Happy Life [Rebirth]

"Brother didn't bully me." I stood up from the sofa and walked to Zhang Yueyang, and looked at Zhang Mingchen again, "He has always been very good to me."

"Protect the calf." Zhang Yueyang looked at me, and then he smiled, "Can you not show your affection, Xiao Chenchen and I are still single."

Zhang Mingchen pushed Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Yueyang sat up straight, I sat on Zhang Yueyang's right hand, Zhang Mingchen sat on Zhang Yueyang's left, Zhang Yueyang held one in each hand.

He said: "Even though Brother Yang doesn't have a girlfriend, it's worth hugging right now."

Zhang Mingchen said, "I like Big Sister, but I don't like Big Brother, Brother Yang, please let me go!"

"You gave it to me for nothing...I don't want it either." Zhang Yueyang slapped Zhang Mingchen on the shoulder, and he said to Zhang Mingchen, "You said that besides eating and spending money, what else would you do? You might as well have a pet."

Zhang Mingchen: "Just bury me, you guys are the one who will hurt me the most."

After listening to the words of Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen, I started talking. I leaned back, leaning on the sofa, staring at the TV. There was a group of singers and five big boys on the variety show. Now they are in Singing, I listened to it but felt that it was not as good as Gu Tingsheng's singing.

Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen quarreled enough, Zhang Yueyang patted me on the shoulder, and he said to me: "Before the boss comes back, Yang Lu, tell me what happened, brother Yang and Xiao Chenchen will help you out. "

I turned my eyes away from the TV. The stars and idols on TV didn't sing very well, and they didn't look as good as Gu Tingsheng. I didn't think they were interesting at all.I have the best people around me, so I never chase stars.

I went to see Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen, both of them looked at me sincerely, and I didn't see that they were reliable.If Li Xun was here, it might be worth asking about the relationship issue. Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen have never talked about it themselves, and even Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin have made the relationship between the two of them look like strangers.

Zhang Yueyang looked at me: "Can you stop looking at us with such disdainful eyes, although Zhang Mingchen is unreliable, I am more reliable."

Zhang Yueyang: "Although Brother Yang has never been in a relationship, he is also a person who has gone through many battles and chased after girls."

"But Gu Tingsheng is not a girl." I replied to Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Mingchen said at this time: "Xiao Liu, even if Brother Yang and I have never been in a relationship, there are many people with many ideas, and everyone has blind spots in their thinking. If you listen to multiple people, you can always bring up blind spots."

Zhang Mingchen's words touched me a bit, and I also know very well that in the face of Gu Tingsheng's matter, I often cannot guarantee my sobriety.When I faced Gu Tingsheng, it was the same as Boss Li said, once a person has an affair, it is easy to distinguish right from wrong.No matter how rational people are, they are always easily disturbed by emotions. If they will not be disturbed, it means that the emotions are not deep enough.

I was a little hesitant, looking at Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen, Zhang Yueyang said: "There is a problem between you and Gu Tingsheng, who else can you tell other than the two of us, and who else can you tell, besides, you don't trust Brother Yang and Xiaochen Morning?"

What Zhang Yueyang said also made sense. Although there was another Jon who knew about it, the guitar girl seemed less reliable than the two in front of me, so I moved my mouth.

Zhang Mingchen said suddenly: "Yang Lu, it's okay if you don't want to talk about it. You can tell me anytime you want to talk about it."

I looked up to see Zhang Mingchen again, Zhang Yueyang embraced Zhang Mingchen, the two nodded together, Zhang Yueyang also said: "If you don't want to talk about it, don't talk about it, if you want to say, Brother Yang is always waiting, isn't a friend just used as a tree hole? Only friends."

I thought to myself, is this what friends are used for, and why the topic got farther and farther away, but what Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen said still touched me.

I didn't have any friends before, and I don't know what the friendship between boys is like, but looking at Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen, I feel warm in my heart now, like drinking a glass of water with a moderate temperature. Although it has no taste, it feels that way is warm.

