seven or seven

The summer in the north is hot and irritating, even Lan You, who has always adhered to "calm and cool naturally", feels an unknown fire rising in his heart and stomach.

Because of his own physical problems, his aversion to sports, and his top grades in the school, he specifically greeted the teacher and said that he would not go to physical education class.

The teacher was also reassuring to him, so he asked him to "pay attention to his body", so he didn't have to go to physical education class anymore.

Today he was in a bad mood, sitting in the class was unbearably hot, so he simply held his Kindle and planned to go to the playground to find a shady place to read a book.

The playground is about 5 minutes away from the teaching building, and he is not in a hurry. He walks alone, looking at the flowers and trees, so leisurely.

As soon as he walked to the entrance of the playground, he thought that the reader in his hand might have forgotten to charge yesterday, and he wondered if he could survive today.Unlocked and opened, just saw the words 30.00% seven, he closed it and wanted to move on, but heard someone yelling "Get up and open!"

Lan You's body reaction was half a beat slower than others, and he slowly raised his head when he heard it. He saw a basketball flying towards him, and felt a pain in his head when he wanted to hide.

When his eyes went dark, he knew he had fallen, and then he didn't know anything.

Just vaguely listening to the noise in my ears, someone said, "Damn it, why doesn't this person know how to hide!"

Some people said, "Is this person okay? Don't smash a basketball into a fool."

Suddenly someone yelled, "I'm going, which one is this blue? It's the one from Class [-] who always goes up to receive the award!"

"Sin...sin...such a child genius was knocked out by our captain with a basketball!"

Lan You could actually feel that the outside world seemed very noisy, and wanted to say "shut up" but couldn't make a sound.At this time, a voice came, "Don't watch the excitement, I will send him to the school doctor's office, you can practice by yourself."

In a daze, he felt a very warm embrace, of course, who doesn't have a warm embrace in this midsummer!It's just that this person seems to have a good smell, and the smell mixed with sweat is not unpleasant, which is very strange.

Lan You smelled the faint smell of green tea and slept until the afternoon before waking up.

When he woke up, he felt dizzy. He only saw a person standing by the window, his back was facing him tall and straight, and he couldn't see his face clearly.

The window was open, and the white gauze curtain was blown by the wind, fluttering.

There is a row of small flowers on the window sill, dark purple and light pink, the air is filled with the smell of hospital-specific disinfectant, and there is also the smell of green tea, which seems to be the kind I smelled just now.

The man stood beside the bed, the sunlight cast a layer of golden light on his side face. Although his face was still a little childish, it could already see the sharp edges and corners. He was a very handsome boy.

He was wearing sportswear, navy blue and bright yellow jersey, sweat dripped down his side face, obviously there was nothing there, but Lan You seemed to hear the sound of the drop of sweat falling to the ground, "click" , he felt as if a piece of his heart had broken.

The man seemed to feel that someone was watching him, and when he turned around, he showed a gentle smile with apology.

Lan You looked at the corners of his mouth, and seemed to hear a voice in his heart, and it said again, "I'm in love."

He shook his head and returned a smile.

The two looked at each other, not knowing what was on the boy's mind.

The fate between people may be so wonderful. Lan You, who was not supposed to appear on the playground, went to the playground on a whim, but was accidentally hit on the head by a basketball, and got what might be the best love affair in high school.And what about the other person?It was a long time before he confessed, saying, "It wasn't just a mistake that hit you back then."

If it was the current Lan You, he might punch him out, but at that time, Lan You would just smile foolishly and hug him in his arms.Where do we not meet in life!

Lan You wanted to get up, but he became dizzy, his arms were weak, and he almost fell down again. Fortunately, he had long legs, so he walked to the bed in three steps and helped him up.

The smell of green tea was stronger, but not overwhelming. Lan You sat on the bed with his help and whispered "Thank you."

The man scratched his head, and a bunch of short hair was raised up. He said awkwardly, "I'm sorry, I accidentally hit you when I was playing. It's okay. Don't worry, I will take responsibility." After finishing speaking, he nodded.

Lan You looked at his silly look which was totally different from before and smiled.He seldom smiled, and when he smiled occasionally, he was light and gentle, like the innocent young master in an old movie, or like a locust tree in an old campus, exuding an intoxicating fragrance in summer.

Later, when Lan You asked, Fu Lin said proudly, "That's right, I fell in love with you at first sight!" Lan You was a little embarrassed beside him, and said in a low voice, "What a coincidence, I am too."

