is doomed not to trust anyone and not to like anyone.

For a person like me, who can really make me trust with all my heart and soul?Only Gu Tingsheng was left.

Decades of time and cuddling together are not just a matter of casually laughing and talking about growing up together. It is a feeling that is constantly accumulating every year, every minute, and every second, from eight years old to ten years old. Yes, he walked into my life, he walked into my heart.Then, a narrow and gloomy person like me, with a little bit of a big heart, can hold a Gu Tingsheng, and I will never be able to hold another person in my life.

When Zhang Yueyang came, Gu Tingsheng and I were supposed to be in deep sleep, but Gu Tingsheng woke up before me. He got up, and I felt him turn sideways and grab something. Zhang Yueyang was smiling and shouting: "Look at what I took. How about it?"

Xiang Linlin said, "Keep your voice down, don't wake up Yang Lu."

I opened my eyes and muttered, "I'm already awake."

Getting out of bed, Gu Tingsheng held a silver-blue flip phone in his hand. He looked down at the screen, and I also looked at it. There was a photo on the screen. Gu Tingsheng and I were head-to-toe, and we slept soundly. My face was flushed red, and more noticeable was my bald head covered with gauze.

I also found that the age gap between me and Gu Tingsheng in the photos is really big, my face can be said to be that of a child, and Gu Tingsheng is a boy who has completely lost his roundness and childishness.

Gu Tingsheng deleted the photo before returning the phone to Zhang Yueyang.Zhang Yueyang picked up the phone, his eyes rolled on Gu Tingsheng and me, Zhang Yueyang said: "You two have such a good relationship, I think brothers are nothing more than that."

"Do you have any brothers?" Gu Tingsheng jumped off the bed.

Xiang Linlin carried a large fruit basket in her hand, and she put the fruit basket on the bedside table. Gu Tingsheng asked them, "Do you want some water?"

"I am the only one in my family. There is only one Zhang Yueyang in the whole world." Zhang Yueyang laughed, and went to look at Gu Tingsheng again, "You look very down-to-earth now, Gu Tingsheng, I find that you and Yang Lu are more like a person together."

Xiang Linlin said, "Zhang Yueyang...how are you talking?" She looked at Gu Tingsheng again and explained, "Gu Tingsheng, Zhang Yueyang doesn't mean anything, he just can't talk."

I looked at Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin, and wondered why the two of them still didn't admit that they were a couple.

Zhang Yueyang pulled over two chairs, Xiang Linlin didn't sit, Zhang Yueyang sat by the bed, he and Gu Tingsheng still had bluish red marks on their faces, I saw a red scratch on Zhang Yueyang's right eyebrow with the length of a little finger, already scab over.

Gu Tingsheng took a disposable paper cup and poured a cup of warm water for Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin. When Xiang Linlin took it, she had a surprised expression on her face, and she said thank you with this surprise.

Gu Tingsheng was sitting by the bed. I saw that he and Zhang Yueyang had two faces. They could form a group to shoot a movie.

Zhang Yueyang was holding a water glass, his eyes rolled on me, and then he stood up and stretched out his hand: "Hey, our little Luzi has a nice head shape, round and round, how about touching Xiaoluzi's head for my brother!"

Gu Tingsheng grabbed his hand and glanced at Zhang Yueyang: "It's not that good."

Zhang Yueyang "cut" and withdrew his hand, with such an expression on his face: "I knew that Gu Tingsheng is here, and I can't take advantage of Xiao Luzi at all."

"Brother China." Zhang Yueyang gave Gu Tingsheng a thumbs-up, and then made a face at Xiang Linlin, "What I just said was very right! Look, Gu Tingsheng and Yang Lu are together, it's a bit normal The appearance of a person."

Xiang Linlin lowered her head, took a sip of her saliva, and said in a low voice, "Hey... Zhang Yueyang, if you get beaten again someday, it must be because of your mouth."

