Scum cultivation system

Yi Keshi, who was determined to find out the truth about Shiying's parents' early death, did not expect this process to be so difficult.

It was already seven years ago, and looking for news that has become out of date because of time is nothing more than looking for a needle in a haystack, and I don't know what happened.

Apart from flipping through local news websites on the web, and running around second-hand bookstores and libraries to find old newspapers, Yi Keji has no other options.

Of course, this approach still couldn't allow her to grasp the true face of the matter.

After searching for the truth like this for a year, nothing special happened during this period.

Except for Shi Ying, who went to a very good high school after entering a certain high school, he became a top student in a key university after just his first year of high school.

Apart from this incident that once again proves that Shi Ying is a top student, there is nothing special about it.

I have never seen that "father", not even at Shi Ying's graduation ceremony.As for Yan Ming, the second time he saw him in men's clothing, he acted as if nothing had happened to him, and he didn't see each other again this year.

Yi Kezhi resigned from the private Sunshine Middle School, and after Shi Ying graduated, he had no reason to stay there.

Although being a teacher is a very novel experience, it is also very stressful. Maybe it is because I am a new teacher, things are much more special.

There is no troublesome communication with parents like other public schools, suppressing mischievous students in the class, but there are still many worries that only private schools have. Thinking of my efforts to become a qualified teacher this year, If Yi Kezhi could write it out, it would definitely be full of bitterness and tears.

The current Yi Keshi, although he is no longer an official teacher, is still working as a tutor in the cram school as his side job. He also teaches students, so he has a lot more time, and there are no such troublesome and trivial things as a formal teacher. He also has more More time to accompany the teacher to win.

Yi Kezhi didn't know what kind of work she could do besides being a teacher. She was just an ordinary high school student. If it wasn't for the systematic cheating, let alone such a difficult job as a teacher, she would just stand on the podium Tongue is about to tie up in lectures.

After a year of training, Yi Keji is sure that when he returns to high school, he will become super good at studying.

But for the time being, let her immerse herself in the joy of interacting with Shi Ying.

While recalling what happened this year, Yi Keshi, who came out of the cram school, planned to go to the library to see if he could find anything useful while it was still early and Teacher Ying was not over after school.Been doing this for a year now, and honestly, inertia has pretty much given up hope for such a hopeless investigation.

"Ah, is it better to ask Shi Ying?"

Sigh to himself.

In the past year, although Shi Ying's favorability has increased, it has not been as frequent as before. Maybe it is a sign that it is about to reach the top?

Shi Ying's liking for him became deeper and deeper, and he behaved more and more like an ordinary girl. Yi Keshi was a little relieved, and never met Shi Ying again to act aggressively.

The memory of that incident a year ago is slowly fading, maybe Shi Ying has become normal under the influence of love.

Yi Kezhi's impression of himself as a high school student faded away.

Began to adapt to the life here.

Walking towards me were students from a nearby school, also middle school students, and the uniforms they wore showed the youthfulness of primary school students.

Yi Keshi almost unconsciously looked at the children walking past with a smile.

She thought of Shi Ying a year ago. At that time, Shi Ying only looked like this from the outside.

But at the graduation ceremony, Shi Ying, who was used to being childish, appeared mature in that atmosphere.

Although he has always been aware of the precocity of this 13-year-old child, Yi Kezhi will ignore it if he doesn't actually see it.

At that time, Shi Ying also smiled like this. Shi Ying, who became gentle because of the recognition of each other's hearts, was originally young, but blended in well with those classmates who were 2-3 years older than her.

Really, it looks good, it has the appearance of an adult, and it has become more mature than the original forceful appearance.

Is this also the reason for dating yourself?

Yi Kezhi was a little shy.

After the graduation ceremony, Shi Ying, who received the graduation certificate from Yi Keshi, waited until everyone in the class had almost finished walking, and then walked over to Yi Ke, who had been standing on the podium and was affected by the parting atmosphere and seemed particularly weak. know around.

Although Yi Keshi has only taught the students in this class for more than half a year, he has developed some feelings. He can remember the names and preferences of each classmate, but at this time he has to face Parting, she was a little unable to face the students, but she still stood on the podium well, bid them farewell from beginning to end, watched these students leave the classroom, and finally only herself was left.

