cute you

Saturday is Jiang You's birthday.

Jiang You stared at the message for a while, and finally replied thank you mom.

Birthday is nothing special to Jiang You, it doesn't matter if you pass it, it's just a very ordinary day, life should be whatever you want, and no miracle will happen just because it's your birthday.

He has everything since he was a child, and he has an easy-to-satisfy personality. When he was young, his elder brother insisted on making him keep a wish in his heart. He couldn't think of one, so he made a very ordinary wish—— Tian Tian happy.

While blowing out the candles, he closed his eyes and said the wish aloud. His brother quickly covered his mouth and whispered in his ear, "Shh, it won't work if you say it."

The aunt who came forward to help divide the cake just heard it, and said with a smile: "Every time my son celebrates his birthday, he likes to ask me for some new gadgets that are popular among classmates, such as toys, game consoles, etc... once a year Opportunity, it's the first time I've heard such a simple wish like Jiang You's."

The elder brother stroked his head lightly, with a smile on his face, "Don't worry, if little Jiangyou thinks of anything else, then tell the elder brother."

But at that time, Jiang You didn't seem to have the concept of wish in his head. Every birthday in the future, he lazily made the same wish, but he didn't say it again. He was afraid of being laughed at, so he silently kept it in his heart. .

Day after day, year after year, every day is a plain but happy day.

Until one year's birthday, Jiang You suddenly felt that he had grown up, and it seemed that it was time to make a decent birthday wish, and his brother who had excellent grades that year was preparing to apply for a top university abroad, and Jiang You, who noticed the gap, gradually With a sense of crisis, he was afraid that he would become farther and farther away from his brother, so he secretly made a decision to temporarily change his birthday wish for that year——from now on, he would study hard and walk side by side with his brother as soon as possible.

After making this wish, Jiang You felt that it might be difficult to become as powerful as his brother, and he also thought that he should not be so greedy, and that he would have to change to a simpler one next year.

However, on next year's birthday, my brother was no longer there.

Life has turned into torment, and the passage of time seems to be accumulating the pain of losing my brother bit by bit.

Later, Jiang You suddenly realized that his previous wish was not simple at all. Being happy every day is probably the most difficult wish to realize in this world.

A familiar song, an old thing, a similar figure, too many things can torture Jiang You.

Jiang You began to suffer from insomnia all night, with uncontrollable heart palpitations, and the pain poured out from the bottom of his heart continuously, suppressing him so much that he was almost out of breath.The backlog of emotions that have nowhere to vent in his chest is about to explode, Jiang You is hesitant and confused, subconsciously longing to cut off these overwhelming disturbances in a direct and neat way.

Then he overhears the truth about himself during his parents' loud argument at midnight one night.

So everything seemed to be logical, Jiang You let go of hesitation and nostalgia, and resolutely chose to quit this world.

Jiang You was numb when the skin was cut open by the sharp blade, and the red blood was dazzlingly bright. Jiang You put his wrist into the warm water and closed his eyes calmly.

When he was rescued, Jiang You was still dull, and he couldn't even tell whether he was still in this world. He opened his eyes with difficulty, closed them again, and opened them again, until he heard his mother's hoarse voice. voice: "You're awake."

Jiang You blinked heavily and slowly.

There was no expression on the mother's face, and her eyes were dull when she spoke. She looked at Jiang You blankly, "If Jiang Yu sees you like this, I don't know if he will feel worthless."

Jiang You looked at his mother's pale and thin face with a dull daze.

The mother got up and called the aunt at home to replace the caregiver, and never came to the hospital to visit Jiang You again.

Since then, everyone in the family has tacitly stopped mentioning the name Jiang Yu.

As if my brother never existed.

Jiang You’s sprain has healed after lying down for two days, and the recovery speed is much faster than expected. Feeling that walking is not so inconvenient, Jiang You cancels the vacation and attends classes with Huang Kangning and the others as usual up.

Jiang You had just finished class on Saturday, and Uncle Wang had already been waiting downstairs in his dormitory.

Uncle Wang who was sitting on the edge of the flower bed smoking a cigarette saw Jiang You and immediately extinguished half of the cigarette in his hand, stepped forward and said, "Sister Zhu asked me to pick you up."

Jiang You carried her schoolbag and nodded, "Please trouble Uncle Wang."

Uncle Wang said again: "Sister Zhu asked me to ask you, do you want to bring a few friends back with you?"

"Need not."

Uncle Wang knew Jiang You's temperament, so he didn't ask any more questions, pointed to another direction of the dormitory, and said, "Cars are not allowed here, let's go, the car is parked over there."

From the bottom of his heart, Jiang You doesn't want to celebrate the so-called birthday, even though he finally has the deepest desire in his heart, but it is a fantasy that can never be realized.

A wish is a wish after all.

But this is a way for his mother to show her care and love for him, and he has no reason to refuse.

Carefully, maintain the delicate balance of the family relationship, and don't want to see any unpleasant factors in the family.

Along the way, Uncle Wang told him a lot about what happened at home recently, what praise An Ran received at school, what projects his father was probably busy with recently...

Jiang You listened intentionally or unintentionally, and suddenly felt a slight strangeness.

When he got home, his mother was waiting for him in the living room. Seeing him coming back alone, she asked, "Didn't you bring any friends back?"

Now Jiang You can't be as close to his mother as he was at the beginning, and his polite and humble attitude always makes people feel that there is something in the middle, "Mom, I'm sorry, I may still be a little uncomfortable."

