foul youth

At dawn, Xia Zhilin opened his sleepy eyes.Suddenly, I didn't know what was going on with my bed, it was actually half-suspended on the window sill, and the ground under the head of the bed was as high as ten floors.

Xia Zhilin looked sideways, and a sense of fear came over him, his heart was beating non-stop in fright, and at the same time, he moved his body carefully and tried to escape from the bed.

After a lot of effort, I finally got back to the room safely.Seeing Guo Zihao's room, Guo Zihao was sitting on the edge of the bed, seeing Xia Zhilin stand up in surprise, ran over and said with concern: "Zhilin, are you okay!"

"It's so high!" Xia Zhilin replied, looking at Guo Zihao in shock.

"If you feel scared, you can sleep here with me." Guo Zihao said as he brought Xia Zhilin to the bed.

Xia Zhilin didn't speak, and lay down directly on the bed in the room.

Guo Zihao followed and lay down quietly side by side, asking: "Is it cold?" Then he looked sideways at Xia Zhilin.

"Cold!" Xia Zhilin replied frankly, turning his head to look at Guo Zihao.

The two looked at each other in silence for a while, and Guo Zihao said again: "Zhilin, do you like me? If you want, you can find me wherever you want." After speaking, he grabbed Xia Zhilin's hand.He paused for a moment, then retracted, placing Xia Zhilin on his chest.

Xia Zhilin was ashamed, afraid and longing.Because Guo Zihao bluntly said that he likes him, Xia Zhilin sentenced himself to a shameless crime.Moreover, subconsciously, he still feels that it is shameful to let his hand stick to Guo Zihao's chest and not withdraw it.I always feel ashamed to do this kind of thing.

However, feeling Guo Zihao's heartbeat in the palm of his hand, and the body temperature that is more comfortable than the afternoon sun, makes Xia Zhilin's heartbeat keep accelerating, the whole person is hot and restless, unwilling to leave himself and stick to Guo Zihao chest palm.

Xia Zhilin struggled for a long time between desire and rationality.In the end, I didn't know what happened in a daze, or maybe I fell asleep when nothing happened.When he woke up again, he found that he was still lying on the bed in the dormitory.

Xia Zhilin blinked and closed his eyes again.The fear and longing in the brain, and the heartbeat and body temperature in Guo Zihao all felt so far away in a trance.However, it was as real as if it had happened a long, long time ago, but it was too long, and I accidentally forgot it.

Xia Zhilin closed his eyes and meditated silently. After a while, he opened his eyes again and took another look at the dormitory.It was still dark, and the surroundings were pitch black, only the street lamps outside the window, and some afterglow shone obliquely on the ceiling through the window.

It turned out to be a dream!

Dreams are a wonderful thing.Sometimes it is so real that it makes me feel confused, and accidentally confuses the virtual and real worlds.

Recalling the scene in the dream, Xia Zhilin suddenly felt a little regretful, regretting that he couldn't let go of his inner self-restraint in the dream.Such a thing, I obviously long for it.However, in reality, there is no chance to do it, let alone should do it, it is just as it should be.It's really a pity that I didn't let myself do it in my dream.I even secretly made up my mind: If God grants me such a dream next time, I will stop being reserved.

However, because of this dream, Xia Zhilin's heart was full of Guo Zihao's kindness to him, and Xia Zhilin was full of hope and throbbing towards Guo Zihao again.I made a good resolution in bed, the determination to terminate this relationship, but at this moment I suddenly feel that termination is the scariest thing.

In this state of half-asleep and half-awake, Xia Zhilin picked up his phone and sent Guo Zihao a text message, but the content was only two words: "Zihao" didn't even have punctuation marks.

Xia Zhilin was stunned for a while looking at the sent text message, and then gradually came to his senses.Glancing at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning.It was already at this point, Guo Zihao must have been asleep, but he sent him a text message at this point, Xia Zhilin couldn't help but feel that he was inexplicable, and even the content of the text message was inexplicable.

