When Adaptation Meets Original

Seeing that Ji Huaichu didn't intend to open his eyes, Ji Qing sighed helplessly, and left the room. Thinking of leaving soon, and not knowing when to meet again, Ji Qing wandered aimlessly in the small courtyard in a gloomy mood, just wandering around, The more blocked Ji Qing's heart was, every time he saw something familiar, Ji Qing would think of not being able to meet again in the future, and then think of what happened here before, and everything clearly reminded Ji Qing that when he was ten Over the years, Xiaoyuan's imprint on him has told Ji Qing more directly that Ji Huaichu has unknowingly occupied a place in his heart. Thinking of Ji Huaichu's current attitude, Ji Qing can't help but feel uncomfortable.

In the end, Ji Qing walked out of the small courtyard full of soreness and heaviness. He was leaving, except for Ji Huaichu and Cheng Lan.The Jun family has nothing worthy of Ji Qing's nostalgia, he is neither greedy for the amazing wealth of the Jun family, nor relying on the Jun family to get ahead.

Now that Ji Huaichu is worth the news that he is leaving, Cheng Lan is also Ji Qing's inescapable responsibility.

Ji Qing stepped onto the path that he had walked thousands of times, his face showed a deliberate feigned ease, he was leaving, the last farewell, Ji Qing was willing to smile, he didn't want to leave, Cheng Lan still had to worry about him , that man was the most indifferent, but if he really asked him for help, he would not just stand by and watch the show.

Ji Qing appreciates Cheng Lan, and the reason why he admires him is because he will never be able to become a person like Cheng Lan.

Even if he lives himself as Jun Chongmo, he only wears a hat and a mask of justice. Only Ji Qing knows how indifferent his face is behind the mask. He looks on coldly and has nothing to do with it.

Cheng Lan expressed surprise at Ji Qing's arrival. Due to his mood, Ji Qing hadn't come to Jingxin Pavilion for nearly a month.

Ji Qing told Cheng Lan the news that he was leaving. After hearing this, Cheng Lan was silent for a while. He didn't react as violently as Ji Huaichu. He does not intervene, does not criticize, and allows you to wander freely.

After the two chatted for a few words, Cheng Lan mentioned Ji Huaichu, and Ji Qing said a few words about Ji Huaichu's performance, Cheng Lan said lightly, "You don't know your position in his heart, a bystander knows, but I understand what Ji Huaichu did. matter."

Seeing Ji Qing's bewildered eyes, Cheng Lan didn't say much. No matter how smart a person is, he will always fall on the person who makes you stupid. Now Ji Qing doesn't understand, but one day they both will understand. Things can cover the eyes but not the heart.

Before leaving, Ji Qing asked a question that he had been curious about for a long time, why was Cheng Lan willing to stay at Jun's house?From Ji Qing's point of view, Cheng Lan is indifferent, but it doesn't mean he has no feelings. Why is he withering in an inconspicuous corner of Jun's house? This is not a suitable environment for him. His pattern should be a broader sky.

Cheng Lan didn't say the reason, but said, "These years are enough. I'm staying in the unknown place of Jun's house. I'll go outside to have a look."

After finishing speaking, Ji Qing didn't ask any more questions. Cheng Lan had the idea of ​​leaving, and Ji Qing supported it. When he was young, he had more experiences, and he didn't regret coming to this world when he was old. Ji Qing thought so, will do the same.

After returning from Cheng Lan's place, Ji Qing couldn't help running to the bedroom again. Seeing that Ji Huaichu was still the same as when he left, Ji Qing knew that Ji Huaichu's anger had not dissipated, so he left a sentence angrily, after I go to cook, He left the room without noticing Ji Huaichu's deep eyes after he turned around.

When Ji Huaichu stepped out of the room, it was already getting late. When Ji Qing came out of the kitchen with food, he saw Ji Huaichu looking up at the night sky. Ji Qing looked up curiously and found that the sky was dark without stars or moon. Ji Qing broke the silence, "It's time to eat, let's go in."

Ji Huaichu didn't refute either, and walked into the door silently, the two of them ate their dinner silently, and then went about their own affairs in silence, until before going to sleep, Ji Qing couldn't stand the silent atmosphere, the roasting Ji Qing Qing was very anxious, and said, "Are you planning to ignore me all the time? Before I left, were you planning to leave me such a memory?"

When Ji Huaichu heard Ji Qing's words, his eyes darkened. He knew that Ji Qing didn't mean to take him away, but after hearing Ji Qing's words with such meaning, Ji Huaichu still couldn't control his emotions. No accident happened to Qing, Ji Huaichu had already had amazing self-control, even the rhythm of breathing did not change and he responded, "I don't blame you, but I don't want to forgive you now."

Ji Qing lay on the bed speechless. He knew that he had hurt Ji Huaichu, so he pushed Ji Huaichu out of his own world. Ji Qing also expresses this meaning silently.

Under the superficial calm, he concealed his endless thoughts. He is not a robot. He cannot freely release his feelings. When he gives them out, he loses control over that feeling. Now it has returned to the human body. Ji Qing's heart, mind, and thoughts kept jumping up and down to show his existence and punish Ji Qing for his dishonesty.

Ji Qing felt that the bed beside him was slightly sagging, and immediately closed his eyes. Thinking of the situation of the two of them now, Ji Qing couldn't help but think of the couple who were at odds. Although the relationship was different, Ji Qing somehow felt that the situation of the two was exactly the same. , wanting to keep out of sight, yet forced to lie on the same bed.

