see you sooner or later
Chapter 12 11
Before dawn in the morning, Lili heard the sound of ping-pong-pong next door, walked over and saw Gao Ge packing up her things.To her surprise, Gao Ge had already packed all her luggage.Packing up other odds and ends.
"It's so early. I made breakfast. I'm done. Go and have some. You have to go to work later." Gao Ge talked to Li Li in a relaxed tone as if nothing happened last night.
"En." Lili nodded and exited Gao Ge's room.After breakfast, I went to work.
When she is not in class, Lili always prepares lessons and reads books in the office.But today, Lili doesn't want to do anything.Seeing that Lili was not in good condition, Xiaoai stepped forward to ask.But Lili didn't say anything.The recent Lili seems to be very different from the past.In fact, in her eyes, Lili is a symbol of strength. She can lead the class well and manage the classmates well. Whether they are boys or girls, they have a very good relationship with her.She has a clear distinction between likes and dislikes, if she likes it, she likes it, and if she doesn't like it, she won't like it anyway.In fact, Lili is struggling with the issue of likes and dislikes today, but she just doesn't know it.
"Lili, are you all right?" Xiao Ai looked at Lili's dazed look, stepped forward and patted Lili's shoulder lightly.
"Oh, Xiao Ai, you scared me."
"I see you've been in a daze for a long time, what's the matter?"
"No, nothing."
"Are you in a bad mood? How about we go out for a walk at night and tell me."
Lili was so focused on going home quickly that she didn't have the heart to go out for a stroll.
"No, I have something to do today."
"What's the matter? It's late at night, a date? Isn't Brother Ming on a business trip?"
"Don't talk nonsense, I, I'm going to clean up the house."
"What's the matter, my sister, let's talk about it when we go back."
"No, no, I really have something to do... Oh, I'm just a little tired and don't want to move. Someday, someday we will go again, ah!"
"Okay then, I'll be off work soon, you should clean up quickly. Call me if you need anything!"
"Well, don't worry, I'm fine. Hey, why didn't you see Feifei today?"
"She asked for leave and said she was sick. I was not allowed to see her." After thinking for a while, Xiao Ai said again: "She specifically asked me not to let you know. Are you two at odds?"
"No." Lili said guiltily.
Ever since Lili got on the commuter car, she was in a state of anxiety.Gao Ge should not be off work now, and he will definitely get home before her.But what if Gao Ge went back early?I can't keep her when I go back, so why am I in such a hurry to go back... Countless question marks are bouncing around in Lili's mind.The closer she was to her home, the more nervous she became. When she arrived at the door, Lili's hands were cold and nervous, and she waited outside the door for a while before opening the door.Seeing Gao Ge's shoes, Lili immediately ran to Gao Ge's room.Gao Ge was packing the last things, when she turned her head and saw Li Li, she smiled as if nothing had happened and said, "I'm back!"
"Ah!" Lili also pretended to be calm and asked, "Is everything moved away?"
"Well, that's all that's left. Just pick it up and leave."
"Then, let's have dinner together later." Lili wanted to keep the pigeons for a while, but she had too many worries.
"No, I have to clean up over there."
"Would you like me to go with you?"
"Need not."
"Where is the dormitory?"
"It's over there at the company, you should take a break." Lili wanted to reach out to help Gao Ge, but there was really nothing she could do. The large luggage had already been moved out, so Lili had to stand Watching Gao Ge clean up at the door.
"What's wrong? Is there anything else?"
"No, it's nothing. Oh, by the way, why did you come back so early today?"
"I took the afternoon off."
"For moving?"
"Yes, in order to move." Gao Ge said with another wry smile.
"If there's nothing else, I'll go first." Gao Ge said as he picked up the bag.Lili turned her body sideways to make way.Gao Ge walked past Li Li.At that moment, tears suddenly invaded Lili's eyes.She ran over quickly and hugged Gao Ge from behind.Gao Ge was stunned, then patted Li Li's hand and said, "Why, don't you want to part with me?" Li Li didn't speak, she knew that Gao Ge would definitely hear that she was crying when she spoke.She leaned against Gao Ge's back and shook her head vigorously.Gao Ge felt that Lili was shaking her head, and said with a long sigh, "I really have to go, it will be dark in a while." Lili still didn't let go, Gao Ge said, "Do you think it's too special for me to move out?" Sorry for me? It's okay, you're overthinking. What we've been through these days is something I couldn't even imagine before, and I'm grateful to have such a period of time with you, but now, I really have to go." Lili Fang After driving Gao Ge, Gao Ge turned around and stroked Lili's hair lovingly, and said goodbye softly.
