Scum cultivation system

When he arrived at the door, Yi Keshi still didn't think of what to say to relieve Shi Ying from this pain.

How can the guilt of letting parents pass away because of me be solved with just a few words?

Yi Kezhi was clearly aware of his own powerlessness, but knowing the truth did not help him at all.

It would be great if I could see my parents at this time, and I could cry happily in my father's arms, and my mother would comfort me gently.

But the current Yi Keshi is not the high school student Yi Keshi, but a 24-year-old self-reliant adult with no one to rely on.

Growing up is so scary, becoming an adult is so scary, I can't even find anyone who acts like a baby, and there is no one I can rely on.

You have to be strong yourself, even if you can't rely on your parents, you have to be strong.

Shi Ying was more uncomfortable than him, and she was more miserable than him. She didn't act like a baby to herself, so what excuse did she have for being weak?

As the older party, you should let the other party rely on you.

Yi Keshi still wanted to cry, she was not strong enough to look directly at such a cruel thing.

She is just an ordinary high school student.

Even if I tell myself that this is just a part of the game program at the beginning, but I have lived here for more than a year, and have been with Shi Ying seriously for more than a year, how can I convince myself.

If this is a game, it's too cruel.

It's too unfair to Shiying, obviously I can touch her, and I also know that she exists independently and is a real person.

But the system prompts that appeared from time to time at that time clearly told me that everything that couldn't be more real was false.

This pain of not being able to tell Shi Ying has been tormenting Yi Keshi.

Even if you turn a blind eye, it will not disappear.

Now she knows something even more extreme.

What should I do?I don't know the answer at all, and I don't know what I can do.

Without any specialties, the existence of a system means nothing. You can't get the ability to speak eloquently, and you can't have other special abilities. Just having a useful aura of enthusiasm is useless.

How many times have I said that I like it, after turning off the halo, I really don't need to worry about those side effects, but it still makes Yi Kezhi feel as if he is being manipulated and false.

Standing in front of the door, Yi Keshi couldn't help but rubbed his eyes, took a deep breath to suppress his tears, and just about to take out the key to open the door, the door opened by itself.

Shi Ying had seen Yi Keshi's return through the camera in front of the door, so he naturally ran to greet her.

"Are you okay?"

Concerned eyes looked for clues on Yi Keshi's face, but Yi Keshi soon showed a smile. The biggest improvement in this year is that no matter what mood he is in, he can show a smile that covers everything.

"It's nothing, I'm back."

Yi Kezhi hugged Shi Ying, and kissed her cheek again.

"Where's the curry?"

Shi Ying raised his head in her arms, and smiled as if he didn't notice her shaking.

Yi Kezhi was taken aback when he heard the words, what curry?

But I was just stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that it was the curry that Shiying sent in a text message. I was annoyed that I didn't buy it earlier and took it home before going to the library, so I could only apologize to Shiying with an apologetic expression.

"Sorry... I forgot, I'll go buy it now."

"no need."

Shi Ying grabbed Yi Keshi who was about to leave and shook his head.

"Let's order takeaway, I just don't want to eat curry right now."

"Okay, what's it called?"

Yi Keshi instead pulled Shiying into the house and led him to the door.

"Let's eat sushi. I received a flyer after school. I heard it tastes good."

Shi Ying walked to the sofa and picked up the flyer on the coffee table.

"Keji likes eating eel sushi, right?"

While looking at the menu, Shiying turned around to ask questions while holding his mobile phone, and walked in after changing his slippers. Yi Keshi nodded absent-mindedly.

After answering the phone and ordering food, Shi Ying put down his phone and sat on the sofa.

Now the house is not completely turned off the lights like it was at the beginning, but the curtains are still drawn tightly. Only this point, no matter what Yi Keshi says about ventilation, Shi Ying will not compromise.

He also said that there is a central air conditioner in the house anyway, and the fresh air unit can be turned on to exchange air with the outside.But isn't that kind of thing only available in commercial office buildings?How much does Shi Ying hate opening the curtains?

In the room where the air conditioner is turned on all year round, Yi Keshi feels a headache when she thinks about the electricity bill, but she never needs to think about that kind of thing.

From the fact that Shi Ying can live alone in such a big house, it can be seen that her family is not short of money.

