Shimen is poisonous

A place without that person is not home.

No one in this family liked him, no one cared about him, no one needed him.When he realized this, Chu Hanxi might not have any physical pain, but deep in his heart, he should have felt the hidden existence of pain.

When Chu Hanjiang was about to leave, he was very unhappy.At one point, he even hated Chu Hanjiang, but he didn't understand why the other party chose to do that.

Thinking about it now, Chu Hanjiang must have felt very uncomfortable when he made such a choice.

Se Xiyin opened his eyes wide, staring closely at every subtle change in the boy's expression in the illusion.

"Axi, I have worshiped a master, and I will leave home soon to follow him to cultivate immortality."

Chu Hanxi was still ignorant, and asked, "Will you be going for a long time?"

Chu Hanjiang bit his lip before replying: "It will take a while, but don't worry, I will definitely come back. Before that, I will leave my father and mother to Axi to take care of you, okay?"

Chu Hanxi was ignorant at all, and replied directly: "I don't want it."

Chu Hanjiang: "..."

Chu Hanxi said: "I don't know how to take care of my mother, and my mother won't let me take care of her. Dad... Dad doesn't need me to take care of her either."

Chu Hanjiang was silent for a long time before he said: "No, mother needs your care. So does father. Because after my brother left with others, no one can take care of them except Ah Xi. Therefore, Ah Xi must be a good boy , Take good care of your parents for your brother."

Se Xiyin suddenly opened his eyes wide.

More than 300 years ago, he would never be able to hear the deep meaning hidden behind these words.Thinking about it now, that timing was really a coincidence, so coincidental that it made him feel frightened.

...Why did my brother follow the master to cultivate immortality?There is a prodigal father in his family, a mother who regards him as the mainstay of life, and a grandfather who values ​​him very much and regards him as the last hope to revive the family.

Of course, there is also a recognized lunatic brother.

At that time, Chu Hanjiang himself was just a precocious child.

Se Xiyin looked back at that scene over and over again, wishing she could follow the past and follow-up of this memory all the way, and know the cause and effect of the whole thing.However, what the past life book can trace back is only his own memory, not the past that happened.

So he could only play back the same memory over and over again, trying to infer the truth from Chu Hanjiang's every move.

After countless times, he finally had a guess.

Chu Hanjiang must have known.He knew that his grandfather wanted to kill his brother, but he was too young to stop him, so he chose to take away his grandfather's choice.

As long as Chu Hanjiang leaves the Chu family, the Chu family has no choice but to raise Chu Hanxi temporarily.Even a lunatic heir is better than no heir.

It was for Chu Hanxi that he gave up his home and everything he owned, and went with a stranger to a place so far away that he might never return.

After realizing this, Se Xiyin couldn't help but began to gasp quickly, as if she wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed tears.

In the end, he could only pant in pain like a fish out of water after being thrown on land.

As time passed, Se Xiyin gradually discovered that it was much easier to learn feelings from Chu Hanjiang than from anyone else.

Because no matter how many times he looks at Chu Hanjiang's face, he won't feel bored or disgusted.

He actually doesn't like interacting with people, even if he tries to observe others in order to learn how to disguise himself, he just doesn't like it.In his view, many people in this world are hypocritical and selfish, stupid and capricious.

He despised those ugly human natures, but had to learn those things that disgusted him, so he would naturally feel painful.

However, the young Chu Hanjiang didn't let him have such thoughts at all.

In this illusion, even if it is a painful discovery, it still makes people feel like flocking to it.

Se Xiyin felt incredible.Pain... Is it such a feeling?

The turbulent waves crashed against the sea rock beside the cliff, and the handsome young man sat cross-legged on the edge of the cliff, exuding an aura like a god.

However, there was a shower of waves in the sea, and a mermaid suddenly jumped out of sleep, raised his long and powerful fish tail, but lightly turned into bare feet the moment he landed.

"Over there in Yunzhou, there are indeed people who look restless."

King Zilin spoke to Lin Mocheng.

Lin Mocheng nodded and said: "It's expected. Yunzhou is still developing too fast, causing the foundation to be unstable. But if it doesn't go faster, when the whole righteous way reacts... a lot of things can be done It’s half the effort.”

The Zilin King said: "However, judging from your appearance, it seems that you are quite confident, so you think there is no problem?"

Lin Mocheng said: "After so many years of preparation, even though I once thought of giving up halfway, I still made all the necessary preparations."

"In that case..." King Zilin paused, and said, "Why didn't you bring Zhuyue back?"