Lili stood where she was, quietly listening to Gao Ge's footsteps gradually disappearing.She ran to open the door, but there was no one there.wake up.Lili walked towards the bedroom with heavy steps, it seemed that the room suddenly became frighteningly quiet.Before turning back into the bedroom, she wanted to take a look at Gao Ge's room.Facing the empty room, Lili's nose couldn't help feeling sore again.She knows too well that she can't give Gao Ge the future she wants, and she knows too well what her future life will look like.She thought about it and involuntarily came to the balcony, she wanted to send Gao Ge off.
Lili looked down from the balcony with blurred eyes. There were many people gathered downstairs, but she didn't see Gao Ge among these people.She wiped away her tears and looked carefully for a while, and suddenly saw two people helping Gao Ge out of the corridor, and another person helping Gao Ge carry things.She vaguely heard someone asking, "Are you all right?" Gao Ge kept shaking her head.What happened?Lili hurried downstairs without thinking.
"what happened?"
Gao Ge looked up to see Lili, smiled awkwardly and said, "I accidentally fell down."
"Let's go, let's go to the hospital."
"It's okay, it's okay, no need."
"Don't ink it, hurry up!"
Lili accompanied Gao Ge to the hospital.The result was okay, only a sprained tendon and no bone was injured.However, I still received two anti-inflammatory injections in the hospital.Lili asked strangely: "How did you fall?"
"I saw that the elevator stopped on the 20th floor, so I didn't wait. I thought it was too fast to walk up the stairs, but I missed it and fell down."
"You can do it, you are such an adult."
"Hey, are you unhappy that I'm moving away?" Gao Ge asked with a weary expression on his face.
"No."
Gao Ge glared at Li Li coquettishly.
"Tell me about your boyfriend."
"have nothing to say."
"Two bottles of medicine, why don't we just stay here?"
"Then you can sleep."
"It's hard to lie down."
"So hypocritical. Get up."
Lili changed her position and supported Gao Ge to lie on her lap.
"Tell me about your boyfriend. Do you love him?"
"Yeah." Lili replied helplessly.
"When are you two getting married?"
"May [-]st next year." Li Li said patiently.
"What's his name and how old is he?"
"Are you checking your account?" Lili finally couldn't stand Gao Ge's interrogation, and asked impatiently.
"Look at you, if you can't talk about three serious sentences, you will make a high profile."
"you should go to rest now."
"I'm not sleepy." Gao Ge said with his eyes wide open.
Lili reached out to close Gao Ge's eyes, Gao Ge took Lili's hand away and said, "I'm not dead."
"Follow me home in a while."
"You agreed to take me in again?"
"The kittens and puppies are injured and have to be taken care of, not to mention that you are such a big person, and an accident happened at my door."
"Then what about my luggage?"
"You're so annoying, I'll go back and look for you. I have time to bring your luggage back."
"Thank you." Gao Ge said with a smile.Lili looked down at the happy Gao Ge, feeling both happy and uneasy.
After hoisting the water, Lili carefully lifted Gao Ge, who was not very good at using a cane, like a toddler, walking staggeringly, and finally arrived home.
"Call me if you need anything!" Lili said softly.
"Yeah." Gao Ge nodded obediently.
Seeing Lili leave, Gao Ge looked around her room. She hadn't moved out yet, but she felt that the room looked brand new, and now she could live here steadily.She felt that Lili had changed a little bit about herself, and she was both happy and scared.Glad that Lili no longer rejects herself coldly, but she is afraid that her feeling is an illusion.It's okay if you are always disappointed, but once you have hope and then lose hope, the days of being disappointed again will be even more sad.Gao Ge looked at a corner of the dark blue sky outside the window, without the embellishment of stars, covering the earth like a mystery, making it difficult to see clearly.
In the middle of the night, Gao Ge really couldn't sleep, so she came to Lili's room with a cane and a quilt on her back.
"Hey, are you asleep? Can I sleep with you?"
"No!" Lili said in an orderly tone, mixed with the dissatisfaction of being woken up.
"I want to sleep with you, I can't sleep alone."
"..."
Seeing Gao Ge standing in front of her holding the quilt pretending to be pitiful, Lili hesitated for a long time before reluctantly agreeing to Gao Ge's coming up.After hearing the order, Gao Ge went to bed with a bone, not at all like a cripple who was injured.
Gao Ge was laughing foolishly on the bed, Lili reprimanded helplessly: "What are you laughing at?"
