Shimen is poisonous

"Don't you have a name? Then I'll give you a name." The almost young lady hugged her in her arms and said, "Can I call you Xiaofu? Although it's a bit vulgar, I hope you will be named Xiaofu in the future." Live a little happier."

Ye Baihan was suddenly enlightened at that moment.

It turned out to be Wu Xiaofu.

It turned out that it was Wu Xiaofu.

And the "madam" who was just over ten years old in front of "her" should be the third senior sister Qin Sigui from her previous life.

He seemed to be in a dream, and he didn't understand why he saw such a scene.Theoretically speaking, after so many years and so many lives, he should not have too many memories of the past.

And Jiuyinguan is unlikely to know about Wu Xiaofu... If he remembers correctly, when Jiuyinguan fell, Jon had not betrayed the True Dao Sect, and Wu Xiaofu himself had not even been born.

But, why did he enter such an illusion?Was it all his own imagination?

If it was just an imagination, why would there be such real feelings in his chest, as if they were about to overflow.

Follow Wu Huaishu over mountains and ridges, trying his best to survive. What "she" was thinking about at that time was her "mother".

【Xiaofu can call me mother. 】

[Because... the doctor said, Mother will never have a child of her own in this life. 】 She coughed and said, 【But it doesn't matter, mother has Xiaofu now. 】

In the huge house, there are singing and dancing everywhere, but the two of them seem to be living in another world.But for Wu Xiaofu, the only place where that person is is the place where she really feels a sense of belonging.

In order to protect "Mother", she is willing to do anything.

Mother... mother... For "him", mother is something that never existed.

From an immature child to an adult woman, the hands raised by her mother gradually become rough and scarred over time, but even so, she will never give up.Any hard work can be endured.

Because compared to more than ten years ago, she now has more reasons to endure pain.

She diverted the magic path and fled in the wilderness.She didn't care that those magicians teased her like a cat and a mouse, because the longer they delayed, the more chance she had of surviving.

It hurts so much... The chest was cut open, so it hurts so much?Ahhhhhh... who will save her.Ahhhhh...who will save her...mother...mother...dad...dad...it hurts so much.It hurts……

Tears could not be stopped, and then Wu Xiaofu saw a pair of eyes.

Those are a pair of fairy eyes, beautiful like mortals.Wu Xiaofu might never know who it was, but Chu Hanjiang knew it, Zhu Yue knew it, and Bai Xiqing knew it.

Ye Bohan... also recognized it.

It turned out that he had met his junior uncle so early...in such an unbearable situation.

He faintly heard someone asking him, is it interesting to be a human being?

I heard myself answer again: "Yes. I live and die at night, joys and sorrows... I have never felt like I was alive before."

Then he realized that the other party seemed to be angry.

The scenery changed, and he soon appeared in another place.

Then he saw the young Chu Hanxi.

Not only Chu Hanxi, but also many other characters who seem familiar and unfamiliar.Here he has a real mother, but this mother is a little different from what he imagined.

Although she is the mother of two children, she has a little bit of delicacy that does not belong to being a parent.But the father doesn't dote on her, which makes her more irritable and neurotic, and has an unusual attachment to her eldest son.

The same slutty father, abnormal mother and younger brother... But for Chu Hanjiang, this kind of life is still worthy of gratitude.

Even though he is nervous, his mother is dependent on him, and his younger brother is also attached to him although he is a little confused.Even though the father wandered around all kinds of banquets and flower streets and willow alleys all year round, he still had a heart of love for his two sons.

Probably born with a different perspective from others, Chu Hanjiang has no complaints about his life.

Maybe I was also uneasy about my mother's neuroticism, and I felt distressed about my younger brother's flaws, but it didn't reach the point where I needed to resent.

It was supposed to be so.

until that year.

In an accident, Chu Hanjiang overheard the conversation between his grandfather and his father.He couldn't imagine that his grandfather who loved him would have such an idea.He always felt that his younger brother was indeed a little different from others... But even so, he didn't think the kid was a lunatic.

He's just... a little slower to learn than the others.

Then Wu Huaishu appeared.

Ye Baihan understood Chu Hanjiang's thoughts at that moment.

But it's a pity...he didn't return to the Chu family in the end.

Ye Baihan used his own eyes to confirm everything that happened when Chu Hanjiang died——the master ancestor and junior master uncle disappeared, and a disciple sent news that he had received a summons from Lin Mocheng.For this reason, Wu Huaishu brought a large number of elite disciples to the rescue, and ordered Chu Hanjiang to guard the Jieqiao before leaving.

