Shimen is poisonous
Chapter 191
It's not like Bai Xiqing doesn't hate Lin Mocheng, he hates it to death, okay?
Ye Baihan already knew that the memories that his little master instilled in him were not reliable—or, the Bai Xiqing in Lin Mocheng's eyes was never the real Bai Xiqing.
Maybe it's a little bit of both.
He didn't know where the things displayed in this illusion came from, whether it was some kind of unknowable source of information, or the memory left in the depths of his soul.What is certain is that this illusion cannot show the details of any life, but only randomly shows some memories.
But random memories can also help him get more information.
...For Ye Bohan, these are just information.
The same memory, the Bai Xiqing that Lin Mocheng created in his mind spoke frivolously to everyone, but only stalked his junior uncle, which made Ye Baihan feel an inexplicable disgust.
However, in the illusion, he has a completely different appearance and completely different feelings.If only in terms of appearance and tone, Ye Baihan thinks that there may not be a big change, but emotionally it is completely different.
【Sister, are you back?Hey, there are a lot of little guys.Is the senior sister going to place them all in the village?I will go with you. 】
[Why are you so messed up?Forget it, senior brother will carry you to the alchemy hall, hurry up. 】
[Hey, don't cry, don't cry.Are you homesick?Brother, can I teach you how to weave a grasshopper?Don't like... what about the monkey? 】
Bai Xiqing likes to make people happy, regardless of seniors, seniors and seniors, as long as he sees someone in trouble, he likes to rush to help.Sometimes he does coax people with frivolous words, but it is not so much teasing people as it is really just sweet talk to make people happy.
【Junior Sister, don't panic.Don't worry, even if you do have scars, you are still a little beauty.And Dange's healing technique is amazing, you may not have seen it when you first went up the mountain, but if you have seen it, don't panic. 】
……
Ye Baihan carefully felt the emotions of the person in this body when he said every word, and found that he had no way to hate this Bai Xiqing.
... a sense of loneliness seems to haunt this person all the time.Because of this, he can only gain a sense of existence if he keeps helping others.
Otherwise, he will be very lonely.
Ye Baihan realized at that moment that Bai Xiqing lacked love too much.
When he was free, he would occasionally spy on Lin Mocheng's situation, but what he was thinking in his mind was far from what Lin Mocheng tried to instill in Ye Baihan.
In Bai Xiqing's vision, Lin Mocheng was indeed extremely lonely.But what comes to his mind is definitely not a sense of intimacy, but a mess of slander.
——Black-hearted...fake nobility...
- what do you want to do...
--Really annoying……
—I really want to dig his head out and see what's going on in his head.
——Why is he still here...
—I hate this person...
[If you still have a little brain, don't approach me again. 】
Until one day, Lin Mocheng said this to Bai Xiqing.
In the end, that sentence released the devil in Bai Xiqing's heart.
When Ye Baihan realized this, his head was like a black thread.He really didn't know that when he was Bai Xiqing, there was still a part of his personality that loved death.
Lin Mocheng's words didn't really warn Bai Xiqing.Even on the contrary, from that warning, Bai Xiqing glimpsed the fragility and powerlessness deep in the heart of this uncle.
And he seized the moment.
People are always defenseless to those close to them, but merciless to those they hate.
Bai Xiqing may not understand why he is outside Lin Mocheng's defense line, but this does not prevent him from trying to avenge what he has encountered.
He approached Lin Mocheng to learn everything about Lin Mocheng, and then secretly pried into Lin Mocheng's secrets, hoping to give him a fatal blow one day.
...But in the end, it didn't do that.
These illusions are always intermittent, so Ye Baihan doesn't know what happened in the middle.But he did finally see the last scene Bai Xiqing saw when he died.
He felt that Bai Xiqing was standing in the cold spring small building, his whole arm was so thin that it seemed that only bones were left.Lin Mocheng hugged him as if he had lost his soul, and said, "Xi Qing! Xi Qing! I'll change your blood, okay? I don't use other people's, just use mine!"
Bai Xiqing ignored him, but looked up at the sky and said, "The weather is really nice today."
Lin Mocheng asked, "Why!?"
Bai Xiqing laughed and said, "Because I hate you, little uncle! I hate you the most."
Lin Mocheng looked at him incredulously, and said after a while, "You're lying." He held Bai Xiqing's head in his hands and said, "Are you still angry with me? I won't do anything to make you unhappy."
Bai Xiqing turned her face away.Lin Mocheng grabbed his arm, but Bai Xiqing pulled his own arm away from his hand.He said, "Really?"