Gao Ge raised her head and said, "Because I never thought I could lie on the same bed with you. Excited, hehehe..."
"I'm not asking you!" Although her tone was stern, Lili smiled unconsciously when she saw Gao Ge's foolishness.
Gao Ge kept writhing around Li Li, which made Li Li very impatient, so she said:
"Can you go to bed honestly?"
"I just want to find a good posture." Gao Ge said aggrievedly.
"Take it easy!"
"Are you sleepy?" Gao Ge changed the subject.
"If you don't sleep, you will be sleepy tomorrow."
"I'm not sleepy at all."
"Why are you different today?" Lili thought, maybe Gao Ge is really going to start the "talking" mode in front of her, what should this mean?
"Really? Then what was I like before?"
"I don't know, go to sleep."
"Why are you so cold?"
"I'm covered with a quilt."
Gao Ge didn't answer, and Lili didn't move, she was trying to hear Gao Ge's voice.I don't know whether I want to talk to her or not.
"Can I hug you?" Gao Ge asked softly.
"No!" Lili said firmly, and moved her body into the bed.
"Why are you so overreacted?"
"I didn't, sleep well, why do you always have moths?" Lili turned her back to Gao Ge.
Gao Ge rubbed against Li Li's side, "Let me hug you."
Lili felt Gao Ge's breath warmly passing over her cheeks, and her thoughts were a little messy for a while.At this moment, Gao Ge leaned forward again, reached into Lili's bed, and took Lili into his arms.She just hugged the petite Lili quietly, without saying anything.About 10 minutes later, Gao Ge's arm was a little sore, she moved subconsciously, Lili seized the opportunity and said:
"Relax, I'm tired, go to sleep."
"No."
"Your arm is numb right now."
"fine."
Gao Ge's gentle breath came from behind Lili's ears, and she couldn't help turning around and hugging Gao Ge.
"Will the arm be better this way?"
"Yeah." Gao Ge nodded happily.
"Then go to sleep. Good night."
"Good night."
Xiao Ai accidentally told Feifei about Gao Ge's injury, and Feifei ran to ask Lili impatiently.This is the first time Feifei and Lili have talked about Gao Ge since the last incident.Lili always felt ashamed of Feifei, so she told Feifei the whole process of Gaoge's injury.She could tell Feifei was worried.But Feifei didn't blame herself as Lili imagined. She tried to ask Feifei about the day's affairs several times, but she still couldn't ask.Instead of blaming Lili, Feifei begged Lili to help her ease her relationship with Gao Ge.Lili looked at Feifei who was depressed, and promised her that she would do her best, which made Feifei smile.
In private, Lili asked Xiaoai about Feifei's situation, but from Xiaoai's mouth, Lili heard a completely different version from what Gao Ge told her.Xiaoai told Lili that Gao Ge rejected Feifei because she really liked Feifei and she didn't want to lose such a congenial friend.But she has someone else in her heart, and she hasn't let go yet.Feifei asked Gao Ge if that person was Lili, Gao Ge said no, she and Lili were not as close as everyone imagined.If it was Lili, how could she not tell herself, how could she let you see me at home.Gao Ge said that the man was her colleague in Beijing.In the end, Gao Ge told Feifei frankly that if she still wanted to be friends, she would be very willing too.If Feifei feels awkward, she can do whatever she wants, and she agrees.Feifei's answer was to think about it for a few days.
The next night Lili was going on a date, so she asked Xiaoai and Feifei to go home to help take care of Gao Ge.Gao Ge couldn't help laughing when she saw the two coming: "I can take care of myself, you don't need to take care of me specially, don't worry, I'm such an old man."
"That won't work. Lili instructed me to come and watch you, no, take care of you." Xiaoai pushed her glasses and said.But after a while, Xiao Ai was picked up by her boyfriend, and only Gao Ge and Feifei were left in the room.
It was Gao Ge who broke the silence first and asked, "Are you still playing games recently?"
"It's been a long time since I played."
"what happened?"
"It's boring to play by yourself, and it's slow to level up."
"I can help you."
After another silence, Gao Ge said again:
"It's my fault that made you feel uncomfortable for so many days, can we still be friends?"
Feifei looked at Gao Ge in surprise: "Is it really possible?"
"Of course it's ok. I'm sad to see you unhappy."
"Suppose... I mean suppose, if I am willing to be with you, whether you like me or who you like, are you willing to let me be by your side?"
"Of course, as a friend."
"Okay, as a friend."