This is how it feels to have friends.It seems that he is no longer walking alone, and it seems that there is a little support behind him.

"Brother Yang, Xiaochen." I looked at the two of them.

Zhang Mingchen: "You should call me Brother Chen..."

"Nothing happened." I told Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen, "Brother went out today and said he went to play basketball with Li Xun."

Before Zhang Yueyang could react, Zhang Mingchen replied loudly: "Li Xun is in the library this afternoon, brother Gu is lying?"

I nodded, thought for a while and continued to tell them: "It's not the first time, last week my elder brother also said to go out to play basketball with Li Xun, but that day I went to the library, and my second brother also studied in the library."

After I finished speaking, Zhang Mingchen kept guessing non-stop, and Zhang Yueyang kept thinking. He waited for Zhang Mingchen to guess a lot unreliably before he made a sound.

Zhang Yueyang looked at me very seriously: "The man is lying, according to experience, there are people outside."

After Zhang Yueyang said these words, the room was quiet for a while. Although the voices of the host and the stars on the TV were very loud, the three of us stopped talking for a while, and only the TV sound was so obvious that it was very quiet.

Ten seconds later, Zhang Mingchen yelled out: "No, no, no, no, isn't there someone outside Gu Gehui?"

Zhang Mingchen looked at me: "Brother Gu likes Xiaolu so much, can't you tell that he will cheat?"

I shook my head: "Don't guess randomly, it's too unreliable."

I don't know why Gu Tingsheng lied to me, but I also don't believe that he will step on two boats. Now I understand that I don't know Gu Tingsheng as well as I imagined, but I at least believe in his character and believe that he won't do it. Such a thing as cheating.

"Well... Generally speaking, a man who lies to his lover is more likely to cheat." Zhang Yueyang coughed, and he looked at me.

Me: "Can you stop talking about cheating? Is this term used for married couples?"

"But who is our brother Gu?" Zhang Yueyang smiled very seriously, and he said, "Gu brother is not an ordinary person, so we can't use the thinking of ordinary people to speculate."

Zhang Yueyang said: "Brother Gu's behavior and thoughts have been bombarding the sky since junior high school - he is quite similar to Jon. He always walks alone. He is less fond of talking to people than Jon."

"Wait." Zhang Mingchen interrupted Zhang Yueyang, he looked at me and then at Zhang Yueyang, very surprised, "Brother Gu is a bit cold, but brother Yang, is the brother Gu you are talking about the brother Gu I know?"

"Old Gu has become much more normal since he entered high school." Zhang Yueyang was also puzzled, and he glanced at me again, "Xiao Chenchen, you haven't seen Brother Gu in junior high school, and you can tell that the way of thinking is very different from that of ordinary people. no the same."

"...Don't say that about my elder brother." I couldn't help but reply to Zhang Yueyang.I think it was because Gu Tingsheng was mentally ill at that time, and he had a bad childhood all his life, that's why his personality was so flawed.

But at the same time, I was reminded by Zhang Yueyang's words, and I asked Zhang Yueyang: "Why do normal people lie?"

"Because I did something bad." Zhang Yueyang answered me quickly.

Zhang Mingchen: "...Wow, so it can't be that there are people outside, it's too inauthentic." Zhang Mingchen said to me: "Brother Gu can't be so irresponsible."

I shook my head and replied to Zhang Mingchen: "We are equal. If there is any problem between us, it is not the problem of Big Brother alone."

"But Brother Gu is older than you." Zhang Yueyang also shook his head, "So he should be responsible for you."

"Not married yet." I replied to Zhang Yueyang, "What are you responsible for?"

Men and women get married and get divorced, so what does it matter if a man and a man are together?A marriage certificate is just a piece of paper, but this piece of paper can legally bind two people together. It can legally leave the inheritance of one person to another person after death, and it can also be used for another person when he is rescued in a hospital because of a disease. signature.

Zhang Yueyang: "Of course I am responsible for my lover. What is the difference between an irresponsible boyfriend and a salted fish?"

