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At that moment, a strange look flashed across Jiang You's face, which was panic and fear.

Huang Kangning gave Jiang You the small bag of things he got from Qian Mengqi.

Jiang You was slightly taken aback when he saw the words dedicated to S Hospital printed on it, as if it was not what he had imagined.

He turned the bag over suspiciously, and saw Cui Hongyi's handwriting on the seal.The bag was sealed tightly, and Jiang You finally opened it, and then saw the familiar pills inside.

"You fell into that Dr. Cui's car when you came back yesterday." Huang Kangning said beside him.

The pills were thoughtfully packed in an ordinary medicine bag and sealed carefully. No one except Jiang You knew what it was.

Fortunately, the person who picked it up was Dr. Cui, so he was able to return it in such a secret way.

Jiang You's special feeling for Cui Hongyi subconsciously deepened.

Huang Kangning said, "Be careful in the future."

"En." Jiang You replied seriously, but she always felt that Huang Kangning's words were filled with a touch of worry since yesterday.

At the same time, Qian Mengqi, who ran back to the dormitory in one breath, sent a message to Cui Hongyi the first thing she did when she returned to the dormitory: report to Dr. Cui, the medicine has been delivered, the favor has been credited, and I will pick a good day to get it (* ︶`*)

Those few pills have always held Jiang You's soul, ever since Cui Hongyi asked Qian Mengqi to return the pills, Jiang You seemed to have returned to his soul, and finally suppressed the uneasiness in his heart that could not be eliminated.

And Jiang You's fever had subsided completely the next morning.

Huang Kangning looked at the number on the thermometer in surprise and joy, and said happily: "It's all right."

Jiang You's head was still a little heavy at the moment, and when he wanted to get up from the bed, Huang Kangning pushed it back involuntarily, and covered him with a thin blanket, "Don't just get up first, lie down for a while, Besides, your feet are not in good condition, don't worry, anyway, you have been on leave for a week."

In the dazed state in the morning, Jiang You obediently lay back on the bed. He opened his mouth slightly, feeling a little thirsty. Before he could speak, Huang Kangning had already passed a cup of hot water to feed him He, "Come on, be careful it's hot."

Jiang You felt a little awkward when the water was brought to his mouth, but he still took a few sips.

Huang Kangning put Jiang You's unfinished half glass of water back on the table, patted his quilt, and softly coaxed him: "Go to sleep, call me if you need something."

Jiang You looked at Huang Kangning suspiciously.

When Huang Kangning was looked at by Jiang You, he was a little inexplicable, "What's wrong?"

The doubts in his heart gradually expanded, and Jiang You felt that Huang Kangning's passionate concern became more and more obvious.

Like for what purpose, or for what reason.

Worried that he has always been too sensitive, Jiang You shook his head, and finally just said nothing.

This scene was witnessed by Luo Chen and Hu Haowei who also just woke up in the dormitory. They exchanged winks and went into the bathroom together.

"Hey! I said..." Luo Chen turned the faucet to the maximum at once, leaned over, and directly washed his face with the rushing water, and said vaguely, "Huang Kangning took a little care of Jiang You Is it over?"

Hu Haowei read late yesterday, and now he is still half asleep, with two dark circles under his eyes, and nodded with blurred eyes.He followed Luo Chen to wash his face with cold water, and then he became a little sober, and said, "Anyway, I feel weird looking at it."

Luo Chen was bare-chested, put on his slippers, squeezed out a small strip of toothpaste, and before putting the toothbrush into his mouth, he said loudly, "I don't understand!"

"What don't you understand?" Huang Kangning came in and asked.

Luo Chen spat out a mouthful of toothpaste water, turned his head and said without blushing, "I'm talking about the homework assignment yesterday."

The three of them were busy in the bathroom all morning, and Luo Chen and Hu Haowei silently ended the conversation because of Huang Kangning's presence.

The three of them went out to class together, and Jiang You was the only one left in the dormitory.

Huang Kangning found an excuse to wait until the last one to go out, then carefully closed the doors and windows and drew the curtains.

Although I don't know why Huang Kangning understands his habits so well, this kind of atmosphere really makes Jiang You feel the most relaxed and free.

