Happy Life [Rebirth]

But this series of coincidences all came together. Although Lin Shuzhen asked me to give me a key to this apartment, she came here only once, and it was not long after Gu Tingsheng and I moved here a year ago. She never came again.

Also, this is at home, on the bed in our own apartment, Gu Tingsheng and I were so relaxed that when did Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei open the door, when did they enter the room, until they opened the bedroom door, Xia Chao Bei yelled, "What the hell are you doing?" Gu Tingsheng and I realized that someone had come in.

The only lucky thing is that the season has already entered autumn, and we have to cover ourselves with thin quilts when we sleep at night. When Gu Tingsheng leaned on me and kissed me, although he was completely naked, the quilt was covering him anyway, otherwise I would not have been able to imagine being raped. How embarrassing are parents going to be when they see this scene.

But Xia Chaobei's anger and surprise were both at the same level. He stood there in surprise and did not move for a while, but also looked at Gu Tingsheng angrily.

I froze for a moment, at this moment - I was really scared, I imagined how I would tell Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei, tell my parents that their son Yang Lu is gay, and the person he likes is Gu Tingsheng, And they will go abroad to get married in the future.

I imagined countless scenes, gentle or intense, but nothing so sudden and frightening.

Gu Tingsheng was also very surprised, he reacted very quickly, I was still in my pajamas, he rolled over me wrapped in a quilt, Xia Chaobei had already taken a step forward at this time.

He yelled: "You stinky rascal! Bully my son!"

Because the content of Xia Chaobei's yelling was beyond my imagination, not only me, but when I went to see Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng's expression was embarrassing.

But Xia Chaobei is now angry like a mother animal protecting its cubs. He walked over angrily, and it looked like he was going to beat Gu Tingsheng, and what Gu Tingsheng needs most now is to put on clothes. I think I am really miserable. For Gu Tingsheng, why were you lazy and didn't put him in pajamas last night?

I believe that this day will be the most embarrassing day for Gu Tingsheng in his two lifetimes.

none of them.

I have already jumped out of the bed, and I am going to stop Xia Chaobei, I can't watch him beat Gu Tingsheng, but Lin Shuzhen reacted faster than me, she grabbed Xia Chaobei, Lin Shuzhen looked at me, then at Gu Tingsheng, I looked at her and opened my mouth and called "Mom".

After shouting, I realized that my voice was shaking.

I don't know what expression I have now, but the expressions on Lin Shuzhen's face are very complicated, and one of them I saw is disappointment, which is the expression I am most afraid of seeing on her face.

Xia Chaobei is a very good father and Lin Shuzhen is a very good mother, so I want to be a very good son, and I want them to feel that I am someone they can be proud of.

I study well, and I can write novels and sell copyrights to earn money by myself. Many times when they mention me to the outside world, I think I have done it to make them proud.

But in the face of reality, as long as I am a homosexual, I know that I will never be their pride.

Lin Shuzhen's eyes fell on my face at last, and Xia Chaobei was held tightly by her, Xia Chaobei asked me angrily again: "Yang Lu, you have been in the stomach of a dog in college, what are you and Gu Tingsheng doing?" Woolen cloth!"

I didn't know how to answer, Lin Shuzhen also looked at me, her voice was trembling: "Xiao Lu... are you kidding me?"

I looked at Lin Shuzhen, and I thought that my mother hoped that I could nod to her, and after that, everything would be fine, Gu Tingsheng and I were just playing around, and everything was just a joke, so we could let it go.

But I felt sorry, I shook my head, I couldn't speak, so I could only shake my head like this, after I finished this action, both Xia Chaobei and Lin Shuzhen froze there.

Lin Shuzhen's lips moved again and again, and finally she pulled Xia Chaobei out with all her strength, and she said to Gu Tingsheng and me, "You...you both get dressed, and then we can talk after we come out."

After Lin Shuzhen went out, she closed the door, and soon there was a dispute in the living room. After they left, I took a step back and wanted to say something, but my legs went limp when they touched the edge of the bed, and I was paralyzed. Sitting on the bed.

The sound of Gu Tingsheng getting out of bed came from behind, and soon Gu Tingsheng changed his clothes and walked over. I turned my head to look at him, and my mood has calmed down a lot. Compared with many things I have experienced, it is really nothing.

I lost my father and mother when I was young, discovered the shady scenes of the Gu family when I was young, and died unexpectedly when I was young. To some extent, my previous life can be regarded as a tragic history. Now I was caught by my adoptive parents and forced to come out. What's the matter?

But Gu Tingsheng bent down and hugged me, he kept stroking my back and kissing my cheek, he said to me: "Xiao Lu, don't be sad."

Gu Tingsheng said again: "If you want to cry... just cry, it's fine."

"Is it so exaggerated?" I was taken aback by Gu Tingsheng, subconsciously wanted to laugh, but found that I couldn't laugh at all.