Zhang Mingchen: "How can you be considered responsible, Brother Yang?"

"...to make money for your girlfriend?" Zhang Yueyang's tone was not sure, and after a pause, Zhang Yueyang said, "Of course it's marriage, any relationship not for the purpose of marriage is hooliganism!"

I found out that Zhang Yueyang hadn't been in a relationship yet, so he thought about getting married. He obviously doesn't even have a girlfriend now, and it seems that he won't have one in the long run.

But I used to always think very far, but after being with Gu Tingsheng, I found that I don't want to think about the future anymore.

Before we were together, I thought he would start a company and make a lot of money in the future, marry a beautiful wife and have several equally beautiful children. I think he would look back on his life with no regrets or sufferings when he was gray-haired.But after I was with him, I didn't dare to think about it. I didn't dare to imagine what the future would be like when two men were together.Because it is destined not to be smooth sailing, when Gu Tingsheng said he liked me, I felt that the world was kind enough.

Just still not kind enough.

We couldn't continue our chat. Boss Li walked in with his shopping. He came in wearing a padded jacket. He was originally round, but now he is more like a ball.

The boss came in and took off his scarf and coat, and said to us with a smile: "Children, the boss is back, are you hungry?"

Zhang Mingchen and Zhang Yueyang stopped talking, I think they are so obvious, usually they are the most crazy, but now they don't speak.

I had no choice but to go over to pick up the things the boss bought, and said to him by the way: "Well, I miss the boss."

Boss Li stretched out his hand and touched my head, he asked me: "What's wrong with Xiao Liu, doesn't he look happy?"

I said it was nothing, but when the four of us were sitting together cooking hot pot, I couldn't resist asking Boss Li.

When I first met Li Moxun, I felt that among the few people in the dormitory, this fat man had the most unique temper and way of thinking, perhaps only a centimeter away from the strange one.

But after getting to know him for a long time, I really admire him and call him the boss. After getting to know him for a long time, I realized that Li Moxun's age is not in vain. Not only is he heavy and stable, but Li Moxun is also the most stable in many things. one.

I sometimes feel that the combined age of my two lifetimes is stable in terms of temperament, but I am not as good as this 17-year-old boy in the first year of high school. I occasionally feel ashamed.

When Boss Li was cooking beef, I asked him, "Boss, I have a question for you."

But Boss Li said: "Wait until the meal is almost finished before asking. Asking about sad things while eating will hurt your stomach. Eating is a very happy thing, so don't mix it up with other things."

Zhang Mingchen immediately applauded: "Boss is so good. Boss, do you want to change your name back? A wise name matches a wise boss."

Li Moxun said: "Shut up!"

I had no choice but to eat honestly first. The beef brought by Zhang Yueyang was really delicious, and it might be because several people ate it together that they thought it was delicious.

The boys are not elegant when they eat, they eat fast and eat a lot. Not to mention the clean beef, they also ate a lot of the vegetables they bought. The last few people even scooped up half a bowl of soup from the hot pot. Zhang Mingchen lay on the ground and took pictures. Holding his belly, he said that if he ate any more, he might explode.

People tend to get sleepy when they are full. The four of us boys sat on the ground and formed a pile. The blanket spread under the coffee table in front of the sofa was brought by Zhang Yueyang from home.From then on, in this rental house, several boys often chatted and sat on the ground together.

Boss Li already had a big belly, but now he was sitting on the rightmost floor leaning against the sofa, he patted his stomach and hiccupped, and said to Zhang Yueyang: "Boss originally wanted to take advantage of the holiday to start losing weight today, but it seems that he can only wait until tomorrow. "

Zhang Yueyang said: "Boss, I want to lose weight and come back to do morning exercises. After running for a semester, I lost weight."

"What did you say?" Li Moxun said, "The wind is too strong and I can't hear you clearly."

After Li Moxun finished speaking, he called my name: "Xiao Lu, do you have any questions for the boss?"

