rebirth of not following the old path

Chapter 20

Pan Haoqian didn't know that the process of his eldest brother and teacher Qiao being together was so tortuous, and he also understood the reason why Pan Haoqiong told him this. After thinking for a while, Pan Haoqian said, "What do you want to say?"

"Well, I don't know how you plan to tell grandpa, I just want to remind you, don't rush for quick success, it will only bring you harm."

"Shang Ru and Grandpa said we are brothers." Pan Haoqian told Pan Haoqiong.

"It's a very wise plan to delay the attack." Pan Haoqiong asked in surprise, "You won't be angry because of this, right?"

Pan Haoqian was told what was on his mind, and said a little uncomfortable: "I was going to make it clear to Grandpa today."

"If you said what you said today, we wouldn't be able to pass this year." Pan Haoqiong said, "The prerequisite for me to come out was that I had a son. Do you have one?"

"..." Pan Haoqian began to reflect on himself, whether he was really in a hurry.

"Taking a step back, you have come out to grandpa. You have the ability to take Shangru abroad, but can Shangru put aside everything in the country and go with you without hesitation? Even if he goes, can you guarantee that he will be happy? "

Pan Haoqian knew how much Shangru valued his family: "No."

"Okay, on this matter, Shangru's handling method is much more suitable than yours," Pan Haoqiong concluded.

"......Um"

After Pan Haoqiong left, Pan Haoqian recalled Shangru's cautiousness in speaking just now, and went out to the children's playground in the community.

Joyce's friends came one after another, and the children introduced Shangru again and again without getting bored.

"Pan Chang!" A little girl ran towards Joyce.

"Lele!" The child hugged the little girl in surprise.

"This is the brother I told you about." The child took the little girl's hand and walked up to Shangru.

"Hello, Lele" Shangru knelt down to greet the little girl.

"Hello" Lele waved her hand shyly.

"Little Ru?" A surprised voice sounded above his head, and Shang Ru raised his head to see a familiar young man——Tang Yanyao.

"Yan Yao?" Shangru said in surprise, "Why are you here?"

"Come with my cousin." Tang Yanyao glanced at the child next to him, and then asked with an unclear expression, "How's your leg?"

"You can walk slowly, but you have to recover before you can run." Speaking of this, both of them were a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry." Tang Yanyao took a step closer and whispered.

"It's fine, and I can't blame you." Shangru didn't realize that the distance between the two was getting closer.

"Xiao Shang!" Joyce took Shang Ru's hand and said, "Come play with us."

Before Shangru opened his mouth, Tang Yanyao said first, "Your brother's leg hasn't recovered yet, so go and play."

"OK then."

"Be careful," Shangru yelled worriedly.

"it is good!"

The children had fun in the game area, and Shangru and Tang Yanyao walked and chatted along the neighborhood.

"About He Yue..."

"Stop blaming yourself for that matter, and I don't blame you." Shangru patted Tang Yanyao on the shoulder.

"okay"

"You just happened to come here." Shangru felt that the two were so destined.

"Well, yesterday Lele suddenly called me and asked me to come over."

"Why do you want to come here?" Shangru thought it was funny, "Whose brother is He Changchang better than?"

"Probably so." Tang Yanyao also laughed when he saw Shang Ru like this.

"By the way, what's going on with your company?"

"It will be ready to operate after the Chinese New Year." Tang Yanyao asked casually, "By the way, why did you come to T City?"

"I've been here for the Spring Festival, Pan's family," Shang Ru said with some embarrassment.

Tang Yanyao's heart sank when he heard this, and he asked awkwardly, "As Pan Haogan's lover?"

Shang Ru was very surprised to hear him say this and asked: "How do you know we are together?"

Tang Yanyao smiled wryly: "Anyone with a discerning eye can see it."

"Aren't you surprised?" Shangru asked himself and answered, "By the way, the person you like is also a man."

"So you have come out to your family?" Tang Yanyao asked again.

"No, just as the son of Uncle Pan's savior." Shangru felt a little depressed when he thought of the cold war with Pan Haoqian in the morning.

"He doesn't want to admit you to his family?" Tang Yanyao felt an inexplicable expectation in his heart.

"It's not him, it's because I'm not ready yet." Shangru sighed, "But when did you find out?"

"It's been seen since I was in the hospital"

"Is that so?" Without seeing the disgusted and contemptuous look on Tang Yanyao's face, Shangru calmed down and asked, "By the way, what about you?"

"what?"

"Have you caught up with the person you like?"

"Not yet, I plan to confess on New Year's Eve"

"I didn't expect you to pay attention to the sense of ceremony," Shangru said with a smile.

"Are you going to have something to do later?" Tang Yanyao asked, "Can you accompany me to buy him a gift?"

"Okay." Pan Haoqian ignored him, staying alone in a strange room would be better than going out shopping with friends, Shangru agreed without hesitation.

"Then let's go now?"

"I'll ask Joyce if you want to go with us." Shangru finished speaking to Tang Yanyao, then trotted over to ask Joyce.