I touched my eyes, and there were no tears, but I have to admit, I did feel sad.Even though this incident is an insignificant one among the things I have experienced, I feel that my heart is stuffy, and something is stuck in my throat, which makes me unable to smile or make a sound .

Gu Tingsheng and I didn't waste any more time, and we didn't even have a unified exchange, because we both understand that we won't let go of each other.

I love my sister and my adoptive parents very much, even I put loving them before myself, but the one that comes first in my heart and the most important thing to me is always Gu Tingsheng. There is no way to change it, but I don't want to hurt my adoptive parents either.If possible, how I hope that in this matter, the only person who will be hurt is myself.

Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei are sitting on the sofa in the living room. Gu Tingsheng and I have left the bedroom. The two of them have stopped arguing. I don't know what they were arguing about before, but obviously they have unified their opinions.

Under Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei's feet, there were two cats who were holding their shoes and screaming again, but the fat cat was nowhere to be seen, and the cats had grown up a lot, and the fat cat didn't love these cubs much anymore.

Gu Tingsheng and I walked in front of them, and the two of us also sat on the sofa. The four of us stared at each other in silence, and it was Xia Chaobei who spoke first.

Xia Chaobei looked at Gu Tingsheng and me, and he asked, "What's the matter with you two?"

"Two boys hugging and kissing?" Xia Chaobei raised his voice, "You guys are...you're going to heaven!"

I took a deep breath, and after speaking, I couldn't hear anything, only the sound of my heart beating in my ears, as if the only thing left in the world was the sound of my heart beating.

I said to Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei: "I like men, I am born with it, I like Gu Tingsheng first."

When I'm done speaking, the world stands still.

The expression on Lin Shuzhen's face was quiet.

Xia Chaobei's expression was fixed on a slightly funny expression.

Gu Tingsheng turned his head to look at me, his expression was surprised but pity.

This moment was terrifyingly quiet, and even the two cats ran away lightly.

It took a long time, but maybe it was just because it was too quiet, so I ignored the speed of time, maybe it was only a short ten seconds, Lin Shuzhen's eyes fell on my face completely.

She asked me in a trembling voice: "How come, how can you naturally like men? This man likes women, how can a man like a man?"

Xia Chaobei said: "Yes, Xiaozhen, you have forgotten that there is such a thing as homosexuality?"

"Shut up!" Lin Shuzhen yelled, Xia Chaobei fell silent.

This was the first time Lin Shuzhen showed an angry expression after entering the house, and then she went to see Gu Tingsheng again, looking at Gu Tingsheng with a very stern look.

Lin Shuzhen spoke very quickly, with an aggressive air, she said to Gu Tingsheng: "Xiao Gu, is Auntie treating you badly? You told me about your family situation. Auntie thinks that your parents are not around when you are young." , it is not easy to live alone, and because Xiaolu likes to play with you, I let you stay in my house. But you are three years older than Xiaolu—"

Lin Shuzhen raised her voice, and I wanted to interject to say that Mom, these are not the eldest brother's fault, but her voice was crying, and Lin Shuzhen said to Gu Tingsheng with a crying tone: "You take my brother like this, you are hurting him. You will ruin my son's life like this!"

I couldn't keep silent anymore, I stood up apologetically, stood in front of Gu Tingsheng, and said to Lin Shuzhen in a low voice: "Mom, I'm sorry... It was I who fell in love with elder brother first, and I also pursued him first, If it weren't for me, Gu Tingsheng would have lived his life normally, and I can't put all the responsibility on Big Brother."

Gu Tingsheng shouted behind me: "Yang Lu, you want to say this—"

"But what I said is the truth, isn't it?" I interrupted what Gu Tingsheng was going to say, "Brother, isn't what I said the truth? I liked you first, didn't you know that too?"

Lin Shuzhen looked up at me, and after I finished speaking, I looked down at her, Xia Chaobei said, "Yang Lu, do you know what you are doing?"

I only saw the tears in Lin Shuzhen's eyes, she wiped her eyes, Lin Shuzhen stood up, Xia Chaobei also stood up, Lin Shuzhen pulled my arm, she didn't look at Gu Tingsheng anymore, she just said to me: "you and I'm leaving, don't stay here anymore."

I looked back at Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng also stood up, Lin Shuzhen had already dragged me out, I didn't dare to struggle, I also thought that the matter should not be so exaggerated and violent, and I also vaguely thought that Xia Chaobei and Lin Shuzhen can make sense. Compared with most traditional parents in China, they are already very enlightened parents.

Gu Tingsheng and I should have a certain degree of consistency in thinking, and both have a kind of businessman-like cunning. He should have thought of something with me. First, let's not confront the tough, but soften the attitude first, and never make things too difficult. This is a kind of This kind of businessman-like cunning always leaves room for things to turn around.

