I don't love you tomorrow

Perhaps the audience in the live broadcast did not notice that the first piece Li Guanmian played was the same as the last piece.

In the end, Li Guanmian said to the camera: "I'm sorry everyone, because of my personal reasons, I probably won't live broadcast again in the short term."

The barrage response was strong, and most people sent question marks, not knowing what to do.

Looking at the question marks all over the screen, Li Guanmian couldn't explain clearly and could only apologize again.

"It's not a physical reason." Li Guanmian continued: "I'm also very grateful for everyone's support all the time... Forget it, I don't know how to say it in the official language, but it's actually nothing, but I suddenly found out today that I don't like it."

I don't want to play the piano to strangers, I don't want to use the piano as a tool to make money, and I don't want to sit on the piano bench to live broadcast every day, so as to please some people's picky ears.Relying on a face to attract fans, everyone comes here for the skin, but they don't know what kind of soul is wrapped in it.

"I'm sorry." After Li Guanmian finished speaking, he closed the studio and went to sit on the terrace.The city lights are shining brightly, and the stars hang in the night sky, as if they will never disappear.Li Guanmian couldn't think about it, but he knew that the more he was like this, the more difficult it would be for him to recognize himself.

He wanted to find a quiet place away from everyone.

Tryna's phone call was as expected, and the tone over there was still the same, asking him what happened and why he suddenly said those words in the live broadcast room.

Li Guanmian: "I don't want to broadcast it anymore."

"Well...does the boss know about this?"

"I don't know." Li Guanmian said, "I'm talking about your question, I don't know."

"Okay." Tryna's emotions couldn't be heard on the phone, she just said: "I'll take care of the follow-up to appease the fans, and I'll still wait for news from you, goodbye."

Li Guanmian just thought of leaving, and his body decided to act on its own.It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when he finished packing his things. As for the piano...you can come over to deal with it tomorrow. Anyway, he doesn't want to stay here tonight.The door of the dormitory has already been closed, it doesn't matter, there is still a hotel where you can sleep.He stood at the door with his luggage, turned off all the lights, and looked back when he walked out of the door. The deep, desperate, invisible, obvious, all of these seemed to be covered by darkness. Swallowed up, shut the door, everything is gone.

He stayed in a hotel, and thought he was not used to sleeping in a different place, or maybe it was thanks to the pillow and bed, that he fell asleep quickly.

Until the distant ringtone was getting closer and closer, he opened his eyes and saw the screen of his mobile phone light up.

It's Wei Chunxuan's call.

Two in the morning.

Li Guanmian thought about it and accepted it.

This is not the first time he wants to unilaterally break the contract. When he proposed it for the first time, Wei Chunxuan dismissed it in a daze. But now, judging from the speed at which he packed his luggage, his determination is not small.

"Are you leaving again?" Wei Chunxuan's voice sounded a little tired.

He was too tired, he didn't seem to have any way to relax, he was working every day, maybe such a person was called excellent, Li Guanmian could understand.

"...Well." Li Guanmian said, "I can also return the money to you."

Some of the money was spent, but it didn't disappear in this world, it just didn't belong to him anymore.Thinking of it this way, Li Guanmian actually got a very strange comfort from it, as if most of the time money is much stronger than people.

No wonder some people would rather ask for money than love.

After thinking about a little trouble for a while, Li Guanmian found that his heart was not so heavy, he thought about what to say next, if Wei Chunxuan asked, he could tell the truth, there was nothing worth hiding.The conditions he agreed to Wei Chunxuan at the beginning were not all for the sake of money, he thought about it, he despicably wanted to sell his body and soul, making a similar choice to Liu Yujuan back then, maybe it was revenge, or it could be something else For other reasons, he did that in exchange for real relief.

And when he took the first step, he could no longer find a way to retreat.

So he thought about it, let's change the road, the end of the road is full of flowers, sending him to turn around.

But Wei Chunxuan was just silent, and after a while, his response came from over there.

"No, you don't owe me anything, if..." After a pause, Wei Chunxuan chuckled, "Forget it, I don't like this word, I believe you do too."

"Yes."

Li Guanmian discovered another commonality between them.

Although this does not bring them closer.

"Good luck." After Wei Chunxuan finished speaking the last four words, he hung up the phone.

After letting out a long, long breath, Li Guanmian lost all sleepiness.He succeeded, successfully left Wei Chunxuan's side, he knew it was not too late.