Because of the warm yellow light in the room, Yi Kezhi didn't need to move to the sofa step by step in the dark.

When I first lived there, before I persuaded Shiying to turn on the lights, I had a hard time. I felt that I was already familiar with the environment to the point where I wouldn’t bump into it even with my eyes closed.

"Recognizable?"

Shi Ying took off his coat and looked at Yi Keshi strangely. When he heard his name being called, Yi Keshi reacted from his distraction and looked at Shi Ying strangely.

what happened?

Yi Keshi didn't react until Shi Ying's eyes turned to him.

From the day Yi Kezhi moved in, as long as Yi Kezhi didn't go out at home, Shi Ying would ask her to take off her clothes. I don't know what the eccentricity is. Of course, Shi Ying would also take off her clothes.

The reason why I just stopped now after taking off my coat is probably because I need to get takeaway later.

Seeing Yi Keji standing blankly in front of the sofa without moving, it was natural to feel strange.

"what……"

Yi Keshi, who finally reacted, began to take off his clothes, but he had just taken off his underwear, and before he took off his pants, Shi Ying grabbed his hand.

"It's weird today..."

Shi Ying frowned and looked at Yi Keshi. Her expression has also become richer recently. It wasn't the smiling face that seemed to be acting like a mask when she first met, but it made Yi Keshi realize that the person in front of her was real.

"……yes?"

Yi Keshi, who turned his head away and couldn't look directly at Shi Ying, gritted his teeth secretly in his heart.

In fact, it’s okay to know this kind of thing, right?

But when I thought that if this kind of thing happened to me, it would be my parents who died, so I could only survive alone with self-blame.

Yi Keshi felt very painful, he must not be able to live, at that age, even now.

What kind of mood did Shi Ying have to survive?

"Kaizhi, did something happen?"

Shi Ying pulled Yi Keshi down and let her sit beside him.

"nothing……"

Yi Kezhi, who was unwilling to speak and had no way to tell the truth, could only turn his head away, still not daring to look at Shi Ying in front of him.

This is a mistake I made rashly, and I shouldn't think that I can let Shiying open my heart by finding the truth.

Yi Keshi has never been a savior, nor is he a special person.

Now he was just randomly selected by the system and became a player of the scum system, but even so, thinking that he was the protagonist was really like playing a game, it was too simple.

Why do you get hot-headed, why don't you see the truth, and still can't understand?

This is a mission world, and the truth cannot be found after such a long search.No matter how I searched for the date on the Internet, I couldn’t find the information. The old newspapers were either not found or the time was wrong. This is already a very obvious reminder.Why, I still think I can solve everything?

Yi Keji felt ashamed of his shallowness.

"Kezhi, can't you tell me?"

Shi Ying grabbed Yi Keshi's arm, his eyes fixed on her face stubbornly.

"It's nothing, I just thought of the difficulties I encountered when I was teaching students."

Although he was still regretting in his heart, Yi Kezhi still showed a smile, pretending to be nonchalant and telling lies.

Since when did I become such a deceitful character?

Lying should not be done. Yi Keshi knew that since he was educated since he was a child, he was also required not to lie.

But besides lying, Yi Kezhi didn't know what to do.

"lie."

Although Shi Ying has changed, the stubborn side of her nature has not changed, but has been hidden.

Shi Ying, who knows Yi Keji's expression very well, knows that Yi Keji is lying to himself now.

I came back so late tonight, and my expression looks like I'm about to cry, I must have encountered something, why can't I tell myself?

Clenching Yi Kezhi's arm slightly, Shi Ying didn't change his gaze.

"Have you been bullied? Have you met a pervert? Or something happened?"

Yi Kezhi wanted to be silent, but his mouth moved automatically.

"It's really nothing,"

Why, are you laughing?

"The student asked a difficult question, and I couldn't figure it out after thinking about it for a long time, so I felt a headache."

Without the consent of the brain, it was almost a blank space, and Yi Keji perfected the lie.

"Lie, you can tell you are lying."

Shi Ying looked at the eyes staring at her in front of her, there was no usual gentleness in them, only silence, so quiet that Shi Ying felt that the person in front of her was not looking at her at all, which made her unbearable.

