foul youth

Xia Zhilin turned his head and glanced at Guo Zihao.

Suddenly, he noticed that today his coat was actually a white shirt, just like himself.The snow-white appearance is so clean that it doesn't seem to be contaminated with a little dust.This big boy who was a few centimeters taller than himself, with the tips of his hair slightly covering his eyebrows, had a handsome silhouette that made people intoxicated by the sunshine.

"husband"?What an exaggerated title!It's kind of ridiculous when you think about it.However, with such an imagination, just looking at him beside him like this, I actually feel very happy in my heart.

"By the way, have you heard? For our elective course, there is no exam at the end of the semester. The credits are assessed based on the current homework and usual attendance in class." After walking a few steps, Guo Zihao shook Shaking the homework he just ran back to the dormitory, he also turned his head to look at Xia Zhilin, although he met Xia Zhilin's gaze, he still said calmly.The expression on his face was calm and composed, as if the conflict just happened had nothing to do with him.

This kind of provocation that deviates from the world just happened to me, do you not care about it at all, or do you not mind at all?Seeing Guo Zihao's nonchalant expression, Xia Zhilin really wanted to ask directly.

But he didn't.I feel that the relationship between the two people is already in a very good state now, and I don't want to break it or dare to break it.Feeling one step forward, or one step back, can make people feel uneasy.He takes it to heart, or doesn't take it to heart; mind?Or don't mind?It seems that they don't know how to face it.He had no choice but to silently withdraw his gaze from Guo Zihao, and echoed his answer. "I've heard that too. Fortunately, we have completed our homework seriously and have no record of missing classes."

After coming to the classroom for class, Xia Zhilin sat upright, but he couldn't concentrate, and the thoughts in his mind kept wandering in the conflict just now. "Husband", "husband"... this word is like a dream, constantly brewing and fermenting in my mind.

Guo Zihao was sitting next to him, and tonight was also a little abnormal. He didn't lie down on the table anymore, but just like Xia Zhilin, he sat upright and listened to music.

Sometimes Guo Zihao would turn his head to look at Xia Zhilin, Xia Zhilin could feel it, but he tried his best to pretend not to notice.But the more I pretended not to care, the more itchy I felt.Slowly, vaguely felt that Guo Zihao's breathing seemed to become a little short.Xia Zhilin's heartbeat suddenly sped up, coupled with the lack of lighting in this classroom, the feelings slowly fermented, and finally he became hot and agitated.

Xia Zhilin worked hard to adjust for a while, and finally twisted his body uncomfortably, and moved a bit in a posture that felt uncomfortable all over his body.Suddenly, his mind went blank, as if he had completely lost the control of the central nervous system, but his palm directly grabbed Guo Zihao's strong arm inexplicably.

Guo Zihao's whole body trembled slightly, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, as if he was falling infinitely in a bottomless pit, until he finally stepped on the ground smoothly.

Xia Zhilin's restlessness suddenly disappeared, but he still didn't let go of Guo Zihao's hand.Guo Zihao also let Xia Zhilin hold on like this, except that his shortness of breath subsided suddenly, he didn't respond at all from the beginning to the end, he didn't look at him, and he didn't struggle.The two of them looked at the big screen in front of the classroom seriously as if nothing had happened.

In fact, at this time, it is the same for two people.Silence is better than sound, there is no need for relative, and relative is silent.Guo Zihao only felt the grip of Xia Zhilin's fingertips on his arm, and Xia Zhilin only felt Guo Zihao's pulse frequency changing with his breathing and heartbeat. It seemed that this was the best way to communicate and express each other.

It lasted for almost 2 minutes before Xia Zhilin silently let go.However, at first he pretended not to pay attention to Guo Zihao, but now he became even more embarrassed, so he had to lower his head and secretly took out his mobile phone for entertainment.

As for Guo Zihao, as Xia Zhilin's hand slipped, he let out another sigh of relief.Just now Xia Zhilin grabbed him because he was suddenly relieved, but now he has been released, but he has already let go.

Seeing Xia Zhilin lowering his head and deliberately avoiding himself, Guo Zihao didn't feel awkward or embarrassed at all, so he leaned over and put it on Xia Zhilin's shoulder and whispered mischievously: "Hey! I caught a class to play with!" mobile phone."

Xia Zhilin smiled lightly, did not speak, and continued to casually scroll through the new developments on the phone.

"By the way, is the phone still working? It's been so long since I sent you off, I still don't know if you're satisfied or not." Seeing that Xia Zhilin didn't answer, Guo Zihao found another topic and started a conversation in a low voice.

