On the Formation of a Pseudo Stand-In

The lips were about to leave, but the man didn't move his head away immediately, and the hot air was sprayed on the skin when he spoke.

Ye Luo hurriedly sat up straight.

The little guy gripped the rope tightly, and sat upright, looking very cute, Mu Chengan glanced at it, and then moved his aching shoulder belatedly.

When the weight on top was removed, he felt an indescribable loss from the bottom of his heart.

While suffering, Mu Chengan caught a glimpse of the little head in front of him moving a few times.

The man nodded and said firmly, "I believe in you."

After hearing this sentence, Mu Chengan felt that all the uneasiness just now had ebbed.

Unable to restrain the emotions in his heart, he stretched out his arms and hugged the little guy tightly in his arms again. Seeing that he was startled, he smiled and let go.

Gently lowering his head, Mu Chengan buried his face in the other's neck and rubbed back and forth, his voice still a little hoarse: "No... just learn to trust yourself."

Ye Luo leaned comfortably on the other person, but didn't respond, only felt that when the person hugged her and rubbed her, she always looked so wronged.

Ye Luo's neck was itchy from the brushed hair from time to time, Ye Luo moved, but did not avoid it.

Confusion and panic were still lingering, but at this moment, with the trembling voice of the other party, Ye Luo finally let out a long breath.

Why not?Imagine the sullen look of the man behind him, he thought.

If I can't trust him, who else can I trust?

Thinking about it like this, the emotions rose into the air anyway.

But even so, the confusion still couldn't be solved, on the contrary, there were more puzzles. Ye Luo closed his eyes helplessly.

Just when he was thinking of falling asleep while he was sleepy, he found Mu Chengan kissed on the forehead, and then gently hugged himself.

Ye Luo let him move, curled up quietly in his arms, neither of them spoke.

The whole body was stuffed into the quilt, and Ye Luo spread out his limbs, turned over, and slammed his face hard on the pillow.

Until his arm was lightly patted by the other party, Ye Luo slowly shrank aside and gave up his position. As soon as the bed on the right side sank, a pair of hands unquestionably stretched out to save his face from the pillow .

Lifting his eyelids, he glared dissatisfiedly at the other party, and immediately closed his eyes again.

The other party smiled in a deep voice, and then made more progress, even stretched his arms under his body, and Ye Luo, who was lying on the right side, was turned over.

After being tormented by the other party, Ye Luo, whose sleepiness dissipated, turned his back to the sky and sighed: "What are you doing?"

"Look for a sense of presence, who told you to ignore me." Mu Chengan took his time and answered frankly, "Besides, I'm afraid you'll crush my boyfriend."

After finishing speaking, he stretched out an arm and pressed himself firmly, Ye Luo looked at the ceiling, feeling sad for a moment.

In the end, Ye Luo patted the other party's flailing arm, and sighed: "It's a little hard to believe in yourself...It's easier to believe in you."

"In that case," Mu Chengan turned around, put his hand on Ye Luo's body, and said with a smile, "Fortunately, I still believe in you, otherwise our Luo Luo would be so pitiful."

Ye Luo blinked his eyes a bit, but finally couldn't help laughing, and then stared affectionately at the ceiling again.

It wasn't until the upper eyelid kissed the lower eyelid urgently that he closed his eyes boldly under the gentle gaze of the other party.

I wanted to say good night, but I don't know if the muttering made it clear, so Ye Luo fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up again, Ye Luo was in a daze, and heard an unfamiliar male voice.

After reacting, he immediately froze and moved his body carefully, only then was he sure that he was still in that body at the moment.

It's too late to tell which one is more disappointed, and I don't know why there are strangers in the room.

Ye Luo continued to close his eyes, trembling his fingers in the quilt, feeling a little uneasy.

Just as he was about to blow his brains out and scare him to the bone, he heard a familiar voice, and Ye Luo's body, which had been tense since waking up, immediately relaxed most of it.

Mu Chengan's voice sounded a little anxious, but he kept it low on purpose. Ye Luo tried to prick up his ears, but he could only hear a few fragments: "He yesterday...yes...can't you say...well, I see... "

Although I don't know what the other party is talking about, but I always feel that I am talking about what happened to me yesterday. Ye Luoben was a little exhausted because of the doubts in the past few days, but now things seem to be getting bigger and bigger. other insiders.

Thinking of this, Ye Luo felt even more powerless.

He clenched his hands tightly under the quilt, thinking, it seems that all the lies in the world have only deceived me.

At any rate, resisting the desire to open his eyes to find out, Ye Luo turned over calmly, and while continuing to pretend to be asleep, he moved closer to the direction of the sound.

The strange male voice murmured, and Ye Luo held his breath for a long time before he finally heard him sigh: "It's the same as I said before, don't be in a hurry...you have to wait until the day he wants to wake up by himself , I mean, in the real sense, you will get through it."

Mu Chengan allowed the air to be silent and heavy, and it probably took a long time before he remembered it, and gave a soft but firm "hmm".