Lin Mocheng said, "Really. I assure you."
Bai Xiqing looked at his face, was silent for a long time, then smiled lightly again, and said, "Lin Mocheng."
Lin Mocheng also looked at him and called out, "Xiqing."
"No matter who you meet in the future, don't forget to leave three points for yourself before you think about hurting someone. Because the person you hurt is also someone else's child, someone else's lover, and someone else's close relative. If you don't remember this This thing... such things will continue to repeat and happen in your life."
"You have to believe that there is retribution in this world."
When Lin Mocheng heard this, his face twisted, and he shouted at Bai Xiqing: "Isn't this my retribution?"
After hearing this, Bai Xiqing laughed and said, "Yes, this is your retribution."
Lin Mocheng didn't expect him to be able to laugh, but he grabbed his arms and said, "Why are you laughing? Why are you laughing? Even if it was my retribution, now it is retribution on you !"
"Yeah, why?" Bai Xiqing looked at the sky and said with a smile.
After a while, he softly replied, "Because... this is retribution."
The voice seemed to be answering Lin Mocheng's question, and it seemed to be talking to himself.
"Master, do you know? I think in this world, an eye for an eye and an eye for an eye are the most authentic principles. But the so-called tenfold kindness and a hundredfold hatred is the most unreasonable idea."
"Because the extra hate...someone has to be responsible for it."
Lin Mocheng showed a surprised expression to Bai Xiqing.
Lin Mocheng said: "...So, you are responsible for it?"
Bai Xiqing smiled and nodded to him.
Lin Mocheng said angrily: "This is nonsense! If someone should be responsible for it, shouldn't it be me!? If you hate me, you should let me transfer the curse back...I... ...that's what I'm supposed to suffer, isn't it?"
Bai Xiqing didn't speak, and turned his head to look at the scenery.
Lin Mocheng had nothing to do with him.He reached out and hugged Bai Xiqing tightly, and could only repeat over and over again: "... Xiqing... Xiqing... don't do this."
Bai Xiqing took his hand and said, "It's really easy to die, but that's never the real end. I won't die with you, because that's not what I want. Maybe uncle Shi will die again one day." Find...a person who is willing to live and die with you, as long as you don't destroy everything yourself before that."
"But that person won't be me, because I don't want to."
Lin Mo was stunned on the spot.
Bai Xiqing turned her head and said, "Because I hate my uncle the most. I have never really liked you, my uncle."
He smiled, but Lin Mocheng's lips were trembling.That last look, to Ye Baihan, was an indescribable relief.
But he could feel that Bai Xiqing didn't think so.When he said these words, he was not relieved.
Bai Xiqing died one afternoon after that, and the way of death was different from Ye Baihan's imagination.He has been bound by the curse, and he was already about to run out of life, but in that afternoon, his blood suddenly started to burn, leaving only fly ash in the end.
Then came Ye Baihan's birth.
Of course, he didn't have that name at that time.
Born in an ordinary family in the modern inland countryside, his father had left the family before he could remember.Although it was said that he went south to work, he quickly lost news and never came back.
But mother is a strong person.She single-handedly provoked the burden of the family, and single-handedly brought up Ye Baihan.Grandpa and grandma also helped together, and they supported a family like this.
Although it was in a poor inland village, my mother had a little business acumen, so she relied on opening a small shop. Although the life of their family was hard, they still enjoyed it.
The mother kept inquiring about the news of the father, every year, but there was no result.
Until that year, the elderly grandma suddenly collapsed while feeding the pigs.When she was about to die, she took her mother's hand and said, "I'm also thinking, has something happened to him? Has it already... But if he goes out and sees the world of flowers, he doesn't want to come back... Susu ,you……"
Mother held grandma's hand and said, "Mom, stop talking."
"...Let me say it. I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't have another chance. Susu, if he really doesn't come back, you can take the child and find someone who is willing to treat you and the child well... We're all old, we can't help you, and we're causing you trouble...you..."
When grandma said these words, grandpa silently took a basket of wild vegetables and picked them up beside him, but said nothing.
Important people died one by one, even if they didn't want to, it was irreversible.
It was grandma who died first, and mother who died suddenly.Then on the eve of his college entrance, Grandpa also passed away.At last, even he himself had to leave this world.
Ye Baihan still remembers that on the day he left that world, a senior sister who was also in the student union when he was in school came to visit him.They talked for a while about what happened in school, and they started crying while chatting with each other.
Because it was the last scene before death, Ye Bohan still remembered it.