After Xiang Linlin finished speaking, she raised her head to look at me, she opened her mouth, her face was full of apology: "I shouldn't have run alone at that time, I should have dragged you to run with me."

"It's not your fault." I smiled at Xiang Linlin, "You dragged me to run, but I wouldn't run."

Xiang Linlin still had an apologetic face, and Zhang Yueyang clicked his tongue: "Yang Lu, it's not that we didn't come to see you earlier, my parents arranged for me to have a full-body physical examination these two days, it was just a fight, my brother was suppressed by my parents Then I took two tubes of blood for a physical examination, and almost even had a CT scan. My mother said that my brain is not smart, and this time I just have my head checked."

After Zhang Yueyang finished speaking, Gu Tingsheng glanced at him and then at Linlin. Zhang Yueyang and I faced each other, and neither of us smiled. Laugh twice!"

Gu Tingsheng hammered on Zhang Yueyang's shoulder, I saw the corner of his mouth grinned a little, and Gu Tingsheng said to Zhang Yueyang in a hoarse voice: "Shut up."

Zhang Yueyang laughed. He and Xiang Linlin asked how my head was doing. When they learned that I would be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, they said they would come to help together, but Gu Tingsheng refused.

Everyone chatted for a while, and Xiang Linlin might have started the conversation, and now the four of us got closer, and Xiang Linlin said bluntly: "Gu Tingsheng, I always thought you were a boy in the first and second grades, and the second grades—that's right. Self-righteousness means, your family is very good, I know, so you look like you don’t care about anyone every day, I always thought that you are arrogant, not eating the fireworks of the world - like a fairy, looking down on me and other mortals."

Zhang Yueyang: "That's a good point! You are indeed the representative of the Chinese class! Let alone Gu Tingsheng, we are really like a fairy, and we don't pay attention to me and other mortals all day long!"

Fairy Gu's face cooled down visibly with the naked eye, and she looked at Xiang Linlin with dead fish eyes.

Xiang Linlin smiled twice: "That's why I came to see Yang Lu, and saw your gentle face, and asked us if we would like to drink water, and poured water for Zhang Yueyang and me, only then did I realize that you actually communicate with people normally, You can also pay attention to people, Gu Tingsheng, if you were like this at school...you would feel much better yourself."

Gu Tingsheng glanced at Xiang Linlin, and he answered Xiang Linlin: "I don't like it."

He just said these four words and shrugged to Linlin: "Don't you like communicating with people?"

I guess, Gu Tingsheng's "I don't like it" means that he doesn't like people. The closer he is to Gu Tingsheng and the more he communicates, the more he can feel that he looks at the people around him almost in a state of being separated from "human beings".His eyes are really cold, he looks at the people around him coming and going, but his eyes are expressing, he looks at people no differently than he looks at a tree, a grass, or a stone.

So I have been hesitating all the time. I want to ask my elder brother to continue to see a psychologist. A good psychological counselor can guide and relieve people's emotions very well.

Zhang Yueyang took out two decks of cards from his jacket pocket, and he smiled: "Everyone has their own personality, what's the point of being the same, I think Gu Xiannv's personality is very interesting, after all, at this age, I can't help but look so cold." I've seen Gu Tingsheng before, it really doesn't look like a junior high school student should have eyes."

Zhang Yueyang said, shuffling the cards skillfully with both hands: "It's still long in the afternoon, Yang Lu, Xiang Linlin and I have to wait until dark to leave. It's still a long time. Let's play two rounds?"

Because I have a concussion, it is risky to use my brain, and I play the simplest big bet. There are no other rules.

With such a simple rule, I found out that apart from me, Gu Tingsheng, Zhang Yueyang, and Xiang Linlin are all considered masters. At the end of the game, I quit, and Xiang Linlin kept losing. In the end, she also quit. Zhang Yueyang and Gu Tingsheng fought in the ring.

Zhang Yueyang and Gu Tingsheng played three rounds, and they tied for three rounds. He kept muttering, and finally the cards were dealt: "Two decks of cards, we have always been tied - Gu Tingsheng, are you also counting cards!"

