When Adaptation Meets Original

What Ji Qing didn't know was that the price Ji Huaichu paid for becoming like this was far more tormented than what he saw.

During the few years of living with Ji Qing, Ji Huaichu had a thorough understanding of Ji Qing's character. The reason for such a change is Ji Qing's expectations. Another reason is that even Ji Huaichu is ashamed to say it. Because of the reason, Ji Huaichu found that whenever he acted like a baby to Ji Qing, Ji Qing would unconsciously relax his bottom line and get the love he had always hoped for, but just throw away the original protective shell. Turns out it's not a losing business.

In fact, in essence, Ji Huaichu didn't feel that he had changed. All the changes were in front of Ji Qing's eyes, waiting to leave Ji Qing's sight range. Unfamiliar things and people, all those who try to sneak into his defense, will be left behind after Ji Huaichu ruthlessly rejects them.

Ji Huaichu knew that he could be called despicable, but who is not selfish?He just wanted to get Ji Qing's care and love, and didn't hurt other people. They had no position and were not qualified to stand in front of him and criticize. Even if it was condemnation, only Ji Qing could do it in this world, and only Ji Qing could hurt him. to him.

Ji Huaichu didn't think it was a deception, just like what Ji Qing often whispered in his ears, it was a way to protect himself, he didn't hurt Ji Qing, he just used his own way to gain warmth, and Ji Qing was willing to give it to him. In the final analysis, it was just that Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai, one was willing to fight and the other was willing to suffer. Who has the right to intervene in their affairs?

Facing Ji Huaichu's question, Ji Qing only answered vaguely. He encountered a bottleneck in his cultivation and was in a bad mood.

Hearing Ji Qing's perfunctory answer, Ji Huaichu's eyes changed, but he didn't continue to ask. He knew what Ji Qing didn't want to say, so no matter how much he asked, it was impossible to pry Ji Qing's mouth open. This stubborn shortcoming is anxious, but Ji Qing doesn't think it is a shortcoming, but has the habit of continuing to maintain it.

Time will not stagnate or even reverse because of a certain person's will, it will always move forward justly and ruthlessly, the more he gets to the back, the more anxious Ji Qing is, he doesn't know if he is worried about whether Ji Huaichu can live alone after he leaves, Or just make excuses for your reluctance.

In fact, how could Ji Qing not know that he is the most impartial witness and participant in Ji Huaichu's growth. Although Ji Huaichu is only 15 years old, with his ability, he can not only support himself, but also connect with Ji Qing's life without any effort. Life needs to be solved together, Ji Huaichu likes to be good in front of Ji Qing, just to get more attention, just like a sentence that people say most often, children who cry have sweets, but other than that, in any other way, Ji Huaichu never bothered Ji Qing, just things he didn't understand at the beginning, once Ji Qing demonstrated it in front of him, he could quickly grasp the tricks, and many things were even better than blue.

Ji Qing felt that he was slipping towards the abyss of capitalism more and more these years. With Ji Huaichu by his side, he became more and more lazy, just like picking up a fully automatic intelligent robot, not only possessing eighteen martial arts skills , and acted coquettishly as a part-time job, even Ji Qing's feelings were strong and left a domineering figure on it, which made Ji Qing keep cutting and couldn't let go.

Time passed to the penultimate day of Ji Qing's departure, and Ji Qing felt that he could no longer hold on. If he was destined to leave, at least when he left, the last impression he had on Ji Huaichu was not that he was an abandoner who didn't even leave his back .

Besides, just like Ji Huaichu understands the lines on his palms, knowing Ji Qing, Ji Qing doesn't give in to Ji Huaichu. It's Ji Huaichu's thoughtfulness that Ji Huaichu doesn't follow up. Ji Qing can ignore it for a while, but he can't ignore it for a lifetime. As a weapon to hurt Ji Huaichu.

Ji Qing took the initiative to come in front of Ji Huaichu, Ji Huaichu felt the change of the air flow in front of him, opened his eyes, and looked directly at Ji Qing who was standing in front of him.

"What's wrong?" Ji Huaichu asked pretending to be ignorant.

"Let me tell you what you've always wanted to know." Ji Qing said, looking at Ji Huaichu with his eyes. If Ji Huaichu hadn't been showing him a series of negative emotions in front of him, such as worrying and caring about Ji Qing , will Ji Qing compromise so quickly?Now pretending to be completely ignorant, who is it really for?

Naturally, it was made for those who cared about him, and those who couldn't bear to see him being hurt. As for who it was, there was no need to say clearly, but in this, how much acting and real emotions were there, only the two who had personally experienced it were the best. is clear.

Ji Huaichu's eyes lit up when he heard Ji Qing's words. He clearly noticed that Ji Qing had become more and more anxious these days, but the small courtyard was still the small courtyard where the two grew up. Qing is worried about a certain thing in the future, as for what it is, Ji Huaichu is also very puzzled, so he can only act like Sister Lin in front of Ji Qing, making Ji Qing soft-hearted.

Ji Huaichu secretly rejoiced in his heart, fortunately, no matter what, at least he knew about the incident before it happened, at least he was not in a passive position, this game was right, the first battle between himself and the person in the dark, Ji Huaichu declared victory.

