mentally handicapped life

one year later.

The building Zuo Jianguo donated to the hospital was completed, Zuo Wen and the doctors in their department moved from the original building to the new building, and the territory of the old building was occupied by doctors from the Department of Internal Medicine.

Yi Zhihang stood by the window of Zuowen's new office, blowing air, saying that the current office is no different from the previous one, it is clean but boring pale white.

"Why is there no difference? Your husband used to be on the third floor, but now he is on the fifth floor. The windows here are also bigger and brighter than before. The downstairs is still full of soft grass, which is not much more beautiful than the original concrete floor." Zuo Asked to lean on the window edge and try to find a difference.

Yi Zhihang tilted his head to look at Zuo Wen, and said, "Brother, everything you say is right."

Zuo Wen choked immediately.Since Lao Li excitedly told him half a year ago that this son of a bitch started to show signs of improvement, Zuo Wen was also very excited at first. The first thing to do is fuck you hard!However, the fact is that Dr. Zuo is not only still being fucked by the son of a bitch until now, but also often choked on his casual babble.

"Okay, you can go back, I don't want to see you." Zuo Wen waved his hand and said.

Yi Zhihang rushed forward immediately and said, "I won't leave, I want you to see me."

"Oh, are you annoying..."

"Not bothering."

……

The night is deep.

"Hmm..." Zuo Wen frowned slightly, and an uncontrollable moan escaped from his throat.

Yi Zhihang held his face and kissed it, panting and said: "Brother, I really like... um... your current appearance..." Then he straightened up again, so that Zuo Wen's waist was also at ease. He wobbled at his movements.

Zuo Wen smiled lightly: "You son of a bitch..." This chuckle provoked Yi Zhihang almost to confess.

……

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The panting sound in the bedroom hadn't completely subsided yet, Yi Zhihang lay on his left and asked as usual: "Are you comfortable?"

Zuo Wen kissed his forehead, and asked back as usual: "Are you comfortable?"

"It's so comfortable..." Yi Zhihang said.

Zuo Wen smiled, and didn't say "I'm comfortable too", but said: "One day I will make you more comfortable."

"Huh?" Yi Zhihang raised his head and looked at Zuo Wen suspiciously, thinking that there is anything more comfortable than this?

Zuo Wen pinched his chin and said, "Wash it up and wait for daddy to come. You, son of a bitch."

"You can fuck me now, do you want to fuck me?" Yi Zhihang said.

Zuo Wen stroked Yi Zhihang's sweat-drenched forehead and said, "Dad really won't let you go when you are like this."

Yi Zhihang was amused.

The next morning, Zuo Wen was ready to go to work after breakfast, but Yi Zhihang kept pestering him, asking him to go with him but refusing, saying that he had to go to the studio to paint, let him pack up and paint. He hugged Zuo Wen tightly again and said that he didn't want to be separated from his brother.

"Hey..." Zuo Wen walked around the room holding Yi Zhihang in his arms, "What happened today? Huh? Are you so reluctant to part with your husband?"

Yi Zhihang said in his heart that today is your birthday, stupid man, I want to stay with you a little longer.

Zuo Wen raised his hand and looked at his watch. If he didn't leave, he would be late. There were a lot of things to do.So he kissed Yi Zhihang's ears and said, "Brother is really leaving, can we talk about what's going on tonight?"

Yi Zhihang let go, and said, "Then you go." He was so agile that Zuo Wen was taken aback.

"Then I'm leaving. I'm really leaving." Zuo Wen said stepping back and forth.

Yi Zhihang just stood there like that, as if he was ready to leave.

So Zuo Wen left with a feeling of trepidation.

Yi Zhihang quickly packed up the dishes and went out.

After about half an hour, the taxi driver put Yi Zhihang at the door of a Sichuan restaurant. Yi Zhihang went into the restaurant and went directly to the chef, asking him to teach him how to cook a few dishes.

Mr. Chef welcomed the God of Wealth into the back kitchen with a smile. This is a guest that Zhong Gong told him to teach well, especially emphasizing that this is a guest who is not short of money.That's right, Yi Zhihang asked Zhong Gong to find this Sichuan restaurant for him. Zuo Wen likes spicy food, but because he usually pays attention to light food and rarely eats it, Yi Zhihang decided to make a table for him on his birthday. See if he eats or not.

Yi Zhihang was choked by chili peppers for a long time, and he didn't know if the dishes he made were edible, but they looked poisonous anyway.But he himself didn't seem to notice this problem at all, he cheerfully asked the restaurant for a huge food box and took it to the hospital.

At this time, Zuo Wen was catching up with the medical trouble.