"What's your name?" Lan You asked softly.

"My name is Fu Lin, how about you?"

"Lanyou."

"Oh, I've heard of you, and I seem to often see you on announcements."

"I often see your name too, but it doesn't match the person."

"I didn't expect that the top student in our school is quite handsome!" Fu Lin laughed. Lan You had never been praised for the word "handsome", so he didn't know what to say, so he could only say "You too."

The air was filled with unknown embarrassment, the two of them stared wide-eyed until they were blushing, Fu Lin finally opened his mouth.

"Hey, the liquid is almost gone, I'll go change it for you." He said.

"En." Lan You meekly accepted Fu Lin's service, and he bought him fruit and water, which made him feel a little urgent to urinate.

"Go to bed for a while! I'll call you later."

"The doctor said that you are malnourished, and you may have a slight concussion when you were hit. I will accompany you to the hospital after you finish the infusion."

"Go to sleep! I'll show you."

Fu Lin sat by the bed and fanned him. Lan You wanted to lie down by himself, so he quickly stood up to help Lan You, and tried his best to make Lan You feel too gentle.

"This doesn't look like a stranger at all. If you have to say it, it's like a couple!" Lan You thought silently in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it. He couldn't suspect that all the boys in the world were gay just because he was gay.

I had no choice but to think about it, I don't know which girl is lucky enough to be Fu Lin's girlfriend.

Sleeping this time was different from before, and he felt an unprecedented sense of security.

In the past, he often came to the school infirmary because of his poor health, but he was indifferent by nature and had no friends, so he always came for the infusion by himself.

I often fell asleep, and when I woke up, I found that the blood had been sucked into the infusion bottle.

Looking at a tube full of his own blood, he didn't react at all, he just felt lonely like never before.

Life is like a spider plant on a cliff, dangerous and lonely, born lonely, a problem that no one can solve.

He is only sixteen or seventeen years old, so he shouldn't feel desperate because of this kind of thing, but there is no should or shouldn't in life. He really feels that he is so boring, and this kind of boredom cannot be resolved by doing anything.

He is one of those people who feel more alone than ever, even in the midst of a crowd.

Maybe it will be like this for the rest of my life.

I don't have any friends, and I won't meet someone who loves me. My whole life is just completely boring and lonely.

Just live.

But now, he finally felt a little bit happy.

Someone makes sacrifices for himself, a shoulder to lean on when he is injured, a warm embrace that can be completely relied on, not a feeling of rejection, which makes him feel that he has been really lonely for too long, so when everyone else likes girls At this time, I have to find my own spring?

Just think about it.

Lan You thought, "Perhaps loneliness is also a kind of happiness."

How many people are forced to go to school, study, choose a road that they don't like to take, and live their lives in a daze. Looking back, my youth and my life are just finished.

But what if you are not reconciled?Isn't that what life is like?Keep obeying until you become what you hate the most.

After sleeping again, it was already afternoon when I woke up. After opening my eyes for a few seconds, I found that Fu Lin was not there.

Lan You turned his head and saw a man wearing blue half-sleeve khaki shorts, holding a water bottle and watering a few pots of small flowers on the windowsill, looking very serious.

I was about to run out of fluids, probably that person was waiting to finish watering the flowers before calling me.

There was an unexplainable feeling in his heart, and he didn't bother to think about it. He just opened his eyes and looked at the man's back, and some unknown chemical effect took place in his heart with the distilled water falling drop by drop.

After the infusion, Lan You pressed his hands and desperately wanted to go to the toilet. He couldn't tell, so he could only keep spinning on the floor of the school doctor's office. The nurse in the school doctor's office looked at him and reminded him, saying, " If you want to go to the bathroom, go! Don't hold back."

Lan You blushed and raised her hands, but she didn't know what to say, she could only embarrassingly say, "This...that won't work either!"

The nurse smiled mockingly, and said, "It's okay to ask your friend to help you. Holding it in for a long time is not good for your health."

Lan You looked at the nurse, then at Fu Lin, and felt that he was in a dilemma. He couldn't say that Fu Lin was not his friend, and he couldn't say that he didn't want to go to the bathroom, so he could only continue to blush.

But Fu Lin couldn't stand it anymore, pushed Lan You into the toilet, untied his belt and helped him hold his hands.

Lan You was still struggling in his heart, asking if you could turn your head around.

