"If only I could be a cat," he said.

Natsume Soseki, who had turned back into a human form, held hot tea and looked at him sitting beside him. The two were sitting together in the corridor outside. It was midnight at this time, and the cold moon hung high.

"Did you have any weird nightmares again?" Natsume Soseki asked with a yawn.

His lover - Osamu Dazai said with some doubts: "No, no. Why do you ask such a question? Teacher Natsume."

After all, he woke up suddenly in the middle of the night and dragged Natsume Soseki from the next room to watch the moon together.At this time, Osamu Dazai was only wearing a loose kimono and a black coat.When the black hair fell down, the moonlight shone on his face, making Osamu Dazai look very gentle.

Of course, for the person who was dragged up in the middle of the night, perhaps Osamu Dazai is nothing more than a devil.

Natsume Soseki was not angry.In other words, every time Dazai Osamu did any strange behavior, he would only feel dumbfounded, and when he remembered that he was so much older than the other party, the sense of helplessness became even stronger.

But now this is not the point, the point is——

"Didn't you tell me to just call me Natsume?" Natsume Soseki asked a little worriedly.

Even Natsume Soseki would care about being called a "teacher" by his lover, who was so much younger than him.

He was not the kind of person who would care too much about the outside world, otherwise Natsume Soseki would not have been with Dazai Osamu.After all, no matter how you think about it, as a well-respected teacher, it is easy to make people talk about being together with his two disciples.

In particular, this "subordinate" still has many overt and covert suitors.

But no matter how much you pursue it, it's useless, after all, this guy is now the old man's lover.

Natsume Soseki gave a dry cough, secretly thinking this way.

The topic is far away, although Natsume Soseki doesn't care too much about what others think.But I still care about what Dazai Osamu thinks.Even for a man who is called "the most powerful person", wouldn't it be natural for him to care about what his loved one thinks of him?

Speaking of which, even Natsume Soseki didn't know how he and Osamu Dazai got together. It should be said that even the two started to have a relatively close relationship, which seemed a little inexplicable.

It seems that Natsume Soseki, who was in the state of a cat, happened to meet Osamu Dazai who committed suicide by drowning himself by the river, and was touched by the other party and turned back into a human... No, thinking about it this way, Osamu Dazai had planned it long ago. .

"Although you did say that..." Dazai Osamu was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "But I still prefer to use the title 'Natsume-sensei', because I always feel that this name is more intimate."

"..." Natsume Soseki turned his head awkwardly, scratched his face, and said, "Forget it, call it whatever you like."

"Hmph." Osamu Dazai smiled smugly.

Hearing his laughter, Natsume Soseki sighed helplessly.

The two sat quietly for a while, enjoying the silence of the night and the beautiful moon, when a faint meow came from not far away.

Natsume Soseki took a sip of the cold tea and said, "Okay, can you tell me what's going on?"

His eyes are calm and sharp, with a kind of wisdom and conviction unique to the elders.

Osamu Dazai supported his face, and said lazily with a drawn out voice, "I couldn't sleep just now."

Natsume Soseki folded his arms in front of his chest, nodded, and said, "And then?"

At this time, he is like a teacher who listens carefully to the troubles of his students.

Osamu Dazai raised his eyes, looked at the opposite eaves, and whispered softly as if he was afraid of breaking something: "Then I saw a cat."

"..." Natsume Soseki turned his head back, and said vaguely, "If you want to see a cat, I can change it to you at any time."

"Then he was touched by me and turned back into an uncle? I don't want it." Osamu Dazai made a grimace.

"I'll ask your president to give you more tasks tomorrow." Natsume Soseki said angrily, his eyebrows under his nose trembling.

"Ah! You are avenging yourself!" Osamu Dazai shouted at Natsume Soseki with an exaggerated expression, with a shocked expression of "How could you do this?!": "No wonder you can brazenly turn into a cat and go to a beautiful girl's house Eat and drink!"

"What does it mean to go to a beautiful girl's house to eat and drink?!" Natsume Soseki was more excited than him, and shouted, "Old man! I have never gone to a woman's house since I became a lover with you!"

