Happy Life [Rebirth]

When I woke up, I felt a little hot, and I felt a thick layer of sweat on my back and forehead. I felt a little uncomfortable, and I wanted to reach out and wipe the sweat away.

But the next moment I realized that the reason I felt hot was because someone was holding me.

I was lying on my side, someone was lying behind me, his chest was pressed against my back, his head was buried in my neck, I felt the boy's shallow breath warm and dry, felt the tip of his nose and lips A small patch of skin against my neck.

I know who this person is, he is Gu Tingsheng.

After I realized it, I froze for a moment, and then stopped my hand that was about to reach out, my heart was beating wildly, despite the sweat on my forehead, the short sleeves on my back were already soaked in sweat, and a teenager Gu Tingsheng's body temperature, this feeling is physically uncomfortable.

But when I think about it, he just hugged me from behind to sleep like this, if I separate myself from my body, I can probably see that my whole body is wrapped in Gu Tingsheng's arms.

This is a very intimate, intimate pose, just looking at it as if...he likes me very much.

I kept my eyes open, didn't dare to move, didn't dare to wipe my sweat, my body silently endured the summer heat, and my heart was hot and happy.

I don't mind this moment, this nap being longer, longer, forever, because I feel happy.

It was Wanwan who woke Gu Tingsheng up. At two o'clock, Wanwan came out of her bedroom and yelled, "Get up, get up, Xiaolu, Gu Tingsheng, don't go to sleep, you won't be in class!"

The sound of footsteps went from near to far, Gu Tingsheng moved his arm around me, and his head also lifted, and then I heard the boy's voice hoarse: "Xiaolu, wake up, it's time to go to class."

I was very happy, very happy, I pretended to be sleeping all the time, and was about to make a vague sound for a second or two, when I felt Gu Tingsheng's lips brush against my ear.

At that moment, my body was too stiff, Gu Tingsheng's body left me, and he said: "...you are awake."

Affirming the sound, I turned around slowly, but my face was buried in the pillow, I was afraid that my face would be flushed, it was too strange, so I had to tell Gu Tingsheng in a muffled voice: "Brother, it's so hot."

Gu Tingsheng stretched out one hand, his short-sleeved clothes were mostly rolled up in sleep, he touched my exposed back, and then pulled me, I sat up obediently, Gu Tingsheng lifted the hair on my forehead, he stroked He touched my forehead, and there was a worry in his eyes: "You sweat a lot, and your face is also very red."

I told Gu Tingsheng without changing my face: "It's too hot."

"It's only June now." Gu Tingsheng jumped out of bed, and I slowly crawled to the side of the bed. My legs were drooping and I hadn't put on my shoes. Gu Tingsheng ran over with a towel.

"I'll wipe your sweat for you."

Gu Tingsheng stood beside the bed, leaned over, I looked up, he took a towel and gently wiped my forehead and face, and asked me after wiping, "Do you want to wipe your body?"

I was really uncomfortably hot, so I said to Gu Tingsheng, "Take another short sleeve and wipe it off my back. I'll change it to a clean one."

Gu Tingsheng then went to get another dark blue round neck short sleeve. I took off this sweaty short sleeve and turned my back. Gu Tingsheng wiped my back with a towel.

I gritted my teeth, feeling a little ashamed, I will be 12 next month, my body is still a child's body, but my inner soul has been an adult for too long.

I think, if I wasn't 12 years old, and now I'm naked/topless, feeling Gu Tingsheng's hands floating on my back through a layer of towel, then I would probably be hard/hard already.

Love is bitter and sad, love is also selfish and possessive, love is still a grand fantasy/thing, which made me crazy in the middle of the night countless times, and also made me ashamed and embarrassed.

"Little Lu."

Gu Tingsheng called me suddenly, he stopped, the towel had already been removed, I hummed, then froze, this time there was no towel, Gu Tingsheng's fingertips ran across my back.

He is stroking my ribs, where the ribs are distinct.I felt the body temperature of his fingers, which was very dry and warm, with a little callus.

