rebirth of not following the old path

Chapter 21

Liu Yinglan felt distressed looking at the mottled wound, and the black mist in Pan Haogan's eyes became heavier and heavier after seeing the wound.

"Master, the doctor is here" the butler said to Pan Haogan who was standing at the door of the room.

"Well, let's go in"

The doctor gave Shangru a comprehensive examination and finally came to the conclusion: "Part of his fever is due to the cold weather, and the wound on his leg is inflamed."

"Shang Shang's leg is almost healed, why did it suddenly become inflamed?" Liu Yinglan asked.

"I think this injury should be caused by sedentary calf paralysis, poor blood circulation, and some external impacts caused the wound to open."

After sending the doctor away and administering the medicine to Shangru, Liu Yinglan asked Shangru, who had become more sober, "Shangshang, what are you doing sitting there by yourself at night?"

"I was thinking about something." Shangru lowered his head, not looking at Pan Haogan's sharp gaze, "I fell asleep accidentally."

"Mom, let me take care of him." Pan Haogan stopped Liu Yinglan from wiping Shangru's hands, and then took the alcohol and towel from her hand.

"it is good"

"no need!"

Liu Yinglan and Shangru spoke at the same time, the scene was a bit cold, Pan Haoqian said: "Mom, you go out first."

Liu Yinglan had already seen that something was wrong between the two of them, she glanced at the butler standing aside, and motioned him to leave with her.

Pan Haoqian took Shang Ru's hand to help him cool down, but Shang Ru withdrew his hand and said to him, "You don't need to rub it, it will be fine after taking the medicine for a while."

Pan Haoqian didn't speak for a long time, so long that Shangru almost fell asleep.

"You're angry with me." Pan Haoqian asked Shangru.

"..."

"Speak." Pan Haoqian looked at Shangru.

"Say what?" Confucianism is not deliberately silent, but really does not know what to say.

"What are you thinking?" Pan Haoqian looked at the weak and pale Shangru in front of him, and said in an even more hostile tone.

"I'm wondering if we need to calm down." Shangru was forced by Pan Hao and finally expressed his thoughts, "I think we still need some adjustments. If it's not suitable, we can... leave a way out for ourselves."

"So that's why you told Grandpa we're brothers?"

"Ah?" Shangru was stunned for a second before he understood what Pan Haogan meant.

"I won't allow it." Pan Haoqian lowered his body suddenly.

"Stay away from me first, I don't...um" Shangru's words were swallowed by Pan Haoqian.

After the punitive kiss ended, Shangru's lower lip was bitten by Pan Haoqian.

"What are you doing? I still have a fever." Shang Ru frowned and said, "It's contagious to you..."

"I don't allow you to leave yourself a way out."

"what?"

Pan Haoqian took a long breath, suppressed the undercurrent of his emotions, and said to him: "Shangru, I was going to apologize to you before."

"what?"

"Brother told me that your approach was more correct, and I also felt that I was too hasty, but you told me that you need to retreat." Pan Haoqian pressed Shangru step by step in his words, with anger that could not be concealed in his tone.

Hearing Pan Haoqian's accusation, Shang Rujing waited for a while before saying sullenly: "So your apology is also because of elder brother, not because of your trust in me."

After the words came out, Pan Hao was taken aback for a moment, and said, "What do you mean?"

"You don't believe that I can solve all this, you only think that I am weak and will only escape." Shangru lowered his eyes and said, "You even doubt me and Tang Yanyao."

The phrase "no wind, no waves" was like a slap on Shangru's heart, and he felt cold on his back just thinking about it.

Pan Haoqian stopped talking, and said after a long time: "I'm sorry, I was extreme."

Shangru looked at him in surprise when he heard what he said. Pan Haogan's posture didn't change, but he lost some sharpness.

"In the future, I will respect your choice." Pan Haoqian understood what Shangru meant by 'need to adapt'.

"En." Shangru responded.

"Also." For the first time, Pan Haoqian felt that speaking was such a difficult thing, "I went too far about Tang Yanyao."

"It's okay." Shangru felt that he didn't understand what Pan Hao did, and he would apologize to himself.

"However, you must tell me what happens in the future, don't bear it yourself." Pan Haoqian looked at Shangru's calf, which had been medicated again, and asked, "Where did you hit here?"

Shangru was taken aback by Pan Haogan's attitude, and said in a daze, "I hit the table leg."

Shangru's face was still a little flushed due to the fever, but his mouth was still a little pale. Pan Haogan sighed and hugged him, put his head on the side of Shangru's neck and said, "This is the first time I feel uneasy."

"Because I said we're just brothers?"

"And Tang Yanyao." Pan Haoqian said in a hoarse voice, "When we were in the Cold War, you went out to play with him."

"We're just shopping," Shang Ru couldn't help explaining.

"But I'm still angry." Pan Haoqian's voice sounded like a child's anger.

"..." Shangru didn't know what to say.