One of Zuowen's patients was an old man whose condition was very bad. He had to amputate his limb, otherwise it would cause complications, and then he would just burp.When I told the old man about the situation, if he couldn't move, he probably would have jumped up from the bed and thrown Zuo Wen to the ground.His family members also said that if he lost his legs, he would die without a whole body in the future, that would not work.As a result, because the family members have not signed the operation agreement, the hospital has not dared to perform the operation.The family members became angry, and a bunch of people left and asked the office to make a fuss. It seemed that a fight was about to start, and the director and the dean couldn't stop it.

Zuo Wen was pushed to the window, his colleagues pulled his clothes hard to prevent him from being pushed down, and other colleagues pushed the group of arrogant family members in together.Zuo Wen glanced out in the chaos, originally wanting to see where the window could be used so that he wouldn't be so passive, and took the time to complain in his heart that the window is really fucking big and it's such a big deal.As a result, at a glance, Yi Zhihang walked here with a big bucket for some reason.

"Zhihang!" Zuo Wen was anxious, and shouted at Yi Zhihang, not sure if he could hear clearly. "Don't come here! Don't come here! Go back!"

As soon as Yi Zhihang heard the voice and raised his head, he saw Zuo Wen leaned out half of his body and turned his head to shout something at him.He didn't hear clearly, so he continued walking with the box in his hands, wanting to get closer and hear clearly.

"I told you not to come here! Are you deaf!" Zuo Wen came up angrily, fuck your mother!A group of idiots!The old man is dead and doing his shit!With that thought in mind, he kicked out, and then kicked several times in succession to disperse the crowded crowd.

Zuo Wen pointed at the core of the troublemakers, and shouted: "You! You! And you! You! Get the fuck out of me! The old man was killed by you fucking idiots! Get out of here and go home!" Make trouble yourself!" After finishing speaking, he turned around and grabbed Yi Zhihang on the window sill with both hands, at this time Yi Zhihang had already stepped onto the lawn.

"Zhihang, don't come up! Go to Uncle Li...ah!"

Yi Zhihang watched Zuo Wen fall from upstairs with his own eyes.

After being dizzy for a moment, Yi Zhihang yelled out again—it was exactly the same as when he saw his father's corpse on the construction site back then, and it was the original formula!Still a familiar taste!Aww, it's still the same as before. I fell to the ground and fainted!Let's work together!Perfect!

Yi Zhihang remained awake.

Yi Zhihang has been asleep for two months.

Yi Zhihang has been critically ill several times in the past two months.

Shen Jinqiu was so frightened that she shed tears, and watched carefully day and night, Zuo Jianguo took care of and comforted Zuo Wen who was also lying in another building, and Zuo Yue was in charge of running on both sides to take care of the two people who were not in good condition.

Two months ago, taking advantage of everyone's unpreparedness, a family member who rushed to push Zuo Wen downstairs had already been detained.

The newly laid soft lawn downstairs saved Zuo Wen's life, but he was also seriously injured in the fall, with multiple fractures on his body, and he could barely stand up with the help of equipment after lying down for more than three months.Zuo Yue started school early, but he applied to the school to take a half-year break from school and stayed in the hospital to take care of Zuo Wen.Seeing that there was nothing serious about Zuo Wen, Zuo Jianguo went back to the company, and visited him every now and then.

During this period of time, Zuo Wen has not been idle, lying back, people, still need to clean up.He found a friend in the officialdom, and without any effort, he cleaned up the group of people who made a fuss in the hospital that day without missing a beat. Zuo Wen just said: "Surrender me to death."

Ke Yizhihang still didn't wake up.

Lao Li imitated the tone in the TV series and said to Zuo Wen: "Maybe he can wake up in the next second, maybe he won't wake up again in this life." Zuo Wen said that he doesn't care anymore, as long as Yi Zhihang is still alive, stronger than anything.Having said that, whether you think so in your heart or not, you can see it personally.

Shen Jinqiu went to cook, Zuo Wen sat in front of Yi Zhihang's hospital bed and stroked his face, thinking that if you don't wake up, little boy, Dad will find someone else, so he won't guard you, a living dead.

……

Zuo Wen came to sit in front of Yi Zhihang's hospital bed again, lifted up Yi Zhihang's trouser waist and peeked in, thinking that the son of a bitch hasn't done it for so long, is he suffocated?Come to daddy to rub it for you.

But Yi Zhihang didn't respond at all.

Zuo Yue took care of Zuo Wen for another two months, and Zuo Wen saw that he could take care of himself, so he sent Zuo Yue back to school to catch up with class, but the winter vacation was going to be in less than two months, so he might not be able to make it.Zuo asked himself that he was actively doing rehabilitation alone, and he wondered if he would get well soon, what would happen if he became disabled, and if he was disabled, he could still work hard. Can Yi Zhihang?How about making him comfortable?