"so……"
"So...help me play games, I haven't played for a few days!" Feifei changed content.
That's it, Gao Ge, I will not hinder your feelings, but you are not allowed to hinder my thoughts.Let's think of it as a run towards the finish line. Even though I'm still weak, it's not the end yet. I don't believe I can't win.
"Okay, come help me." Gao Ge also said with a happy smile.
Although it still sounds unreasonable, isn't Gao Ge the same?Stick to your own persistence, regardless of the cost and the consequences.If you want to stay with the person you like, it is most possible to pretend that you don't like it.People who are too stubborn in their feelings have to let him be stubborn. Only one day in the future, when he thinks about it, he will naturally let go.
Feifei stayed until Lili came home before leaving.She didn't want Gao Ge to be bored at home by herself.This rare alone time is a good opportunity to ease the relationship.Why are we all so reckless?Why do you have to let her know when you meet someone you like?Why not be a silent person emotionally, that way, it will be much easier for yourself.
As soon as Lili came to the sofa, Gao Ge reached out and pulled Lili's hand to signal her to sit down, but Lili subconsciously withdrew her hand.
"Are you angry?" Gao Ge asked worriedly.
"No."
"What's wrong with you? I feel that you are unhappy."
"I don't know either. I feel uncomfortable when I see you two sitting together. Are you here to interfere with my normal life?"
"Yes, it's okay if I admit it."
"Don't pretend to be pitiful to me." Lili smiled and gently pushed Gao Ge's head.
In fact, Lili was really unhappy, to be precise, very sad.It's just that after entering the door, seeing Gao Ge at home felt a lot of relief, which relieved the degree of sadness.Brother Ming always wanted to develop further with Lili, but Lili always felt that it was too fast. We got along for four months, but Brother Ming was always on business trips. Love who is not around is like growing legs, and may run away at any time Lose.Subconsciously, Lili always felt that Brother Ming couldn't give her a sense of emotional security, so the relationship between the two of them didn't develop too deeply.
Brother Ming wanted to kiss Lili when he and Lili were having dinner tonight, but Lili declined as usual.Brother Ming asked her why, but she couldn't tell the reason.After a long silence, Brother Ming said that he would go to the United States with the company to study for a period of time next Monday, at least half a year and at most a year.He hoped to have more contact with Lili before leaving.If Lili thinks it through, she can go to Brother Ming before Monday, she knows where Brother Ming lives, and she also has the key.
Lili thought for a long time, she took this relationship seriously, and Brother Ming's attitude was also very clear.The two of them were working hard in the direction of living a lifetime.Although Lili can't let go of herself, she does have the idea of spending the rest of her life with Brother Ming.After all, at my age, it is not easy to meet someone who treats me sincerely!Lili's final decision is to fulfill Brother Ming's wish.She turned her head to see Gao Ge who was sleeping soundly beside her, this rascal, in fact, she didn't bother her that much.Lili has a lot of questions now. She wants to know what kind of feelings Gao Ge has for her, and she also wants to know her current emotional tendency.If there is no brother Ming and more time, Lili can't guarantee that she will be able to retreat under Gao Ge's "emotional offensive".
Lili told Gao Ge that she was going to see Brother Ming off on Sunday.Gao Ge said frankly that he knew about it.Frankly, Lili felt that Gao Ge might not like her, but really regarded herself as her sister or relative.
In the evening, the clouds turned red in the sky, and it was time for Lili to go out.Gao Ge stood next to Li Li leaning on crutches. She couldn't let Li Li see her reluctance and reluctance, but she still wanted to get closer to Li Li.Lili asked Gao Ge to take care of herself and not to come back tonight.Gao Ge nodded.Lili looked at Gao Ge and asked strangely: "You don't go out and put on some lipstick? It's still so red."
"I wiped it off when I felt dull." Gao Ge raised the corner of her mouth.
But the moment Lili went out, Gao Ge suddenly dropped his crutches and stepped forward to pull Lili back.Gao Ge didn't know where the courage came from, and directly kissed Li Li's lips firmly.With only one foot supporting her body, Gao Ge staggered from the kiss.Before Lili could break free from Gao Ge, she fell to the ground with Gao Ge.Lili lay on top of Gao Ge, and she felt Gao Ge's whole body trembling.
Li Li stood up supporting Gao Ge's shoulders, Gao Ge's hand was still tightly grasping Li Li's arm, she looked at her, didn't say anything and didn't know what to say.
"I……"
"Your lipstick is gone." Lili looked at Gao Ge, without any anger or embarrassment in her eyes, she leaned towards Gao Ge's cheek, and kissed him gently.
