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Zhou Qingwu didn't know what Meng Chuxi wanted to express, but she clearly saw Meng Chuxi's expression, plus her words, it definitely wasn't all right.

Sure enough, she lowered her head and said in a low voice: "Qingwu, let's have a good talk when we go back."

Zhou Qingwu is very smart, but at the moment she can't wait to pretend to be stupid, but this sentence undoubtedly gave her a verdict, and the thing she was most worried about happened.

She was in a daze along the way, feeling annoyed and then regretted, which almost made her breathless.Could it be that he was too obvious, so Meng Chuxi noticed it.

The atmosphere between the two of them was extremely weird along the way, Zhou Qingwu was in a state of confusion, but Meng Chuxi was struggling with how to tell Zhou Qingwu.The people in the village noticed a carriage came and went and were watching them last night. When they saw this scene, they began to add fuel to the scene, saying that Meng Chuxi's family had come to pick her up, and it was estimated that Zhou Qingwu would be the only one left in the future.

Aunt Liu didn't fully understand what happened, but she was very worried that it was true, so she hurried to see them coming back.

Seeing the faces of the two, Liu's heart skipped a beat, and he said cautiously, "Chu Xi, have your family members really found you?"

Meng Chuxi was taken aback, and quickly shook her head: "No auntie, Qingwu's childhood playmate returned to Jiangyin this time, and that's why she sent us back."

"Playmate? Oh, so that's how it is. No wonder there is a carriage coming." After all, she knew that the Zhou family used to be rich, and most of the people she knew were businessmen, so it's not unusual for them to be able to ride in a carriage.

"I can still remember you after all these years, that is also a good person who values ​​affection." Knowing that Meng Chuxi's family was not here, Aunt Liu was also relieved.Seeing the appearance of the two people returning from fishing, he smiled again: "This is a grass carp fishing, and it is not small. Shouldn't you be happy? Why do you two look like that?"

Meng Chuxi was at a loss for words, but didn't know what to say.Seeing Zhou Qingwu also bowed his head in silence, Mrs. Liu vaguely sensed something was wrong. Was this a quarrel?She had never seen Meng Chuxi and Zhou Qingwu blushing, so she didn't know what happened.Seeing that neither of them wanted to talk about it, and it was not easy to get to the bottom of it, so they excused something and left room for the two of them to solve it by themselves.

Watching Mrs. Liu leave, Meng Chuxi put the bamboo basket and grass carp into the kitchen. The fish were still alive, so she planned to raise them for now and kill them when they were ready to eat.Turning her head to look at Zhou Qingwu who was following behind her with an uneasy expression, Meng Chuxi sighed, and the two of them sat at the wooden table in the hall and began a long silence again.

After a while, Meng Chuxi still spoke, and she asked softly, "Has Qingwu ever liked anyone?"

Zhou Qingwu raised his head suddenly, then shook his head hastily.

Meng Chuxi didn't change her expression because of her quick denial, and continued: "Can there be love between those two women?"

Zhou Qingwu tightly grasped the corner of his clothes with his fingers, and the panic in his eyes almost collapsed, but she suppressed it forcibly, raised his hand and gestured: This is against etiquette, it's disgusting, it's ridiculous .

Meng Chuxi clearly saw her tense face when she said these words, as well as the pain in her eyes, and her round cheeks tensed up. It was obvious that she was gritting her teeth and enduring it.

Meng Chuxi felt a severe pain in her chest. She really couldn't bear Zhou Qingwu's suffering at this age, so she clarified the situation in a depressive way: "I was awake last night."

Zhou Qingwu suddenly raised her head to look at Meng Chuxi, her face turned pale, her lips were trembling, her fingertips almost tore through her clothes, she opened her mouth but couldn't speak, her whole body seemed to be stripped naked in front of Meng Chuxi.Shame, fear, and remorse all flooded in, and they were about to drown her.