Ji Qing closed his eyes, and began to think nonsense in his mind, his memory was constantly switching between the modern and the present, and he felt a bit of time and space disorder.

The unreasonable loneliness lingered in his heart. Just as Ji Qing was about to brew his emotions, his thoughts were interrupted by Ji Huaichu's actions. For a moment, all the sorrows, hatreds, and leaving home disappeared, so he had no choice but to correct Ji Huaichu's actions and make him look "upright". Sleep in bed to prevent soreness the next day.

Ji Qing didn't know when Ji Huaichu's sleeping posture became like this. The most profound thing in Ji Qing's memory was the memory of Ji Huaichu curled up at the corner of the bed when the two of them shared the same bed. Ji Qing has always accepted the matter of his posture with a happy attitude, even though Ji Huaichu's action after changing his sleeping position was to hug him tightly.

He would be angry in his heart, but his body was honest and followed his usual sleeping position, hugging Ji Qing tightly, Ji Qing smiled neither because he was angry nor not, so he had no choice but to gesticulate on Ji Huaichu's head twice to relieve his anger.

Ji Qing saw that Ji Huaichu fell into sleep with such a big heart, and he didn't have the energy to continue to worry about it. To be honest, today is actually the most tiring day for him in the past few years. Not to mention, it doesn't mean that this thing didn't happen, he just played the role of abandoner between the two.

Ji Qing closed his eyes, tried his best to clear out all the things in his mind that affected his rest, his breathing gradually calmed down, and he fell into sleep, but the dream seemed not very stable, staying in Ji Huaichu's arms, turning over from time to time.

Ji Huaichu opened his dark eyes, adjusted Ji Qing's posture gently, let Ji Qing stay in his arms obediently, then hugged Ji Qing tightly, and closed his eyes again.

Three days is enough for Ji Huaichu to suppress his unhappiness and make a gesture of forgiving Ji Qing. Only by relaxing Ji Qing's defenses can he implement his own plan. Ji Qing's resignation to Ji Huaichu is obviously unexpected , he is ready to continue to consume, although there is not much time left.

After the two reconciled, the atmosphere in the small courtyard was instantly warmed by spring and flowers bloomed, and the winter snow melted away.

The next day was the day when Ji Qing left. Both of them intentionally avoided this topic, and just talked briefly about the difficulties encountered in cultivation. Ji Huaichu went into the kitchen to prepare their last dinner at Jun's house.

The dinner was very rich, including Ji Qing's favorite sour fruit soup, wild □ □ □ □ □ cooked fish, and so on, all of which were new recipes invented by Ji Huaichu based on the ingredients the two of them found.

Ji Qing saw Ji Huaichu's thoughtful act of helping him into the food, and he even felt the urge to cry. At this time, Ji Qing's nostalgia was long overdue. No matter how bad the Jun family is, it is the best time for Ji Qing to live in this world after he came to this world. The long-lasting place, let's say it is Ji Qing's hometown in this world, the most important thing is that Ji Qing suddenly realized now that what he was reluctant to leave was not the familiar plants and trees, but the most familiar people, who he thought was rational Being able to control emotions, it was only then that he discovered that reason can indeed control emotions. He can forcibly suppress strong and fragrant emotions under reality, but as time goes on, there will always be times when he can't hide it. Now this reluctance is strong To the point where even rationality tried its best, it couldn't be stopped, Ji Huaichu's caring action was like the key to unlocking the flood of reason, instantly overwhelming Ji Qing's thoughts in a posture of overwhelming everyone.

Ji Qing lowered his head, concealing his reddish eye sockets, and stuffed his mouth with food as if diverting his attention.

Ji Huaichu immediately noticed Ji Qing's abnormality, and put his hand on Ji Qing's shoulder, "What's wrong?" His voice was gentle and persuasive.

Ji Qing replied vaguely, "It's okay." There was a tone in his voice that Ji Huaichu had never heard before.

Ji Huaichu was anxious, and was about to forcibly pry Ji Qing's head away. Just as he put his hand on it, Ji Qing seemed to have sensed Ji Huaichu's intention, and immediately threw the bowl in his hand on the table. Waist, buried his head on Ji Huaichu's shoulder, and said in a vague voice, "It's really all right." As he said, tears broke through the restraint of reason, and flowed freely onto Ji Huaichu's shoulder.

Ji Huaichu felt the wetness on his shoulders, knowing that Ji Qing didn't want him to know his rare fragility, he pretended to say, "It's fine, eat quickly, it's all what you like to eat." But he couldn't hide the pain in his eyes He raised and lowered his arms a few times, but he didn't appease Ji Qing after all.

"Well, but hug for a while longer." Ji Qing said coquettishly unconsciously.

"What's there to hug, Xizhao, I can't see that you still have this hobby." Ji Huaichu teased, Ji Huaichu's heart was like a knife, as if the tears on his shoulders turned into thin needles piercing the bones from his shoulders , piercing into the heart, he could only divert Ji Qing's attention in an unscrupulous tone, and only begged him not to inflict such cruel punishment again.

Ji Qing held back his tears and sat back on his seat. When he raised his head again, except for the blush around his eyes and the end of his eyes, there was no trace of crying at all. The two of them seemed to have finished their last meal in a relaxed atmosphere.After tidying up, they lay on the bed, and the two of them closed their eyes, waiting for another day to come.

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ORZ, what am I doing wrong?A dear little angel has passed away from me.It just couldn't be better.