Happy Life [Rebirth]

Because I have always held this idea, I never thought about asking Gu Tingsheng why he lied to me, he obviously didn't go to play basketball with Li Xun, where did he go and why did he hide it from me.

At this time, such a thing happened only once, I didn't think too much about it, I think the two of us are men, it's a ridiculous thing to check the post all the time like a man and a woman are in love.At this time, I didn't realize that if a person succeeds in lying the first time, it will happen the second time.

After this time, Gu Tingsheng told me on Friday afternoon that he was going to play basketball with Li Xun, so I went to the library with my books and laptop.

As soon as I entered the library and arrived at the fixed self-study place, I saw Li Xunhe and his girlfriend sitting beside Zhang Mingchen and Li Moxun.

Li Xun's girlfriend is a very petite girl who looks less than 1.6 meters tall. She can barely be called cute in appearance. Compared with girls like Qiao En and Xiang Linlin who look very beautiful without makeup, they are relatively very common.

In the previous dormitory, because only Li Xun had a girlfriend, Zhang Mingchen asked him if his girlfriend was pretty, and Li Xun swore that his wife was the cutest in the world.

Later we met a real person, not to say that the girl is ugly, but Li Xun praised his girlfriend as unparalleled in the world, except for her temper and appearance, we really thought she was the kind of girl with a super cute appearance.But after seeing it, it's a bit ordinary.

Zhang Mingchen, a heartless child, always speaks out when he has something to say. As soon as Li Xun's girlfriend leaves, he directly says, "Second brother, sister-in-law is cute, but she is not as cute as super-cute. I think Chen Colorful is the super cute type.”

Li Xun: "Chen Binfen? Huh? What kind of eyes do you have, Xiao Wu, you should go to the ophthalmology department. It's obvious that your sister-in-law is cuter and more beautiful. What kind of eyes do you have?"

Li Xun: "Boss, third child, Xiao Lu, Xiao Yang, do you think my wife is more beautiful?"

We: "Yes, yes, my sister-in-law is more beautiful."

Zhang Yueyang: "Who is your lamb calling!"

Li Xun also said: "Jon and Xiang Linlin are beautiful, and my wife is only a little behind them when I look at them."

Zhang Yueyang complained to us afterwards, it wasn't that it was almost, it was just that, he said that Li Xun is a beauty in the eye of a beholder, because he has an extra "love" in his relationship, so he sees his girlfriend as the most beautiful.

Boss Li also said, it’s like you have raised a little native cat, and after raising it for a long time, you have developed feelings for it. When you look at it, you think it is more beautiful than a breed cat.

The philosopher boss finally concluded that people are like this, everything should not be contaminated by emotions, and there is no way to be fair if contaminated by emotions, just like sometimes you know that this person is wrong, but you have feelings for him, how can you be willing to blame him? .

Just like Li Xun thinks that his girlfriend is only a little less beautiful than Jon and Xiang Linlin, we are buddies with him, and there is a mixture of brotherhood and friendship between us, so we have to say it out of conscience, brother Xun said Yes, Brother Xun said it well, Brother Xun said it quack!

I walked over with the book in my arms. Zhang Mingchen was turning his pen with his eyes straight, and the paper in front of him had not moved a single word. Talking in a low voice, he could still hear his girlfriend chuckle occasionally.

Li Moxun can't really concentrate, he sneaked into the library with a bag of plum candy, Li Moxun chewed the candy with his teeth, he lowered his head to write the paper while eating the candy, and looked up from time to time to look around, I hugged the paper When I came over, he saw me among several people.

Li Moxun said: "Xiao Liu, you are alone, where is Brother Gu?"

"Go—" I glanced at Li Xun and paused, "Brother has something to go out."

Zhang Mingchen clicked, and the pen rolled to the ground. He bent down to pick it up, and said, "If Brother Yang and Brother Gu were here, we would have gathered in dormitory 203."

Li Xun and his girlfriend also looked up at me, Li Xun's girlfriend smiled and called me: "Yang Lu."

Li Xun also showed his big white teeth. He plays basketball outdoors all year round. Li Xun's skin is a shade darker than ours, and his teeth are so white that they seem to glow. Zhang Mingchen said, "Second brother is a mixed race. African".

Li Xun grinned at me with a mouthful of big white teeth: "Xiao Liu, you are also self-studying, and I like our strong learning atmosphere."

I think Li Xun's word "also" is bad and heartbreaking. No matter how he looks, he looks like he is here to fall in love, not to study.

After I sat down and plugged in the computer, and connected to the wireless library, I wrote the outline for half an hour, and stroked out the ideas of the novel. Because this novel is not long, the full text is only 18 words, and I submit a manuscript once a month. Wan, it only takes two days a week to complete it, so I think, I can write another book while I am not nervous about the first year of high school.