I said to Li Moxun without changing his face: "I have a friend who has a boyfriend. He and his boyfriend have a very good relationship, but recently his boyfriend lied to him twice. He found out but Hold back, boss, why do you think his boyfriend lied?"

Li Moxun didn't even think about it, he said to me directly: "Since the relationship is very good, why do you hold back and don't ask directly?"

I didn't understand it for a while, I thought I must have looked at Li Moxun in a daze, and then Li Moxun said to me: "Are you sure your friend and boyfriend are in a good relationship? Boss has never been in a relationship, but the relationship is very good. Well, then you have to trust each other, and if you trust each other, you don’t dare to ask. You should ask when you find out for the first time. In this case, a candid confession is the best solution.”

"No matter how good the relationship is, one person lies again and again, and one person refuses to ask again and again." Li Moxun said, "Is this called relationship? There are no words to describe the situation—it’s called incongruity.”

Zhang Mingchen applauded: "Boss, you should go to If You Are the One, you are better than what the host said!"

I was also in a daze when I heard it, and then I almost laughed. I think what Li Moxun said is not on the same channel as what I’m encountering now, what seems to be a coincidence, how can this word be used on me and my elder brother, we have such a good relationship , he has only lied twice.

"Only twice." I retorted to Li Moxun, I think I might subconsciously want to defend Gu Tingsheng, "Boss, what you said is too exaggerated."

"Lying is such a thing..." Li Moxun said earnestly, "If there is a first time, there will be a second time, and if there is a second time, the third time is still far away. If the relationship is really good enough, be honest with yourself, if not Dare, is it true that the relationship is not that good."

I still shook my head, I didn't agree with what the boss said, I thought in my heart that what Li Moxun said might make sense for most couples.But now that person is Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng is different from others.

Li Moxun seems to be able to see through my thoughts, he patted his stomach and said to me: "Are you thinking that your friend's situation is different, maybe it's because the boss has never met each other and doesn't know each other well The love journey is very different from person to person, but in the final analysis, there are two eyes and one nose, and the general rules are the same.”

"A lie is not a lie if it is not discovered." Li Moxun looked at me, "But if a lie is discovered, if the reason is not clear, it will be a thorn in my heart. I dare not ask whether it is not good enough, or I am cowardly. Either way, it won't last long."

Li Moxun: "Why are you three looking at me?"

Zhang Mingchen: "Boss, what you said is so profound, have you ever talked to a girlfriend before and been hurt?"

Li Moxun rubbed his belly and sighed: "No girl would look up to the boss, who would like a fat man who is 1.8 meters tall and weighs [-], just like the boss would not like a girl who weighs [-]."

I didn't continue to ask Li Moxun, and Li Moxun didn't continue to talk about it. The topic was over. Zhang Mingchen tuned a few channels, and there was a movie channel where Spirited Away was played again.

Everyone chatted and watched, and then they all stopped and started to watch the cartoon seriously.

Seeing that Qianxun left the world of Shenyin in the end, Zhang Mingchen asked us: "Hey? Let's go now, where is Xiaobailong? Will Xiaobailong go to Qianxun again? Will they be together in the future?"

Zhang Yueyang said that Zhang Mingchen is too vulgar, and that an open ending has a mysterious beauty. Li Moxun said that an open ending is an irresponsible ending. You have to go to the point of death to know whether this life is good or not. Movies and The novel should not be so tragic, at least give it a perfect ending.

What Li Moxun said made sense to me, the reality is already very hard, why write a tragedy.

Li Moxun said that an open ending is often a very hidden tragedy. If there is a happy ending, why not just zoom in on the happy ending?

But after I answered Li Moxun's words, I remembered that my book "To Angel" had a tragic ending, and I felt guilty.

Zhang Yueyang's cell phone rang at this moment, and his mother told him not to go home and sleep at this hour, but to sleep at a classmate's house, it was too late.

We only found out that it was already 11:30, and I was about to go home. Zhang Yueyang and Li Moxun asked me to stay overnight, saying that I would not be abducted into the mountains at night when I am a child at this age.