"..."

Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes, made a "woo wow" sound, turned his face away, his body was shaking uncontrollably, obviously he was snickering.

Realizing what he blew himself up, Natsume Soseki froze, covering his flushed face, and didn't want to say anything.

After teasing his older lover, Osamu Dazai finally got back to the topic.

"I really want to be a cat." Dazai Osamu said lazily, his eyes looked into the distance, as if looking at something through a wall.

"If I turned into a cat, wouldn't it be difficult to breathe like it is now?"

It's autumn now, and the weather is a bit cold.The maple leaves planted in the garden were like a sunset glow, and when they fell, they were like burnt flames. They fell together with the last ashes and floated to Osamu Dazai's hand.

He reached out his bandaged hand and caught a maple leaf.

Natsume Soseki glanced at him and said, "Cats are indeed much simpler than humans. They eat when they want to eat, and sleep when they want to sleep. They lose their temper when they are angry, and cry when they are sad."

"But, no matter what, we are still human beings. Even with such superpowers, I am still only a human being after all." Natsume Soseki looked at a cat passing by the eaves in a trance.

Perhaps it was because he was a little tired of saying this, he subconsciously looked at Osamu Dazai who lowered his head.

Dazai Osamu's face that looked extremely gentle under the moonlight was submerged in the darkness, which made Natsume Soseki unable to see his face clearly for a while.

But in the blink of an eye, Osamu Dazai turned his head,

"Otherwise, what about my day observing Natsume-sensei who turned into a cat?" Osamu Dazai said enthusiastically.

"Is it a shame to be turned into a cat by my lover? I don't want it." Natsume Soseki said disgustedly.

"Really? It's so sad." Osamu Dazai turned his head aside and made a fake cry.

"..." Natsume Soseki turned his head away. He scratched his hair and said awkwardly, "...If you insist on watching it, it's okay."

"Yahhoo!" Dazai Osamu changed his face faster than Facebook, and he cheered with a smile.

Natsume Soseki sighed deeply.He remembered that when he and Osamu Dazai first became lovers, because he read some strange love books, he went to buy flowers in a brain twitch, and personally took the large bouquet of flowers to Osamu Dazai's house to give to the other party.

...Unexpectedly, on the way in the past, I happened to meet Fukuzawa Yukichi and Mori Ogai.

By the way, when Natsume Soseki reluctantly admitted that he and Osamu Dazai were together, the expressions of Fukuzawa Yukichi and Mori Ogai still make people laugh when they think about it.

Although Fukuzawa Yukichi asked next, "Then shall we call his wife next?" Natsume Soseki and Mori Ogai were scared to death.

Anyway, seeing Osamu Dazai smiling so happily, the awkwardness in Natsume Soseki's heart disappeared without a trace.

That's not bad either.

He thought so.

Because Osamu Dazai looked very happy.

Osamu Dazai looked really happy that day.

He was happy until the end, when he hanged himself in the house.

···

"Hey, Natsume-sensei, thank you for your help today." Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

That's right, Osamu Dazai cheated Mori Ogai.It wasn't that complicated actually, just the simplest - he knew the cat.Perhaps it should not be called a cat, but a person with supernatural powers who have the ability to transform into a cat.

Natsume Soseki stared at him silently with a gaze that Osamu Dazai couldn't understand, which made him look up at the man with strange hair color in doubt: "Teacher?"

Natsume Soseki paused and changed the subject.

"Don't talk about it, I was almost discovered just now. That guy Mori Ogai is really sharp." Natsume Soseki, who had never turned into a cat in front of his disciples before, wiped the cold sweat that didn't exist on his face.

"Hmph..." Osamu Dazai propped his face, looking a little depressed, and said, "Mr. Mori is indeed very sharp, but Natsume-sensei, you seem very strange? Do you not want to face me?"

Natsume Soseki, who had twinkling eyes, coughed dryly, and said seriously, "Where is it?"

"But did you get into any trouble again?" Natsume Sotoshi said in pain.