Jiang You looked at the ceiling quietly, thinking about yesterday's dream contradictoryly and anxiously.

This is the first time that Jiang You met someone other than his brother who became the protagonist of his dream.

Fearing that he would forget his brother one day, Jiang You pictured his brother in his mind every day, time and time again, to let himself remember every detail of his brother more deeply and clearly.

Even if the plot is painful, even if the nightmare haunts him, Jiang You is still persistent and deliberately looking forward to meeting his brother in the dream.

Even if it is all an illusion of nothingness in the past, as long as he can see it, no matter what the price is, Jiang You is willing to pay.

He is willing to spend a lot of time sleeping, willing to review painful episodes repeatedly, experience it over and over again, and faintly feel the existence of his brother.

After the former consulting teacher knew about it, she was worried that Jiang You would gradually develop splits and hallucinations after going on for so long, confusing reality and dreams, and couldn't tell what was real.

She wanted to help Jiang You get rid of such fantasies.

But Jiang You, who had always been accommodating to treatment, put forward an unusually firm rejection that time.

Jiang You said: "I know from the beginning to the end that everything is fake, but that is the only thing that can make me feel happy."

Jiang You didn't say anything about the next half sentence.

The extreme happiness, fun, and joy in reality will only make him feel more intense pain and self-blame—he is no longer qualified to enjoy other happiness.

My brother's name has become a taboo at home, the line of time is getting longer and longer, the trace of my brother is becoming more and more blurred in time, and everyone is slowly forgetting.

After many years, Jiang You still clearly remembers the sound of the brakes. The driver shouted to be careful in front of him, and then his brother held his hand tightly, pulled him into his arms, circled him, and said: " Don't be afraid."

In the earth-shaking shock, a sharp sound pierced through his ear, and Jiang You's mind went blank. Before his consciousness became blurred, he only remembered that there was a pool of bright red blood in front of him.

And the brother's loose arm.

Jiang You was a little confused in his thoughts, he stretched out his hand and stared blankly at the mechanical watch on his wrist.

It was a relic worn by my brother when the car accident happened.

Jiang You wears this watch not only to cover up the marks left by cutting his wrist, but every time Jiang You looks at this watch moving slowly when he is at a loss, it seems that he can feel at ease.

Every minute and every second, my brother's time is still walking around on time.

Although Jiang You also had some ordinary dreams, the contents of those dreams were scattered and messy, without any logic at all, and most of them couldn't remember when they woke up.

But Jiang You remembered the dream yesterday clearly.

In the dream, the branches and leaves are lush, the world is vigorous green, the gaps in the leaves are shining in the hot sun, the hot corridor, the quiet courtyard, Cui Hongyi is holding a can of Coke, stretching his straight legs, lazily Sitting in the Rainbow Promenade.

The body leaning back slightly draws a nice arc in the light.

Jiang You just stood so far away, staring at Cui Hongyi for a long time in the shade of the tree.

This is the scene when they met for the second time.

Jiang You silently stood in this dream without any plot for a long time, staying for a long, long time.

He suddenly saw Cui Hongyi showing a faint and gentle smile.

Jiang You felt that his heart was also quiet, he looked and looked motionlessly, the sun was flickering above his head, suddenly, Cui Hongyi's figure became blurred.

The picture was blurry, and finally returned to a pale place. Cui Hongyi's shadow overlapped to become his elder brother. In the dream, there were rustling leaves and harsh friction sounds. Surrounded inside.

In this chaotic world, someone whispered in my ear, don't be afraid.

The world was spinning, and everything went back to the Rainbow Corridor. Cui Hongyi stood on the other side of the promenade and looked at himself.

Cui Hongyi took a step forward and said to be careful, but subconsciously stepped back.

However, this time he didn't fall, because the dream changed again, Jiang You fell into his brother's arms, and his brother hugged him gently, saying don't be afraid.

The rainbow appeared in the pale dream, like a holy light.

Jiang You felt that something was disturbing his calm state of mind, he stroked the watch in his hand, and became upset like never before.

The phone next to the pillow vibrated, Jiang You was taken aback, and saw a message from his mother: Don't forget to go home on Saturday.