Zhang Yueyang said: "People who have no sons in the valley specially buy little boys to be their own sons."

"Who would buy a 13-year-old boy?" I looked at Zhang Yueyang speechlessly.

I think it's okay for me to go home alone at this point, but Zhang Yueyang and Li Moxun refused to let them. I couldn't hold them back, so I called Gu Tingsheng and told him that I won't be going home tonight.

But the phone still couldn't get through, so I had no choice but to send a text message to Gu Tingsheng.

Zhang Mingchen asked me to sleep together with him at night, but Zhang Yueyang didn't want to sleep in the same room with the boss. Li Moxun snored too loudly at night, Zhang Yueyang said: "I sleep on the floor in Xiaochenchen's room, and the boss's snoring will be spared. me."

In the end, I slept on the sofa, Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen shared a bed, and the boss still slept alone.

At one o'clock in the morning, my mobile phone rang, it was a vibration, I answered the phone in a daze, and Gu Tingsheng said to me over there: "Xiaolu, I'm at the door."

I jumped off the sofa, stepped on my slippers, and opened the door lightly. Gu Tingsheng stood outside the door and smiled at me.

He entered the room, took off the scarf and coat, and touched my face again. I was shivering from the temperature of his hands. Gu Tingsheng came in from the sub-zero temperature outside. The taste of cold winter.

I didn't dare to turn on the light, Zhang Yueyang and the others were all asleep, I was embarrassed to wake them up.

Gu Tingsheng asked me in a low voice, "Going home?"

I looked at my phone and thought it was too late, Gu Tingsheng must have noticed that it was too late, and said, "Then I will spend the night at my boss's house."

Gu Tingsheng took his coat and walked to the sofa. The room was burning with earthworms, so there was no need to worry about catching a cold. The quilt I covered myself was not a thick quilt. Gu Tingsheng probably planned to spend the night with his coat on.

I walked over and lifted the quilt, and asked Gu Tingsheng to cover it with me on the sofa.

"The sofa can't sleep two people." Gu Tingsheng said in a low voice, "Brother can just lean on the sofa below."

"It's going to be cold in the middle of the night." I yawned, "Brother, the two of us are leaning against each other. Tonight will be over, and we will catch up on sleep when we go home tomorrow."

Gu Tingsheng sat on the sofa. He had long hands and long legs, and his height was more than 1.8 meters. His knees were bent and there was no room for his legs. I hugged my knees and leaned against him, and asked him to stretch out his arms to hug me.

In the end, Gu Tingsheng's legs were exposed and touched the coffee table. He hugged me with his upper body. The two of us were covered with quilts. He heard me yawning all the time. He lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and said softly, "Go to sleep." .”

I smelled the smell of chewing gum in his mouth, leaned on him and smelled the smell of alcohol and cigarettes on his body, not heavy, but I could smell it when I got close, so I knew he should be drinking too, chewing gum It's to get rid of the taste of alcohol in your mouth.

I was very sleepy, but also confused and confused. What my boss said in the middle of the night, I didn’t dare to ask whether it was a lack of affection or cowardice. I thought the boss really deserved to be the boss, because I was cowardly.

I dare not ask Gu Tingsheng why he lied. I am afraid that if I ask him if he will be unhappy, the liar will not be happy if the lie is exposed, not to mention that we are all hiding from each other that we are reborn .

No one wants to look back and face the previous life, I close my eyes, maybe it is more than cowardice, there is a thorn in my heart, the feelings may be deep, but they are not good enough.

The next day, Gu Tingsheng and I were around six o'clock in the morning. It was still dark outside, and the stars and the moon were still hanging outside. The two of us folded the quilt and left the rental house.The other three boys were still sleeping, and I sent text messages to Li Moxun, Zhang Mingchen, and Zhang Yueyang saying that I was home.

In the following week, Gu Tingsheng never lied to me, and I still don't know where he went those two times.

But I can vaguely guess that it should be a very lively place, some people smoke and some people drink. I thought of the bar, but I don't understand why Gu Tingsheng went to the bar.