However, soon, before Xia Zhilin's self-examination was over, the phone suddenly flashed and then vibrated.Guo Zihao actually returned a call in seconds, and Xia Zhilin looked at the caller ID with the words "Guo Zihao" on the screen.I never expected to get a call back from him at this point.

Reminiscent of the scene during the elective class, Xia Zhilin was both pleasantly surprised and frightened, thinking about what Guo Zihao would say when he called this time, and at the same time glanced at his roommate who was still sleeping, then hurriedly put on a coat, and went out of the dormitory to pick it up .

Although it is already spring, I can still feel the tingling of the cold in the middle of the night.However, Xia Zhilin came out disheveled and stood in the corridor against the cold, but he didn't shiver at all, all his attention was focused on the phone.As soon as he left the house, he pressed the answer button and called Zi Hao cautiously.

When Guo Zihao heard that the phone was connected, he also called Zhilin. The two spoke in unison, but fell silent at the same time.

This feeling is a bit familiar in memory, and Xia Zhilin can't help but think of the scene of the first phone call, feeling a little embarrassed in his heart.

After a moment of silence, Guo Zihao finally spoke first and asked, "Are you still asleep?"

"Slept, but woke up again, how about you?" Xia Zhilin replied.

"I can't sleep." Guo Zihao replied frankly.

Xia Zhilin was speechless after hearing this, and didn't know whether or how to comfort her.Because I don't know if Guo Zihao cares about him, and I don't know whether the relationship between the two brings him happiness or trouble.Whether his insomnia was caused by himself or other reasons, but he dared not ask.The two had no choice but to fall silent again, and after a while of deliberation, Xia Zhilin said cautiously: "I dreamed of you just now."

"Really? Tell me?" Guo Zihao asked curiously, a little excited after hearing this.

Xia Zhilin hesitated for a moment, hesitated to speak, and finally did not say anything.Guo Zihao waited quietly, vaguely feeling that Xia Zhilin was hard to tell, but he was not sure about Xia Zhilin's attitude towards him, and it was difficult to ask in detail.The excitement in my heart also slowly subsided, and finally I had to change the phrase and asked: "Is it a good dream or a nightmare?"

"It's a good dream, I like it very much." This time Xia Zhilin answered without hesitation after listening to it.Although the dream started, I clearly felt a sense of fear.I don't know how I came up with such wild fears, but he really likes Guo Zihao in the dream.

After hearing this, Guo Zihao's heart warmed up, and he suddenly felt very at ease.He thinks day by day and dreams at night, no matter what he does in his dream, as long as he likes it, that is what he wants, and what he does is not important.I remember that there was a beautiful article that said: The reason why people suffer from insomnia is because people who are thinking about themselves are busy in their dreams.Thinking of this, Guo Zihao replied with a gentle smile, "That's good."

After a pause, Guo Zihao asked thoughtfully again: "Are you answering the phone outside the dormitory now?"

"Hmm!" Xia Zhilin replied.

"Cold?"

Xia Zhilin felt warm in his heart, and suddenly thought of the scene in his dream, Guo Zihao also asked himself in the same tone. "Is it cold?" These two words were like a warm current, slowly pouring into the whole body, so warm that Xia Zhilin couldn't help biting his lips, holding back the sense of happiness on his face.

However, the breath in the air was really cold. After listening to Guo Zihao's words, even though my heart felt warm, the tingling sensation on my skin couldn't be covered up.Xia Zhilin wrapped his coat and finally noticed the chill in the middle of the night, then nodded slightly and replied, "Well, a little bit, how about you? Are you also in the corridor?"

"I'm home, in my room. Then go back to sleep, and be careful not to catch a cold."

It turned out that Guo Zihao had already returned home, which deviated from Xia Zhilin's imagination a bit.They obviously took elective courses together at night, and they were obviously at school, so it wasn't a weekend either.However, he was at home at the moment, and he hadn't slept at 3 o'clock in the morning. He didn't know what happened in the middle.

However, it didn't seem to matter any more, it was enough for him to call back after sending a text message by himself.Let everything go with the flow, and face everything calmly.Don't break up, don't force, don't be greedy, don't be wronged.

"Okay, you go to bed early, good night."

"OK, good night."