"Chang Chang, I'm going shopping with you brother Tang, do you want to go together?" Shang Ru grabbed Joyce who was running wildly.

The child looked at his friend behind him with some embarrassment, because he couldn't make a decision.

Seeing his appearance, Shang Ru patted his head and said, "Then you can play here, but don't run out of the community."

"it is good!"

Shangru touched his pocket, and said to Tang Yanyao who was waiting for him, "I didn't bring my mobile phone, can you wait for me?"

"You don't need to bring your phone, let's go out for a while"

"Hmm... that's right, no one should have called me during the New Year's Eve"

After speaking, the two walked side by side towards the garage.

After Pan Haoqian found Joyce, he found that Shangru was not nearby, and asked, "Where did Uncle Shangru go?"

"It's brother!" Joyce corrected.

"He and my brother went shopping." The little girl beside him pointed in the direction of the garage.

"Your brother?" Shang Ru would not go out with strangers.

"Yes, they are classmates!"

"What's your brother's name?"

"Tang Yanyao!"

When Pan Haoqian heard these three words, his originally well-adjusted mood became gloomy again.

Shangru didn't come back until seven o'clock in the evening. He felt that it would be impolite for him not to eat at home without saying anything, so he rejected Tang Yanyao's proposal to have dinner together.

"Shang Shang is back." Liu Yinglan pulled Shang Ru in a strange way, and then whispered to him, "Shang Shang, have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet, have you eaten yet?" Shangru asked inexplicably.

"We've all eaten, but Agan is still waiting for you." Liu Yinglan took the bag from Shangru's hand and asked, "Did you buy clothes?"

"Yeah." Shangru touched his head and smiled, and said to her, "I bought it for Changchang"

"Good boy" Liu Yinglan patted Shang Ru on the shoulder and said, "Hurry up and have dinner, A-gan doesn't seem very happy, so don't talk to him."

"Um"

Shangru walked to the dining table, and sure enough, he saw Pan Haoqian sitting at the dining table looking at the book in his hand. Shangru filled a bowl of rice and sat quietly opposite him to eat.

"Where did you go?" Pan Haoqian closed the book in his hand.

"Huh?" Shang Ru raised his head and asked.

"Where did you go this afternoon?" Pan Haoqian asked again, with a cold tone.

"Go shopping with Yanyao." Shangru said sullenly, seeing Pan Haogan's unfriendly expression, Shangru put back the cufflinks in his pocket.

"With him?" Pan Haoqian taunted, "When your legs are healed, just run around."

"We drove there," Shangru retorted.

Pan Haogan was even more annoyed when he heard the words: "Seldom see him in the future."

"why?"

"..."

"You can't blame him for what happened last time. He Yue was the culprit. You don't have to..." Shangru helped Tang Yanyao to excuse himself.

"Don't tell me you can't see that he likes you." Pan Haoqian was made even more agitated by Shang Ru's words, and interrupted Shang Ru's words directly.

"...What did you say?" The chopsticks in Shangru's hand fell into the bowl.

Seeing his appearance, Pan Haogan stood up and turned around, saying, "No wind, no waves, He Yue is not a fool."

After speaking, Pan Haoqian left, leaving Shangru sitting there in a daze.

What do you mean, Tang Yanyao likes himself, but the man he mentioned is himself?

Then what did Pan Haogan mean by "no wind, no waves"? Did he mean that he knew Tang Yanyao liked him a long time ago, but he still pretended to be confused and refused to let Tang Yanyao go?

So in Pan Haoqian's eyes, is he such a person?Thinking of this, Shangru felt chills in his body, and couldn't recover from sitting there for a long time.

Tang's

"Brother, didn't you say you were eating out at night?" Tang Yanyao was hugged by Lele's legs as soon as he entered the door.

"I came back early because I had something to do." Tang Yanyao put on his slippers, "Did you have a good time today?"

"Happy, it's just that an uncle came after you left, he's a bit fierce." Lele hugged Tang Yanyao's neck and acted like a baby

"Which uncle?" Tang Yanyao picked her up.

"Pan Chang called him Second Uncle"

It really is Pan Haoqian, thinking of the affirmative answer he got from Shangru today, they are really together.

"Brother, did you buy me something delicious?"

Tang Yanyao returned to his senses, and said dotingly: "I bought it, I bought it, can I stay here for the New Year this year?"

"Really! Good!" The little girl danced happily.

pan family

After doing it for a long time, Shangru found that his legs were numb, and when he stood up, his injured leg trembled.

"Xiao Shang, what's the matter with you?" Teacher Qiao asked him worriedly.

"It's okay." Shangru smiled and asked, "Are you coming to the kitchen to drink water?"

"Well, I'll get a cup of tea." Teacher Qiao saw that Shangru's smile was forced, and pulled him to sit down, and asked straight to the point: "Did you quarrel with Haogan?"

"..." Shang Ru was suddenly pulled to sit down, his face became even paler, "Yeah"

"Is it convenient to tell me?" Teacher Qiao realized that his movements were too big, and slowed down his voice with some guilt.