Fu Lin said, "It's not easy to turn your head and press it, otherwise it's easy to be bruised."

Lan You unbuttoned his pants very slowly, and Fu Lin said, "It's okay for all men, the big deal is that next time I get injured and get an IV, it's okay if you come to accompany me!"

Lan You went to the bathroom while making up his mind, but he accidentally thought about it and slipped his hand. Fortunately, Fu Lin hid quickly, but he was already embarrassingly trying to get out of the ground. Just thinking about it, there is probably nothing good in the sewer. I stopped brainstorming.

When washing his hands, Lan You tried to make up for it, so he choked out "I'll help you next time!", Fu Lin smiled and said nothing, Lan You felt that today he really devoted all his life's embarrassment to this person, it was embarrassing Thoroughly.

He himself is thin-skinned, and no one provokes him with his high airs. In fact, he is full of shy and youthful heart, but he is too indifferent when interacting with girls, so he is regarded as aloof.

In fact, he has troubles that he can't tell, and he doesn't like girls, so how could he be as glib as those who pursue girls!

In the afternoon, the two of them asked for leave and went to the city hospital for an examination. The results really convinced Fu Lin's crow's mouth that he did have a slight concussion. The doctor suggested that he be hospitalized for a few days for observation.

Lan You himself was unwilling, but Fu Lin said that he would definitely be responsible and the doctor also strongly suggested that he had no choice but to agree. He wanted to see how Fu Lin was "responsible" on the one hand for his health.

Fu Lin took care of him very conscientiously, went to fetch the sheets and quilts for the hospital, bought him meals and fruits, and took care of him very considerately.

As for Lan You, she also enjoys this rare tenderness.

His parents both work in state-owned enterprises, not to mention [-] to [-], and often work overtime. He has lived in school for a long time and has not been home, and he has not had a good meal with his parents for a long time.

I have been expected to grow up since I was a child, but no one has ever asked me whether I want to grow up or not.

If growing up meant having to do things he didn't want to do, be the kind of person he didn't want to be, he'd rather not.

But there is no way, parents all over the world are the same, except for studying well, they don’t want to get any information about you, even if you don’t want to go to school and want to start a business.I don't know if they are too conservative in the past, or we are too whimsical?

The feeling of being hospitalized is boring. Lan You and Fu Lin couldn't stay there until the next morning, but they finally asked for leave and didn't want to go back to school. The two went to ask the doctor, and after being approved, they could finally take off their school uniforms and walk in the hospital. city ​​street.

They are like beasts that have been restrained for too long. Although they were wonderful in high school, they were too boring.The dark dishes in the cafeteria are tasteless and unpalatable. The teachers only talk about "study hard and get a good university". Is this the past?

Fu Lin took Lan You to the Internet cafe. This was the first time Lan You stepped into this kind of place. The smog was fine, but everyone was wearing earphones and making noise.He himself likes to be quiet. Seeing this scene, he felt a splitting headache. This is a normal physiological reaction, but Fu Lin thought that he was suffering from a concussion, so he took him out quickly.

"How is it? Do you want to go back to the hospital quickly?" Fu Lin was very nervous. He really rarely had contact with a legendary three-good student like Lan You, and he didn't dare to make too many jokes. He could only deal with it as gently as possible.

Lan You shook his head and said, "It's okay, it's just that the air inside is too bad, I can't breathe, it's fine to come out."

Fu Lin was also embarrassed to see him like this, he could only think about where the air was good, and wanted to take him for a walk, but he happened to find a small park, where there were people in twos and threes, the pond was sparkling, and small fish were swimming in the moonlight. Swimming downstream, with little water waves, it looks very quiet.

"Where are you going to stay?"

"it is good."

"Let's go." Fu Lin put his arms around Lan You's shoulders. This was a subconscious reaction. He and his brothers were used to doing it, and suddenly realized that it was Lan You. Arm, but Lan You put his arm back and put it on his shoulder.

Fu Lin smiled, this person is quite fun, not as rigid as he thought, maybe he can be a friend.

Lan You smiled at him and said, "Why, don't you treat me as a friend?"

Of course Fu Lin didn't dare to say no, so he added some strength to his hands and said, "Let's go, my buddy will accompany you to the park!"

Lan You's expression couldn't be seen clearly in the dark night, Fu Lin looked at the corner of his mouth, probably smiling!

At 09:30 in the evening, the people gradually dispersed, and the two were tired from shopping. They sat on the bench and chatted with each other while drinking water.

