see you sooner or later

Lili walked in a confused state of mind. When she passed the pharmacy at the entrance of the community, she looked up and continued walking. She didn't take two steps forward before retreating.She stood at the door for a few seconds before entering the pharmacy.Lili walked along the glass counters until she found what she needed. "One box." Lili paid the bill and walked out of the pharmacy with a blank face.

Brother Ming happily dragged Lili in.While waiting for Lili, Brother Ming prepared a romantic candlelight dinner.Lili could see that Brother Ming put a lot of thought into it, and she was very moved.Everything is going according to the predetermined plan.Lili's shyness like a girl melted deeply into Brother Ming's blood, and he felt the blood boiling all over his body.Under the dim light, there is a passionate longing, and there is primitive desire in the flowing eyes.Lili felt brother Ming's hot panting in her ear, and couldn't help closing her eyes.The moment Brother Ming's fiery body pressed up, Lili's heart beat so fast that she didn't know where to put her hands in a panic.The fingers and lips wandering around the body kept exploring the final destination, getting closer and closer... Just when she was about to succeed, Lili's remaining rationality awakened a little bit of consciousness, she didn't know where to go The condom he took out was quickly stuffed into Brother Ming's hand.Brother Ming looked at a small petal in his hand, leaned over Lili's ear and said, "Do we still need it?"

"I'm afraid of getting pregnant."

"You have to give birth to me sooner or later. The sooner you have it, the sooner you have it. I will support you."

Lili didn't speak. Brother Ming looked at Lili and said, "This is the first time we're together, you don't want to feel it..." Before Brother Ming could finish speaking, Lili covered Brother Ming's mouth.There was a smile in the corner of Brother Ming's eyes, he felt the nervous trembling of the little woman in his arms, every jerky movement made him want to stop.He silently took Lili's hand away, held Lili's lips, and slid his warm palm against Lili's waistline to his lower body. Everything happened as it should, but when Brother Ming returned to the previous position When she was in the position, Lili's sensitive nerves strongly felt a slight shaking from nowhere, just like the feeling she had lying on Gao Ge before going out, trembling, nervous and a little "successful".Lili clamped her legs suddenly, making Brother Ming, who was ready, confused for a moment.Lili got up and pulled the pillow and hugged it to her chest. She didn't explain to Brother Ming.Brother Ming stepped forward and gently stroked Lili's hair, trying to adjust the atmosphere, he smiled and said, "You put on lipstick today." Lili pursed her lips, immediately got out of bed, wrapped her clothes and left the bedroom.Brother Ming put on his pajamas indiscriminately and chased him out.

"Lili!" Brother Ming called to stop Lili who was about to rush out of the door, stepped forward and pulled Lili back and asked, "What's wrong with you? Tell me!"

"No, it's fine."

"Would you like to be with me?"

"I'm sorry." Lili didn't look at Brother Ming, turned around and walked out.

"If you don't want to be together, just tell me."

Lili looked back at the angry and confused Brother Ming and said apologetically, "It's my problem, don't be angry."

"Tell me what you think. Do you want to stay together?"

"I have no idea."

"We're all old and young. You don't need to force yourself to do this kind of thing. You can do whatever you want, and I won't make things difficult for you if you don't. Think about our relationship."

Lili walked out of Brother Ming's house without looking back, out of the community, and walked on the street.

After nightfall, the weather was still a little cool, and the cold wind blew over to ease the dryness and heat of the body just now, but it was a little refreshing.There are almost no pedestrians on the road, and occasionally a taxi flies by.Lili walked forward aimlessly. She listened to what Brother Ming said and was thinking about their relationship, but she didn't feel too much sadness. It was more like she had relieved some burdens and felt a lot lighter.Brother Ming's request for intimacy has always troubled Lili, and Lili couldn't convince herself to hand herself over to Brother Ming.The body is too honest, so she has no chance to lie.

Lili stopped suddenly as she was walking, and a taxi approached not far away. Lili waved her hand to get on the taxi, and told the driver the address of her master's house.There is still someone at home, that person is waiting for her, she explained.

"Come back!" Gao Ge shouted enthusiastically while sitting on the sofa.

"Why didn't you sleep?"

"Don't you tell me to wait for you?"

"I also told you that I won't come back tonight! Are you stupid? I told you to wait?" Lili blamed with a serious face.

"I bet you'll come back."

"have you eaten?"

"Ah."

"Clean up and go to bed."

"Ah."

"Go back to your room and sleep tonight."

"Why?"

"No why."

"Okay." Gao Ge asked after a pause, "How was your evening?"

"It's okay." Lili looked at the phone seriously and replied without looking up, "I'm going to take a shower, you go to sleep." Lili got up and went into the bathroom.