"Keji is lying, why are you lying?"

She could only endure the uncomfortable feeling of wanting to lower her head, her eyes were red, and she stared at the other person's eyes without blinking, trying to find some flaws in them.

"So it's okay to say anything, Shi Ying, you really care too much."

Yi Kezhi didn't know why he could still keep smiling, obviously the person he liked in front of him had shown a sad expression that made him suffer, as if he was crying.

But she still maintained this lie that both parties knew well.

Yi Keshi, who was determined to face the truth, was unable to do so the moment he met Shi Ying.

How can I pretend that I don't know anything in front of the person I like, and completely ignore the pain of the other person all the time?

If you don't lie, that sentence will almost leak from your mouth.

"I know how Shi Ying's parents passed away..."

Once I say this sentence, everything will change, my efforts to make Shi Ying happy this year, and my desire to make Shi Ying happy will all be changed.

So you can't tell, so you have to lie.

This is really absurd thing, Yi Keshi felt that he was ridiculous, hypocritical, and very naive and stupid.

It's just that she has no one to talk to, this is not a GALGame, there is no automatic plot, no options, no prompts, no one tells her what to do, and she has no strategy to know what to do.

So I can only escape, and keep lying until I can't bear it, until I am overwhelmed.

Shi Ying held Yi Keshi's arms tightly and very hard, and she almost couldn't help making some excessive moves towards Yi Keshi.

But she endured it, endured it.

Although it was very hard and uncomfortable, I didn't want Yi Kezhi to have this kind of expression, as if he had shut himself off.Shi Ying tried to endure.

"Is that so."

In the end, the only thing I can say is this.

If it was before, no matter what Yi Keshi said, Shi Ying would let her tell him the truth, but now, do you like it too much?She still cared too much, she didn't want to make Yi Keshi feel uncomfortable, and she didn't want to force her. This kind of feeling has always existed. It was she who made herself change, and it was she who made herself feel that someone still loves her.

Two people, silently facing each other.

Sitting on the sofa, motionless.

Such a stalemate, if it weren't for the ticking of the clock hands in the living room, it really seemed that time had stopped.

A bell rang outside the door, indicating that the takeaway had arrived. Shiying stiffly let go of Yi Kezhi's hand, walked to the door and brought the takeaway.

Putting the prepared sushi on the dining table, Shi Ying stood in front of the table and took a deep breath, clenched his fists to suppress the impulse in his heart, and put on a smile that he hadn't used for a long time.

That was the mask that had been hanging on her face before she fell in love with Yi Kezhi.

"Kezhi has been busy until now and didn't come back. Are you hungry? Come and eat quickly."

It was really as if the patience just now had never happened, showing a bright smile.

"okay."

Yi Keshi stood up, obviously seeing Shi Ying's expression was very sad, but he also smiled.

The two chatted as if nothing had happened, Shiying talked about what happened at school, and Yi Keshi talked about what happened at the cram school.

Sitting at opposite ends of the table talking while eating sushi.

At this time, if it was an elementary school student, he would have fallen into a deep sleep.They had just had dinner.

After finishing the sushi and clearing the table, it's time to wash up and go to sleep.

Yi Kezhi also knew that he was just escaping now, but what else could he do?

The anxiety and depression in her heart made her unable to think.

"Recognizable."

Shi Ying stood in front of the bar and called out to Yi Keshi who was about to go upstairs.

"what happened?"

Yi Keshi turned around and asked with a smile.

"Is there anything Kezhi wants to tell me?"

It was the first time to try an unfamiliar way of speaking, Shiying mustered up the courage to look directly into Yi Kezhi's eyes.

Someone once said to myself that it is essential to look into the other person's eyes when talking to them, and to convey one's own thoughts.

Who said it, the memory is already a bit ambiguous.

"No……"

Yi Kezhi hesitated for a moment.

"Well, it's better not to send text messages during class time."

Then she smiled, as if, the shaking in her heart and the sadness in her heart had all disappeared.

It's just that Yi Keji didn't know that Shiying had already seen through her clumsy disguise from her eyes.

"I see."

Shi Ying lowered his head and clenched his fist again. If he hadn't cut his nails, he would have been pierced with a half-moon wound.

"I see."