"I don't know how to say it" Shang Ru has never been a person who would sue.

"..." Seeing Shangru's distraught look, Teacher Qiao was a little annoyed, "What I'm going to say next may be a little harsh, but I still have to say it."

Shangru glanced at him and said, "Okay, tell me."

"When you two are together, Pan Hao has always made decisions, so you just be an obedient puppet, right?"

"Actually... it's not all like this." Shang Ru wanted to refute with an example, but found that he didn't know where to start.

"Yes, you have made decisions, such as what to eat and what to wear tomorrow." Teacher Qiao slowed down, "But, you are also a man, what you need in love is mutual respect and help, life is not only Love, there are many things that are prone to conflicts, if one party is too tolerant and the other is too strong, then this relationship is deformed and it is bound to not last long."

There is no doubt that Confucianism is the weak side.

"Falling in love is a process of adjustment. Get married after the adjustment is complete, or you have to separate. You see, so many people love each other but choose to break up. Moreover, homosexuality is much more fragile than heterosexuality. You should think about it carefully."

After Teacher Qiao finished speaking, he went upstairs with the teacup, and Shang Ru thought about his words in his mind.

The love between the two of them started suddenly, and the sweet cloak of love made Shangru lose his self-judgment. Now he carefully recalled the beginning and process of the two of them being together, only to find that it was really like what Teacher Qiao said.

Perhaps it is precisely because the two did not have a running-in period that the love between the two gradually became weak after the initial period of passionate love, so Pan Haoqian would speculate on himself with malicious intent at will, recalling what Pan Haoqian said, Shangru's mood became even more boring.

In fact, in his previous life, Shangru has always known how strong Pan Haoqian's desire to control is, just like what happened this morning, because Shangru's decision did not tell Pan Haoqian in advance, which completely disrupted Pan Haoqian's plan, and Pan Haoqian kept his face cold Do not talk to yourself.

Maybe the two people are really not suitable, even though I love him, maybe this kind of love can't stand the test of life.

Shangru smiled wryly and thought, it turns out that the same result cannot be avoided if you do it all over again.

In fact, Teacher Qiao's original intention was to make Shangru make changes and become stronger, but he didn't expect that Shangru's thinking was imprisoned in his previous life.

Early the next morning, Liu Yinglan went to knock on the doors of her three sons in turn. As a result, among the three of them, one was absent, the other refused to get up, and the third couldn't wake up.

"You said these children, who are older than the Chinese New Year, why do they sleep so dead?" Liu Yinglan said to herself.

"Mom, good morning." Pan Haoqian ran back in the morning, glanced at Shangru's closed door, and greeted Liu Yinglan.

"Agan, why isn't Shang Shang up yet?" Liu Yinglan said to Pan Haogan in disapproval.

Pan Haoqian knew that Liu Yinglan thought what the two of them did last night, so he said without changing his expression: "Yesterday we slept in separate rooms, and I don't know."

Seeing Pan Haogan's indifferent attitude towards Shangru, Liu Yinglan was about to say something when she was interrupted by the butler, "Here's the key".

Opening the door, Liu Yinglan walked in quickly but did not find Shangru: "Where is Shangshang? Why isn't he on the bed?"

When Pan Hao heard this, he also walked in quickly. Seeing the neatly folded quilt on the bed, he immediately turned around and walked out.

When he came to the restaurant, Shang Ru was lying on the table.

Liu Yinglan followed Pan Hao, saw Shangru sleeping here, hurried over, patted Shangru on the shoulder and asked, "Shangshang, why are you sleeping here?"

Shangru just moved a bit, showing no signs of waking up, Liu Yinglan looked at the watch on the wall, it was already eight o'clock, and if Shangru didn't get up again, Pan Hong would come down for breakfast.

"Agan, come here and carry Shangshang to the bedroom to sleep." Liu Yinglan said to Pan Haogan who was standing beside him with a dark face.

Pan Haoqian stepped forward and just touched Shang Ru's hand when he found that Shang Ru's hand was terribly hot. He hurriedly stretched out his hand to touch Shang Ru's forehead, and said in a deep voice, "He has a fever."

Liu Yinglan was completely anxious when she heard this: "Call the doctor quickly!"

"Yes" the butler hurried to make a call.

Pan Haoqian didn't care about his sulking, and went to the bedroom with Shangru on his back.

"You said it's a cold day, why is Shang Shang sleeping in the restaurant?"

Pan Haoqian stopped talking, just took off Shangru's coat, helped him put the quilt on the bed, and then asked someone to take alcohol to help Shangru physically cool down.

After working for a while, Shangru finally woke up, but his limbs were limp and dizzy: "Auntie, my leg hurts"

Hearing Shang Ru's soft voice, Liu Yinglan hurriedly responded, and then lifted the quilt to look at Shang Ru's calf, only to find that there were some dark red blood stains in some of the scabbed wounds.

The author has something to say:

There is going to be a little bit of twists and turns, it is not easy for two people to fall in love (whether they are of the same sex or opposite sex)