Shen Jinqiu also went back, and Lao Li said that Yi Zhihang was out of danger and he didn't need to be on guard all the time.So Shen Jinqiu hired an escort to take care of them, and visited the two children with Zuo Jianguo every two days.

Flowers wither and bloom, winter goes and spring comes.

Zuo Wen had almost recovered, and Yi Zhihang was taken home after confirming that there was no danger.Zuo Wen hired a family doctor to take care of Yi Zhihang when he was at work. Lao Li would come to check Yi Zhihang's body every once in a while, and the acupuncture and moxibustion stopped after he passed out.

Yi Zhihang's birthday is here.

Zuo Wen asked for leave to buy a bunch of things, and when he got home, he moved Yi Zhihang to lie on the sofa, chatted with Yi Zhihang, and at the same time arranged the house to be lively and have a party Like the scene.After finishing the arrangement, he put on new clothes for Yi Zhihang, and put on the luminous birthday crown that Yi Zhihang bought for him at the beginning, and he himself put on the ordinary birthday hat that Yi Zhihang had worn.

Watching Yi Zhihang after dinner, Wen Zuo asked to see that it was almost time, took out the big cake bought during the day from the refrigerator, plugged in 24 candles and lit it, turned off the light in the living room with a snap, and sang Happy Birthday while holding the cake. Cake walked towards Yi Zhihang.

Zuo Wen knelt down in front of Yi Zhihang, the candlelight illuminated Yi Zhihang's face so soft that it was unbelievable, Zuo Wen's heart softened and he said, "Little Tiger, if you don't wake up, then I will make a wish for you and blow the wind for you." Candle, can I eat cake for you? Well... I see, so I said it. I just hope that Yi Zhihang wakes up early, talks to me, eats, and makes love." After speaking, he moved the cake away and left Yi Zhihang went a little further and blew out the candles.

So full.Zuo asked to think.But he still ate the cake mouthful after mouthful. If he finished eating all the cake, maybe Yi Zhihang would get angry and wake up.

In the end, Zuo Wen really sat on the ground in front of the sofa, staring at Yi Zhihang and finished eating such a big cake, which made him vomit on the toilet for a long time and still feel terrible pain in his stomach.

Ke Yizhihang still hasn't woken up.

The sky gradually heated up, and the cicadas chirped outside the window. Summer was here, and Zuo Wen had fully recovered.

Before going to bed at night, Zuo Wen put his arms around Yi Zhihang and blew in his ear. This has become something he must do every night, just like eating and sleeping. "Wake up soon, little lazy tiger, have you been suffering for a year? Wake up, give...fuck. Fuck. You can't do it? It's broken. This is, then I...fuck you, eh?...Why don't you Take care of me, really, good night then."

"Oh, I knew you were going to sleep for so long, so I did it a few more times when you were awake. Don't you think it's a loss? Anyway, I think it's a loss... Hey, you've slept for so long and your body is not hard anymore. , Hurry up and wake me up and exercise, I will only touch you when my muscles are hardened, remember." Zuo Wen went on with his nightly babble again, not feeling at all how boring he was.

But why does he feel that Yi Zhihang is a little different today?Touching his hand, it seems... shaking slightly? ... That's right, Yi Zhihang's fingers are shaking!Shaking very, very lightly!

Zuo Wen got excited, propped himself up and held Yi Zhihang's hand and shouted: "Zhihang!"

Yi Zhihang's trembling gradually became more obvious, even his whole body began to tremble, his long expressionless face wrinkled slightly, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his breathing became more and more urgent.Zuo Wen, who was originally happy that Yi Zhihang had changed, found something wrong, picked up Yi Zhihang and ran away without wearing shoes. This time, the situation reminded him of the time Yi Zhihang was frightened more than three years ago , although the reasons were different, it also made him feel like falling into an abyss, even more so than before.

On the way, Zuo Wen called Lao Li and explained the situation incoherently. It was amazing that Lao Li understood, and quickly notified the hospital to save lives, and hurried back by himself.

After a busy time, Lao Li came out of the rescue room, Zuo Wen rushed forward immediately, Lao Li patted Zuo Wen on the shoulder to express that Yi Zhihang was fine, he was safe and safe, so relax.Zuo Wen repeatedly said thank you.

Yi Zhihang was transferred to the general ward, and Zuo Wen kept watching with eyes closed, for fear of missing Yi Zhihang's every move, even though Yi Zhihang didn't move at all.

The nurses in the hospital whispered, saying that Dr. Zuo usually looks like a normal person, but seeing him like this now, he might feel very uncomfortable at home.Other nurses seconded.While talking, Dr. Zuo's emotional problems were brought up. The nurse said that if Dr. Zuo and the handsome guy were not a couple, she would eat shit live.Other nurses said that your opinion is everyone's opinion, if you are wrong, then we all live with you to eat shit.