"Wait for me at home." Lili explained softly and left.
"It's so early. I made breakfast. I'm done. Go and have some. You have to go to work later." Gao Ge talked to Li Li in a relaxed tone as if nothing happened last night.
"En." Lili nodded and exited Gao Ge's room.After breakfast, I went to work.
When she is not in class, Lili always prepares lessons and reads books in the office.But today, Lili doesn't want to do anything.Seeing that Lili was not in good condition, Xiaoai stepped forward to ask.But Lili didn't say anything.The recent Lili seems to be very different from the past.In fact, in her eyes, Lili is a symbol of strength. She can lead the class well and manage the classmates well. Whether they are boys or girls, they have a very good relationship with her.She has a clear distinction between likes and dislikes, if she likes it, she likes it, and if she doesn't like it, she won't like it anyway.In fact, Lili is struggling with the issue of likes and dislikes today, but she just doesn't know it.
"Lili, are you all right?" Xiao Ai looked at Lili's dazed look, stepped forward and patted Lili's shoulder lightly.
"Oh, Xiao Ai, you scared me."
"I see you've been in a daze for a long time, what's the matter?"
"No, nothing."
"Are you in a bad mood? How about we go out for a walk at night and tell me."
Lili was so focused on going home quickly that she didn't have the heart to go out for a stroll.
"No, I have something to do today."
"What's the matter? It's late at night, a date? Isn't Brother Ming on a business trip?"
"Don't talk nonsense, I, I'm going to clean up the house."
"What's the matter, my sister, let's talk about it when we go back."
"No, no, I really have something to do... Oh, I'm just a little tired and don't want to move. Someday, someday we will go again, ah!"
"Okay then, I'll be off work soon, you should clean up quickly. Call me if you need anything!"
"Well, don't worry, I'm fine. Hey, why didn't you see Feifei today?"
"She asked for leave and said she was sick. I was not allowed to see her." After thinking for a while, Xiao Ai said again: "She specifically asked me not to let you know. Are you two at odds?"
"No." Lili said guiltily.
Ever since Lili got on the commuter car, she was in a state of anxiety.Gao Ge should not be off work now, and he will definitely get home before her.But what if Gao Ge went back early?I can't keep her when I go back, so why am I in such a hurry to go back... Countless question marks are bouncing around in Lili's mind.The closer she was to her home, the more nervous she became. When she arrived at the door, Lili's hands were cold and nervous, and she waited outside the door for a while before opening the door.Seeing Gao Ge's shoes, Lili immediately ran to Gao Ge's room.Gao Ge was packing the last things, when she turned her head and saw Li Li, she smiled as if nothing had happened and said, "I'm back!"
"Ah!" Lili also pretended to be calm and asked, "Is everything moved away?"
"Well, that's all that's left. Just pick it up and leave."
"Then, let's have dinner together later." Lili wanted to keep the pigeons for a while, but she had too many worries.
"No, I have to clean up over there."
"Would you like me to go with you?"
"Need not."
"Where is the dormitory?"
"It's over there at the company, you should take a break." Lili wanted to reach out to help Gao Ge, but there was really nothing she could do. The large luggage had already been moved out, so Lili had to stand Watching Gao Ge clean up at the door.
"What's wrong? Is there anything else?"
"No, it's nothing. Oh, by the way, why did you come back so early today?"
"I took the afternoon off."
"For moving?"
"Yes, in order to move." Gao Ge said with another wry smile.
"If there's nothing else, I'll go first." Gao Ge said as he picked up the bag.Lili turned her body sideways to make way.Gao Ge walked past Li Li.At that moment, tears suddenly invaded Lili's eyes.She ran over quickly and hugged Gao Ge from behind.Gao Ge was stunned, then patted Li Li's hand and said, "Why, don't you want to part with me?" Li Li didn't speak, she knew that Gao Ge would definitely hear that she was crying when she spoke.She leaned against Gao Ge's back and shook her head vigorously.Gao Ge felt that Lili was shaking her head, and said with a long sigh, "I really have to go, it will be dark in a while." Lili still didn't let go, Gao Ge said, "Do you think it's too special for me to move out?" Sorry for me? It's okay, you're overthinking. What we've been through these days is something I couldn't even imagine before, and I'm grateful to have such a period of time with you, but now, I really have to go." Lili Fang After driving Gao Ge, Gao Ge turned around and stroked Lili's hair lovingly, and said goodbye softly.
