Happy Life [Rebirth]

I was really surprised for a moment that Gu Tingsheng could joke. In my previous life, it was normal for Gu Tingsheng to be able to joke. But in this life, my surprise came before my happiness on this young Gu Tingsheng whose whole body was covered with thorns.

But soon I became happy, I thought it would be a joke, Gu Tingsheng who knows how to laugh is very good, really good.I don't hate that rebellious and indifferent Gu Tingsheng, because he is Gu Tingsheng.But I also know from the bottom of my heart that I hope that my elder brother can still be that positive, upright and warm elder brother, because only with such an attitude towards life will my elder brother's future road be easier.

I always hope that his life is happy and stable, even if there is no me in his life.

"There are many kinds of superman." I spread my hands and laughed, "Who said you must wear underwear outside."

Gu Tingsheng also spread his hands, and my palms were stuck to his palms. Gu Tingsheng's five fingers slowly inserted into the gaps between my five fingers, but compared with his, my hands were much smaller. He gathered his five fingers, and my hand was wrapped by him again.

"Grow up quickly." Gu Tingsheng said to me.

I asked him: "Why do you want to grow up quickly? Being a child is the happiest."

When I grow up to be an adult, life will inevitably put a heavy burden on my shoulders. Looking back on my previous life, I have to admit that the happiest time is my childhood.

"When you grow up." Gu Tingsheng said, "I will take you away."

"Where are you taking it?"

I lay back on the bed, feeling more and more exhausted, and slowly closed my eyes. I thought, this was the aftereffect of the concussion.

"What kind of place do you like?" Gu Tingsheng's voice became farther and farther away. I heard him talk about the quiet countryside, I heard him talk about the flowing river, I also heard him talk about the endless sea, and the sunset on the grassland is very beautiful. beautiful……

I closed my eyes in Gu Tingsheng's hoarse voice and his beautiful vision, and fell into a deep sleep.

I really want to tell him, but I dare not tell him, I don’t need the most beautiful scenery, brother, I’m willing to be where you are.

When Lin Shuzhen came back, I woke up a little, but half asleep, I felt my mother's hand touching my forehead, she was talking to Gu Tingsheng, and both of them did not wake me up.

When I woke up again, the night was dark, only the TV was emitting a faint light in the ward. I turned my head to the side and recovered for a while, only to find that there was a person lying on the next bed. By my bed, Gu Tingsheng was sitting on a small bench watching The TV, the TV is on silent, and he's watching a nighttime TV series.

"Brother..." I called Gu Tingsheng softly.

Gu Tingsheng turned his head quickly. He looked at me and leaned over to ask me, "Are you hungry? There are porridge, shrimp dumplings and egg tarts in the thermos box. Auntie also bought a lot of snacks."

"Where's my mother?" I asked Gu Tingsheng, I think Lin Shuzhen would not let Gu Tingsheng stay here, she left by herself.

"Auntie is asleep." Gu Tingsheng took out his phone and looked at it, "The one next to him is Auntie, you slept for more than four hours, and it's already eleven fifteen."

I am very hungry now. From last night to now, I drank half a glass of water and a bowl of porridge, and vomited it all up. This time I woke up with much less dizziness, and the hunger in my stomach was particularly obvious. Gu Tingsheng asked After eating, after a few seconds, I felt that my whole body was hungry and exhausted.

"I want to drink some water and then eat something." I lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, "I can eat anything, I'm starving to death."

"Don't move." Gu Tingsheng stopped me.

He asked me to lie on the bed obediently. He poured me a glass of warm water and handed it to me to drink. Then he opened the insulation box by the light of the TV screen and took out the shrimp dumplings and egg tarts on the upper layer. I drank half a glass of water, and Gu Tingsheng handed me shrimp dumplings and egg tarts on the lid of the insulated box, with a small fork stuck in them.

I ate several times in a row, but the hunger in my stomach was still as uncomfortable as burning. Gu Tingsheng took the thermos box, scooped up the porridge and fed it to me. I ate everything in one go, and the porridge was also finished. , the flustered feeling eased a little.

I don’t feel sleepy after eating. I’ve slept too much these two days. I kind of want to read novels on the Internet, and I want to see the genres of popular novels on the rankings, but because of the concussion, I don’t dare to bother my brain .I can only half lie on the bed and watch the TV series at night.

After watching it for a while, I felt that my mind was even more confused, so I whispered to Gu Tingsheng: "Why is that woman so nice to the rich daughter?"

"That rich daughter is her biological daughter." Gu Tingsheng explained, "20 years ago in the same hospital, the nurse dropped the bracelet while bathing the child, and she carried it wrong."

"Will the hospital make such a mistake?" I don't think so.

"Should...not." Gu Tingsheng was a little hesitant, but he still said firmly, "Regular hospitals don't make such mistakes, and children look different. Parents can remember their children's looks."

"Don't watch." Gu Tingsheng changed the channel, "Does it hurt your brain to watch it? Let's watch it lightly."

