mentally handicapped life

Autumn is here.

Zuo Yue has been working in his own company since his internship, receiving the minimum wage and doing the most tiring work.Now that I have finally made it through and become a full-time employee, my salary has risen, and my work is even more tiring. The good news is that my girlfriend is still here.

Shen Jinqiu chose to retire after graduating from Zuoyue. When he had nothing to do, he resumed his old craft and knit a sweater for each of his two eldest sons, um, one that could be worn by two people.

It has been more than five months since Zuo Nianhang returned to work in the hospital. Every day he ran between the hospital and the home, and his life seemed to return to the previous state, except for the one at home, of course.

After Zuo Wen came back from Australia, he would go out from time to time with his drawing board on his back, and he would go out for a week or two, saying that he was going out to collect folk songs.Zuo Nianhang was quite worried at first, and wanted to accompany him no matter what, Zuo Wen couldn't resist, so he asked him to accompany him once, and then he never let him follow him again, not even to the hospital.

Dr. Zhang liked Zuo Wen's behavior of going out for a walk, and occasionally explained the paintings Zuo Wen brought over, and his style changed from the heavy and depressing at first to the gentle and clear one now.The effect of hypnotherapy is becoming more and more obvious, at least, Yi Zhihang has become conscious.

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"Remember to ask Zhihang to learn English. If you don't know English, it won't work."

"He has to learn to swim. I guess if I'm not here, my body will turn back into a landlubber."

"You have to persist in exercising, you can't always beat you, what will he do when you are domestically violent?"

"You have to learn how to cook, hey, do you remember? He cooked a pot of gnocchi before, but he threw away the pot in the end."

Zuo Nianhang said in his heart, oh, it turned out that the black pot was made of gnocchi.But... "What's the matter with you today, you talk so much, it's like your last words."

Zuo Wen ate the mouth hairy blood and said, "It's about the same, ah, it's so spicy. I can feel Zhihang."

Zuo Nianhang shook his hands holding the food, handed Zuo Wen a glass of water, and said, "Really? If you can't eat it, don't eat it."

"It's delicious, I love it." Zuo Wen said, "Really, I've felt him for several months. It's getting stronger and stronger recently, and I think it's coming back soon."

Zuo Nianhang slammed down his chopsticks, walked up to Zuo Wen and was about to hug him, but Zuo Wen quickly blocked him: "Hey, hey, you didn't come back, you're so excited!"

Zuo Nianhang: "Oh!" Excitedly started pacing back and forth in the room, the whole one or two fools.

Zuo Wen: ...I shouldn't have said that.

Zuo Nianhang was excited for a day, two days...a month, but Zuo Wen was still the same Zuo Wen.

"Hey... are you kidding me, what about Yi Zhihang?"

Zuo asked Tan Tanshou, which means big brother, I am not very clear.

Zuo Nianhang: "..."

Late at night.

Depressed, too depressing.

It was as if an invisible stone was pressing on him, making Zuo Wen unable to breathe, feeling as if he was about to be suffocated to death.There is still something crawling on the face, take a closer look, I fuck. Your uncle's caterpillar!Zuo asked and woke up.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he was startled again, and saw two big black eyeballs blinking in front of his eyes very close to each other.

"You're awake." Yi Zhihang continued to linger on Zuo Wen's face with his fingers, and said with a smile.

Zuo Wen frowned, turned his head to the side, and said in a hoarse voice, "What are you doing?"

Yi Zhihang held his face and kissed his lips, buried his head in his neck, and said, "I miss you."

Zuo Wen was still a little dazed, his body was stiff and he didn't dare to move, what the hell was he thinking?

"I'm Yi Zhihang." Yi Zhihang said softly.

Zuo Wen continued to be in a daze, and a few seconds later, Yi Zhihang was thrown off his body by a shock like a sudden awakening, bounced off the bed, and shouted: "You are Yi Zhihang?!" Well, so excited It's all broken.

"Yes." Yi Zhihang got up and put his arms around Zuo Wen's neck, "Why, aren't you happy?"

Zuo Wen stayed for a few more seconds, hugged Yi Zhihang, and said deeply, "I'm so fucking happy..."

Yi Zhihang laughed, rubbed Zuo Wen's back and said, "Then go sleep with me in the room."

Zuo Wen shook his head, he didn't want to sleep, who would he turn to for reasoning when he woke up and disappeared?

"Why, you are addicted to sleeping in the living room."

Zuo Wen shook his head again.

"Afraid that I would run away?"

Zuo Wen hugged Yi Zhihang even tighter when he heard this, and nodded heavily.

Yi Zhihang laughed, pushed Zuo Wen down, kissed his ear, and said, "Then sleep here."