"Satisfied, but it costs you too much, and I feel a little uneasy about using it." Xia Zhilin replied.

"You're being polite to me again. I don't like to hear that. Besides, if you don't want compensation, that will make me uneasy." Guo Zihao pushed Xia Zhilin's shoulder and said, although the content seemed to be a complaint, his tone was full of gentleness and consideration .

Xia Zhilin still smiled faintly, and swayed his body accommodatingly with Guo Zihao's strength, then continued to browse the mobile phone status without answering.

At this moment, a piece of news suddenly came across in the feed, saying that a boy on XX Street got down on one knee and proposed to another boy, which attracted a lot of people to watch, and several photos were attached.

This is a little sensitive, and Guo Zihao is sitting next to him.Xia Zhilin immediately wanted to turn it off when he saw it.However, before it was time to close it, Guo Zihao happened to lie down again and saw it. He couldn't help but take Xia Zhilin's phone and looked closely, and exclaimed at the same time: "Wow... this is amazing. Tsk tsk tsk... It's so simple. But why does it look weird? weird……"

"Why do you look weird", "Why do you look weird", "Why do you look weird" these eight words seem to be Guo Zihao swearing "I don't like boys".Xia Zhilin felt a chill in his heart, like a thunderbolt from the blue sky. In his clear heart, there was a lightning strike, and all the good things were instantly shattered. Even his impulsive action just now became so embarrassing.

It looked really weird, Guo Zihao also felt it, and even Xia Zhilin himself felt a little weird.In the photo, the two boys are dressed too sloppy, even a little sloppy, and they are not very handsome, and they can't find a good feeling at all.And it was done in a public place, under the watchful eyes of so many people, to make such an exaggerated wedding proposal.

However, Guo Zihao seemed to have noticed something after he finished speaking. He paused and glanced at Xia Zhilin, trying hard to think how to round up this sentence, and then deliberately continued to tease: "I know, because they are too ugly, so It looks weird. They say they are danmei, but they are not beautiful at all. You see, they say they are promising young people. To be honest, I still admire their courage, but they are too high-profile."

Seeing Guo Zihao explain so hard, I feel a little more comfortable, at least even if he is not this type of person, he will understand and respect him.However, this kind of emotion that deviates from the world, this kind of admiration that cannot be confessed, too much fear and too fragile, always makes people feel that if they are not careful, they will be wrong forever.Guo Zihao likes girls, I can't hurt him.Xia Zhilin smiled intentionally, glanced at Guo Zihao and said, "There's nothing to see, let's close it."

"That's right, it's nothing to look at. But seriously, what would you do if a boy proposed to you like this one day?" In order to ease the atmosphere, Guo Zihao continued to tease mischievously.

Xia Zhilin looked at him and shook his head, and said, "There won't be."

"And if so, what would you do?"

Xia Zhilin shook his head again, smiled reluctantly and reiterated: "There won't be, and there is no if. Even if there is, I won't let it happen. Go to class."

Everything seemed to come to naught in an instant, but Xia Zhilin didn't feel sad, because Guo Zihao was still a very good friend.Some are just my own absurdity all the time, so absurd that I feel ashamed.

Suddenly discovering that being ashamed can make people work hard, Xia Zhilin feels that he should be the calmest person in the world at this moment.It's really time to sort out this relationship that shouldn't be developed from the beginning to the end. From now on, study hard, live hard, and behave properly.

When it was time to leave school, Guo Zihao proposed as usual, "Let's have a late-night snack and then go back."

However, Xia Zhilin politely declined on the grounds that he had something to do in the dormitory, and then said goodbye and left first.

Seeing Xia Zhilin's figure leaving silently, Guo Zihao didn't follow, but only sighed silently, and stood there in bewilderment.An inexplicable feeling of sadness hits my heart.

"Looking at the photos in the news is really weird, but looking at you makes my heart full, but I really can't express my inner feelings." This sentence really wants to say it to Xia Zhilin aloud.But now, even Xia Zhilin's nostalgia for him, which he had been very sure of for the past few days, was suddenly shaken.

Does Xia Zhilin like boys?Will he like me?Did I have an illusion during this time?

Do I really like boys?Do I like Xia Zhilin?Why do you feel full of heart when you see him good?

If there is no Xia Zhilin, who would I like?Will I like other boys in my class?Will I like other boys at school?Will I like girls who come to talk to me?Still like her?

A series of unanswered questions arose in Guo Zihao's mind.Then thinking of the photo in the news just now, Guo Zihao shook his head, stood up in frustration, and didn't go to the cafeteria for supper, and didn't go back to the dormitory. He explained to his roommates and walked out of the school gate to drive home. .