The night was so quiet that you could hear people's sad voices.

It is difficult for Li Guanmian to tell whether life has returned to normal.During the day, he went to Wei Chunxuan's apartment and asked someone to take the piano away, but he couldn't see him. Everything in the apartment was the same, and he left the key at the entrance.

Going back to school and living in the dormitory, Gu Jin extended a warm welcome to his return, and suggested that the two of them go out for a drink before it was evening.

Drinking and smoking are indispensable, smoky, eating barbecue in food stalls, it seems that this is the true face of life.

"To be honest, I'm really not used to it!" Gu Jin was drunk, his face was flushed, and he put his arms around Li Guanmian, and said, "It's fine for me to live alone, but believe me, as soon as you come back, I'll be there for you right away." Can adapt, what is a buddy, this is!"

Gu Jin spoke incoherently and couldn't make sentences, but Li Guanmian could understand him a little bit. He smiled and lit another cigarette, as if nothing had changed.

"I also know why you can't bear to think about leaving. Really, buddy, I understand, I understand." Gu Jin tapped his chest with the finger holding the cigarette, and the ash fell down with the sparks, and fell directly on the crotch of his trousers. Come on, "Damn it." He slapped it in a hurry, and the cigarette fell to the ground.Hastily stomped it out with his foot, and the wine bottle on the ground was tilted to this side.

"I drank too much, really too much." Gu Jin shook his head, unconscious, even seeing Li Guanmian's double image, he pointed to his temple, "Where did I just say that?"

Li Guanmian reminded: "You said you knew..."

"Don't talk, I'll think for myself." Gu Jin interrupted, frowning and trying his best to remember, then he patted Li Guanmian on the shoulder, his strength was uncontrollable, and he almost slapped him under the table.The two brothers hugged each other, and after Gu Jin finished laughing, he continued, "Didn't that kid Wei Rongxing live in our dormitory before? I didn't know what the hell he was thinking about you! I said why did you move away suddenly? It's because of this guy. Damn, when I think about the suggestions I gave you before, I'm not human! Didn't I push my brother into the fire pit?"

Gu Jin confessed with his tongue out, Li Guanmian said, "It's not because of this."

"Stop talking, I understand!" Gu Jin was stuck in his own world and couldn't get out, so he comforted Li Guanmian, "It's okay, Wei Rongxing hasn't been back to the dormitory for a long time now, and I promise not to tell him, he I can't even know you're back."

Li Guanmian: "I don't think so."

"Tch!" Gu Jin shook his arm, watched Li Guanmian take a puff of cigarette, and lit another cigarette himself, "How is it possible, what's wrong with his PHS?"

Leaving aside the lack of information, Li Guanmian and the others sat in a barbecue street near the university. At night, when all kinds of light strings were turned on, the doorway of the house was full of people.

It's normal to meet a few classmates I know.

When Li Guanmian was talking, he happened to see a few girls standing in place and looking around, as if they were discussing what to eat, and Wei Rongxing was standing next to them.

It seems like it's been a long time since we saw each other, but in fact it wasn't that long. Wei Rongxing cut his hair, and people passing by all looked at him more.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and Li Guanmian heard Wei Rongxing say, "That's it." Then he walked towards the empty table next to him.

Gu Jin happened to see this scene, his heart was racing, he turned his head and asked Li Guanmian, "Shall we go?"

Before I finished eating, I asked the proprietress to warm up the cold skewers, but Li Guanmian had no intention of leaving.

"I can still eat a bowl of Malatang," he said.

"The boy next to him looks familiar." The girls talked in low voices, conveyed the message with their eyes, and suddenly laughed together.Wei Rongxing was out of the situation the whole time, he chose a vantage point, and he could see Li Guanmian without moving.

"A Xing, do you know the people over there?" A girl next to him asked.

Wei Rongxing: "Yes."

"Who?"

"Senior." He said, "But I'm not familiar with you."

"I seem to have a little impression, but I just can't remember it."

One of the girls took out her mobile phone, "Wait, it must be the person I have saved!" There is a video in her favorite Weibo, the little brother is sitting there quietly playing the piano, because he looks good, Many people like it.

They discussed this, but Wei Rongxing didn't listen much.

He thought, shouldn't Li Guanmian be with his uncle at this time, so why did he come back to drink away his worries?

No matter how much you think, you might as well ask yourself.

He will go back to the dormitory to live at night.