She repeated it, her heart was suppressed several times, she was puzzled and uneasy, but she still couldn't suppress it.

In the end, no matter how much Shi Ying has grown up now, no matter how much understanding and tenderness she has learned.

She was just a 14-year-old girl.

They don't know how to endure, don't know how to compromise, only the stubbornness to go forward bravely, and the firm determination to do it no matter what.

In this cold war, the one who can't hold his breath is still Shi Ying.

No matter how deeply she took a deep breath, no matter how much she clenched her fists, she couldn't suppress the anger and inexplicable sadness.

Shi Ying doesn't know that this kind of inexplicable sadness is Yi Keshi's concealment from her, and the sadness brought about by Yi Keshi's stubborn self-closing.

Even though it is now clear that Yi Keshi should not be blamed, Shi Ying still cannot control the surging emotions in his chest.

"Master wins..."

Facing Shi Ying who was striding forward in front of him, Yi Keshi subconsciously took a step back.

What came to my mind was still the news, and what I saw, Shi Ying's immature handwriting.

"..."

Shi Ying didn't speak, she just grabbed Yi Keshi silently, and walked upstairs in complete disregard of his will.

"Wait a minute, Shi Ying."

Yi Kezhi's shouts were useless, as they stepped up the stairs, all the lights on the first floor went out.

Just like the scene when he first came to this house, there was only darkness in Yi Kezhi's sight.

I got used to it, Shi Ying would take care of me and turn on the lights along the road, but that didn't happen anymore.

Yi Keshi has the right to use the house, but the terminal is not connected to the mobile phone, it is a portable small tablet dedicated to the home, and there is only one at home.

Only Shiying has been logged in as a super administrator, and only Shiying can control all "electrical appliances" connected to the power supply at home through voice control and remote control.

Without Shi Ying's consideration, Yi Keshi could barely adapt to the darkness. Although his feet were used to walking, he still couldn't see clearly Shi Ying who was walking in front.

After calling Shiying and getting no response, Yi Keshi didn't speak anymore.

The thoughts of nowhere to escape in the dark made her keep recalling everything she saw in the library.

In the atmosphere that seemed to be suffocating in silence, Shiying's calmness made Yi Kezhi feel even more the tranquility before the storm.

Although she has forgotten the drastic actions that Shi Ying once did, it does not mean that she has completely forgotten.

Deep in Yi Kezhi's heart, he always remembered what Shi Ying did, as well as the shock and fear it brought to him at that time.

If the target wasn't Shi Ying, he would have run away long ago when encountering such a thing.

Now Yi Keshi won't run away, he won't leave before, and he won't leave now, no matter what happens next, Yi Keshi hopes that he can bear it.

Tightly grasping Yi Kezhi's hand and pulling him to the room, Shiying slammed the door, and his anger could only be vented on this inanimate object.

This is the room of Shi Ying and Yi Keshi now. Because the lights are not turned on, it looks completely dark, only the very subtle moonlight that penetrates the gap in the curtains, which brings light into the room more than nothing.

"Recognizable."

Shi Ying's voice was different from usual, as if it brought Yi Keshi back to a year ago.

Subconsciously wanted to retreat, but the restraint in his hand made Yi Keshi stop in place.

"what happened?"

"What happened today?"

"no matter what--"

"What happened today?"

"So today—"

"What happened today?"

"Really what—"

"What happened today?"

"..."

He was interrupted several times, and as long as it was a lie that Shi Ying noticed, it would be cut off mercilessly.

Shi Ying does not want to know the falsehood other than the truth.

Yi Kezhi couldn't answer. This was Shi Ying's style she was familiar with, and she couldn't help but say it, and she couldn't escape the straightforwardness and rudeness.

"What happened today?"

Shi Ying approached Yi Kezhi, blocked her in a corner, pressed his back against the door of the wardrobe, and could feel the patterns on the door touching him.

Yi Keshi couldn't answer, what could she say, how could she open Shi Ying's wound again?

"Keji, tell me, what happened today?"

Shi Ying is very close. After a year, she has grown five centimeters taller than before. Although the top of her head does not reach the level of Yi Kezhi's collarbone, the breathing with her face up can already make Yi Keshi's neck feel arrive.

Yi Keshi silently raised his head, and distanced himself from Shi Ying.