Lin Mocheng's face suddenly changed, and he said: "You underestimate him too much. If it was so easy, Jon would have killed him in the first place!? I don't know what benefits the sect gave him to make him so desperate for his life."

Then he was silent for a while, and said: "In the past few years, there have been people in Yunzhou secretly organizing the remaining cultivators and causing trouble. The major sects near Yunzhou only care about their own affairs, and they will not have such a situation until it involves themselves. He is so vigilant... No matter how you think about it, it is Se Xiyin or he is in the way. No matter how many years he has been, he is determined to oppose me."

Saying this, Lin Mocheng held his sword, and thought of something, his face was gloomy, and he said, "Sometimes I wonder if he did it on purpose..."

But the Purple Scale King said: "The last time I saw him, he was still a child. But as long as I think that the person in that body is Zhuyue, I feel so scary that it makes people tremble! It is obviously such a weak appearance... But People who don't even care about their own lives are invincible. What's worse..."

He put his head close to Lin Mocheng, and said at a distance where he could almost feel each other's breathing: "...On the contrary, the enemy cares more."

Lin Mocheng listened, but his face was expressionless, motionless, and he didn't speak for a long time.

King Zilin said: "Don't say I didn't warn you, you will die in his hands sooner or later if you go on like this. He doesn't seem to have any affection for you in this life. Zhuyue has always been very kind to people who have no affection. Cruel. Of course, as far as your old and new enmities are concerned, if you kill someone twice and they kill you once, it is fair..."

"But he's dead, most people miss him. You're dead...but maybe no one will miss you."

Lin Mocheng said: "I don't need anyone to miss me."

King Zilin: "If you die, you will have nothing. Are you willing to do that?"

Lin Mocheng then replied: "That's why I won't die." He looked up at King Zilin, and said, "What's the use of being worried about? Wu Xiaofu dragged him as a mortal in order to buy time for Wu Huaishu. In the end, he was even skinned and cramped... But Wu Huaishu brought Chu Hanjiang back, which was never good for him. In the end, he let Chu Hanjiang guard the entrance of the boundary bridge, but took away most of the masters of the sect... Could it be that he Don't know the consequences?"

"...But hypocrisy."

"No matter how affectionate your words are, when it comes time to make a decision, the person who will be abandoned will still be abandoned after all. There is probably only one person in this world who is as stupid as him..."

But Zilin King said: "If Zhu Yue is considered stupid, you people who are played by him in the applause... what are you?"

Lin Mocheng was silent for a long time before he said: "No matter how smart he is, he is stupid in his bones and there is no cure."

"Then I'm surprised. Since you think he is so stupid, why don't you take him away directly?" Zilin King said, "If you are not afraid of his methods, why are you so cautious and shy away?"

"..." Lin Mocheng didn't speak.

The Purple Scaled King just rested his chin, leaning on the rock and looking at him with great interest.

After a long time, Lin Mocheng said: "He was deceived by the world. There is no ethics and morality in this world, and there is no right and wrong. Everyone is trying their best for their own desires... and the so-called benevolence, righteousness, propriety and trustworthiness Love is just a lie that a group of hypocrites deceive a group of fools to give and let them get whatever they want. How many people in this world only live for themselves, so he is the stupidest fool in the world."

"I just want to lift the curtain, let him see clearly who are the people in this world!"

King Zilin said: "At that time, when he sees you in his eyes, he may not be different from those hypocrites."

Lin Mocheng suddenly laughed, and said, "I'm a hypocrite, otherwise, how could I have hurt him so many times? I saw him open up, and I also contributed to his death without a whole body. He is still Zhuyue's Sometimes, every time he came over and innocently called my uncle... I thought, if he were to die again... what kind of face Wu Huaishu would have."

And he did.

He killed the other party more than once.Zhu Yue and Qiao En died together, but Bai Xiqing finally died in his arms.When he died, his body was as dry as bones, but with a smile on his face.

He thought he was still that innocent kid, but he might as well know everything.Bai Xiqing is not Zhu Yue, nor Ye Baihan, he is a ghost who came back from the underworld with deep hatred, but that hatred only ended abruptly in that short life.

He kept trying to pretend that the last part of the story never happened, that the ending never happened.But... Ye Baihan would not allow such a thing.

Just like Bai Xiqing's last farewell.

[If... I am lucky enough to have an afterlife, I will not remember anything.I will not remember your good uncle, nor your bad.I'll...be back to the way I started. 】

... neither loved him nor hated him.

Neither love nor hate, so there will be no more intersections.