...Senior sister's hand is very warm.
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Ye Baihan already knew that the memories that his little master instilled in him were not reliable—or, the Bai Xiqing in Lin Mocheng's eyes was never the real Bai Xiqing.
Maybe it's a little bit of both.
He didn't know where the things displayed in this illusion came from, whether it was some kind of unknowable source of information, or the memory left in the depths of his soul.What is certain is that this illusion cannot show the details of any life, but only randomly shows some memories.
But random memories can also help him get more information.
...For Ye Bohan, these are just information.
The same memory, the Bai Xiqing that Lin Mocheng created in his mind spoke frivolously to everyone, but only stalked his junior uncle, which made Ye Baihan feel an inexplicable disgust.
However, in the illusion, he has a completely different appearance and completely different feelings.If only in terms of appearance and tone, Ye Baihan thinks that there may not be a big change, but emotionally it is completely different.
【Sister, are you back?Hey, there are a lot of little guys.Is the senior sister going to place them all in the village?I will go with you. 】
[Why are you so messed up?Forget it, senior brother will carry you to the alchemy hall, hurry up. 】
[Hey, don't cry, don't cry.Are you homesick?Brother, can I teach you how to weave a grasshopper?Don't like... what about the monkey? 】
Bai Xiqing likes to make people happy, regardless of seniors, seniors and seniors, as long as he sees someone in trouble, he likes to rush to help.Sometimes he does coax people with frivolous words, but it is not so much teasing people as it is really just sweet talk to make people happy.
【Junior Sister, don't panic.Don't worry, even if you do have scars, you are still a little beauty.And Dange's healing technique is amazing, you may not have seen it when you first went up the mountain, but if you have seen it, don't panic. 】
……
Ye Baihan carefully felt the emotions of the person in this body when he said every word, and found that he had no way to hate this Bai Xiqing.
... a sense of loneliness seems to haunt this person all the time.Because of this, he can only gain a sense of existence if he keeps helping others.
Otherwise, he will be very lonely.
Ye Baihan realized at that moment that Bai Xiqing lacked love too much.
When he was free, he would occasionally spy on Lin Mocheng's situation, but what he was thinking in his mind was far from what Lin Mocheng tried to instill in Ye Baihan.
In Bai Xiqing's vision, Lin Mocheng was indeed extremely lonely.But what comes to his mind is definitely not a sense of intimacy, but a mess of slander.
——Black-hearted...fake nobility...
- what do you want to do...
--Really annoying……
—I really want to dig his head out and see what's going on in his head.
——Why is he still here...
—I hate this person...
[If you still have a little brain, don't approach me again. 】
Until one day, Lin Mocheng said this to Bai Xiqing.
In the end, that sentence released the devil in Bai Xiqing's heart.
When Ye Baihan realized this, his head was like a black thread.He really didn't know that when he was Bai Xiqing, there was still a part of his personality that loved death.
Lin Mocheng's words didn't really warn Bai Xiqing.Even on the contrary, from that warning, Bai Xiqing glimpsed the fragility and powerlessness deep in the heart of this uncle.
And he seized the moment.
People are always defenseless to those close to them, but merciless to those they hate.
Bai Xiqing may not understand why he is outside Lin Mocheng's defense line, but this does not prevent him from trying to avenge what he has encountered.
He approached Lin Mocheng to learn everything about Lin Mocheng, and then secretly pried into Lin Mocheng's secrets, hoping to give him a fatal blow one day.
...But in the end, it didn't do that.
These illusions are always intermittent, so Ye Baihan doesn't know what happened in the middle.But he did finally see the last scene Bai Xiqing saw when he died.
He felt that Bai Xiqing was standing in the cold spring small building, his whole arm was so thin that it seemed that only bones were left.Lin Mocheng hugged him as if he had lost his soul, and said, "Xi Qing! Xi Qing! I'll change your blood, okay? I don't use other people's, just use mine!"
Bai Xiqing ignored him, but looked up at the sky and said, "The weather is really nice today."
Lin Mocheng asked, "Why!?"
Bai Xiqing laughed and said, "Because I hate you, little uncle! I hate you the most."
Lin Mocheng looked at him incredulously, and said after a while, "You're lying." He held Bai Xiqing's head in his hands and said, "Are you still angry with me? I won't do anything to make you unhappy."
Bai Xiqing turned her face away.Lin Mocheng grabbed his arm, but Bai Xiqing pulled his own arm away from his hand.He said, "Really?"
Lin Mocheng said, "Really. I assure you."