Lili stood where she was, quietly listening to Gao Ge's footsteps gradually disappearing.She ran to open the door, but there was no one there.wake up.Lili walked towards the bedroom with heavy steps, it seemed that the room suddenly became frighteningly quiet.Before turning back into the bedroom, she wanted to take a look at Gao Ge's room.Facing the empty room, Lili's nose couldn't help feeling sore again.She knows too well that she can't give Gao Ge the future she wants, and she knows too well what her future life will look like.She thought about it and involuntarily came to the balcony, she wanted to send Gao Ge off.
Lili looked down from the balcony with blurred eyes. There were many people gathered downstairs, but she didn't see Gao Ge among these people.She wiped away her tears and looked carefully for a while, and suddenly saw two people helping Gao Ge out of the corridor, and another person helping Gao Ge carry things.She vaguely heard someone asking, "Are you all right?" Gao Ge kept shaking her head.What happened?Lili hurried downstairs without thinking.
"what happened?"
Gao Ge looked up to see Lili, smiled awkwardly and said, "I accidentally fell down."
"Let's go, let's go to the hospital."
"It's okay, it's okay, no need."
"Don't ink it, hurry up!"
Lili accompanied Gao Ge to the hospital.The result was okay, only a sprained tendon and no bone was injured.However, I still received two anti-inflammatory injections in the hospital.Lili asked strangely: "How did you fall?"
"I saw that the elevator stopped on the 20th floor, so I didn't wait. I thought it was too fast to walk up the stairs, but I missed it and fell down."
"You can do it, you are such an adult."
"Hey, are you unhappy that I'm moving away?" Gao Ge asked with a weary expression on his face.
"No."
Gao Ge glared at Li Li coquettishly.
"Tell me about your boyfriend."
"have nothing to say."
"Two bottles of medicine, why don't we just stay here?"
"Then you can sleep."
"It's hard to lie down."
"So hypocritical. Get up."
Lili changed her position and supported Gao Ge to lie on her lap.
"Tell me about your boyfriend. Do you love him?"
"Yeah." Lili replied helplessly.
"When are you two getting married?"
"May [-]st next year." Li Li said patiently.
"What's his name and how old is he?"
"Are you checking your account?" Lili finally couldn't stand Gao Ge's interrogation, and asked impatiently.
"Look at you, if you can't talk about three serious sentences, you will make a high profile."
"you should go to rest now."
"I'm not sleepy." Gao Ge said with his eyes wide open.
Lili reached out to close Gao Ge's eyes, Gao Ge took Lili's hand away and said, "I'm not dead."
"Follow me home in a while."
"You agreed to take me in again?"
"The kittens and puppies are injured and have to be taken care of, not to mention that you are such a big person, and an accident happened at my door."
"Then what about my luggage?"
"You're so annoying, I'll go back and look for you. I have time to bring your luggage back."
"Thank you." Gao Ge said with a smile.Lili looked down at the happy Gao Ge, feeling both happy and uneasy.
After hoisting the water, Lili carefully lifted Gao Ge, who was not very good at using a cane, like a toddler, walking staggeringly, and finally arrived home.
"Call me if you need anything!" Lili said softly.
"Yeah." Gao Ge nodded obediently.
Seeing Lili leave, Gao Ge looked around her room. She hadn't moved out yet, but she felt that the room looked brand new, and now she could live here steadily.She felt that Lili had changed a little bit about herself, and she was both happy and scared.Glad that Lili no longer rejects herself coldly, but she is afraid that her feeling is an illusion.It's okay if you are always disappointed, but once you have hope and then lose hope, the days of being disappointed again will be even more sad.Gao Ge looked at a corner of the dark blue sky outside the window, without the embellishment of stars, covering the earth like a mystery, making it difficult to see clearly.
In the middle of the night, Gao Ge really couldn't sleep, so she came to Lili's room with a cane and a quilt on her back.
"Hey, are you asleep? Can I sleep with you?"
"No!" Lili said in an orderly tone, mixed with the dissatisfaction of being woken up.
"I want to sleep with you, I can't sleep alone."
"..."
Seeing Gao Ge standing in front of her holding the quilt pretending to be pitiful, Lili hesitated for a long time before reluctantly agreeing to Gao Ge's coming up.After hearing the order, Gao Ge went to bed with a bone, not at all like a cripple who was injured.
Gao Ge was laughing foolishly on the bed, Lili reprimanded helplessly: "What are you laughing at?"
Gao Ge raised her head and said, "Because I never thought I could lie on the same bed with you. Excited, hehehe..."