"Stupid." Zhang Yueyang sighed, "We didn't even draw any cards. The two of us can see what cards the other party has when we look at our cards."

Xiang Linlin drew a third of the cards, Zhang Yueyang and Gu Tingsheng played a few more rounds, Xiang Linlin and I were on the side, the low table by the bed cleared a lot of space, and we started to build a pyramid with the drawn cards.

Zhang Yueyang got tired of playing, turned around and called Xiang Linlin and me: "I'll build a pyramid too—"

Before the end of his words, just the slight wind when he turned around, the three layers of cards collapsed from top to bottom, Xiang Linlin's hand was about to build the fourth layer, Zhang Yueyang blinked, I also He stared wide-eyed at the collapsed pyramid, which took almost half an hour.

"Zhang Yueyang!" Xiang Linlin shouted.

"I didn't do it on purpose!" Zhang Yueyang also shouted, and he raised his hands, "You guys are illegal construction of a bean curd project!"

Gu Tingsheng has been sitting on the side of the bed, he leaned his head towards Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin's noise, I was still staring in a daze, Gu Tingsheng's warm breath sprayed on my earlobe, I tilted my head slightly, Seeing Gu Tingsheng's side face, straight nose bridge, rosy lips, his long eyelashes, and the handsome and almost sharp lines of his profile.

I saw him staring at the scattered cards on the bedside table, and smiled, a pure smile without any impurities.

I also laughed, I think Zhang Yueyang is very good at this moment, Xiang Linlin is also very good, I think the collapsed cards are also very interesting, and this second of sunshine is just right, and the beauty of the young man's smile makes me intoxicated, let I am grateful for the moment when I realize what it means to be born again.

Realizing that the years I missed, the life I had in the previous life, I missed and forgot, the time with his smile is a very beautiful life.

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I was discharged from the hospital two days early, and then a week later, I started to join the army of supplementary classes for the third year of junior high school.

In August, the first and second grades of junior high school are still on vacation, and the third grade students have already started five classes in the morning and three classes in the afternoon.

I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but I was transferred to Class [-], Class [-]. The original head teacher of Class [-], Class [-], did not continue to lead Class [-] due to physical reasons. I went to the freshmen in the first class, and another Chinese teacher took over Class [-], Class [-]. , the teacher's surname is Xu, and she wrote her name Xu Meihui on the podium.

I sat next to Gu Tingsheng and told Gu Tingsheng: "I have seen this teacher."

Xu Meihui was the teacher who asked me about the ending of the novel "A Letter to Angel". She has shoulder-length hair, a slender figure, and a fair face. The third and sixth classes of the junior high school had never taught any class at this level, and some boys shouted, "It's Teacher Xu!".

Xu Meihui introduced on the podium: "Because of her health, the third year of junior high school was very stressful for Teacher Zhang, so she went to take care of the freshmen of junior high school. Therefore, this year, I will be the head teacher of everyone and the language teacher of this class. teacher."

"Then a freshman was transferred to our class." Xu Meihui stood on the podium, her eyes swept away, and she saw me sitting in the corner after sweeping the whole class.

"Yang Lu." Xu Meihui smiled.

I stood up, and all the students in class six focused their eyes.

I looked at the group of [-]-year-old and [-]-year-old boys and girls in the third and sixth classes of junior high school, and felt that they were all children. Standing on the podium, Xu Meihui also said: "Yang Lu is a skipping student, and she is two or three years younger than everyone else." I'm only [-] years old, but my grades are quite good, if you have any questions, you can ask classmate Yang Lu."

Xu Meihui said again: "Yang Lu, you also introduce yourself."

I stood where I was, thought for a long time, and introduced to the children in Class Six: "My name is Yang Lu."

Xu Meihui smiled, and I closed my mouth. After a few seconds, Xu Meihui's expression was very subtle: "The introduction... is it over?"