The director said quietly from behind: "If they are not a couple, I will also live broadcast eating shit."

The nurse was taken aback, and asked cautiously, "Director, don't you...don't think this pervert?"

The director looked at the nurse in disbelief, and then said seriously: "Xiao Wu, I want to criticize you, seriously! What pervert are you talking about? Come on, as a medical student, tell me that homosexuality is perverted ?"

"Director, I didn't mean that..." The nurse immediately admitted the mistake, "I'm not looking at things from your straight man's point of view, many people can't accept this..."

The director cleared his throat, and his face became more serious: "I'm a straight man, but I'm also a doctor! I know what is sickness and what is love, don't treat me like you would see ordinary people. As doctors, we are more sober than ordinary people. "

"Yes Yes Yes……"

Zuo Wen didn't hear what they were talking about in the ward at all, and now his eyes are only full of Yi Zhihang.

What day is this?Hey, I forgot, it doesn't seem like it's been too long, it seems like I sent Yi Zhihang over last night, right? ... what the hell?Why is the ward turning around?

"Doctor Zuo!" These were the last words Zuo Wen heard before fainting.

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When Zuo Wen woke up again, the nurse Xiao Zhao happened to be pulling out the infusion needle in his hand.He blinked and thought, why am I here?Why don't you have any impression?Amnesia?

"Oh, Doctor Zuo, you're awake. What's the matter, are you still dizzy?" Xiao Zhao said immediately when Zuo Wen woke up.

Zuo Wen opened his mouth, and said with difficulty: "I..." Oh my god!Why is my throat so bitter!

Xiao Zhao quickly poured a glass of water for Zuo Wen, Zuo Wen drank it in one breath and felt his throat a little more comfortable, and now he spoke normally: "Why am I here?"

Xiao Zhao was surprised for a moment, and quickly said: "You guarded the little handsome guy without eating or drinking for three days, did you forget? You didn't pay attention to anyone telling you. Later, you couldn't support yourself and collapsed. Only then did we have the opportunity to give you Get a nutritional shot."

"You said I fell? I fainted?" Zuo Wen said in surprise.

"Yeah, you're dizzy, and you've slept all day and all night. Are you starving to death? I'll buy something for you if you want something to eat." Xiao Zhao said.

Zuo Wen quickly sat up and wanted to get out of bed to find Yi Zhihang, but he couldn't find the shoes after searching for a long time, so he asked Xiao Zhao: "Where are my shoes?"

Xiao Zhao looked at Zuo Wen helplessly and said, "Doctor Zuo, you didn't wear shoes when you came here before, don't you remember?"

"Then what am I wearing now?" Zuo Wen didn't respond.

Xiao Zhao sighed and said, "Okay, I resign myself to my fate. I have to buy you shoes after wiping the soles of your feet. Just wait, don't leave. I'll buy you a pair of slippers."

"Then hurry up, Zhihang..."

"I know, I know. Your little handsome guy is still awake, someone is watching, don't worry, ah." After finishing speaking, Xiao Zhao closed the door and left.

In less than 10 minutes, Xiao Zhao came back, panting from running, and handed Zuo Wen a pair of slippers, a sandwich and a bottle of yogurt.

Zuo Wen put on his slippers and wanted to leave, but he had no strength and almost fell again. Xiao Zhao hurriedly supported him, and blamed him: "It's not too late! Eat first, do you want to see the handsome guy earlier? It's so unnerving!"

Zuo Wen rubbed his face in embarrassment, grabbed the sandwich and ate it with yogurt, thanked Xiao Zhao while eating, and said that he would treat Yi Zhihang to dinner when he was discharged from the hospital.Xiao Zhao said it was a trivial matter, and looked at him for a while before letting him go.

Zuo Wen entered Yi Zhihang's ward and continued to sit motionless on the chair next to the bed and stared at him. His eyes felt a little bit dry, so Zuo Wen blinked vigorously and continued to look.Hmm, what are the eyeballs looking at... huh? !

Eyeballs? !

Diyo? !

Yi Zhihang woke up? !

Yi Zhihang woke up! ! !

"Zhihang!" Zuo Wen jumped up and shouted, his voice broke with excitement.

Yi Zhihang turned his head around as if he had seen a ghost, looked left and asked, bounced off the bed but couldn't get up, so he just stretched himself up and shouted in disbelief: "Why..." His voice was too rough and he couldn't yell out , Yi Zhihang tried hard to swallow his saliva and cleared his throat, and continued the unbelievable just now: "Why are you here?!"

The author has something to say:

In this chapter, there is a section where I fucking wrote myself and cried