"Are you on the basketball team?"

"kindness."

"So how are you playing basketball?"

"Let's do it!"

"Then next time you play basketball, you have to call me during the game! I'm still waiting to see your heroic appearance!"

"Success, no problem! My buddy will reserve the best seat for you."

The two chatted, and they didn't know if what they said was true or not. Anyway, Lan You thought that he could watch this person for three years in the future, so there was no rush, while Fu Lin thought to himself, this kid probably never played basketball before. You have to behave well in front of him and let him adore you.

As for why it takes three years, why one boy wants another boy's admiration, these are all unsolvable questions.

At 10:30, the two threw the water bottle into the trash can and walked back slowly.

Under the moonlight, the shadow was stretched so long, the two looked at each other and smiled at each other, both of them looked young, so that every time Lan You dreamed back at midnight, Lan You was still in a state of mind.

It was about eleven o'clock when we went back, and the two of them went back to the ward, washed up and prepared to go to bed, but maybe neither of them realized how a single bed should sleep two almost grown boys.

After Fu Lin brushed his teeth, he lay down on the small sofa next to the hospital bed.It is said to be a small sofa, and it is indeed worthy of the name. It is 1.2 meters long and only 1.8 centimeters wide. Fu Linkuai's [-]-meter height is wronged inside. It looks pitiful, as if he has been bullied.

Lan You came out after brushing his teeth, and this was what he saw. He smiled, pointed to the hospital bed, and signaled him to go to sleep on the bed.

Fu Lin shook his head, said "have a good rest" and turned his back to Lan You, pretending to fall asleep.

Lan You had no choice but to turn around and go to bed, ready to sleep.

Twenty minutes later, there was a "plop" in the ward, and someone's laughter came faintly in the darkness, accompanied by a slightly exasperated "shut up!"

Lan You took the initiative to give way, leaving half of the seat for him. Fu Lin couldn't be brave anymore, so he lay obediently on the bed and said angrily, "Sleep!"

Lan You's voice came faintly, "I seem to have one more thing I haven't told you."

"Say."

"Good night, and you still have toothpaste at the corner of your mouth."

Lan You turned around and fell into a dream, only to feel the sound of teeth grinding behind him, he turned around gently again, stretched out his hand to wipe off the residue from the corners of Fu Lin's mouth, and said softly, "Go to sleep!"

Then he fell asleep peacefully, without any scruples about the suspicious eyes of the people behind him.

The moonlight was very bright at night. Lan You got up gently at two o'clock in the morning. Fu Lin might have sensed something, and asked from his sleep, "Can I help you?"

"No need..."

Lan You looked at the moon, at the young man sleeping peacefully under the moonlight, he suffered from insomnia for a long time, just thinking about the moon every night, and he didn't know, what is life for?

Sensing someone behind him, Lan You turned around and saw Fu Lin's face that he couldn't even open his eyes.

He closed his eyes, but stretched out his hand, and led Lan You back, and Lan You had never been treated like this before, and once in a while, it was not bad, so he was gently led back to the bed.

That night, he slept very soundly.

At 05:30 the next morning, Lan You was woken up by his own alarm, and a little light was revealed in the gaps in the thick curtains.

Lan You looked at the person opposite him. He had a handsome appearance and a gentle and lovely personality. If he liked it, he was worth it.

He turns off the alarm clock.Ignore those troubles that have been lingering in my heart for a long time, and prepare to sleep for a while.

After an unknown amount of time, he felt movement behind him, got up and saw that Fu Lin had already dressed and went to the bathroom to wash up.Lan You also sat up and dressed silently.

Fu Lin was brushing his teeth, but he saw Lan You coming in from the mirror, he said hello in a mess, thinking he was going to the toilet, but was pushed aside, the man brushed his teeth and washed his face with him.

When he came out, Fu Lin said, "I'm going to buy breakfast, please wait for a while."

Lan You spread his hands and said, "I'm already up, why am I here alone! Let's go together!"

Originally, he planned to serve this man for a few days, but he didn't expect him to be quite nice. Fu Lin closed the door and looked at the boy who was waiting for him beside him.

He has a handsome face, his skin is not as white as a boy, his hair is cut like a watermelon skin, his chin is pointed, and he looks very cold. When he smiles, his eyes are crescent like crescents. In fact, there is a little devil in his heart.

He was wearing a white shirt, black cropped pants, and a pair of simple silver-gray sneakers, just like the kind of school boy that often appears in Japanese anime, young and beautiful.