She couldn't change the subject by lying, so she could only keep silent. No matter what, she couldn't speak out.

"..."

Yi Kezhi's silence made Shi Ying also silent.

Don't ask any more questions, of course it doesn't mean to let Yi Keshi go.

Shi Ying pushed Yi Keshi down on the bed, leaned over and stared at her.

Why do you lie to yourself, what happened that you can't tell.

Shi Ying cared so much that he couldn't bear it.Her personality has never been considered good, and of course she has no patience. She feels anxious about Yi Kezhi's non-violent non-cooperation.

"Does Kezhi hate me?"

With his head down, Shi Ying could vaguely see a sad appearance in Yi Kezhi's sight.

"like……"

This cannot be silent, Yi Keshi still looked directly at Shi Ying, and gave up his dodge behavior.

"Why can't Keshi tell me what happened today?"

"..."

Almost couldn't help but say it, tears welled up in his eyes, and Yi Keshi took a deep breath to suppress it.

It was just Shi Ying's crying voice that made Yi Keshi want to cry.

It's too much to make someone you like sad, and make someone you like sad.

But that incident was just as cruel, even after several hours, Yi Kezhi still felt his heart ache from depression.

It may be that I have misread it, but it is not necessarily an illusion that has been produced over time.

But looking at Shi Ying's face, the faces of the victimized couple that came to mind are similar, and the fact that it is clear at a glance is definitely a blood relationship.

Shi Ying looks a lot like her mother, but her eyes are more like her father's.

Just thinking about it, Yi Keshi felt very uncomfortable in his heart, very uncomfortable.

The 6-year-old Xiao Shiying I have seen, smiling innocently, comes to mind.

How can I say it?How can I not say it?

"Tell me!"

Shi Ying's stubbornness is unshakable, and it is not uncommon for the partners to conceal things.

But Shiying couldn't bear being concealed, and couldn't bear Yi Keshi's silence to herself, and she knew Yi Keji's character, there must be something important happening, otherwise she always behaved calmly, even if she was shaken, she could be seen to be very calm The Yi Kezhi, would not make such an expression now.

Shi Ying, who is more adaptable to the dark environment than Yi Keji, sees tears flickering in Yi Keji's eyes, as if her eyes would fall when his hands touched them.

"Sorry……"

Yi Keshi shook her head, she didn't know how to untie the knot in Shi Ying's heart, she could only feel that she was stuck in this knot.

It's just mission setting, just mission setting.Even if she repeatedly deceived herself in her heart, she would not be able to take all of this as a task.

"... Kezhi, have you fallen in love with someone else?"

Shi Ying was silent, thinking of the question he least wanted to know.

With Yi Kezhi's expression like this, could it be that he betrayed himself?

Just thinking about it like this makes you feel as cold as if your spine is frozen.

"No, not this..."

Yi Keshi couldn't bear Shi Ying's questioning, and she couldn't vent her inner entanglement.Under the double pressure, Yi Kezhi still burst into tears.

"I'm sorry... Shi Ying is sorry..."

I should not seek the so-called truth, and I should not try to save Shiying.

Yi Keji, who was crying, became more aware of the reality that he was just an ordinary person.

No superpowers, not even a little bit of wisdom, stupid and useless ordinary people.

"Why is Keshi crying?"

Obviously feeling sad, Shi Ying did not comfort the other party, but even his voice became mechanical.

"If you didn't betray me, why are you crying?"

Yi Kezhi was overwhelmed by emotions and choked up crying, unable to speak and could only keep shaking his head.

My head was so hot, and my body was also hot. It was so uncomfortable, I was so uncomfortable that I was about to die.It would be nice if all the sadness could flow away through tears too.

This kind of extravagant hope does not exist, the more Yi Keshi shed tears, the more sad he felt.

The uneasiness of being forced to stay in this strange world, the pain of liking Shi Ying but destined to be false, the panic of knowing the truth, made Yi Keshi, who was just a high school student who grew up peacefully, cry helplessly.

Even though he knew that crying was useless and the behavior of the weak, Yi Kezhi still cried.

This kind of crying can't save me, and no hero will suddenly appear and say that Yi Keshi doesn't have to worry about anything, just go back to the real world with Shi Ying and live happily together.