Yi Keshi lowered his head as if he was about to cry, but he didn't realize that Shi Ying had come to him.

"teacher."

This is the first time that Shi Ying has called Yi Keshi that way since he confessed to her.

The unfamiliar address made Yi Kezhi raise his head, suppressing the sadness in his heart. In this classroom, there are only two people, Shi Ying and Yi Kezhi, and he is not alone. Although he said goodbye to the students, he still There are divisions to win here, aren't there?

"Master wins?"

The suppressed sadness still clogged her nose, making her voice a bit dull.

Shi Ying didn't care about these things. From the beginning to now, she hasn't wavered in the slightest.The influence of graduation is almost equal to nothing on her, and her expression is not at all sad.

"From today on, Keshi is no longer my teacher."

Yi Keshi has to admit that she actually likes to hear Shiying call her teacher. Compared with "Keshi", "teacher" has a kind of closeness, which is a gentler kind of closeness, knowing that she is safe. .

Yi Keshi has always felt a little uneasy about Shi Ying's "knowledge".

The current declaration made her uneasy even deeper.

"Come and live with me today, okay?"

Shi Ying looked up at Yi Kezhi's appearance, which made her unable to resist.

After half a year, she has grown a little bit taller, but it is still not enough to look at Yi Keshi's Shi Ying at the same level. Compared with the appearance at the beginning of dating, Yi Keshi is even more powerless to parry.

Why is it so cute?I just want to announce to the world how cute she is, this person is really cute!The cutest in the world!

Yi Keshi, who wanted to say this, completely became a prisoner of Shi Ying.

So while knowing that which limits oneself, the identity of the teacher is lost.Yi Ke knew that he would have no way out, so he nodded and decided to "cohabit" with Shiying.

This cannot be changed, the fact that I like her, the fact that I want the Raiders to win.

No matter how you choose, there will be no other answer, right?

In fact, it was just an excuse for myself. Before Cong Shiying said it, he wanted to live with him.

Seeing such a house and such a scene, how could he have the heart to let Shi Ying live alone?

So Yi Keshi naturally lived with Shiying from the day of the graduation ceremony.

During this period, he has never seen that "father", as Shi Ying said, he will not come to the house that Shi Ying decorated exactly like his previous home.

Thinking of what happened at the graduation ceremony, Yi Keshi smiled, and the subtle depression in his heart disappeared.

Turning on the phone to check, there is a text message from Shiying.

"I'll be back early today, I want to eat curry."

Shi Ying's text messages are not like her personality at all. Compared with text messages, Shi Ying prefers face-to-face communication, and at least needs a phone call. I checked the time and sent them during class.

Yi Kezhi's teacher's occupational disease is a bit committed, and he can't help but want to blame Teacher Ying for not paying attention in class. I have become a situation where I have to meet every morning and evening. This kind of fear of loneliness is still understandable.

"Okay, I know."

Wanting to press send, Yi Kezhi hesitated for a moment, and added a few words.

"Take a good class and don't play with your phone."

Yi Keshi, who was satisfied with sending it, felt the vibration of his phone less than a minute later, and opened it to see that it was a text message from Shiying.

"Ah."

It is necessary to write back every single word. He shook his head helplessly and put the phone away. Yi Keshi had already arrived at the library.

Walked to the reference room with ease, the staff were familiar with Yi Kezhi because of frequent visits.

I also know that Yi Keshi is looking for the files from eight years ago, and sometimes I will help her to keep an eye on them. I have enthusiastically given the news to Yi Keji several times before, but every time she is disappointed. Is this the truth? Is it set to prevent it from being found?

Yi Keshi was a little hesitant to find out what happened in another way, but today, the staff handed over another document.

I found it when sorting out the library's own archives. The closure of the library a few days ago happened to sort out the materials of the entire archives in the past ten years, and then determine which ones to move to the reference room.

The materials from the earlier time have been sorted out, and after finishing this time, the archives room will be thoroughly sorted out.

This is also the reason why Yi Kezhi decided to continue looking.

If he still can't find it after sorting out this time, Yi Keshi decides to change the method altogether, whether it's side-tracking or directly hiring detectives, in short, he can't continue to search like this.

