Happy Life [Rebirth]

Gu Tingsheng covered his eyes, I looked at it, and felt that he seemed to be crying.

But Gu Tingsheng put down his hand, his eyes were red, I looked carefully, but there were no tears.

But when I looked at Gu Tingsheng, I wondered if I did something wrong, and why my eldest brother looked so sad.He didn't cry, but he put down his hands, his eyes were red, and it was no different from crying.

The action of crying, this emotion, is not called crying when we shed tears. Holding the scoop for scooping up ice cream, I told Gu Tingsheng in silence for a long time: "Brother, don't cry, don't cry anymore."

I am not cold.

You don't cry anymore.

These are the two sentences I wanted to tell Gu Tingsheng since I was reborn.I'm sorry that when the previous life died, when Gu Tingsheng's ear was on my lips, the last words I said to him were "Tingsheng, I'm so cold".

I read an essay before, saying that we should be kind to others, relatives, friends, lovers, and lovers.Because we never know when the accident will come suddenly, and no one wants to say bad words to friends, family members and lovers in this world.

I once thought that when I leave this world, if Gu Tingsheng is by my side, I want to tell him, thank you, thank you for appearing in my life, just think about it, this person named Yang Lu, he Gu Tingsheng has appeared in my life, and I feel that this is really a very good and happy life.

But I didn't expect that when death came, when I left the world, what I said to Gu Tingsheng was "I'm so cold".

This was the last sentence I said to Gu Tingsheng, and then I saw Gu Tingsheng hugging me, over and over again, he hugged me so desperately, repeating "Xiaolu, are you still cold", his tears fell to my face, but he told me "don't cry".

I'm really sorry, I didn't expect the last sentence I said to Gu Tingsheng to be like this.

I clearly know that the sentence I am so cold made him feel pain.

"Don't you remember?" Gu Tingsheng saw that I had been silent, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes had complicated expressions. Gu Tingsheng said in a low voice, "I looked at you and felt that you looked at me as if you knew me, and I didn't understand It turns out that the first time we met, you looked at me with such sad eyes. Yang Lu, although you are young, your eyes and your expression don't look like a child at all, don't you... …what are you hiding from me? You—”

Gu Tingsheng coughed, and his voice became hoarse: "Before the happy home, you met me a long time ago, didn't you?"

Facing Gu Tingsheng's questioning, I don't know whether it's because I revealed too much or Gu Tingsheng is too sensitive, but how can I answer, tell Gu Tingsheng, yes, we have met.

We used to grow up with each other and spent each other's childhood, adolescence, and youth. From the age of eight to the age of 24, we lived under the same roof for 16 years. We are more blood relatives than our parents in this world. There is also an intimate presence.

My life is only 26 years, and you have occupied 18 years of my life.

But when I faced the young Gu Tingsheng in front of me, I could only tell him: "I don't know why, brother, just like you said to me, you seem to have seen me before, and I saw you, just like you I always feel that it seems like a long time ago, the two of us have known each other... We have known each other for a long, long time. But why this happened, there is no other explanation except fate."

Gu Tingsheng withdrew his gaze from staring at me, turned his face away, and looked at the many people and cars passing by outside the window, he suddenly lost his temper and refused to talk to me anymore.

When I think about it, I know that Gu Tingsheng is not satisfied with my answer, so what should I say, talk about the experiences in my previous life, tell a story about Yang Lu who grew up with Gu Tingsheng?That's called the Arabian Nights, no one would believe it, and such a bad ending, what's the point of bringing it up to the two parties involved.

People should look forward and move on with their lives.If anything bad happens, indulging in it will only eat you up in the end.

But he didn't expect Gu Tingsheng to be sullen for so long.

After the summer vacation, Lin Shuzhen, Xia Chaobei, and Lin Zhiqiang opened the restaurant and reached a balance of payments within two months. They seemed to have sensed a certain market trend and began to imitate the model of fast food restaurants like KFC. The store will open the next fusion restaurant of this model.

In the back street of the school, the second floor and the attic of this store on Changming Road became the world for me and Wanwan.

Gu Tingsheng also moved here. I don't know what he said to Xia Chaobei and Lin Shuzhen. Afterwards, I saw that the adoptive parents looked at Gu Tingsheng very lovingly.

Gu Tingsheng moved here. In addition to bringing some clothes and daily necessities, he also brought a bunch of programming books and a laptop.

Laptops are still a rarity now, apart from serious programming, Gu Tingsheng will be pestered by Wanwan to borrow the computer to watch videos and movies.

Gu Tingsheng was not worried about keeping the computer away from his eyes. Every time he looked for a movie, he would call me. I sat in the middle, and Gu Tingsheng and Wanwan sat on both sides of me.

Sometimes I don’t catch a cold when I watch a movie, and I feel sleepy after watching it, and I will fall asleep without knowing it. When I wake up, Gu Tingsheng puts his arms around me, and my head rests on his chest.