He actually met Osamu Dazai not much earlier than the others, it was just a few months ago.

It really was an encounter like a fantasy novel.

Walking in a pile of ruins, the boy with blank and empty eyes, who only knows what his name is, and the superhuman who accidentally passed there and turned into a cat.

"Cat?" Osamu Dazai, who still had messy long hair at that time, focused his gaze on him. His voice sounded a little strange, like someone who hadn't spoken for a long time.Or out of childish curiosity, he stretched out his hand——

As for Natsume Soseki, he was stunned, his mind went blank, he couldn't think of anything, let alone hide.

Because——what kind of eyes were those eyes? Obviously, those eyes did not show any emotion, but Natsume Soseki, who was watching him, felt endless loneliness and madness.

He couldn't refuse, and he didn't want to refuse at all.Because I always feel that if I run away, the person in front of me will really be completely broken.

So Natsume Soseki was met by Osamu Dazai in this way, and changed from a cat to an uncle.

... At that scene, Natsume Soseki felt awkward in retrospect.

But these are not mentioned for the time being, the most important thing is that after I slept the day before yesterday, I suddenly had a dream about my future lover.In that dream, he and Osamu Dazai had to wait until about ten years later to become acquainted formally, and they became lovers after that.

But they met early in this world, not to mention his two disciples also came to find Osamu Dazai.

Compared with the question of future lovers, Natsume Soseki is more worried about whether this is a conspiracy against Osamu Dazai.

But also because of Mori Ogai and Fukuzawa Yukichi, Natsume Soseki suddenly thought that maybe Dazai Osamu could be handed over to one of them.

Perhaps because the scene of the first encounter is really unforgettable, Natsume Soseki has always been worried about Osamu Dazai.Obviously he likes to become a cat and walk around, but he has to come here often to clean up the mess for Osamu Dazai.

Natsume Soseki, who was playing funny from time to time and let others clean up the mess for him, couldn't help thinking: Is this retribution?

In any case, Natsume Soseki was really worried about Osamu Dazai, worried about this young man who couldn't find the meaning of life and always committed suicide and left himself scarred.

If those two people were allowed to help with the children, Natsume Soseki himself would feel a little more relaxed.After all, he is not bound by external objects, and likes to turn into a cat and wander around Yokohama, and it is impossible for Osamu Dazai to wander with him.

But who should it take?Originally, Natsume Soseki was more inclined to Fukuzawa Yukichi. He knew the character of this disciple. He was serious and responsible and kept his promise.

However, Fukuzawa Yukichi already has two children, Edogawa Ranpo and Yosano Akiko.The armed detective agency had just started, and Fukuzawa Yukichi himself was too busy to send another child there, and Natsume Soseki himself felt very sorry.

As for Mori Ogai?He was a cunning and deep man. If Natsume Soseki asked him to help take care of an ordinary child, Mori Ogai might really take good care of him for the sake of his teacher.But Osamu Dazai obviously has nothing to do with the word "ordinary", and the two of them will definitely not be ordinary when they get along.

What's more, in the vague memory of the future, Osamu Dazai seems to have been brought by Morio's side, and then left the port mafia after losing important people because of the opponent's layout, and went to the armed detective agency.

Thinking about it this way, Natsume Soseki is really the first and the second big.

Sure enough, is it better to leave it to Fukuzawa Yukichi?But Osamu Dazai is not necessarily willing to go.

Natsume Soseki sighed deeply.

The author has something to say: "Our cats are much simpler. They eat when they want to eat, sleep when they want to sleep, lose their temper when they are angry, and cry when they are sad." This passage is from "I am cat"



Many people were shocked in the last chapter, but I still have a lot of unwritten future lovers ABCD (strike out)



The neck hurts again, this chapter hastily finished ORZ



The teacher is seriously thinking about which disciple to take care of the child.

The president said that he doesn't mind at all if one more child asks a teacher, you don't have to worry.The doctor said that it must be very hard for the president to take care of so many children, so Jae will leave it to him to take care of (x)



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