Zuo Wen shook his head again and said, "Don't sleep, I have to watch you."

Yi Zhihang looked up at the alarm clock and said, "It's 03:30 in the morning, do you want to watch me until dawn?"

Zuo Wen hummed.

Yi Zhihang adjusted his posture and said, "Then I won't sleep either, and I'll watch you until dawn."

The two chatted until dawn.

Yi Zhihang said that he would occasionally find himself on the mountain, and the next moment he would be on the train, in the forest, in the water, and in various places he had never been to.Occasionally, I would find myself drawing a picture, and occasionally I would see Zuo Wen smiling at him, but not really smiling at him... Occasionally, occasionally, they were all scattered fragments of memory.

"You and Zuo Wen got along quite happily? "Yi Zhihang muttered.

Zuo Wen paused for a moment, and said in a harsh tone, "Well, it's quite pleasant."

Yi Zhihang turned over and rolled to the side, ignoring him.

Zuo Wen snatched Yi Zhihang back and said, "Jealous, you son of a bitch. I keep reminding myself that it's not you and you can't touch it every day. You're still jealous, and you don't think about your father." I endured so much."

Yi Zhihang turned over again and asked to the left, "Really? I see that you smiled happily at him."

Zuo Wen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, thinking that the son of a bitch was really jealous of him. "No matter how happy you are, it's because this face is yours." Zuo Wen said.

Yi Zhihang was happy.As soon as he was happy, he started to ride, stretched his long legs to the left and rode on his hips, unbuttoned his pajamas one by one, and said meanly: "Master, are you here to play?"

Zuo Wen went crazy.

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Zuo asked for leave and went to see Dr. Zhang with Yi Zhihang. Dr. Zhang was not surprised that Yi Zhihang fell asleep and put himself back to sleep. He said that Yi Zhihang was very cooperative with the treatment before, and his mentality Not bad, coming back is only a matter of time, when you come back is a matter of course.

"Let me tell you," Dr. Zhang rubbed his temples, "Can you two stop indulging in sex the night before you came to see me?" He looked at Zuo Wen, who was sitting in the same awkward posture as Yi Zhihang last time, and his eyes were so hot .

Zuo Wen moved his butt in embarrassment, just as he was thinking of saying something to ease the atmosphere, Yi Zhihang said: "There is no such thing as indulgence, we haven't done it for almost a year, why come twice in one night gone."

Zuo asked: "..."

Doctor Zhang: "..."

For a while, no one spoke, and the atmosphere became even more awkward.

"Then what?" Zuo Wen bit the bullet to break the silence, "I just want to know if Zuo Wen will come back? "

Doctor Zhang thought for a while, and said: "Not necessarily, but the probability is not high. As I said, this disease cannot be cured, and the split personality cannot be completely eliminated, but can only be merged. You still have to pay attention, don't let your family The child has a sense of crisis, so don't stimulate him. The sense of security needs to be cultivated slowly, and it won't work overnight. And I think, even if "Zuo Wen" comes back again, Xiaohang will definitely feel it, just like he was able to be "Zuo Wen" before "It feels the same, maybe the two of them can talk to each other. "

"And you." Doctor Zhang said to Yi Zhihang, "Don't be surprised, your husband is living a good life, and you have to give yourself a sense of security, do you hear me?"

"Why is he a husband?" Yi Zhihang didn't focus on the main issue at all.

Zuo Wen laughed and said, "Because I dote on you."

"I dote on you too!" Yi Zhihang expressed dissatisfaction.

Zuo asked, Hey, haven't you always treated yourself as my puppy, wagging its tail and begging for favor?

Yi Zhihang frowned, saying that I am a dog, so it would be nice to act like a baby to you alone. I will piss on you and you will be mine. Anyone who dares to snatch me will bite to death.

Doctor Zhang: Hey, little brothers, do you remember that there is still a widowed old man like me in the room?

On the way home, Yi Zhihang made up his mind and said: "I want to pamper you too, wash and cook for you, rub your shoulders and legs, and paint well to earn money to support you, so that I can be a qualified and good husband."

Zuo Wen was amused by him and laughed, and said, "Why don't you learn to drive first, and you will drive in the future, so I can enjoy myself."

Yi Zhihang immediately expressed his loyalty: "Okay, okay, I will do whatever you ask me to do."

Zuo Wen grunted again with a smile, you son of a bitch.

"Well, I'm your son of a bitch." Yi Zhihang said.

Zuo Wen thought for a while and said, "Then do you know that I love you? You are not my pet, you are my lover, and I love you."