Although I also thought that there is no shortage of money now, and the family conditions are getting better and better, but Gu Tingsheng asked me the other day, do you like to write novels, and I answered that it was only for money.

But the conversation stopped after that, and I couldn’t help but ask myself why I didn’t write more commercial novels if it was just for money. In fact, my novels are not very commercial.

Romance is the best selling and easy to write in the market. It is the kind of Xiaobai Mengwen with the background of old sayings. When I was in junior high school, my family was in a difficult situation. Chen Langli knew the situation of my family and asked me, if I didn’t write two books to make money faster money.

I thought about it a lot later. I had no ambitions, and I never thought about teaching the Tao through literature, let alone going on for a long time on the road of writing, but at least these years, during the years of writing, I Gotta admit, I still like it.

Every word and every sentence has just been written, and it may be green or even useless, but the written words, language, and characters are also part of the past years. I have spent my time on them, and they carry a period of time in my life. , they are also a part of me.

I look back and look at what I have written so much, no matter whether it is good or bad, why should I deny their meaning? That is also the path I have traveled, the years and efforts I have put in.

If I deny a part of what I have worked hard for, it is no different from denying myself.

I don’t know how I figured this out, anyway, I think someone will ask me next time, do you like to write novels?I should be able to tell him upright, yes, I persisted because I like it.

After finishing the outline and correcting the typo, I was about to close the computer and start doing the papers. Zhang Mingchen poked my arm, and he asked me, "Xiao Liu, is the computer useless?"

I glanced at him, and Zhang Mingchen covered his mouth and said in a low voice, "Oh, I've been studying for a while, so let me borrow your computer to play with, so I can rest my mind."

I looked at him: "You obviously stayed in a daze after posting for a long time, and you kept turning your pen, and the pen fell under the table. I saw you crawling under the table several times."

"...Give brother some face." Zhang Mingchen coughed, and he said, "Can I borrow the computer? Combine work and rest. I'll take a break first and work later."

I gave the computer to Zhang Mingchen, Li Moxun who sat on the left of Zhang Mingchen, Li Xun and his girlfriend who sat on the left of Li Moxun, I lowered my head and started preparing for the test, and heard Li Xun's girlfriend over there said: "Zhang Mingchen, find someone Let’s watch the video together.”

Zhang Mingchen said: "Watching Naruto? Or Shinigami? Wow, tutor and onepice have been updated."

Li Xun's girlfriend: "Wanpisi? What is it?"

Li Xun: "I've read it all. If you want to change it, can you find the death book? The online ones are banned. You can look for a network disk."

Zhang Mingchen: "I'll look for it..."

Li Xun's girlfriend: "Hey, I can watch it if you find someone else. You're talking about cartoons? Are you childish? People of this age still watch cartoons, so why not watch Sailor Moon?"

Several boys said in unison: "Don't look!"

I just wanted to laugh when I heard it, and felt that I couldn't concentrate on the paper, so I heard Boss Li say: "Then find a TV series to watch, so that we can all watch it."

Li Xun: "What are you looking at? Watch the Legend of Zhen Huan!"

Zhang Mingchen: "Wow, I follow Zhen Huan Biography every day, and I've already watched the latest episode."

Li Moxun: "Have you seen Dae Jang Geum?"

I felt like laughing when I heard this, Li Xun's girlfriend said, "Look at this, I've seen it, but it's super pretty."

The four of them put their heads together, and I think it's also fortunate that I bought a [-]-inch computer at the time, which was big enough for them to watch.

Zhang Mingchen turned down the sound of the computer. There were no people in the library on Fridays and weekdays. I think if there were many people in the study room on weekends, they would probably jointly request the four of them to be kicked out.

When I finished a set of papers, it was dark outside, and I stretched my waist when I heard Korean singing. I texted Gu Tingsheng and asked him when he would be home for dinner, but Gu Tingsheng didn’t reply.

I went to call Zhang Mingchen and a few people, and wanted to say that it was time to go home. I turned around and called Zhang Mingchen, and saw Zhang Mingchen and Li Xun looking at me. With tears in their eyes, they held their faces and said, "It's so touching. Why are Korean dramas so touching!"

After putting away the computer, Zhang Mingchen's cell phone rang. He glanced at the cell phone and said to us, "It's Brother Yang."

Zhang Mingchen answered the phone. It turned out that it was Zhang Yueyang who asked him and Li Moxun if they were in the rental house today. The small house that Zhang Mingchen and Li Moxun rented had to pay for the winter vacation, otherwise the landlord would rent it to someone else.