"I'm not asking you!" Although her tone was stern, Lili smiled unconsciously when she saw Gao Ge's foolishness.
Gao Ge kept writhing around Li Li, which made Li Li very impatient, so she said:
"Can you go to bed honestly?"
"I just want to find a good posture." Gao Ge said aggrievedly.
"Take it easy!"
"Are you sleepy?" Gao Ge changed the subject.
"If you don't sleep, you will be sleepy tomorrow."
"I'm not sleepy at all."
"Why are you different today?" Lili thought, maybe Gao Ge is really going to start the "talking" mode in front of her, what should this mean?
"Really? Then what was I like before?"
"I don't know, go to sleep."
"Why are you so cold?"
"I'm covered with a quilt."
Gao Ge didn't answer, and Lili didn't move, she was trying to hear Gao Ge's voice.I don't know whether I want to talk to her or not.
"Can I hug you?" Gao Ge asked softly.
"No!" Lili said firmly, and moved her body into the bed.
"Why are you so overreacted?"
"I didn't, sleep well, why do you always have moths?" Lili turned her back to Gao Ge.
Gao Ge rubbed against Li Li's side, "Let me hug you."
Lili felt Gao Ge's breath warmly passing over her cheeks, and her thoughts were a little messy for a while.At this moment, Gao Ge leaned forward again, reached into Lili's bed, and took Lili into his arms.She just hugged the petite Lili quietly, without saying anything.About 10 minutes later, Gao Ge's arm was a little sore, she moved subconsciously, Lili seized the opportunity and said:
"Relax, I'm tired, go to sleep."
"No."
"Your arm is numb right now."
"fine."
Gao Ge's gentle breath came from behind Lili's ears, and she couldn't help turning around and hugging Gao Ge.
"Will the arm be better this way?"
"Yeah." Gao Ge nodded happily.
"Then go to sleep. Good night."
"Good night."
Xiao Ai accidentally told Feifei about Gao Ge's injury, and Feifei ran to ask Lili impatiently.This is the first time Feifei and Lili have talked about Gao Ge since the last incident.Lili always felt ashamed of Feifei, so she told Feifei the whole process of Gaoge's injury.She could tell Feifei was worried.But Feifei didn't blame herself as Lili imagined. She tried to ask Feifei about the day's affairs several times, but she still couldn't ask.Instead of blaming Lili, Feifei begged Lili to help her ease her relationship with Gao Ge.Lili looked at Feifei who was depressed, and promised her that she would do her best, which made Feifei smile.
In private, Lili asked Xiaoai about Feifei's situation, but from Xiaoai's mouth, Lili heard a completely different version from what Gao Ge told her.Xiaoai told Lili that Gao Ge rejected Feifei because she really liked Feifei and she didn't want to lose such a congenial friend.But she has someone else in her heart, and she hasn't let go yet.Feifei asked Gao Ge if that person was Lili, Gao Ge said no, she and Lili were not as close as everyone imagined.If it was Lili, how could she not tell herself, how could she let you see me at home.Gao Ge said that the man was her colleague in Beijing.In the end, Gao Ge told Feifei frankly that if she still wanted to be friends, she would be very willing too.If Feifei feels awkward, she can do whatever she wants, and she agrees.Feifei's answer was to think about it for a few days.
The next night Lili was going on a date, so she asked Xiaoai and Feifei to go home to help take care of Gao Ge.Gao Ge couldn't help laughing when she saw the two coming: "I can take care of myself, you don't need to take care of me specially, don't worry, I'm such an old man."
"That won't work. Lili instructed me to come and watch you, no, take care of you." Xiaoai pushed her glasses and said.But after a while, Xiao Ai was picked up by her boyfriend, and only Gao Ge and Feifei were left in the room.
It was Gao Ge who broke the silence first and asked, "Are you still playing games recently?"
"It's been a long time since I played."
"what happened?"
"It's boring to play by yourself, and it's slow to level up."
"I can help you."
After another silence, Gao Ge said again:
"It's my fault that made you feel uncomfortable for so many days, can we still be friends?"
Feifei looked at Gao Ge in surprise: "Is it really possible?"
"Of course it's ok. I'm sad to see you unhappy."
"Suppose... I mean suppose, if I am willing to be with you, whether you like me or who you like, are you willing to let me be by your side?"
"Of course, as a friend."
"Okay, as a friend."
"so……"
"So...help me play games, I haven't played for a few days!" Feifei changed content.