Bai Xiqing looked at his face, was silent for a long time, then smiled lightly again, and said, "Lin Mocheng."
Lin Mocheng also looked at him and called out, "Xiqing."
"No matter who you meet in the future, don't forget to leave three points for yourself before you think about hurting someone. Because the person you hurt is also someone else's child, someone else's lover, and someone else's close relative. If you don't remember this This thing... such things will continue to repeat and happen in your life."
"You have to believe that there is retribution in this world."
When Lin Mocheng heard this, his face twisted, and he shouted at Bai Xiqing: "Isn't this my retribution?"
After hearing this, Bai Xiqing laughed and said, "Yes, this is your retribution."
Lin Mocheng didn't expect him to be able to laugh, but he grabbed his arms and said, "Why are you laughing? Why are you laughing? Even if it was my retribution, now it is retribution on you !"
"Yeah, why?" Bai Xiqing looked at the sky and said with a smile.
After a while, he softly replied, "Because... this is retribution."
The voice seemed to be answering Lin Mocheng's question, and it seemed to be talking to himself.
"Master, do you know? I think in this world, an eye for an eye and an eye for an eye are the most authentic principles. But the so-called tenfold kindness and a hundredfold hatred is the most unreasonable idea."
"Because the extra hate...someone has to be responsible for it."
Lin Mocheng showed a surprised expression to Bai Xiqing.
Lin Mocheng said: "...So, you are responsible for it?"
Bai Xiqing smiled and nodded to him.
Lin Mocheng said angrily: "This is nonsense! If someone should be responsible for it, shouldn't it be me!? If you hate me, you should let me transfer the curse back...I... ...that's what I'm supposed to suffer, isn't it?"
Bai Xiqing didn't speak, and turned his head to look at the scenery.
Lin Mocheng had nothing to do with him.He reached out and hugged Bai Xiqing tightly, and could only repeat over and over again: "... Xiqing... Xiqing... don't do this."
Bai Xiqing took his hand and said, "It's really easy to die, but that's never the real end. I won't die with you, because that's not what I want. Maybe uncle Shi will die again one day." Find...a person who is willing to live and die with you, as long as you don't destroy everything yourself before that."
"But that person won't be me, because I don't want to."
Lin Mo was stunned on the spot.
Bai Xiqing turned her head and said, "Because I hate my uncle the most. I have never really liked you, my uncle."
He smiled, but Lin Mocheng's lips were trembling.That last look, to Ye Baihan, was an indescribable relief.
But he could feel that Bai Xiqing didn't think so.When he said these words, he was not relieved.
Bai Xiqing died one afternoon after that, and the way of death was different from Ye Baihan's imagination.He has been bound by the curse, and he was already about to run out of life, but in that afternoon, his blood suddenly started to burn, leaving only fly ash in the end.
Then came Ye Baihan's birth.
Of course, he didn't have that name at that time.
Born in an ordinary family in the modern inland countryside, his father had left the family before he could remember.Although it was said that he went south to work, he quickly lost news and never came back.
But mother is a strong person.She single-handedly provoked the burden of the family, and single-handedly brought up Ye Baihan.Grandpa and grandma also helped together, and they supported a family like this.
Although it was in a poor inland village, my mother had a little business acumen, so she relied on opening a small shop. Although the life of their family was hard, they still enjoyed it.
The mother kept inquiring about the news of the father, every year, but there was no result.
Until that year, the elderly grandma suddenly collapsed while feeding the pigs.When she was about to die, she took her mother's hand and said, "I'm also thinking, has something happened to him? Has it already... But if he goes out and sees the world of flowers, he doesn't want to come back... Susu ,you……"
Mother held grandma's hand and said, "Mom, stop talking."
"...Let me say it. I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't have another chance. Susu, if he really doesn't come back, you can take the child and find someone who is willing to treat you and the child well... We're all old, we can't help you, and we're causing you trouble...you..."
When grandma said these words, grandpa silently took a basket of wild vegetables and picked them up beside him, but said nothing.
Important people died one by one, even if they didn't want to, it was irreversible.
It was grandma who died first, and mother who died suddenly.Then on the eve of his college entrance, Grandpa also passed away.At last, even he himself had to leave this world.
Ye Baihan still remembers that on the day he left that world, a senior sister who was also in the student union when he was in school came to visit him.They talked for a while about what happened in school, and they started crying while chatting with each other.
Because it was the last scene before death, Ye Bohan still remembered it.
...Senior sister's hand is very warm.
Shuxiangmendi proofread and produced for you
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