Finally, she seemed to come to her senses, shook her head suddenly, and quickly gestured with her hand: I am obsessed with ghosts, I won't in the future, I just couldn't control it.I didn't want you to respond to me, don't hate me, I won't do anything, I didn't dare to ask for anything, don't be angry.

She didn't know what to say to make Meng Chuxi believe her, and how to explain her shameless behavior that made people despise last night.

Meng Chuxi saw that she was extremely uneasy, so she stood up straight away, held her hand, her voice was hoarse and helpless, and said with an uncontrollable nasal voice: "I don't hate you, and I won't hate you, I just... I just feel sorry for you."

Zhou Qingwu immediately became quiet after hearing her words, and stared at her blankly, his eyes full of disbelief.She took a quick breath and quickly suppressed it, there was a sense of survival in her eyes, and then tears welled up in her red eyes.

Meng Chuxi's tears were also brought out. She had never liked anyone before, but at this moment she clearly felt the heartache and bitterness from Zhou Qingwu.

"You don't believe what I say. I said that I can't leave you, so how can I hate you because of this. I'm just afraid that you will keep everything in your heart alone, and you will suffer yourself. Feelings should be It's beautiful, and you shouldn't be in such pain, that's why I want to talk to you."

Zhou Qingwu opened his eyes wide, and then hurriedly closed his gestures: Don't you think I'm abnormal and disgusting?

Meng Chuxi frowned, "Qingwu, all feelings are beautiful as long as they are sincere, giving affection and love will not deteriorate because of different objects, the same pain and sweetness, it has not changed because of the object you give .”

Really?You think so?

Zhou Qingwu's eyes lit up for a moment, but Meng Chuxi said with some pain: "Yes, but Qingwu, I'm not a worldly person, I would think so, but what about other people? In the eyes of other worldly people, this kind of behavior is against human ethics and rules. , especially women, the difficulties and obstacles that you need to face are beyond your expectation."

Zhou Qingwu didn't know where the courage came from, and gestured firmly: I don't want what the world thinks, I only want what you think.

Meng Chuxi's words were blocked by her, and she could only stare at Zhou Qingwu in a daze for a moment.

Zhou Qingwu's tears were not dry yet, she was exceptionally tough and intelligent, in Meng Chuxi's eyes she didn't see what she was most afraid of, and even faintly had her favorite love, which made Fang Cai so cowardly that she wanted to plug her ears and close her eyes The eyes of her boundless courage.

You taught me not to watch other people live.They bullied me, saying that I was the lone star of the gods, and I believed it, so my life became a mess, dark like hell.You came, I started to listen to your unbelief, and now I am so happy.Why can't we go here?

In the last sentence, she gestured very forcefully, her eyes were still full of water, but she fixedly looked at Meng Chuxi.

Such a stubborn and resolute little girl is extraordinarily attractive in Meng Chuxi's eyes at the moment, which makes her even more distracted.She was shocked by an ancient girl who grew up in such a situation.

She didn't speak for a long time, Zhou Qingwu's firmness gradually turned into bitterness and sadness, and he paused again.She slowly said all her thoughts with her hands: After realizing that I was wrong, I was scared.It's not that I'm afraid of the world, but I'm afraid that you hate me and want to stay away from me.I tried to hide and hide, but I couldn't control it.But I will control it in the future, I will not disturb you, as before, treat you as a sister, it doesn't matter what you want to do, before you don't think about it, and there is no place to go, can you stay and accompany me .

She stopped, raised her hand to wipe her tears, this kind of sadness was about to overwhelm her.

Meng Chuxi couldn't stop her tears. At this moment, she couldn't think of pulling away from the person in front of her who had strange feelings for her. She reached out and hugged her tightly in her arms, sobbing: "I won't leave, I want to tell you Clearly, it’s not because I hate this kind of relationship, but because I’m afraid you’re wrong. You’re only 16 years old, and you haven’t met too many people who are close to you. Maybe you’re just confused for a moment, and you think you like me. Maybe it’s just Dependence and other likes. It's more because I don't want you to fall into this kind of relationship. In this era, it is too difficult to marry a good man and live happily, let alone with a woman, do you understand?"