I gritted my teeth and turned around, not allowing Gu Tingsheng to continue stroking.

When Gu Tingsheng saw me turn around, he shook his clean short sleeves and motioned for me to put them on. I took them over and put them on quickly. Gu Tingsheng said to me, "Why aren't you gaining weight yet?"

"I do not know."

Get out of my head, I have ghosts in my heart.

I had no choice but to make a joke about it: "Why are you so anxious that I gain weight? Could it be that I got fat during the Chinese New Year and slaughtered it for food?"

Gu Tingsheng shook his head, and finally nodded again. He suddenly put me in his arms, patted my back, and said jokingly: "Yes, when you gain weight, I will eat you in my stomach."

I buried my head in Gu Tingsheng's arms, smelling the mixed smell of laundry detergent and shower gel on his body, took a deep breath, Gu Tingsheng let go of his arms, and left his embrace. I lowered my head to put on my shoes, and answered Gu Tingsheng: " Alright, when I gain weight, big brother, you can eat me up."

I think, if you want two people to never be separated, then eat the other one, and from now on, we will be another kind of eternal never to be separated.

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On June [-]th and [-]th, there were two days of final exams, and the second-year junior high school students were miserable. They had to rest for one month in July, and began to make up classes in August.

The third-year junior high school students have already been liberated, and the first-year junior high school students are like birds out of the cage, ready to start playing wildly this summer vacation.

When I came out of the dean's office, Gu Tingsheng was waiting for me with his schoolbag, and I told him, "I agree, I will be promoted to the third year of junior high school with you in August."

Gu Tingsheng raised his foot: "Let's go eat ice."

I followed him, and the two of us walked out sweating under the bright sun. When we arrived at the coffee shop that Gu Tingsheng frequented, both his and my backs were sweating.

After entering the coffee shop, Gu Tingsheng ordered ice cream. I thought, Wanwan would nudge her not to take her with me after she found out. Thinking of my sister's complaining face, I couldn't help but smile.

The ice cream in the glass cup was very nice. The waitress brought it up. Gu Tingsheng scooped up a scoop but didn't eat it first, and handed it to my lips. He asked me, "Why are you smirking?"

"I'm thinking about my sister." I opened my mouth, the ice cream was cold and sweet, sometimes I wondered if my love for Gu Tingsheng was the same, it should be sweet, Gu Tingsheng appeared in my life, so I often have A kind of great gratitude, grateful to God for allowing Gu Tingsheng to appear in my life.

But it is also very cold. When I died, I looked at Gu Tingsheng who was crying while hugging my dead body. I felt so cold, it pierced into the bone marrow, and reached the depths of my soul.

"It's so cold."

Swallowing Gu Tingsheng's scoop of ice cream, I let out a sigh of relief, Gu Tingsheng went to dig my cup again, the taste of the two cups was not the same, he stuffed it into his mouth, suddenly, Gu Tingsheng said to me: "I remembered."

This sentence has no beginning and no end, it came out of nowhere, I took a spoon to dig into the cup of ice cream in front of me, but I didn't realize that Gu Tingsheng's words were the first opportunity for him to constantly restore his memory.

I said it was cool, and Gu Tingsheng told me: "That day, when I was 11 years old, I went to the Happy Home, and you watched me crying all the time, and when we parted, you yelled at me, saying brother, I'm not cold anymore. "

"You yelled at me several times to say that I'm not cold anymore." Gu Tingsheng's dark eyes looked straight at me, and suddenly he covered his eyes, and Gu Tingsheng murmured in a hoarse voice: "Why do you keep talking to me?" I can't cry anymore? Why...why did I tell you, don't cry? "

The author has something to say: Don't cry about Gu Tingsheng, and I'm not cold about Xiaolu, it's the content of Chapter 2.

At that time, Gu Tingsheng was holding Yang Lu's body, and the last thing Yang Lu said to his elder brother was that I was so cold.

So when Yang Lu saw Gu Tingsheng later, she wanted to tell her eldest brother that he was no longer cold.

Oh... I think back to this scene, it was so cruel_(:зゝ∠)_