Gu Tingsheng changed to a variety show. It was a Korean variety show. A bunch of people were laughing and playing games. After watching it for a while, I found it very interesting. Many ideas were very fresh and interesting. I had never watched this kind of show in my previous life. I don’t watch TV very much, this is the first time I watch a reality TV variety show.

I watched it for about half an hour, and then entered the advertisement. I wanted to talk to Gu Tingsheng, and called out a few times, but there was no response. I went to see Gu Tingsheng, only to find that he was already falling asleep with his head propped up.

I pushed Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng fell headfirst. He suddenly turned his head and quickly grabbed my hand. At that moment, I was taken aback.There was only the light of the TV screen in the darkness, I couldn't see Gu Tingsheng's expression clearly, but he grabbed my hand fiercely, I felt that he was very anxious, I felt that at that moment, there was a very panicked feeling coming from him. mood.

But I think it should be an illusion, or maybe Gu Tingsheng just had a brief nightmare.

Gu Tingsheng should have also noticed that he was flustered, he quickly let go, he was silent for a moment, his fingertips touched my wrist, Gu Tingsheng asked me: "... Did it hurt you?"

"It's okay." I shook my head, "Brother, if you're sleepy, go to sleep."

Gu Tingsheng: "Do you still watch TV?"

"I'm sleeping too." I replied to Gu Tingsheng, "I won't watch it, my brain hurts."

Gu Tingsheng turned off the TV, took out his mobile phone, and walked to the first hospital bed by the light of the mobile phone, and then I heard him curse something, it was very quiet in the dark, and I asked him: "What's wrong?"

Gu Tingsheng turned around, and his tone was dumbfounding: "There is no quilt."

"Then you squeeze with me." I moved my body, the hospital bed was very narrow, but fortunately I am not yet an adult, and I share the same bed with Gu Tingsheng at home, so I don't feel uncomfortable.

Gu Tingsheng walked over lightly, I lifted the quilt, Gu Tingsheng hesitated, he said to me: "I didn't bring pajamas, I was wearing daytime clothes."

"It's okay." I sighed, "The quilts in the hospital are not new, they are just sterilized."

Gu Tingsheng added: "The bed is too narrow. It's summer anyway, so it's fine without a quilt."

"Brother." I moved again, "The air conditioner is on, if you sleep like this all night, you will definitely catch a cold and have a fever tomorrow."

Gu Tingsheng didn’t say anything more this time, he climbed onto the bed, we lay on our sides, Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand, and often fell asleep at home, Gu Tingsheng seemed to be used to sleeping with things in his arms, sometimes he woke up the next day , The pillow I was lying on was already hugged in my arms, sometimes it was me who was hugged by him at some point.

It became a habit later on, sometimes Gu Tingsheng just put me in his arms and fell asleep.

But now, I feel that Gu Tingsheng's hand has stopped on top of my body, but he hesitated. After a few seconds, he fell down and put his arms around my waist. I am a child now, and his actions like this are like It's just holding a baby.

I moved a little to the side of the bed and told Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, you hug me to sleep, this bed is too narrow, we two should stick together, don't worry, I don't feel hot, I feel a little cold."

I'm telling the truth, the air conditioner is turned on at 26 degrees, the quilt is not thick, only two layers of skin, and it is still a bit cold to sleep under the cover at night.

Gu Tingsheng moved over a little bit, his arms around my waist slowly tightened, it was a very slow process, but in the end he tightened it very tightly, I felt my back tightly pressed against Gu Tingsheng's chest , the two stuck together tightly.

Gu Tingsheng arched his body, buried his face on the back of my neck, his warm and dry breath sprayed on that piece of skin, I shivered, and then I felt Gu Tingsheng trembling very slightly.

He hugged me so tightly that I realized that he was afraid.

"Brother..." I realized slowly that Gu Tingsheng was emotionally unstable tonight, and I called him, "Brother, what's wrong with you, can you...can you tell me?"

Gu Tingsheng hugged me tightly, and he said, "I saw you...you bleed a lot, blood all over your face, I'm scared, it's all my fault, Xiaolu, I should stay by your side all the time !"

"It's not your fault." I touched Gu Tingsheng's hand and held his fingers, "No one knows who will meet those people on that road that day, it's their fault, don't blame yourself, okay? "

"……It was my fault."

There was a sigh in the darkness, the sigh was a little long, a little bitter, a little sad, at that moment,

The author has something to say: I think this sigh cannot be uttered by a 15-year-old boy.

Because it was really too bitter, just listening to that sigh, my heart trembled, as if he had already spent his whole life, and all the sorrows of his life were suppressed by him in this sigh in the darkness.

***Qiu Zai has something to say***

The big brother said I saw you bleed a lot. It meant that when Xiaolu died in the previous life, Xiaolu thought it meant yesterday when they fought with people and he bled all over his face. The conversation between the two people was not on the same channel. 0-0