The two of us still get along as usual, very peaceful, and we are still inseparable from each other.Lin Shuzhen and Wanwan came back from their trip, and their adoptive parents started to busy themselves with their careers again. Xia Wanwan and the two of us, the two boys, had never been able to play together, and we stayed at home during the two holidays.

I will also ask Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, will you be bored if you always stay at home?"

Gu Tingsheng said: "What's boring, where there is extra time to go out and play, I can't be too busy with things to do, I have to study, I have to type code."

He kissed me again and said, "I still want to stay with my little Lu."

He was smiling when he said it, and the eyes he looked at me were as gentle as the river water in spring, I thought he liked me too, you could tell by the eyes.

So I think everyone has their own secrets, don't be an annoying lover, everyone should have their own secrets.

But when I found out that Gu Tingsheng and Lin Yi had always been in touch, it was difficult for me to guarantee this idea.

It was Thursday, it had snowed all day, and there was a layer of white snow outside. Gu Tingsheng turned on the computer, and I kept touching his neck and back halfway through, and I couldn't hold back my hand and slipped under Gu Tingsheng's clothes.

Gu Tingsheng was chatting with someone about programs with the button on, but he didn't hold back, put the computer on the bedside, and turned around and hugged me.

At the beginning the kiss was very gentle, but gradually I felt that it was not enough, but Gu Tingsheng is now controlling himself more and more, I can feel that he is getting tired, but he touched my face halfway through the kiss and said to me: "Brother, go to the bathroom."

I said to him, "I can touch it out for you." Gu Tingsheng shook his head, and I told him, "Brother, I can also lick it out for you." Gu Tingsheng rubbed my head directly, and he looked at me and said, "You are too young No, big brother won't let you do this."

He went to the toilet, I always feel that something changed in his psychology, but I don't know where this change came from, obviously I was not the one who looked like a pervert/wolf at first, but now I feel as if I am the one A little wolf, my elder brother became the big sheep that I always wanted to eat.

When I thought of this thought, I laughed to myself, laying down on the bed, thinking that it might take a while for Gu Tingsheng to come over.

But I thought maybe I was a wolf. I coveted him for many years. In the past and present, I missed him so much. All my greed, all my selfishness and paranoia came from him.He said he likes me, so of course I want to eat him. I am Yang Lu, and I am also a man.After I fell in love with Gu Tingsheng, I realized that a man's greed has always been filled with the not-simple but also pure desire for sex.

But I'm too young, I turned over, thinking how long to wait is not too young for Gu Tingsheng, I was counting the age, 16 years old, still, I think it will take a long time, I saw a dialog on the computer The window jumped out by itself, because someone shook the window.

That person also used a large blue font in a particularly embarrassing way. I don’t think it’s hard to see clearly. I glanced at it and said that there is a black swan event this Friday night. There are still a few lines below, but the post The photos that came over brushed these lines of words.

I quickly rushed to the computer, my hands were shaking, the photo was not small, it was not a thumbnail, it could be seen that it was taken by a mobile phone, but the size of the photo exported to the computer was not small.

The figure on the computer is not too big, the light is dim but the lights are colorful and mixed. The most obvious person in the photo is Gu Tingsheng. He is sitting on the sofa with a cigarette in his mouth. A man who looks about his age The boy sat on the armrest of the booth, bent over and leaned towards his ear.

I recognized Gu Tingsheng at first sight, but I didn't dare to admit it. I haven't seen him with such an indifferent expression for a long time.

In the photo, he is still young, his skin is as white as a kind of marble, and his facial features are still exquisite and beautiful, but the slightly drooping corners of his eyes and the burning cigarette in his mouth make him look cold and world-weary, but more attractive A temperament independent of the crowd.

Probably like a crane, surrounded by a flock of chickens, his crane is too obvious and beautiful, anyone who sees him wants to take him for himself.