Before this incident, Chu Hanjiang had just obtained a elixir for the treatment of soul-leaving disease from a colleague of Pill Valley.

【what……】

Although the elixir was not right, Ye Baihan thought that if he could meet at that time, maybe the future of the second senior brother would be very different.

The story of Mount Jialuo had fragments during that period of time, and when it reappeared, it belonged to Zhuyue's story.

The Jialuo Mountain that Zhu Yue experienced was very different from the Jialuo Mountain that Chu Hanjiang had seen.At that time, the mountain gate was much sparser than what Ye Baihan saw later, and in comparison, Zhu Yue and his fellow sect were more intimate.

That period of time was also the most rampant among the demons led by Jon.Affected by him, the Zhendao Sect was not only targeted by the Demon Dao, but also extremely unpopular among the Righteous Dao.

During that time, Mount Jialuo was almost closed.

Lin Mocheng is one of the few people who often go out of the mountain, and every time he comes back, he will bring back a lot of knowledge from outside the mountain.Zhu Yue, who grew up in the mountains since she was a child, is full of curiosity about the outside world, so she also likes listening to Lin Mocheng talk about things outside.

He will be indignant because of the evil deeds of the devil, he will yearn for it because of the description of the ceremony, and he will also worship Lin Mocheng because of his experience outside.

It was one of the best times.

But for the little uncle, it shouldn't be the case.

Ye Baihan has long known that when you show kindness to others, others may not return the same kindness in return.Perhaps subconsciously, he had planted such an idea a long time ago, so he rarely had expectations for other people.

Ask for nothing...don't be sad.

No attachment...and no disappointment.

——Is it interesting to be a human being?

--interesting.

——Although being a person does not necessarily only have happy and pleasant things, you will also be betrayed and let down by others, but it is still interesting after all.Because, before...he couldn't even touch this level of emotion.

...so, when was it before?

Ye Baihan felt that there must be a very important piece of content missing from his memory.

But if you have to say it, even if you don't have any expectations, the surprise will be extra profound when the other party suddenly responds to your kindness.Like a candy that suddenly fell from the sky, although the portion is not much, it is so sweet that it makes people want to smile.

But if you find that you will never be responded to in the end, even if you know you shouldn't, you will still feel resentment.

...Knowing that it is not worth it, there will still be hatred.

【Why?Uncle...]

【Because I hate you very much. 】

AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

That's unbearable malice, and worst of all, your powerlessness.Ye Baihan knew that even when she died, Zhu Yue would probably not be able to understand what she had done wrong, nor would she understand... why she was resented.

He didn't have a chance to understand.

Even at this moment, he didn't quite understand why Lin Mocheng did such a thing and said such a thing.However, even though he felt heartache at this moment, Ye Baihan knew very well that it was just an illusion brought to him by the illusion.

He didn't feel any pain, nor would he be hurt because he knew about his little uncle's betrayal.He is like a bystander, even if he resides in this image, he is not any past life that has passed away.

He is just himself.

Maybe one day even the feelings that were his now would disappear.Nothing in this world is eternal, whether it is vows, feelings, or memories.

Death takes away memories, and so does time.Among them, only the memories of repeated memories will be preserved, and only the feelings of careful care will take root, survive for a long time, and have enough strength to resist the wind and rain.

If Zhuyue had ever hated Lin Mocheng, it would have died.

If Bai Xiqing had ever had love for Lin Mocheng, it would have died too.

However, Ye Baihan still has some things that he doesn't understand.He waited for the next vision to clear his mind.

For example, what happened between Bai Xiqing and Lin Mocheng, and why Zhuyue, who died with hatred for Lin Mocheng, was reborn as Bai Xiqing.

Can the feeling of being betrayed, deceived, trampled and crushed by someone you once admired be completely forgotten at the moment of reincarnation?Even if at the moment of death, all memories are lost... But feelings are not memories, whether it is joy or fear, they are all things that are engraved into the soul, and even at the moment of rebirth, they will become genes and become part of the body.

As time passed, his memory of many past lives has become blurred, and he can't even remember the face of his grandfather.But some things will never be forgotten, just like the instinctive tenderness when thinking of grandpa and mother.

...It should be the same with hatred.Even if the brain has forgotten, the body will remember, and the soul will remember.Then, the moment you see someone, even after many years, you will still feel warm and joyful...or you will be afraid and retreat for three miles.

Then, Ye Baihan felt Bai Xiqing's emotions.

The moment the boy saw Lin Mocheng, Ye Baihan knew that all his judgments were wrong.