Listening to his faintly revealed depression, Ye Luo felt a little awkward and sad, and tried to shrink herself into the quilt a lot, which finally made her feel warmer.

Even though they were in the same room, the two seemed to be separated by a glass window.

After enduring it for a while, Ye Luo, whose heart was throbbing with pain, couldn't help but secretly opened his eyes a little.

In the end, with just one glance, he almost didn't exclaim.

——Xiao Ran? !

To be precise, the figure facing him in the station at this moment is very different from his own memory, except for the obvious similarities on the body, the rest is different everywhere.

Whether it's the cold and indifferent expression on his face, or the sense of alienation on his body, it's not like the image of the young man in Ye Luo's memory who loves to criticize and always laughs to make his teeth itch.

In order to make sure that he was not mistaken, Ye Luo couldn't help but cast his eyes one after another, sweating from his tightly clenched palms.

He sank in the soft bed, surrounded by familiar smells, but he just felt that he was being sucked into a whirlpool, all the weird and unreasonable things were tightly connected together, making all the truth more confusing .

As soon as he raised his head slightly, he realized that Xiao Ran, who had lowered his eyes, raised his eyelids and looked in his direction intentionally or unintentionally.

After meeting his own eyes, he was slightly taken aback for a while, and then slowly raised the corners of his lips in his direction.

Ye Luo was startled, and hurriedly closed his eyes tightly, his brow was still covered with sweat, and looked at the back of the head of the guy who was still hanging his head.

Xiao Ran saw the trembling eyelashes of the other party from a distance, but they didn't poke them.

Pretending to be just a casual glance, he turned his gaze back, and squinted at the anxious and frustrated old friend on the opposite side.

Rao has seen these things too much, and has long been numb, and just now looked like a businessman, but...

Xiao Ran glanced at the trembling fingertips of the other party, and the expression that finally calmed down after several deep breaths, after all, he still couldn't bear it.

He had no choice but to sigh, and comforted: "Actually, it's good for him to change now. Regardless of the result, because the worst is still the same. As long as he wants to change from the bottom of his heart, he wants to give If you start by yourself, then everything will have hope again.”

Wrapped in deep black clothes, Xiao Ran slowed down his speech and bit clearly one sentence after another between his teeth. Although Ye Luo still didn't understand much, he still secretly memorized the other party's words.

change?

Being patted on the shoulder, Mu Chengan smiled gratefully at his friend on the opposite side, and after the smile dissipated, he let out a deep breath.

After saying those two words silently in my heart several times, I finally regained some courage.

Mu Chengan turned his body slightly, and looked at the little guy who was sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed behind him. After staring at the other's tightly pursed lips for a long time, his eyes involuntarily softened gradually.

The friends behind seemed to find it interesting, and chuckled kindly.

Mu Chengan looked at the other party without blinking. After watching, the corners of his lips gradually curled up, and he smiled gently at the person on the bed.

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despair.

In the hospital ward, listening to the cold tone from the icy instrument, facing his lover who was getting thinner on the bed, Mu Chengan, who hadn't slept much for a few days, his eyes were bloodshot and desperate.

He dared not sleep, and could not sleep.

As soon as I closed my eyes, it was like pressing the loop to play in my mind, and it was full of that scene.

——My lover is lying alone, lying on his back under the river embankment that no one cares about. The self who arrived late, his eyes are full of blood red with chills, screaming, panting, and crying, but how can he not wake up? The eye-catching person takes another look at himself.

Pulling away from the memory, Mu Chengan bit it hard until he tasted the bloody taste in his mouth, and then he trembled and regained consciousness.

The outstretched hand reached halfway, and fell powerlessly in the air. He laughed at himself, retracted his hand, and rubbed his eyes.

What qualifications do you have to touch it?He thought of the investigations that the police had told him recently, grabbed the clothes at the heart, and a burst of powerless collapse hit his face.

It's been so long, the two have known each other for so long.

This guy kept his mouth shut and never mentioned the past, so he just stared at the bright place now, turning a blind eye to the hazy corner of the person lying in his arms every day, never thought of asking, who knows...

Rubbing his face vigorously, Mu Chengan covered his eyes with his fingers.

Probably complaining, blaming himself for being indifferent, this person is lying on the bed at this moment, turning a deaf ear to his call.

Probably really, I don't want to look at myself again.

In the cold night, Mu Chengan stared at the empty space. After a long while, he mustered up the courage to continue staring at the pale and helpless man on the bed under the moonlight.

Even if he ran around and sought the best treatment for him, it was only to maintain him to continue to survive, but the skin of the person on the bed was inevitably pale, and his face and body were also thinning at a speed visible to the naked eye. go down.

Staring at his sunken face, after a while, Mu Chengan seemed to remember something again, and closed his eyes fiercely like being burned.

When it opened again, there was a silent whimper.

The author has something to say:

The speed of the hands is touching, the author fell asleep holding the computer again orz

Tomorrow (mark) is the end of the final exam today~ After packing up, I will code and make up what I owed yesterday =w=

Thank you little angels for coming in and seeing here~