It's just that he didn't seem to notice it, and few people would pay attention to a same-sex person, unless...

Breakfast is spread outside the gate of the hospital. There is a long street for eating breakfast. The most basic pancakes, steamed buns and old tofu, as well as some special fried pancakes and haggis soup.

As they walked, they saw a noodle shop and looked at each other.

"this one?"

"This is it."

"That's it."

Lan walked in first, sat there and poured a glass of water for both of them, quietly waiting for the water to cool.

Fu Lin walked in, looked at his face, his originally expressionless face turned into a smile, and walked over happily.

A bowl of hand-rolled noodles with western red eggs, a bowl of noodles with fried sauce, the two of them also ordered a serving of siu mai, and ate in silence.

Fu Lin ate fast, but he didn't mean to gobble it up, but he was fast, while Lan You definitely chewed slowly, taking every bite for fear of biting his tongue.

Being waited by others is a very bad feeling, you will feel more embarrassing than having a dog chasing after you, so Lan You speeded up silently, but accidentally choked on the last bite.

Fu Lin walked over silently, patted him on the back, and fed him water, as if everything was logical. Lan You felt very used to it, but he suddenly remembered that the two of them had only known each other for a day and a night, and counting with their fingers was not enough. 24 hours.

He stopped coughing and patted his forehead, what's the matter!

Fu Lin saw his action and said, "Shoot again and you'll be familiar!"

Lan You hurriedly followed, and the two walked back side by side.

There seem to be many different streets here, selling snacks, souvenirs, all kinds of small alleys, and various small stalls. Lan You seemed very interested in it, and Fu Lin asked him, "Want to go? ", he nodded quickly, and Fu Lin quickly held it down and said, "Don't nod, I'm afraid you'll have another concussion."

Lan You didn't know what to say, so he turned around and walked into the street, Fu Lin quickly followed, saying behind him, "Don't lose me!"

Lan You didn't turn around, his eyes were full of smiles.

He could imagine that man muttering behind his back like a cute and silly husky.

Shopping is not their forte, they feel tired after casual shopping, especially Lan You, he is a waste in sports, men have run 1000 meters for many years and failed to pass, three-step layup can't make it, The teacher was so angry that he had no choice but to draw a hook for him.

Walking to a small stall, there was an old man blowing sugar figures. They were both very interested, and each of them came to one, and walked back while comparing and eating.

"I want a koala."

"I want a wolf!"

As a result, the two returned with a squirrel and a husky.

Lan You took a sip, it was quite sweet, but no matter how you look at it, it looks like a big squirrel instead of a koala, and then looked at Fu Lin's, and immediately felt balanced, thinking that his own is not bad, after all, huskies and wolves are real Not far.

After five days in the hospital, the two of them ate twenty meals together, three meals a day and one supper, what a wonderful little life.

The night before going back, the two still went to sit in the small park, watching many grandpas and aunts dancing in the square, Lan You said, "We will probably do the same in the future!"

"Yeah, it's probably the same in the future."

Lan You looked at those uncles and aunts dancing hotly under the street lamps and moonlight, and felt that.It seems that such a life is not bad.

"Really don't tell your parents?"

"I would have told you a long time ago." Lan You boldly took a sip of Coca-Cola, closed his eyes and let the wind blow, so unrestrained.

"Then you are like this, they don't care about you?"

"Do you think the head teacher will call them?"

"It's time to come, and if you don't want to come, the notification is useless."

"That's right, it's okay. Brother, you have me, so what happens in the future, you call me!"

Lan You licked his lips, looked at Fu Lin firmly with blurred eyes, and said "OK"

On the sixth day, the two went back by car.Lan You was wearing earphones, listening to this, Fu Lin was so bored beside him, he forgot to bring his mobile phone.

Lan You took out the mp3, pressed pause and handed Fu Lin an earphone.

Fu Lin took it and put it on, Lan You pressed the next song, and the two of them never communicated again.

In the earphones, there was a touching singing voice, it was Lan You's favorite song "Boys Don't Cry".

Back at school, the two waved goodbye. Lan You went to the main building, and Fu Lin went to the second teaching building. The two of them, one a good student and one sports student, finally returned to their original lives.

It's just that they both made promises to each other, and someday in the future, these will all come true.

The author has something to say:

The novel comes from reality but is higher than reality. I feel that I am in love when I write it. I am really happy.