I followed Lin Shuzhen obediently and left. Xia Chaobei muffled his head and stopped talking. Gu Tingsheng followed behind him not far or near, until we went downstairs. Lin Shuzhen asked me to sit in the car, which she and Xia Chaobei drove by themselves. Coming over, Gu Tingsheng who had been silent all this time said to her and Xia Chaobei: "Uncle, Auntie, I'm sorry."

But Lin Shuzhen didn't say anything, only Xia Chaobei looked at Gu Tingsheng, and he said to Gu Tingsheng: "You little bastards...you don't understand anything!"

Sitting in the car, Lin Shuzhen was speechless all the way, she drove the car very silently, Xia Chaobei sat next to me in the back, and he talked a lot.

He asked me first: "Son, even if you like men, you can't be taken advantage of like that!"

I don't know how to go back to Xia Chaobei, they are all men, there is no way to decide who is taking advantage of this kind of thing, but at the same time I found that Xia Chaobei is not as angry as I imagined.

His anger obviously came more from the behavior of Gu Tingsheng and I at that time than from me being gay.

Xia Chaobei said again: "Why do you like men?"

His tone was unbelievably true: "You're not a little girl, what's there to like about a stinky man?"

"Dad." I could only answer Xia Chaobei, "I am also a man, but Gu Tingsheng also likes me."

"You are different." Xia Chaobei waved his hand, "You are not a stinky man, you are more handsome than a little girl - I am so mad!"

Xia Zhaobei looked at me again: "How could you let that brat kiss you and touch you at the same time!"

Lin Shuzhen was in the front row, and at the same time coughed heavily when Xia Chaobei was behind.

Only then did Xia Chaobei realize what he had said. He had a strange look on his face, and finally Xia Chaobei asked me, "When did you start?"

I replied to him: "We were together in college." I dare not tell him that we have been together since the first year of high school, because that age is really too young.

Xia Chaobei asked again: "Why do you like men and not little girls?"

"Natural." I told Xia Chaobei, "If you don't call girls, you won't be able to appreciate their beauty."

"You just haven't liked girls before." Xia Chaobei said, "When you meet someone you like, a pretty one, you'll like it."

Xia Chaobei said cheerfully, "Just like me and your mother, I knew it was destined the first time I saw her."

Lin Shuzhen coughed twice again.

I thought it was more romantic than me and Gu Tingsheng, so I told Xia Chaobei: "The first time I met Gu Tingsheng, I didn't even know that I would like him in the future, the first time I saw him..."

I remembered the little boy who knelt down and asked me what your name was. I said to Xia Chaobei: "The first time I saw Gu Tingsheng, I was very scared. My first reaction was to sneak away."

Xia Chaobei: "Stop! Who asked you this! Let me ask you, you have never liked girls before, how do you know that you only like men?"

I looked at Xia Chaobei, and I also asked him: "Dad, you have never liked women other than your mother, how did you know that when you were with your young mother, you only liked her in your life?" ?”

Xia Chaobei said: "Of course I know, how can I not know?"

"That's right, don't I know best whether I like Gu Tingsheng or not?" I said to Xia Chaobei.

Xia Chaobei had an expression of being choked by my words, and in the end he just retorted to me: "Can you be the same as me? Your mother and I have been through most of our lives, how many years have been ups and downs, Yang Lu, you What does such a young man know, can this be compared?"

I think it can be compared of course, how many years have I been together with Gu Tingsheng, ups and downs, ups and downs, life and death, and life and death. After many years, I found that the person I love most in my heart is always the original person.

I dare not say that this love can move the sky and the earth.

Nengshan has no edges, and the heaven and the earth are united, so he dares to break with the king.

But I can say that I love him more than anyone else, I love him more than my life, and that has never changed.

And I understand better that living is a kind of gift. In this gift, I should be brave to love, live, and pursue what I want, because being able to live-there is nothing more grateful and cherished than this .

But I can't say anything, I just shook my head to Xia Zhaobei, I can say that Gu Tingsheng and I are the same to your mother, we love each other for a lifetime.

But saying this would only cause the opposite effect, I had no choice but to look at Xia Chaobei, I thought about it, and I could only tell him: "My love for Gu Tingsheng is real."

It's not false, it's not a momentary impulse, it's real love, it's not only sweet, but its sadness goes deep into the bone marrow.Love is this kind of thing, as long as you have loved someone very much, you will know that love is simply scary, because when you really fall in love with someone, you will find that your joy and pain are bound to this person.

"You're still young." Xia Chaobei made a final decision, "You don't understand anything, wait a minute, in two years you'll know that you can't go on like this."

Xia Chaobei didn't say anything more after that, and neither will I.Xia Chaobei's attitude has gone beyond my imagination, and it's the good side.

But the gentler mother I have always imagined, Lin Shuzhen is the one who is stubborn and stubborn.

She didn't say much, she just said to me: "Yang Lu, you are staying at home during this time, and I will be in Jincheng this month, so you don't need to live with Gu Tingsheng first."

The author has something to say: Good night, babies _(:зゝ∠)_