It was useless, just crying to release one's weakness, ignoring Yi Kezhi's self-consciousness and continuing.

Shi Ying looked at the elderly man crying in front of him, not knowing what to do to comfort her.

If not betrayal, what would it be?what is it?To make Yi Keshi cry like this, but still refuse to answer?

Shi Ying uses his own brain to reason.

I went home very late, didn't say a word, seemed to be hit hard, didn't dare to look at myself, and didn't have real eye contact with myself.

The answer other than cheating is——

The blood on Shi Ying's face faded, and she looked at Yi Keshi with a pale face.

Yi Kezhi, who was crying constantly, had no energy left to pay attention to Shi Ying's changes, just trying to keep her rationality from getting lost in the outburst of emotions had already exhausted all her attention.

Yi Kezhi must have known what happened to him in the past, but which one would it be?

"Father", past parents, or have you ever been close to yourself?

No matter what Yi Keshi knew, Shi Ying didn't want him to know.

In Kezhi's heart, it is enough to always be the same as before.

Shi Ying, whose eyes were fixed on Yi Keshi for a moment, held Yi Keshi's palm, and because of this movement, the other party held her hand tightly in turn.

As if holding the only salvation in his hand, Yi Keshi firmly grasped the familiar hand that belonged to Shi Ying.

"What does Kezhi know?"

Shi Ying's voice was very soft, so soft that Yi Kezhi could ignore it in his turbulent mood.

After venting, Yi Kezhi can now think a little calmer. Although he is still at a loss and doesn't know what to do, at least he can stop crying.

Was it guessed?Shi Ying is so smart, surely he will know, right?

Yi Kezhi didn't expect that he could keep her secret for a long time, it's just that he revealed his truth so quickly, which made her feel ashamed, and the shame of being very ignorant became even heavier.

"I'm sorry... I went to investigate the matter of Shi Ying's parents without authorization..."

Although the crying had stopped, Yi Keshi still answered Shi Ying's words with choked sobs.

"...you know about my parents?"

Shi Ying's voice was still very soft, but his eyes were so bright that Yi Keshi, who was still emotionally unstable, could notice it.

"I saw the news...I'm not..."

What am I not?Didn't I look for it on purpose?I don't want to know?

Yi Kezhi couldn't continue talking, his heart was beating very fast, and the tears that had just been suppressed seemed to break free again.

No, I can't cry anymore, I have to be strong.

Yi Keshi gritted his teeth hard and tensed his body.Want to rely on this futile act to make yourself less weak.

"..."

Shi Ying's eyes were bright, but they had no focal length. She was not looking at Yi Keshi, but seemed to be looking at something else through Yi Keshi.

"It's not your fault! Shi Ying, it's not your fault!"

After suppressing his tears, Yi Keshi hugged the silent Shi Ying tightly.

But the other party didn't respond at all, as if falling asleep, and seemed to have lost consciousness.

Only through the deafening heartbeat from the close body, did Yi Keshi know the turbulent waves under Shi Ying's calm appearance.

"You are not wrong, Shi Ying, you are not wrong...it is not your fault..."

Yi Keji didn't know what to say, so he could only repeat some pale comfort.

And these comforts can't even stir up a ripple.

Shi Ying still didn't respond and didn't say a word.

"Master wins!"

Can only call the other person's name, Yi Keshi hugged the person in his arms in a panic, but couldn't feel the heartbeat and warmth at all.

Shi Ying finally responded to the name, but he just grabbed Yi Kezhi's shoulders, and then hugged her neck tightly.

Yi Kezhi felt Shi Ying in his arms trembling, as if shivering from extreme cold, and a thin voice came from his throat.

This is a very serious situation. Although Yi Kezhi doesn't know what's going on, Shi Ying's reaction is very abnormal now, so she can only desperately call Shi Ying's name, hoping to make Shi Ying wake up.

But Yi Keshi's calling voice was of no use at all, Shiying just hugged him tighter and tighter, making Yi Keshi almost out of breath, and his trembling didn't ease at all.

In desperation, Yi Kezhi could only call Shi Ying and kiss Shi Ying's cheek, maybe this would wake her up.

