Happy Life [Rebirth]

The psychiatrist in a white coat sat on a chair and looked at the little boy on the bed. Dr. Chen was a mediocre man with gentle and friendly eyes. At this time, he was holding a scale with the evaluation results in his hand.

"Is his name Yang Lu?"

After listening to the boy's intermittent narration, Dr. Chen asked him repeatedly.

Gu Tingsheng was half lying on the bed, looking at the doctor with a pair of eyes, his expression was not on guard, but it made Dr. Chen feel slightly chilly.

Dr. Chen has seen many mentally ill patients, most of whom have confused or irritable eyes, and a few of them look like normal people at a glance.

He has seen patients in their thirties with ignorant eyes like a child, but he has never seen a seven-year-old child with eyes and expressions like a 30-year-old man.

Dr. Chen was also beating drums in his heart, deeply feeling that today's case could be included in his ongoing book.

"Is his name Yang Lu?"

For a seven-year-old boy, Gu Tingsheng, his patient did not answer his questions, so Dr. Chen patiently asked him consistently and gently.

Dr. Chen's gaze is completely deceptive, it is a kind of very sincere gentleness and harmlessness, and it is almost benevolent and friendly.

Gu Tingsheng was stared at by such a holy fatherly gaze, and then his eyes that were so dark that they pierced were turned. He lowered his eyelids and stared at his hands, and said, "Yes, his name is Yang Lu, the poplar of the poplar tree." , the dew of the dew."

Doctor Chen nodded, and continued to ask with approving and encouraging eyes: "Who is Yang Lu?"

"It's my brother."

The boy stared at his hand and put his eyes on Dr. Chen. At that moment, Dr. Chen felt his heart shake for a moment.

At that moment, he also believed that the boy had a younger brother, and that younger brother was called Yang Lu, the Yang of the poplar tree, the dew of the dew.

"Tingsheng." Doctor Chen's belief was only for a moment, and in an instant he pulled back his role as a psychiatrist, "Can you describe Yang Lu to me?"

Gu Tingsheng looked at Dr. Chen.

Dr. Chen listened carefully: "For example, how old is he, how tall is he, whether he has big eyes or double eyelids, when was the last time you were with him?"

Gu Tingsheng answered Dr. Chen's question in less than two seconds: "He is eight years old, with big eyes, double eyelids, and dark eyeballs. When he looked at me..."

Gu Tingsheng showed a thoughtful expression, "Xiaolu looks very indifferent to people, and sometimes his eyes are very paranoid, but when he looks at me——"

Gu Tingsheng's paranoid and indifferent eyes softened, and Dr. Chen heard the young patient say lightly and happily, "You always look very happy."

Doctor Chen nodded, and pointed out the question in his words seriously: "Tingsheng, you are only seven years old now, why is your brother already eight years old?"

After Dr. Chen finished asking, he quieted down after asking, and carefully observed the patient intently and calmly.

After Gu Tingsheng finished asking, the relaxed expression on his face gradually became confused, and the slight confusion spread into a very deep confusion as time passed bit by bit.

Gu Tingsheng looked around in a daze, and finally looked at the doctor: "It's not eight years old."

Dr. Chen nodded, he continued to ask, and continued to find out the logical problems in the patient's words. A typical mentally ill patient can imagine a separate world and a new personality, but as long as you are careful, there must be some logic in it. questionable.

But Dr. Chen didn't have time to ask. This little patient with a special case but a special age said to him: "His name is Yang Lu, and he stopped at the age of 26."

"Because he died."

Dr. Chen immediately said: "You can't have a 26-year-old—"

Doctor Chen's words stopped abruptly.

Sick and angry roars resounded through the ward, Dr. Chen jumped off the chair, and the little boy on the bed bent over and hugged his head, wailing like weeping.

Dr. Chen couldn't sit idly by. The boy's face was flushed, and the sound of crying and howling was not only painful, but his whole body also showed symptoms of accelerated breathing and almost suffocation.

The last injection of calmness was given. The woman outside the ward who was still in the video conference with the laptop closed the computer. Obviously, this beautiful woman heard her son's wailing, and she showed a concerned and worried look on her face. .

Dr. Chen started talking with this beautiful mother. At the beginning of the conversation, he still couldn't help asking: "Is there really no boy named Yang Lu around him?"

Yuan Mengyu stroked her short hair. The plan in her life has been arranged ten years later, including Gu Tingsheng's future. She never thought that the planned life has not yet started the first step. Gu Tingsheng, the most important person, has gone wrong.

"No." Yuan Mengyu answered the doctor, and she decisively explained to the doctor, "I have already investigated, from kindergarten to primary school, there is no child named Yang Lu among Tingsheng's classmates and playmates, not even one with a similar name. "

Dr. Chen nodded, and he asked Yuan Mengyu again: "I heard that the child grew up with grandma? You and your husband have never raised a child?"