At this moment, I was going crazy. I didn't understand that he dared to go to the bar with the appearance of a teenager. I tried my best to right-click and copy the conversations and photos sent by this person as quickly as possible, and then through Gu Tingsheng's The button list was sent to my own button number, and then I deleted the message and closed the dialog box.

After I finished all this, I rolled to the other side of the bed, and Gu Tingsheng came back within 2 minutes.

He called me, and I looked back at him and said, "I'm a little sleepy, I'll sleep for a while."

Gu Tingsheng just smiled at me, saying that I am so sleepy in winter.

He crawled over and kissed me several times. Gu Tingsheng said that I might be a little deer, a little bear, or a little hamster. He said that I would also hibernate in winter.

I grabbed his hand and kissed his fingertips, and I told him, "Brother, I'm a wolf that hasn't grown up yet."

"I will eat you one day." I bit his fingertip.

"No, you are a beautiful deer." Gu Tingsheng laughed.

I look at him, I think I will eat you, I like this white crane, I will not allow him to fly away.What about respecting each other, what about lovers needing their own sexual space, I think it's all to be put aside, I don't allow people to covet Gu Tingsheng.

I will not allow my crane to spread its wings and leave my sight.

Gu Tingsheng later went to look at the computer, he turned his back to me, and I buried myself in the quilt to read the copied information. Gu Tingsheng noted the name of this person, without the prefix suffix, it is Lin Yi.

Lin Yi: Tingsheng, this is the picture that the kid took last time. He sent me your contact information, but I didn't give it to him. What did you talk to him about?

Lin Yi: This Friday night is still a black swan. The 14-year-old kid I told you should come, will you come?Back and forth my message, see you at the old place and old card.

Apart from these text messages, it is that photo.

I stared at this photo for a long time, and this time I took a closer look at the boy bent over. He was wearing makeup. I thought it was some kind of monster. In the photo, he saw that his thighs were tightly squeezed by the pants, and he also saw that the boy had a sharp chin. Looking closely, he was very young, and felt a little younger than Gu Tingsheng.

I took a few deep breaths, got out of the quilt, and went to search for black swans in Jincheng. At first, I found black swans raised in zoos and several universities, and then I found out: Jincheng’s famous gay bar ranks 1, night. 2. Black swan. 3...

I was stunned, and my first reaction was to turn my head to look at Gu Tingsheng, but I only saw his back.

The room was warm, and Gu Tingsheng was only wearing a shirt and pajama pants. He sat on the bed with his back slightly arched and his legs crossed. There was the sound of typing on the keyboard in front of him.

I followed his shoulders all the way down, and the boy's figure showed a smooth line with wide shoulders and narrow hips, with a vigorous life force and an immature aesthetic feeling.

I called him: "Brother."

Gu Tingsheng turned his head, he smiled very gently, without even a trace of indifference, exactly the same as the warm-eyed and upright Gu Tingsheng I remembered, and then completely overlapped.

Gu Tingsheng said, "Xiaolu, aren't you sleeping?"

"Well, sleep." I turned my head, buried my face back in the quilt, and said, "I just want to see you suddenly."

I looked at the mobile phone in my hand under the quilt. The Gu Tingsheng on the screen had exactly the same face as the Gu Tingsheng just now, but how else was it similar?

On the screen of the mobile phone, this photo sent by Lin Yi, this Gu Tingsheng with a cigarette in his mouth and an indifferent expression is more like Gu Tingsheng a year ago, he was always like this back then, no one paid attention to him, as if the world didn't like him, He doesn't like the world either.

I was going crazy, I didn't understand why Gu Tingsheng went gay, especially when I saw that little boy next to him.

It was also agreed that there would be no contact with Lin Yi, but Gu Tingsheng obviously had been in contact with Lin Yi all along.

But I looked at Gu Tingsheng in the photo, I looked at his indifferent expression and the burning cigarette, I never smelled the smell of smoke on him, and I never knew he could smoke, whether it was in the previous life or in this life .

The author has something to say: solve the puzzle in the next chapter

But it's also good to guess what's going on big brother

Confessing your heart and past is either the next chapter or the next chapter

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