Gao Ge knew what happened, she subconsciously pressed her chest that was suddenly congested.In order to prevent Lili from discovering her current appearance, Gao Ge had to go back to her room quickly.When Gao Ge picked up the crutches, the crutches accidentally caught Lili's bag on the sofa, almost all the contents of the bag fell out, and she saw an opened box.Gao Ge opened the box tremblingly, but one was missing.Gao Ge hastily packed up his things, and fled back to the room.Gao Ge couldn't accept this for a while, and the feelings that existed in her fantasy finally disappeared in reality.All night, her mind was empty, but she seemed to be thinking about many things.The unreal feeling of the night becomes real and clear with the whitening sky.Whether I can accept it or not, you are always the one with a boyfriend.I can fool myself for a while, but I can't lie to myself forever.

Lili, I don't even have the chance to imagine a future with you, but I have to watch you being so close to others.I don't even know how to blame, who to blame.Is this really the only way between us?Can I stop mentioning all the love I have for you?I suddenly felt that my heart was empty.Why can't you just dismiss lovesickness?I'm really not as generous as I thought.

The next day, Gao Ge told Lili that he was going back to the staff dormitory, and he didn't want to move things back and forth, and it was more convenient for him to live in the staff dormitory now.Lili was reluctant, but still agreed with Gao Ge's choice.Before leaving, Gao Ge turned around and hugged Lili. After a long time, she said, "Thank you, sister!"

"You're welcome. You take care of yourself, and I'll visit you someday." Gao Ge left Lili's house with unbelievable facts.

After Gao Ge left, the whole room was left silent.Lili wants to try to cook something by herself every night, but the feeling of eating by herself is really bad.She thought of those nights when she was not at home for dinner, did Gao Ge come here in the same way?Lili felt her eyes blurred.

It's been a month since I left Brother Ming's house last time, and it's also been a month since Gao Ge left.Lili didn't know how Brother Ming was doing in America, nor how Gao Ge's foot was recovering.She still felt very sorry for Brother Ming, which made her afraid to contact Brother Ming.As for Gao Ge, in the first few days of leaving, Lili didn't close her eyes for several nights.She thought over and over why she didn't want to see Gao Ge and Feifei together, why she didn't want Gao Ge to leave, and why she couldn't accept Brother Ming's physical request.As a result, she thought it through, and she felt that she fell in love with Gao Ge.Lili doesn't want to admit that she seems to like Gao Ge, and doesn't want to admit this feeling.She knows that even if they are together, they will not go very far.But she really fell in love with Gao Ge, this feeling is not easy, Lili has not been emotionally moved for a long time.Even the current boyfriend is more because the two of them are suitable together.But the conflict came again. Gao Ge's "sister" before leaving made Lili dare not test Gao Ge's feelings for her.

Oh, I can never weigh whether you like me or not, but when I found out that I like you, you have already left.Will I still have a chance to see you again?Or, how do I create opportunities?

Summer vacation is coming, Lili has a lot of time to spend on her own, so Lili chooses to travel.This period of time was like a dream, and I couldn't tell when I was awake.She couldn't hide the change in her relationship with Brother Ming from Xiao Ai, so she told Xiao Ai everything during the journey, except of course her feelings for Gao Ge.Xiao Ai kept comforting Lili, that brother Ming would definitely come back to find her, and told her not to be too sad.

so what?No matter which side the balance of love in your heart tilts, you have to put yourself in order.Maybe it is possible, Brother Ming will come back to find him, if there is fate, it will not be too late to be with Gao Ge again in the next life.During the trip, Lili bought a lot of gadgets for her family and colleagues, so much that she couldn’t take them all with her, so she sent them to Gao Ge for her to store them.In fact, Gao Ge is not the only one who can help with this, but Lili just wants her to do this.

Lili's life without her is also very good. After all, the time we spend together is still too short. After all, I am not as good as the pet dog you once raised in your heart.But for you, having a man who loves you is enough.

During the time away from Lili, Gao Ge was always immersed in the mire of pain. Li Li's figure would flash in Gao Ge's mind from time to time. permanent commemoration.Fortunately, you have released your inner tenderness to me, otherwise we may only stay between teachers and students forever.

Gao Ge doesn't need crutches much anymore, although sometimes it still hurts if he accidentally steps on a certain angle, but most of the time he is quite flexible.

Lili, even though I still have endless fantasies about you, I can't resist that you will eventually become someone else's bride.I thought of Xue Zhiqian's "What Do You Want From Me?" There are a few lines in it that are really good: "I am still trying to be brave, telling lies, and I have no ability to block the direction you are going." I always want to see you, but I dare not see you again.You can't feel the huge psychological gap when you see you and say goodbye to you. It makes me have to relax for a long time before I can continue to live normally.If you want, listen to the chorus of "I Heard Love Has Come Back", that's what I most want to tell you right now.