"Before I was stupid, I didn't know. Later I found out." Yi Zhihang said, "Hey, what should I do, as soon as you say you love me, I want to..." Then he stretched his paw towards Zuo Wen's thigh.

Zuo asked: "..."

"Think about it, think about it..." Yi Zhihang felt more and more out of place.

Zuo Wen didn't think about it at first, so he felt it when he fumbled around like this, but... "I didn't bring anything..."

Yi Zhihang immediately took out the lubricant and the condom from his pocket, laughing lewdly.

Left to ask a glance, the heart said I fuck!When did the pup put on his body!Take these with you when you go out! "Why didn't I realize that you are so shameless before?" Zuo Wen said.

"Don't you also like to play hooligans." Yi Zhihang immediately retorted, "Where are we going?"

"Go home, where are you going?" Zuo asked.

"Ah? Not in the car." Yi Zhihang's tone was full of disappointment.

Zuo Wen curled the corner of his mouth wretchedly and said, "The underground garage."

Yi Zhihang is more wretched than him: "Hey hey."

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……

Yi Zhihang returned to Zhong Yang's studio again. After more than two years, the friends in the studio had changed faces. The girls saw such a handsome guy like Yi Zhihang, their eyes glowed green.

When Zhong Yang introduced Yi Zhihang to everyone, he only said that he was a friend and borrowed her place to paint. Her painting skills are very good, and everyone can learn from him.Yi Zhihang smiled shyly, and the eyes of the girls turned greener.

After class in the afternoon, a few girls dawdled around, and finally a courageous one came over to strike up a conversation: "Hi handsome guy, my name is Yang Sixian. Do you have any other plans later? If not, we Can you drink milk tea?"

Yi Zhihang was dumbfounded, and said, "There is no arrangement, I don't like milk tea, thank you. I have to go home."

Yang Sixian was taken aback, so straightforward?Well then... "Hey, do you have a girlfriend?"

Yi Zhihang was stunned again, did he strike up a conversation?So immediately I said, "I don't have a girlfriend, no..." But I'm married.

"Then let's go out for a drink together, anyway, you'll be fine when you go home alone." Yang Sixian interrupted him.

"I..." I have something to do!I have to accompany the male god at home!

"Let's go together~" Yang Sixian interrupted Yi Zhihang again, and began to talk softly.

In a hurry, Yi Zhihang raised his left hand wisely and said, "Look! The ring! I'm married!"

Yang Sixian stared, expressing disbelief: "This ring of yours is used to keep girls away, right? Seeing that you are at most 22 or [-] years old, you got married at such a young age?"

Yi Zhihang nodded sharply, and said, "I'm really married, and I'm 25 years old, already married...well, four and a half years."

Yang Sixian still didn't believe it.

"Really, I've been with him since I was 20 years old." Speaking of the past, Yi Zhihang had a silly smile on his face again, "He is very nice, he doesn't dislike my mental illness, and he loves me very much. Oh and, He is very good-looking, he is tall, has long legs, and good-looking hands... Well, he is good anywhere."

"Heh, heh." Yang Sixian laughed dryly twice, seeing this idiot-like expression, she had to believe it if she didn't believe it.So he shouted to the back: "Okay, come here, don't be shy, you have someone in charge! The ring on your finger is real."

When the three girls heard it, they sighed, but they still rushed over with undiminished enthusiasm. If they can't get anyone, it's good to see if they can get rich.

"Hey handsome, can we see what your wife looks like?" one girl said, and the others agreed.

Yi Zhihang smiled shyly again, took out his phone and turned it on, casually glanced at the time, his expression instantly changed. 18:16!Zuo asked late!And didn't send him any message!

Where did he go?Why no news?Will something happen?Will it disappear? !

Yi Zhihang was anxious.

Yang Sixian realized something was wrong, and subconsciously touched Yi Zhihang's arm, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"

Yi Zhihang was shocked by her movement, and asked anxiously, "Why hasn't he come yet?"

"Who hasn't come yet?"

"Zuo Wen! Why hasn't he come yet! Do you know where he went?"

The girls looked confused, and asked who it was?

Seeing that no one answered him, Yi Zhihang became even more anxious. He was so anxious that he walked around blindly for a few steps. When he looked up and saw the door of the studio, he was about to go out immediately.

"Hey!" Yang Sixian pulled him back, and he wanted to know who Zuo Wen was, but now it seems that it's not the time, "Don't worry, maybe in a while..."

"Ask from the left!" Yi Zhihang shook off Yang Sixian and ran towards the door, Yang Sixian glanced at the door, I couldn't fuck it!It's also very handsome to stand at the door!The handsome than!It still looks familiar... Ah, isn't it Xiaoshuaibi's lock screen wallpaper!