"No." Yuan Mengyu smiled frankly and helplessly, "My husband and I are both career-oriented. When the child was born, we had only graduated for a year. For our own career considerations, the child was sent to his grandma before the full moon."

Dr. Chen asked Yuan Mengyu, because of professional habits, he was observing this woman unconsciously.The woman is beautiful, capable, and confident. As a career-oriented woman as she said, her personality and appearance are in line with her identity.

The only thing that doesn't fit is that there is no trace of emotion in her body that shows that she still has the identity of a mother.

Dr. Chen figured out a general idea in his mind, and he continued to ask Yuan Mengyu: "Then, how is the relationship between you and your husband and the child? Close, strange, or not bad?"

Yuan Mengyu replied quickly: "Tingsheng is very close to my husband and I."

Dr. Chen was taken aback, this was different from what he thought, Yuan Mengyu smiled slightly, and added: "Children are always very close to their parents."

"It's a child's nature." Dr. Chen also nodded, "Ms. Yuan, although the child is close to his parents, I think he still feels lonely because of the absence of his parents in his growth."

Yuan Mengyu looked at Dr. Chen, and asked politely and incomprehensibly: "Everyone feels lonely when they grow up."

"Some people have a more profound experience of loneliness." Dr. Chen sighed.

Yuan Mengyu's face was really puzzled this time.

Dr. Chen patiently explained: "Some people are very sensitive to the degree of pain, while others are very slow. The slow people don't feel the needle prick, and the sensitive people scream in pain. "

"Kid Gu Tingsheng may not look unhappy on the surface, but he is obviously very lonely in his heart, so much so that he fantasized about a younger brother, and this fantasy was constantly perfected and perfected by him as he grew up more and more lonely. Appearance, age, personality, origin. In the end, he couldn't tell whether this younger brother was a fantasy or a real one."

"He can't tell reality from fiction."

Yuan Mengyu frowned: "What kind of disease is this? Delusional disorder?"

Dr. Chen sighed: "This is a typical symptom of schizophrenia."

Yuan Mengyu raised her eyebrows. From being urged back to the mansion by Yang Caixiu to taking Gu Tingsheng to see a psychiatrist, this was the first time she had expressed surprise so clearly.

"He's only seven years old!"

Dr. Chen shook his head: "This has nothing to do with age, Ms. Yuan, with all due respect, the lack of you and the father in the child's growth should be one of the main reasons for this symptom."

Yuan Mengyu stood up, her brows were tightly frowned, and Dr. Chen said again: "I suggest you take your child to the Ninth Affiliated Hospital, the doctors there are more professional than me."

Yuan Mengyu took out her mobile phone and made a call. When Gu Xingsong answered, she suddenly turned her back on Dr. Chen. The woman's face was delicate and beautiful, and a subtle smile rose from the corner of her mouth under her frown. She sighed to Gu Xingsong: "The doctor said that Tingsheng is Schizophrenia."

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Gu Tingsheng snapped his fingers, he is seven years old, no, he should be 30 years old, no, his hands are so small, a 30-year-old man would not have such hands.

He was a little confused, his young body contained 30 years of memory, and he figured it out again, he just went back to the past.

Gu Tingsheng stood up and wanted to run, but the nanny stopped him with the medicine: "Tingsheng, take the medicine, shall we go play after taking the medicine?"

"I will not eat."

Gu Tingsheng shook his head: "I'm not sick, I don't take medicine."

After he finished speaking, he ran out, and a strong man came in from the door. The man saw that he was Lian Jiazi, and he picked up Gu Tingsheng with his big hand. Gu Tingsheng was about to struggle, and when he looked over the man's shoulder, he saw grandma, father and Mother.

He looked at Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong coldly, unconsciously clenched his hands tightly, the anger and reason in his heart collided constantly, and finally fixed on the man's face with his eyes closed forever.

Gu Tingsheng hammered the man who was holding him with his hands in anger and grief. He struggled hard and yelled at Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu: "You——you killed Xiao Lu! You killed him!"

Gu Xingsong coughed, and said to Yuan Mengyu amidst the childish roar, "It's not a serious illness."

Yuan Mengyu put his hands in his pockets, thought for a while and said: "Put him down."

The bodyguard didn't pay attention to the seven-year-old boy, he put Gu Tingsheng down, Gu Tingsheng rushed to Gu Xingsong, and punched him - the seven-year-old boy still had some strength, and under his extreme anger, Gu Xingsong was hit in the stomach After two punches, he took two steps back and coughed several times.