I listened to the Chinese and foreign voices in the movie, looked at Gu Tingsheng's chin, and saw the corners of his lips and the tip of his nose. Wanwan was sitting on the other side, quietly exclaiming along with the plot of the movie.

At this moment, I was really grateful, and even had the urge to cry. Looking at all this, I was grateful to God for giving me a chance to be born again.

But after eating ice this time, Gu Tingsheng turned his head and refused to talk to me anymore, so I had to coax him along the way: "Brother, don't keep talking, let's chat, okay?"

But after all the good words, Gu Tingsheng's mouth turned into a clamshell, and he didn't open his mouth no matter what.

Back to the three-story building facing the street, we went upstairs, Wanwan asked him to borrow a computer, but Gu Tingsheng didn't say a word, Wanwan turned to me and asked, "Did he take the wrong medicine?"

I shook my head, thinking about my eldest brother, he is only fourteen or five years old, he is in adolescence or rebellious period, his emotions are very sensitive and excited, it is normal to get angry suddenly, so I told Wanwan: "Brother is unhappy, sister, Don't mess with him."

Xia Wanwan's eyes widened: "He's a boy, why is he so emotionally sensitive?"

Saying that, Xia Wanwan went to my bedroom, there are three bedrooms in the house, one for Wanwan, one for parents, and one for Gu Tingsheng who came here to spend the summer vacation together, so he can only share one with me.

I was sitting in the living room, thinking that Gu Tingsheng should be given a separate space for him to be quiet. After a while, Xia Wanwan left the bedroom angrily.

I stopped Wanwan: "How is it?"

"He belongs to the river clam!" Wanwan pouted, "He won't open his mouth even if he's killed, Yang Lu, you two went out for a trip, what's the big deal?"

I didn't answer Wanwan, I was lying on the table in the living room and copying the novel by myself.

I spent the afternoon under the rustling pen tip, and when I straightened up, I moved my shoulders. Thinking of the words of editor Chen Langli, she once suggested: "If you can afford it, buy a computer and use electronic manuscripts. It is the general trend, and you If you are proficient at typing, you can type far more words per hour than handwriting.”

In my plan, I have the intention of earning manuscript fees to buy a computer, but it is not just because of faster typing speed, but I want to see if I can earn another penny through the way of serializing novels on the Internet, a long-term and stable income, a No matter how you look at it, novels bring more stable income than short stories.

Wanwan stayed in her bedroom all afternoon, not knowing what she was doing, I guess Gu Tingsheng was writing a program with a compiler on.

Wanwan came out of the bedroom and called me to have dinner with Gu Tingsheng. Gu Tingsheng still kept his face sullen and refused to speak, and went to buy food indifferently all the way. It was not a meal at this time. The three of us sat by the window to eat, only Wanwan chirped and said no. stop.

Fortunately, Wanwan was still there, and the atmosphere of the meal was somewhat relaxed, but I watched Gu Tingsheng eat in silence, and left to go upstairs in silence, and I was really worried whether he would have a stomachache.

When I entered the bedroom, Gu Tingsheng was sitting on a chair with a computer on his desk and a thick book spread out on his lap. He was typing blindly, and lines of English characters were displayed in the compiler.

I stood silently behind Gu Tingsheng. I didn't understand Gu Tingsheng's current level of programming. Seeing that he played smoothly, I carefully asked Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, what is your level now? Can you make web pages independently?"

Gu Tingsheng ignored me, I continued my efforts, and said to him with exaggerated envy: "You don't usually read textbooks, but your final grade is still fifth in the class."

This is really strange, Gu Tingsheng seldom even does his homework, and as a result his final grades fell below the eyes of everyone.

Gu Tingsheng still ignored me, he stared at the computer blankly, his eyes and mind seemed to be only on the computer screen in front of him.

This kind of unilateral cold war lasted until before going to bed. When he got up, the computer was not turned off. I forcibly seized it. I don’t know much about programming, but I remember a small program, which was not complicated. It was shown to me by Gu Tingsheng in my previous life. a program that has been passed.

I input this string of programs into the compiler, and Gu Tingsheng was still standing in front of me, looking at the string of codes with his mouth pursed.

"Run it." I said to Gu Tingsheng, "This is for you."

Gu Tingsheng leaned over, clicked the mouse to run, and what came out was a coordinate that gradually drew a curve, and a string of English. When the string of code ran to the end, the coordinate curve was frozen into a heart.

A line of English is on the right side of the "heart", which says——

Eternal love You

Gu Tingsheng turned his head, his expression was subtle: "Do you know what eternal means?"

I nodded: "I know."

It means eternity.

The Chinese meaning of this sentence in English is——

Love you forever.

The author has something to say: Yesterday on Valentine's Day, when I went out to have a meal, many girls hugged roses in front of me.

The cold dog food mixed with the cool wind hit my face=口=

Belated to say to everyone, Happy Valentine's Day (o・ェ・｀o)!