That's it, Gao Ge, I will not hinder your feelings, but you are not allowed to hinder my thoughts.Let's think of it as a run towards the finish line. Even though I'm still weak, it's not the end yet. I don't believe I can't win.
"Okay, come help me." Gao Ge also said with a happy smile.
Although it still sounds unreasonable, isn't Gao Ge the same?Stick to your own persistence, regardless of the cost and the consequences.If you want to stay with the person you like, it is most possible to pretend that you don't like it.People who are too stubborn in their feelings have to let him be stubborn. Only one day in the future, when he thinks about it, he will naturally let go.
Feifei stayed until Lili came home before leaving.She didn't want Gao Ge to be bored at home by herself.This rare alone time is a good opportunity to ease the relationship.Why are we all so reckless?Why do you have to let her know when you meet someone you like?Why not be a silent person emotionally, that way, it will be much easier for yourself.
As soon as Lili came to the sofa, Gao Ge reached out and pulled Lili's hand to signal her to sit down, but Lili subconsciously withdrew her hand.
"Are you angry?" Gao Ge asked worriedly.
"No."
"What's wrong with you? I feel that you are unhappy."
"I don't know either. I feel uncomfortable when I see you two sitting together. Are you here to interfere with my normal life?"
"Yes, it's okay if I admit it."
"Don't pretend to be pitiful to me." Lili smiled and gently pushed Gao Ge's head.
In fact, Lili was really unhappy, to be precise, very sad.It's just that after entering the door, seeing Gao Ge at home felt a lot of relief, which relieved the degree of sadness.Brother Ming always wanted to develop further with Lili, but Lili always felt that it was too fast. We got along for four months, but Brother Ming was always on business trips. Love who is not around is like growing legs, and may run away at any time Lose.Subconsciously, Lili always felt that Brother Ming couldn't give her a sense of emotional security, so the relationship between the two of them didn't develop too deeply.
Brother Ming wanted to kiss Lili when he and Lili were having dinner tonight, but Lili declined as usual.Brother Ming asked her why, but she couldn't tell the reason.After a long silence, Brother Ming said that he would go to the United States with the company to study for a period of time next Monday, at least half a year and at most a year.He hoped to have more contact with Lili before leaving.If Lili thinks it through, she can go to Brother Ming before Monday, she knows where Brother Ming lives, and she also has the key.
Lili thought for a long time, she took this relationship seriously, and Brother Ming's attitude was also very clear.The two of them were working hard in the direction of living a lifetime.Although Lili can't let go of herself, she does have the idea of spending the rest of her life with Brother Ming.After all, at my age, it is not easy to meet someone who treats me sincerely!Lili's final decision is to fulfill Brother Ming's wish.She turned her head to see Gao Ge who was sleeping soundly beside her, this rascal, in fact, she didn't bother her that much.Lili has a lot of questions now. She wants to know what kind of feelings Gao Ge has for her, and she also wants to know her current emotional tendency.If there is no brother Ming and more time, Lili can't guarantee that she will be able to retreat under Gao Ge's "emotional offensive".
Lili told Gao Ge that she was going to see Brother Ming off on Sunday.Gao Ge said frankly that he knew about it.Frankly, Lili felt that Gao Ge might not like her, but really regarded herself as her sister or relative.
In the evening, the clouds turned red in the sky, and it was time for Lili to go out.Gao Ge stood next to Li Li leaning on crutches. She couldn't let Li Li see her reluctance and reluctance, but she still wanted to get closer to Li Li.Lili asked Gao Ge to take care of herself and not to come back tonight.Gao Ge nodded.Lili looked at Gao Ge and asked strangely: "You don't go out and put on some lipstick? It's still so red."
"I wiped it off when I felt dull." Gao Ge raised the corner of her mouth.
But the moment Lili went out, Gao Ge suddenly dropped his crutches and stepped forward to pull Lili back.Gao Ge didn't know where the courage came from, and directly kissed Li Li's lips firmly.With only one foot supporting her body, Gao Ge staggered from the kiss.Before Lili could break free from Gao Ge, she fell to the ground with Gao Ge.Lili lay on top of Gao Ge, and she felt Gao Ge's whole body trembling.
Li Li stood up supporting Gao Ge's shoulders, Gao Ge's hand was still tightly grasping Li Li's arm, she looked at her, didn't say anything and didn't know what to say.
"I……"
"Your lipstick is gone." Lili looked at Gao Ge, without any anger or embarrassment in her eyes, she leaned towards Gao Ge's cheek, and kissed him gently.
"Wait for me at home." Lili explained softly and left.
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