"What's the matter?" Ji Huaichu couldn't bear it after all, and asked. This was an emotional pursuit battle. Ji Huaichu won, and Ji Qing didn't lose completely. It was just a trial and contest between two people who cared about each other. , the ending is not important, the most important thing is to let the other party see his position in his heart. Now that Ji Huaichu has seen it, naturally he doesn't mind letting Ji Qing clearly see his position in his heart. Substitution and injury positions are not permitted.

"I want to leave." Ji Qing didn't choose buffering words, and directly hit the most important point when he came up.

The expression on Ji Huaichu's face was rarely blank for a moment, although in the next moment.Ji Huaichu had already tidied up the expressions on his face, not even revealing the slightest emotion.

"Leave Jun's house? Or leave my side?" Obviously, these are two different concepts in Ji Huaichu's mind. Ji Huaichu didn't force Ji Qing to ask why he chose to leave, and he didn't even try to change Ji Qing's mind and let him stay here. They have lived together in the small courtyard for ten years, and they are so familiar that one day they can walk freely in the small courtyard even if they are blindfolded. Ji Huaichu's focus is only on whether Ji Qing will leave his side, or in other words, will Ji Qing won't leave him.

In Ji Huaichu's heart, he only had the concept of being abandoned by Ji Qing, and never had the idea of ​​leaving on his own initiative. This is Ji Huaichu's understanding of parting.

"I want to leave Jun's house." Pausing for a moment, under Ji Huaichu's begging gaze, he continued cruelly, "And by your side."

Without explanation or reassurance, after Ji Qing finished speaking, he turned around and prepared to leave.

Just as he took a step, he was forced to stop and feel the trembling arc of the fingers holding his wrist. Ji Qing couldn't help but want to pull out his wrist. He didn't like the scene in front of him. It is doomed that with the deepening of the relationship with Ji Huaichu, every year Ji Qing will rehearse the scene of leaving in his mind, but the pain will not be lessened because he has prepared in advance. Actions, and silent and mournful eyes.

Ji Huaichu firmly grasped Ji Qing's wrist, which seemed to be the only thing he could do at present, but he was afraid of hurting Ji Qing, so Ji Huaichu didn't dare to use any force, and grasped the extent that Ji Qing couldn't break free without hurting him.

"Why?" When Ji Huaichu spoke again, his voice was suddenly hoarse, so abrupt that Ji Qing couldn't help being surprised.

In the end, we still have to face it. Ji Qing had already guessed that Ji Huaichu would ask this question, and even prepared the standard answer. He could give a set of high-sounding reasons with just a word of mouth, but now Ji Qing doesn't want to do this anymore. , unable to tell the truth, at least not to deceive the child.

Ji Qing shook his head, but did not speak.

Ji Huaichu's eyes darkened, obviously dissatisfied with Ji Qing's answer, but he did not raise any objections.He asked again, "Why can't you take me with you?"

"It's not convenient." Ji Qing replied vaguely.

When Ji Huaichu heard Ji Qing's repeated concealment, the anger in his heart grew deeper and deeper, but when he saw Ji Qing's drooping eyelashes flickering with fragile arcs, he forcibly suppressed the panic and anger in his heart. to the bottom of my heart.

He is no longer the child at that age, who would hide himself because of a disgusted look from others, in order to disappear in front of everyone. Now he is invulnerable, but there is a person who lives within his armor protection , Desperately stabbed him with a knife, as if he didn't know how much his few words hurt him.

Now Ji Huaichu will only get hurt in front of you, Ji Qing, and is only willing to be vulnerable in front of Ji Qing. He can't stop Ji Qing from leaving, but it doesn't mean that they will be separated from each other from now on. .

Ji Qing didn't plan to take Ji Huaichu away, Ji Huaichu didn't intend to sit still, the mountain is not just me, I am the mountain, it's the same, the two of them are active and passive, Ji Huaichu doesn't care, to be honest, the legs are on Ji Huaichu, he insists Follow Ji Qing, even Ji Qing can't stop it.

But currently Ji Qing doesn't know what Ji Huaichu thinks.

Ji Qing raised his eyes, and saw Ji Huaichu standing silently, with the corners of his mouth tightly pursed, without saying a word.

I'm sorry, but you should be able to afford stability in this world. Follow me, but face mountains of swords and seas of fire.

Ji Qing thinks wisely, he can't pull Ji Huaichu into all kinds of difficulties and dangers because of a momentary intolerance, and finally become a cannon fodder, he raised him himself, well, Ji Qing admits, maybe Ji Huaichu raised him More time, in short, he is not willing, he can accept the mercy of heaven, it is because he is willing, can not because of his compromise, add more cannon fodder to Jun Chongmo's hegemony, this is Ji Qing will never What he wants to see, he doesn't allow it and is not willing to let it go as soon as possible is the only way Ji Qing can think of to avoid harm.

"When will you leave?" Ji Huaichu asked.

Ji Qing hesitated for a moment, then said, "Three days later."

Ji Huaichu was not dissatisfied or anxious about the tight schedule. After hearing Ji Qing's answer, he closed his eyes. The meaning of expulsion was obvious. He wanted to practice, so he asked Ji Qing to leave.

Seeing Ji Huaichu's appearance, Ji Qing secretly sighed in his heart, there is nothing wrong with this, it is better for Ji Huaichu to be angry than to stubbornly try to stop him, if he is really faced with such a situation, Ji Qing wonders if he can control it Live yourself not to change your mind.