The boy turned his head to look at Yuan Mengyu, his eyes were red, his mouth was open and he was panting continuously, Yuan Mengyu retreated subconsciously, the boy had rushed over and hit her hard.

Yuan Mengyu was startled, the boy used himself as a weapon, she was knocked to the ground, the boy sat on her, lowered his head and looked at her viciously, the hatred in his eyes was too deep.Yuan Mengyu was startled, this was not the look that a seven-year-old child who has no worries about food and clothing and has never experienced human suffering should have.

That look made her feel like the boy was going to kill her.

Then she heard her seven-year-old son lean down and say hoarsely into her ear, "Kill you."

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Gu Tingsheng was sent to the Ninth Affiliated Hospital, because his family was rich and well-connected, and he was treated well and had a separate ward.

Afterwards, he learned to behave well, kept apologizing, and was willing to take medicine, but Yuan Mengyu was determined to send him to the Ninth Hospital, so Gu Tingsheng had no choice but to hide the medicine.Because of his young age, the Ninth Hospital has never received such a young patient since the opening of the Ninth Hospital. In addition, he is good-looking, so the nurses are much less wary of him.

Gu Tingsheng hid the medicine for half a month. He dared not take those medicines. He didn't know what would happen to those who were not sick after taking these medicines. He could only bear with it, enduring the monthly tests so that he could be discharged from the hospital.

But Gu Tingsheng found that he couldn't sleep, he couldn't sleep all night, and because he had nothing to do in the hospital, he was always in a daze, he let himself think about Yang Lu, he was willing to think, to think about every bit of what he had been with.

Thinking about it during the day and thinking about it at night, thinking that in the end there will be no way to the same destination, no matter how beautiful the memory ends, it will be a cold corpse.

Gu Tingsheng was standing by the window, he was standing by the window of the room on the second floor, he thought, just jump down.

He wanted to accompany Xiaolu.

When the results of the scale came out in July, the doctor was worried about losing his hair. The youngest patient accepted by the Ninth Hospital did not recover from schizophrenia in January, and depression was added.

The nurse finally discovered his hidden medicine, and the patient also showed suicidal tendencies. Yang Caixiu originally strongly demanded to take Gu Tingsheng home, but she chose to trust the hospital when she learned of Gu Tingsheng's suicidal tendencies.

Since then, Gu Tingsheng has been specially assigned to take care of him, and gentle methods can no longer be used, so he began to force-feed the pills. In short, there are many ways to feed the patients.

In August, doctors added "very aggressive behavior" and "typical symptoms of bipolar disorder" to the case of patient Gu Tingsheng.

In April of next year, spring blossoms, Gu Tingsheng sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window, a sparrow landed on the window sill, he smiled, the nurse entered the ward and poured water skillfully, from various medicine bottles in an orderly manner. Various pills.

"What are we Tingsheng looking at?"

Gu Tingsheng picked up the water glass, took the pill and swallowed it in one go.

"Little bird."

Gu Tingsheng drank half a glass of water and swallowed the pills with great difficulty, his mind was in a mess, he felt he had forgotten a lot of things, he was not happy or happy after forgetting, but he was not angry or wanted to die.

"You can be discharged from the hospital soon." The nurse gave the child a loving look, "It will be fine soon, your last test result was very good."

Gu Tingsheng nodded, the nurse was about to leave the ward, he suddenly said vaguely: "I have a younger brother—"

The nurse didn't hear it, and closed the door and locked it intimately.

Gu Tingsheng looked at the sparrow on the window sill, and the sparrow was also looking at him with mung bean eyes. After a few glances, he found that it was just a common human cub, so he flapped his wings and flew away.

Seeing the sparrow fly away, Gu Tingsheng felt a little sad. He really wanted to get out from here. Although his mind was blurred and he forgot why he came in, he always felt that everything was wrong, but he couldn't remember clearly.

He is just very sad that the bird flew away, and he has already forgotten his confusion at the previous moment.

I have a younger brother.

Who is he?

The author has something to say: auspicious year of the rooster~~Everyone has a new year and a new atmosphere~~ I have been visiting relatives for the New Year’s Eve dinner in the past two days, and I feel like I have gained two catties and have nothing to love in life_(:зゝ∠)_

Here Qiu Zai wishes everyone good health in the new year~~ Work hard to live a better life~(≧▽≦)/~

Seeing everyone's comments on this article is depressing, and there is also the problem of cheating, I said to my friends: dead and alive again, this cheating is big enough.

The other party said: Hit you back like this!

Cough cough, just kidding, there is a golden finger, Yang Lu is lighting up his academic talent and achievements in writing, he is no longer in business, Gu Tingsheng is a business golden finger, after stopping the drug, he has gradually remembered the past, the eldest brother will not pass two years It will completely recall the memory of the previous life︿(￣︶￣)︿