After Zhang Mingchen and Li Moxun stayed at home for a period of time after the holiday, they changed from sweethearts to trash homeboys. The two of them took up their burdens and went back to the rental house to continue living together. Sometimes we went to their place to get together.

Zhang Yueyang said on the phone that someone in his family gave Japanese snowflake beef, and he didn't finish it. He thought it would be better for everyone to get together and eat hot pot.

Zhang Mingchen immediately kissed Brother Yang, wishing he could fly to Zhang Yueyang's side and hug him and kiss him.

Zhang Yueyang yelled on the phone: "Your sister, come back quickly, I stood at your door and froze to death. Li Xun, Yang Lu, Gu Tingsheng and others are also with you, right? Call them over, eat more The hot pot is the most lively place. I will buy some other dishes on the way back, and I will bring beef."

On the way out of the library, Li Xun and his girlfriend declined the invitation to eat hot pot, and the two of them were going to live a two-person world.

Li Xun said: "Forgive the second brother, the second brother has finally escaped from school, and I don't want to hang out with you bunch of stinky men for the time being."

On the way, Zhang Mingchen asked me to call Gu Tingsheng, and he said, "It's really rare, Xiaoliu, you and Brother Gu are inseparable at school, why are you often separated during the holidays?"

I signaled Zhang Mingchen to be quiet, and called Gu Tingsheng several times, but no one answered. I was stunned, thinking that something might happen, and I wanted not to think too much, but I was still worried about Gu Tingsheng.

Along the way, the three of us boys went to the supermarket and bought vegetables in two large plastic bags. In the middle, Zhang Mingchen took whatever he saw, such as eggplant, day lily, green pepper, and white radish—vegetables that normal people would never eat in hot pot. .

Li Moxun was in charge of following behind, taking them out one by one and putting them back in place.

Zhang Mingchen saw durian on the way, he said to buy one to eat back, Li Moxun said forget it, Zhang Yueyang hates the smell of durian, be careful he will kill you.

Zhang Mingchen said again: "Can fruit be eaten in hot pot? Boss, Xiao Liu, let's buy some dragon fruit and try hot pot?"

Li Moxun and I looked at each other, and Li Moxun said: "Okay, but I bought it and rinsed it, Xiao Chenchen, you have to make sure you can finish it, if you don't eat it, we will force it into your mouth."

"I heard from Brother Yang that he brought the beef bone soup base." Zhang Mingchen sighed, and threw the dragon fruit into the shopping cart, "The dragon fruit with beef bone soup flavor must be very dark, it is better to eat the original flavor .”

After leaving the supermarket, I went to the small apartment of Li Moxun and Zhang Mingchen before I received a text message. It was from Gu Tingsheng. He said that he would come home late at night and he had personal matters to deal with, so he asked me not to sleep at night. wait for him.

I stared at this text message for a long time, and I didn't know how to describe my mood. I felt a little uncomfortable, a little flustered, and a little weightless feeling that I was stepping on the ground but had nowhere to fall.I thought why don't you call me so I'll be worried.

When I arrived at the door of Zhang Mingchen's rental house, I saw Zhang Yueyang standing in the same place jumping around like a monkey. There was a large plastic bag under his feet, which was piled up there heavily. When Zhang Mingchen saw it, he rushed over and shouted Brother Yang. Pressing his face with his hands, he told him to open the door quickly.

"I'm freezing to death." Zhang Yueyang let out a sigh of relief when he entered the room. He took off his scarf, took off his coat, and flung himself on the sofa. He touched the remote control and turned on the TV. His movements were done without pause.

Zhang Mingchen went to pick up the plastic bag he brought, and buried his face in it.He exaggeratedly shouted: "A lot of meat! Super much beef, all sliced!"

Zhang Yueyang replied lazily: "My mother asked the cook to prepare the slices. She said that the hot pot is cooked like this."

Zhang Mingchen: "Brother Yang, do you still need a younger brother, no, does your aunt still need a godson?"

"It's just lacking..." Zhang Yueyang lay on the sofa, staring at a variety show on TV, "I don't want you like this."

"What's wrong with me like this?" Zhang Mingchen said, "It's great that I'm like this. Does our godmother still want to be a son?"

Zhang Yueyang: "Get out, who is your godmother? I am my own mother. If you are so careless, whoever wants you will be so careless!"

When I sat down, Zhang Yueyang asked me: "Yang Lu, why are you alone, and your family, Gu Tingsheng, are you willing to come alone?"

"I can't get in touch." I replied Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Yueyang asked me, "Where did Gu Tingsheng go?"

I wanted to say I don't know, so Zhang Yueyang took out his phone, and he hummed, "Let Brother Yang call Brother Gu, you bought so many things, the four of us can't finish them all."