Zuo Wen caught Yi Zhihang who rushed over, frowned and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Yi Zhihang hugged Zuo tightly and asked, "I thought you were missing."

Zuo Wen's heart skipped a beat, he got off work late today, his phone ran out of power and turned off at some point, and he didn't bring the charger with him, so he was still more than ten minutes late.If something happened to Yi Zhihang because of this... I can't even think about it.

"I'm sorry..." Zuo Wen said guiltily.

Yi Zhihang didn't speak, but hugged him tighter.

Yang Sixian approached them timidly, and asked Zuo, "What... what happened to him?"

"Oh, it's okay." Zuo Wen said, "It will be fine in a while. Sorry to scare you."

"No, no," Yang Sixian waved his hand immediately, glanced at Zuo Wen's ring of the same style as Yi Zhihang, and tentatively said, "Then what, you two are...a couple?"

Zuo Wen frowned, and just about to say yes, Yi Zhihang raised his head and said first: "He is the one I just wanted to show you, my husband, I don't have a wife."

Yang Sixian: "!!!" Her soul of a rotten girl is burning, okay?My heart said handsome guy, I just saw your lock screen and took a photo with this handsome guy, and thought you two brothers!It turned out to be husband and wife!Husband and wife are better!The old lady has been rotten for several years and finally saw a couple alive!It's better to hook up with a handsome guy than to watch a handsome guy have sex with a handsome guy!

Yang Sixian chatted with the two of them, and the other three girls were also quite curious about the love history of these two handsome guys, and several people chatted around them for half an hour.

Zuo Wen looked at his watch and said, "Hey, it's getting late, aren't you hungry? Zhihang, are you hungry? Why don't we have dinner together? I can sit in the crowded car. Can Zhihang?"

Yang Sixian and the others immediately looked at Yi Zhihang expectantly, have dinner together?Doesn't that mean earning more chat time for nothing?Ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

"Okay." Yi Zhihang said.

The restaurant is chosen by Zuo Wen, Yi Zhihang's taste.When they arrived at the restaurant, Yang Sixian found out that they still looked like Tucson. When Zuo Wen came in, he told the waiter that the four of them were at a table, and that he and Yi Zhihang were at a table, and that the meal fee would be charged to him.hehe.

After ordering, Zuo Wen took Lai Zhihang's hand and said seriously: "It's my fault tonight, I shouldn't make you worry. It won't be like this in the future, don't be angry, okay?"

Yi Zhihang played with Zuo Wen's finger and said, "I'm not angry, I'm just afraid that you will disappear."

"I won't disappear." Zuo Wen said.

"I know, I'm just afraid." Yi Zhihang said.

"I was wrong." Zuo Wen said.

"I love you." Yi Zhihang said.

"Hey." Zuo asked with a smile, "You really have to seize the opportunity anytime and anywhere to make you feel nauseous."

Yi Zhihang curled his lips and said, "I just love you. Just tell me whether you like it or not."

Zuo Wen rolled his eyes and said, "Love." After a pause, he continued, "You know that there are 206 bones in human beings, right? After having you, I have the 207th bone."

Yi Zhihang thought for a while, felt sweet in his heart, and said, "Are you saying I'm your weakness?"

"No, seeing you makes me hard." Zuo Wen said solemnly.

Yi Zhihang: "...Old rascal!"

Zuo Wen laughed aloud, and then said, "You are indeed my weakness."

"You are my home." Yi Zhihang said.

Yang Sixian and others a few tables away: What are you two talking about affectionately? ?We want to know too!

On the way home at night, Yi Zhihang held back for a long time, but couldn't help but said: "Actually, I like Sichuan food the most now, and it's the same taste as yours."

Zuo Wen raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you sure you have the same taste as me? I thought I had the same taste as you."

"Huh?" Yi Zhihang didn't understand.

Zuo Wen glanced at him and said, "Now I like light food, fish, shrimp, and water."

"You still like me." Yi Zhihang said proudly.

"Yes, I still like you. Hey, what can you be proud of?" Zuo Wen said with a smile on his face.

Yi Zhihang touched his face and said, "If you like me, I will be proud."

"I still love you." Zuo Wen said.

"Then I will go to heaven." Yi Zhihang said confidently.

"Hahaha, I'll take a look at the last one." Zuo Wen said.

"You are so pretty." Yi Zhihang said.

"That's not true." Zuo Wen said.

"Shameless?" Yi Zhihang said.

"Huh? What's a face?" Zuo asked.

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Because I love you, I live like you.Unexpectedly, you too.

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Continue the day after tomorrow~

Unusual taste, more intense~