I had no choice but to add a very high-sounding sentence: "I hope to spend the third year of junior high with everyone happily."

After sitting down, Xu Meihui didn't say any more. The first period was the Chinese class, and she didn't attend the class either. She took out a stack of papers and told the students of the third grade: "Classes one and two are combined, and a break is added. , let's take a knowledge summary test for the first and second grades of junior high school."

This trick can be said to be caught off guard, or it can be said to be expected. For two days in a row, the students who had seven homework, mathematics, politics, history, geography and chemistry took the test again. It's super fast, here's the test, and after school here, the class representative is called to choose to fill in the blanks, and the results are issued on the same day.

At the class meeting on Friday, Xu Meihui's projector showed the top [-] in total scores and the top [-] in individual subjects. She concluded on the podium: "You guys have a lot of fun this summer vacation, have you forgotten that you have to take the high school entrance examination? Yes. Students, the senior high school entrance examination often determines the level of your future university. A good high school, an average high school, and a poor high school have already determined whether most students will go to key universities, ordinary universities, junior colleges, or even colleges. You can't get a major."

"I don't agree with it 100%. Without good grades, there will be no brilliant future." Xu Meihui smiled, "After all, I have to admit that an ordinary life is the life of most people. It's like when I was the first in the college entrance examination in our city. Three, now I am just here to teach you Chinese, and I am just engaged in a job that is not brilliant in terms of salary, and I will even retire as a teacher in my life at a glance."

"But you have a good university degree." Xu Meihui knocked on the blackboard, "That at least gives you confidence, a guarantee, so that when you choose another risky choice, even if you fail, you still have a way out—— No matter how bad it is, you can still find a fairly stable job with your diploma.”

"Maybe you think that you are only in the third grade of junior high school, and the high school entrance examination is still far away from the college entrance examination, but you don't know it. At this moment, a choice has already determined the future path of your life. The future is never far away, and opportunities are only reserved for those who are prepared. People." Xu Meihui clapped her hands, "Come on, from this moment, from every second of your present, you are already deciding your own future, students, please take your time seriously. Come on, let's take out the paper , let’s look at the first multiple-choice question..."

"Xiaolu?" Gu Tingsheng touched mine with his elbow, and I was also looking down at the paper. I only scored 120 points in the Chinese paper with 86 points, but my thoughts had already drifted away when I saw this dazzling score.

"What are you thinking?"

Gu Tingsheng's voice is no longer hoarse. After more than three months, his voice change period has ended, and his current voice has the embryonic form of a young voice.

I turned my head and looked at Gu Tingsheng. The two of us were sitting in the corner of the classroom. Teacher Xu was grading papers on the podium, so I didn't notice it.

I want to call out Tingsheng, those two words are on the tip of my tongue when thousands of dreams linger in the middle of the night.

I want to tell him that Xu Meihui is right.

This minute, this second, a seemingly insignificant choice,

The author has something to say: A day that I always thought would be just an ordinary day in my life may already be the day when fate changes dramatically.

Just like in my previous life, I missed Lin Shuzhen and his wife and was adopted by Gu Xingsong and his wife. Is it destined that I will meet Gu Tingsheng? When I met him, I was destined to like him, and I was also destined to die at the age of 26.

It was a relatively young death. At that moment, the thread of fate was stretched to the extreme. The moment the heart stopped, did I hear the sound of it breaking?

It turned out that a miss, a different adoption, at that moment, the fate has been set.

***Qiu Zai has something to say***

This chapter corresponds to the copywriting!

Hahaha, I saw hitty classmate commented that I am an old literary accent, and I have been thinking about it for a long time, what kind of style is this, in fact, I am writing dog blood literature and art>_

Thank you for the little rotten girl who sells homosexuals for voting, and thank you for the classmate of Song of the Nibelungen (I passed the make-up exam with a high score>_<

The next chapter will return to the third person, and the waste wood survival manual will be released in April. Star Eyes, you can pre-order it in advance MUA(*╯3╰)!