Zhou Qingwu raised his head from her arms to look at her with red eyes, trying to convey her meaning: I have thought about it for a long time, and I just like you.

She didn't know what to think of, her face turned red suddenly, and her eyes were a little afraid to look at Meng Chuxi.

Meng Chuxi suddenly felt that someone had punched her heart, neither light nor heavy, and she thought of her mood when Zhou Qingwu approached her last night. If it wasn't for Zhou Qingwu's agitation at that time, she would definitely find that her whole body was tense.That kiss across the fingers made her ears feel hot just thinking about it.

At the same time, Meng Chuxi knew very well that besides being extremely shocked, she regretted deeply that she hadn't noticed earlier, and immediately fell into endless worry and distress for Zhou Qingwu, but she didn't feel disgusted.

But she never thought that she would like Zhou Qingwu, she is only 16 years old, this is simply a crime.What's more, she is so much older than Zhou Qingwu, she can't accept such a pure relationship so hastily like her, it is irresponsible to Zhou Qingwu

But Meng Chuxi knew very well that unless Zhou Qingwu didn't need her anymore, she would not leave her. Seeing her so sad, she felt extremely uncomfortable.

The two of them just kept silent, Zhou Qingwu stared at Meng Chuxi with a nervous and apprehensive expression, not knowing what Meng Chuxi was thinking.

After a long time, Meng Chuxi raised her eyes slightly, looked at Zhou Qingwu, and said seriously: "Qingwu, I like you very much, but this liking may be different from what you think. But as long as you are willing, I will accompany you for the rest of my life, and I will not like you." No one else will marry someone else." This is the promise Meng Chuxi can make right now, she has no one she particularly likes, Zhou Qingwu is the first person who is so important in her life, sometimes she wants to come to this era maybe just to meet Arrived at Zhou Qingwu.

She has never expected love, and she does not want to marry in this era, so why not give the little girl she likes a joy.If she really likes herself, then she will accompany her for the rest of her life.If it was just a momentary illusion, or if she had someone she really liked, then she would wake up from her dream and she would be able to leave with peace of mind.

The words came out, and my heart suddenly relaxed.It's just that there is no way to give Zhou Qingwu the same kind of affection right now, she doesn't know what Zhou Qingwu will think.

Zhou Qingwu felt endless joy when she heard Meng Chuxi's words, and nothing moved her heart more than this kind of promise.Although she didn't get an affirmative answer to the girl's affection, Meng Chuxi's words undoubtedly gave Zhou Qingwu a result that she didn't dare to ask for at the beginning, how could she be greedy.

The joy on her face was brighter than the sunshine in this spring day, but after this joy, she was a little apprehensive: You don't need to make this kind of promise to me, as long as you don't hate me and are willing to stay, I will be satisfied.You said that people shouldn't set limits on themselves, so I shouldn't let you set limits on yourself. If you really have someone you like, you can leave, as long as you don't exclude me from liking you before that.

This kind of request was a little humble, Zhou Qingwu felt sad when he thought about it, Feiyang's expression was obviously depressed, Meng Chuxi almost lost his reason and blurted out to accept her, but in the end he endured it.

Zhou Qingwu is only 16 years old and she is nine years older than her. She should be more sensible and not accept hastily before they have figured it out. As far as Zhou Qingwu's character is concerned, if she accepts her now, she will be firmly bound in the By her side, she didn't want Zhou Qingwu to regret it.At least she must really understand her own heart, and she must give Zhou Qingwu time to see clearly.

So she could only emphasize again: "I'm serious, I can't lie to you about my feelings for you, but no matter whether there is any change in our relationship, I will treat you well. Have you forgotten, we still have to be together To carry out our plan."

Hearing this, Zhou Qingwu raised his head to look at her, finally showing a smile on his face, she was really satisfied, the person she liked was worthy of her liking, and gave her too much tenderness.