Yi Kezhi didn't expect Shi Ying to have such a big reaction just by mentioning it. If he said more, what would happen to Shi Ying?

She couldn't imagine it.

I don't know if Yi Keshi's kiss had an effect, but Shi Ying gradually stopped trembling, which made Yi Keshi feel relieved a little.

But soon, she realized that her reassurance was a little too early.

"It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's my fault, it's my voice that hurts father and mother..."

A small, self-blaming voice came from Yi Kezhi's ear.

"You still have me! I am here, Shi Ying is here!"

Yi Kezhi could only hug Shi Ying tightly, let her come out of her own world and realize her own existence.

"Recognizable..."

Whether it was Yi Kezhi's hug or words that played a role, Shi Ying raised his head and looked at the face close at hand in a daze.

"I'm here, Shi Ying, I will never leave you alone."

The coward who was crying just now is now talking big.Yi Keshi's eyes ached from crying too hard, but she still tried her best to convey her heart, even if she would tremble and cry with fear, this is the only thing she will do.

"You are here, Keshi is here..."

Shi Ying seemed to be repeating Yi Keshi's words, but then suddenly kissed Yi Keli forcefully.

"Well, Shi Ying..."

Yi Keshi, who was gagged and unable to speak, looked at the eyes that were still out of focus, and felt a chill in his heart.

This kind of Shi Ying seems to be the one who cut his wrist open as if nothing had happened.

The fear of being forgotten awakened in his heart, and Yi Kezhi couldn't help but want to avoid such a kiss.

But it was completely useless, she didn't dare to struggle hard and hurt Shi Ying, who was obviously mentally ill now, so how could she avoid the other party's rough kiss?

The feeling of being forced to kiss is not sweet at all. It is different from the previous loving exchange kiss. Only the feeling of being robbed and violated remains.

Yi Keshi tried to speak, but he didn't have a chance to speak at all. The other party's kiss was so desperate. He wanted to confirm the existence of Yi Keshi, but it seemed to grab his only life-saving straw, so that even if Yi Keshi wanted to avoid , all appear powerless.

The beastly kiss stopped, and when Yi Keshi was almost suffocating, Shi Ying's eyes looked at Yi Keshi, but there was not a trace of warmth in them that made her feel warm.

"Master wins..."

He called indistinctly, and his tongue felt swollen and painful.Yi Keji almost cried when he was kissed.

"Kezhi will always be by my side?"

"Um……"

Yi Keshi, unable to speak properly, could only nod with tears in his eyes, saw Shi Ying showing a coquettish smile that did not match his age at all.

"Will you be by my side?"

"Um……"

"You must never leave."

"Um……"

"You can know, you must never leave me."

"Um……"

This is really the worst way to reveal the truth.

Yi Keshi wanted to find a wall to knock himself unconscious.

Thinking about saving Shiying, and also thinking about making Shiying happy, such arrogance.

The result became what it is now.

On the contrary, Shi Ying's mood became more unstable. It seemed that all his hard work in the past year had been for naught. What a stupid thing he had done.

It wasn't until Shi Ying hugged Yi Keshi tightly again that he took the time to glance at the system's text reminder.

The words that flashed across the screen brightly stung Yi Kezhi's eyes.

It also made her more aware of her overreach and recklessness.

"Shiying's blackness has increased."

How can teachers win happiness?Being helpless, Shi Ying learned that he knew the truth in the worst possible way.

It hurt Shi Ying and made her face the past she didn't want to face.

What can we do to eliminate this effect, one year, two years?Or ten years?

Yi Kezhi was afraid that he would not be able to free Shiying from his guilt, and he was also afraid that he would stay here forever because of this.

Although I like Shi Ying, if the time is too long, will I forget the things in the real world?

Recently, I seldom think of my parents, and I seldom think of myself in the past.

This is the proof that Yi Keshi has adapted to this world, and it is also the proof that she has begun to forget the past.

It's just like this for a short year, if it takes longer, Yi Kezhi is afraid that he will become not himself.

If the novice mission is like this, what will the future missions be like?

What kind of punishment will I face if I fail to complete the task...

Yi Keshi held Shi Ying in his arms, but felt the urge to cry again.

Sorry, it's all on my own.

Sorry, it's all my opinion.

echo in the chest