After hugging for a while, Pan Haoqian sat up and said, "You rest, I'll go wash up first."

"Hmm," Shangru said dryly, "Eh...have a cup of Banlangen after you go out."

When Pan Haoqian heard that Shangru cared about him, his mood index soared, and he said in a deep voice, "Okay."

This was the first time that Pan Haoqian felt concerned about gains and losses. This feeling was not good, but it made Pan Haoqian understand more about Shangru's position in his heart, but it didn't mean that he would allow Tang Yanyao to continue disturbing their lives.

Shangru lay on the bed with a smile on his lips. He never thought that Pan Haoqian would feel uneasy because of himself. It turns out that no one is completely rational and calm in love.

early morning

In his sleep, Shangru felt that he could not breathe. When he opened his eyes, he found that he was tightly locked in Pan Haoqian's arms.

Shangru gently pushed Pan Haogan's arm away, and then planned to turn over and get out of bed.

"What are you doing?" Pan Haoqian suddenly asked behind him.

"Ah, you're awake." Shangru said in a daze, "I want to get up."

"I was asking why you got up so early." Pan Haoqian also sat up, hugged Shang Ru from behind and kissed his ear.

"Yesterday my aunt said that today I will post Spring Festival couplets, I want to be with her"

"Then let's go together."

"it is good."

This year's New Year's Eve is the most lively time for Shangru. There are old people and children in the family, Liu Yinglan is cooking a variety of dishes in the kitchen, Joyce and Teacher Qiao are twittering and pasting window grilles, and Pan Deming and Grandpa Pan Talking about current affairs and political affairs on the sofa, the most important thing is Pan Haoqian.

"Shang Shang, come and sit down"

"Okay, come here now"

"This fish is good for your health, you should eat more"

"it is good"

. . . . . .

"Xiaojing, is your window grille crooked?"

"Don't call me that! Besides, that was posted by your son"

"That's my wife"

"roll"

. . . . . .

"Grandpa Zeng! Don't forget my red envelope!"

"There must be yours, how old do you want?"

"I want one who is as old as a wife!"

"Haha, who do you want to be your wife?"

"Xiao Shang!"

"..."

. . . . . .

After the New Year's Eve dinner, the family sat together and talked, Shang Ru felt that such a scene had only been seen on TV, but he never thought that one day he would have the opportunity to be in it.

"What are you thinking about?" Pan Hao pinched his ears dryly and asked.

"I was thinking that your family's New Year's Eve shouldn't be like this." Shang Ru secretly looked at Pan Hong, and said after realizing that he hadn't noticed the two of them.

"Then how do we live?" Pan Haoqian asked amusedly.

"No matter what, the phone calls are constant, the cups are mixed, and people come and go."

"Grandpa is a traditional Chinese soldier, so naturally he won't let others disturb you on New Year's Eve," Pan Haoqian explained, "But starting tomorrow, people will come to pay New Year's greetings.

If you want to come down, you can stay upstairs. "

"Okay, but how long are we going to stay here?"

"On the fourth day, I want to take you to meet some friends on the fifth day."

"Who?"

"Ouyang and the others."

"..."

"I always have to tell them that I have a wife so that they won't find someone for me in the future." Pan Haoqian jokingly said seeing Shangru's conflicted expression.

"Okay." Shangru was already immune to terms like 'wife' and 'daughter-in-law'.

"Baby, Happy New Year." The bell outside the window rang, and Pan Haoqian said standing behind Shangru.

"Happy New Year." Shangru felt that the fireworks outside the window were too beautiful to be real.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, as soon as Joyce woke up, she knocked on the door of each room.

"Xiao Shang! Second Uncle! Open the door!"

Shang Ru rubbed his sore waist, and asked towards the door: "Chang Chang, what's the matter?"

"I'm here to ask for a red envelope! Open the door!"

"Wait a minute." Shangru woke up Pan Haogan who was pretending to be asleep, "Get up soon."

"I don't remember..." Pan Haoqian opened his eyes just in time to look at the hickey on Dao Shangru's collarbone, and felt his lower abdomen heat up.

"Then I'll get on my own." Shangru looked for his pajamas and found that the clothes were on Pan Haogan's side of the bed, so he half-lyed on Pan Haogan's body to reach for the clothes, but Pan Haogan hugged him and rolled over under him

.

"I want you." Strong desire appeared in Pan Haoqian's eyes.

Shangru felt that his waist was still hurting like hell, and there was a child waiting outside, so he blushed and said, "Not now."

Pan Hao started to fumble with his hands, and wanted to say something, but he heard Shang Ru muttering: "Yesterday, I agreed to respect me", so he sat up and let him go.

Helplessly watching Shangru put on his clothes, Pan Haoqian lay on the bed with one hand under his neck and said leisurely, "Tell that kid at the door that you are already famous."

"..."

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Reconciliation, this article should be finished within ten chapters (Scattering flowers!)