I looked at Zhang Yueyang and wanted to say no need to call, but Gu Tingsheng couldn't get through the phone, so Zhang Yueyang said: "Hello? Hello! Where are you? It's so noisy? Come eat hot pot, brother!"

"Not coming? No, where are you?"

"Hang up?" Zhang Yueyang raised his voice, "Don't hang up!"

Zhang Yueyang put down his phone, and he looked at me: "Yang Lu, Gu Tingsheng hung up on me, call him quickly and teach him to respect Brother Yang."

I looked at Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Yueyang: "...No, what's wrong with you, you look very bad? What happened?"

I looked away, and I told myself again and again that when we are in a relationship, we must respect each other, including respecting each other's personal space. It is not the right way for two people to stick together all the time.

But Zhang Yueyang got through the phone, and my original warnings were like chicken soup for the soul, and I immediately thought, go to hell.

I want to find Gu Tingsheng right now, and I want to ask him why you lied to me, big brother, do you not trust me, but there is only me in this world, you don’t have to worry about anything, I will support you in whatever you do .

"Yang Lu?" Zhang Yueyang's expression gradually became serious, and he asked me, "What's wrong with you, are you two at odds?"

Li Moxun poked his head out from the kitchen: "I forgot to buy sesame sauce, there is no sauce here, can I eat hot pot?"

Zhang Yueyang stopped, Li Moxun and Zhang Mingchen came out of the kitchen, Zhang Mingchen said: "Brother Yang, go out and buy sesame sauce."

Zhang Yueyang: "Why do you want me to buy it? It's freezing to death outside. Brother Yang will send you beef thousands of miles away. You don't have to be so bossy."

Zhang Mingchen just looked at me and Li Moxun, I wanted to say I'll go, Li Moxun went to put on a coat, he said: "Boss is fat, boss to buy, it's alright brothers."

"Let me go, Boss." I chased after a few steps, I wanted to call Gu Tingsheng right now, and I also wanted to have a cool breeze, I need to calm down, because all kinds of dissatisfaction and anger have gradually surged in my heart come up.

But Zhang Yueyang stopped me: "Yang Lu."

I turned around, "Brother Yang?"

"Let the boss go." Zhang Yueyang winked at me, "I still have something to talk to you."

Li Moxun has already opened the door, and he waved to us in a good temper: "Children, wait for Dad to come back and buy you something to eat."

Zhang Mingchen: "Can I buy a durian back, boss?"

"You sit." Zhang Yueyang pointed to another single sofa.

He turned his head and shouted again, "Zhang Mingchen, if you dare to eat durian, eat it outside facing the winter wind. You are not allowed to eat it inside, it stinks to death!"

"This is my house." Zhang Mingchen ran over and sat down next to Zhang Yueyang. He slapped Zhang Yueyang on the back, "I can't eat a durian yet, so I'm wronged."

"It's a shame that you can eat it." Zhang Yueyang said, and he looked at me again, "Yang Lu, the people who know you and Gu Tingsheng are here, tell me what's going on, Three Zhuge Liang are like a cobbler, we can analyze it for you."

"Brother Yang..." I looked at Zhang Yueyang, not knowing what to say.

Zhang Yueyang waved his hands modestly: "Don't be moved."

"It's the three cobblers, you are the best Zhuge Liang." I looked at Zhang Yueyang, "And you don't even have a girlfriend, what do you analyze?"

Zhang Mingchen: "What analysis, what girlfriend... Brother Yang, Xiao Liu, what are you talking about—" Zhang Mingchen: "—Is there something wrong with Gu Ge and Xiao Liu's relationship?"

Zhang Mingchen stood up immediately: "Brother Gu is not authentic, how could he bully us Xiaoliu!"

I looked at Zhang Mingchen, then at Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Yueyang asked for me: "How can you be sure that Gu Tingsheng bullied Xiao Liu?"

Zhang Mingchen said: "What does Xiao Liu know at this age, there must be something wrong with Brother Gu."

I was taken aback when I heard Zhang Mingchen say this. I went to see Zhang Mingchen and asked him, "Do you think I don't understand anything?"

"What did I say?" Zhang Mingchen looked confused, and then he suddenly realized that Zhang Mingchen was a little embarrassed and said to me, "I don't mean anything else, but you are young Xiaoliu, this is also puppy love, children understand What do you like?"

I looked at Zhang Mingchen, then at Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Yueyang said, "I also think Gu Tingsheng bullied you, what do you know?"

I looked at the two of them, and I understood that what Gu Tingsheng said was not self-deprecating but reality. He once said that I like you, is it like a pervert, a child/pedophilia.

Now I realize that what Gu Tingsheng said is right, how can it be possible for outsiders to understand what love is like at my age.

I suddenly understood that this relationship may have started too early, did this age put a lot of pressure on Gu Tingsheng?