"It's okay." Zhu Jingya was not surprised, "I'm just asking, if you're not used to it, don't force it."

Then Zhu Jingya routinely paid attention to Jiang You's study and life status in school and the recovery of his injuries. Jiang You answered every question in a straightforward manner, and then suddenly the scene became cold, and the two of them had nothing to say for a moment. up.

Zhu Jingya said: "The company has urgent matters, your father won't come back today."

Standing in the empty living room, Jiang You didn't feel any ups and downs in her heart, and said yes softly.

I haven't been home for more than a month, and the furnishings at home have not changed at all, but I feel a little strange in my heart.

"Brother!" With a childish voice, Jiang Anran ran down the stairs.

Jiang Anran saw that Jiang You came back, her whole face was full of unconcealable excitement, she bounced and danced around Jiang You a few times, "Maybe we can eat cake!"

Zhu Jingya helplessly tapped Jiang Anran's little head, "We'll eat later."

Jiang Anran turned to look at Jiang You pitifully, pulled Jiang You's hand, and said coquettishly: "Brother, I want to eat cake."

Although Jiang You and Jiang Anran don't spend much time together and the relationship is not particularly close, Jiang You likes him as a younger brother from the bottom of his heart.

He smiled dotingly at Jiang Anran, "Brother promises you, go and eat."

Zhu Jingya stopped Jiang Anran who was about to rush to the dining room, "No, wait a little longer, Anran is obedient."

"Mom, let Anran eat a piece first." Jiang You said, "Anyway, there is no need to wait for Dad to come back."

Zhu Jingya still grabbed Jiang Anran who was jumping off, "Hey, I'll cut you an extra piece later."

Jiang Anran looked at her mother aggrievedly, and had no choice but to give up.

Seeing his younger brother's pitiful appearance, Jiang You couldn't bear it, and just about to speak, Zhu Jingya said, "I invited another guest today."

Jiang You was stunned for a moment.

Zhu Jingya said, "It's Dr. Cui."

After speaking, Zhu Jingya found a piece of candy for An Ran, she lowered her head while peeling off the candy wrapper, and said, "It should be here soon."

Jiang Anran joyfully took the candy from her mother, put it in her mouth happily, and immediately put aside the matter of eating the cake, happily followed her aunt back to the room to play Lego.

Jiang You asked in a low voice, "Why?"

Zhu Jingya looked up at Jiang You.

Jiang You repeated: "Why?"

"Don't you want to see him?" Zhu Jingya said to herself, "The purpose of skipping class and going to S Hospital is also to see him."

Jiang You's mood suddenly tumbling and fluctuating.

Zhu Jingya continued, "I think I can understand why you pay special attention to Dr. Cui."

"I haven't." Jiang You bit her lip and denied embarrassingly.

"I invited him over for dinner today to thank him formally."

Jiang You stood silently.

Zhu Jingya glanced at Jiang You, then took it, and said, "If you want to see Dr. Cui in the future..."

"Did I say it!" Jiang You interrupted Zhu Jingya's words abruptly, and then turned his head in pain.

Realizing that Jiang You's mood had changed significantly, Zhu Jingya stopped talking.

Jiang You choked up suddenly, and said intermittently, "Mom... I'm really, really fine... I'm almost fine, I will, I will... I won't cause you any more trouble. "

"So," Jiang You took a breath, tears welled up in his eyes, "Can... can you, stop making so many deliberate arrangements, let me forget..."

Speaking of this, Jiang You suddenly stopped, and he couldn't continue talking.

Zhu Jingya turned her head indifferently, and stopped looking at Jiang You, "You think too much, I just said, I invited Dr. Cui here just to thank him. As for not being able to tell you earlier, yes Mom is not good."

Jiang You knew that he had messed up his mother's arrangements again, and if possible, he didn't want to disappoint his mother's kindness.

But those emotions rushed up subconsciously, Jiang You didn't have time to control it, and the sadness was already pervasive.

He suddenly remembered the overlapping dream again, only felt that his heart was beating violently at this moment, which made him panic and scared.

"Excuse me." Cui Hongyi, who was ushered into the house by the servant, stood at the door, feeling a little awkward. He didn't know what happened, so he could only cough lightly to indicate that he was there, "Would you be early?" .”

Jiang You raised his slightly red eyes, and when he saw Cui Hongyi, he lowered them quickly.

Cui Hongyi felt that he came at the wrong time, but seeing Jiang You's appearance, his heart softened suddenly.

Just as he was hesitating whether to ask Jiang You what was wrong, Jiang You had already run upstairs without saying a word.

"..." Fortunately, Cui Hongyi had cultivated a thick skin after practicing medicine for several years, otherwise he would be so embarrassed that he would dig a hole in the ground.

Zhu Jingya bowed to Cui Hongyi, and said, "I'm sorry, I made Dr. Cui laugh." She stood alone in the huge living room, her expression was a little numb, and she looked very lonely.

"Some things..." Zhu Jingya forced a weak smile, which made Cui Hongyi inexplicably stressed, "You might as well tell Dr. Cui, if you are willing to listen now."

Cui Hongyi looked at the turning ladder that Jiang You ran up just now, and felt that he might be involved in something. He smiled at Zhu Jingya lightly, with a friendly tone on the surface, but unconsciously a little dissatisfaction in his tone, "If I If you can say that you don't want to, you probably won't be called here by the dean himself."