After thanking the enthusiastic staff, Yi Keshi carefully opened up the old newspaper news that had been kept carefully, and the front was full of trivial and boring old news.

Yi Kezhi jumped directly to the social page. The man had an appointment with his girlfriend who had been in love for five years to meet his parents, only to find out that the other was his half-sister. Well, this news was very interesting, and she couldn't help but read it.

After reading the news that he liked to hear, Yi Keshi realized that this was not what he was looking for. This was the last few searches. When everything in the archives was sorted out, the library would not be used anymore.

Yi Kezhi's mood was clouded again.

Well, what's the news?

It is almost equally conspicuous, just next to the news just on a page, almost the same size, and it is also the headline, which diverts Yi Kezhi's attention.

"Set fire after killing, only one person survived in a happy family of three"

This title is really exciting. Yi Keshi felt that he might have found what he was looking for.

"According to our newspaper, at about 1:20 a.m. last Sunday, a residential house on Youyuan Road caught fire in the middle of the night. 15 minutes after neighbors called the police, firefighters rushed to the scene, but due to the excessive fire and dry weather , It took three hours to put out the fire. The house had been burned beyond recognition, and only the daughter of a family of three survived the fire escaped in time. According to on-site evidence, the fire was lit by robbers who robbed the house. According to the police, on Saturday At night, when the family was sleeping, an armed criminal sneaked in through an unlocked window. After waking up, the male owner locked the door to wake up his wife and children. After the criminals ransacked other rooms, they failed to pick the bedroom lock and were about to leave. The young daughter The gangsters made a sound because of fear, and when they realized that the family had woken up, they smashed open the door and attacked the unarmed family of three. The couple bought time for their children to escape and fought with the gangsters. According to the remaining traces at the scene, the gangsters After igniting the fire, the hostess grabbed the gangster to prevent him from chasing his child, and the hostess also hugged the gangster's legs to restrain the other party's movements. The cause of death of the three people was suffocation after inhaling poisonous gas in their lungs. So far, they have survived Your daughter is already under the protection of the police. The police once again reminded the general public not to fight against burglars, and calling the police in time is the best way..."

Yi Kezhi didn't continue to read, she repeatedly looked at the previous passage.

Reconfirm the blurry black and white photo on the news, the burned house is not very clear, next to this photo is the photo of the gangster with black tape on his eyes, and the photo of the victim is on it, although it is also blurred due to time, Yi Ke Shishi can still see familiar shadows from this pair of men and women.

Are these Shi Ying's parents?

Yi Kezhi felt a little dark in front of his eyes, and the words in the news kept flashing in his mind.

"After ransacking other rooms, the gangsters failed to pick the bedroom lock and were about to leave. The young daughter made a sound out of fear. After the gangsters realized that the family had woken up, they smashed the door open and attacked the unarmed family of three. "

"The young daughter made her voice out of fear."

The text I read in that book a year ago also appeared in front of my eyes.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry"

"I wish I hadn't been born"

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

"It's all my fault It's all my fault"

...Is that so? Is that so?

Yi Keshi propped up the table with both hands, a little unsteady.

What kind of scene did Shi Ying see in Shi Ying's eyes when the flames soared into the sky that night?

Is that why Shi Ying hates bright places?

So Shi Ying felt that it was his fault?

...Why, it became like this.

Yi Kezhi felt like he was about to suffocate.

It's just a burglary, it's just asking for money, why kill people?Why do you set fire to someone after you kill them?

It's not Shi Ying's fault, no.

Such a young child, can she understand?

Yi Kezhi could imagine that Shiying would feel that he was the one who was wrong, if he didn't make a sound, if he didn't run away.

Perhaps Shi Ying would rather die than survive.

It was as if a hole had been pierced in his chest, but the pain would not flow out of the hole.

Yi Keshi stared blankly at the newspaper in front of her. She knew that the truth might be unacceptable, but she didn't expect it to be such a truth, which was too scary.

This kind of truth is hard for Yi Keshi to accept, she can't breathe just by imagining it, she doesn't know how Shiying spent these years, how he spent day and night suffering and self-blame.

I opened things that I shouldn't open, and I knew things I shouldn't know.

Yi Keshi had such an awareness, she worried that she would not be able to bear such a heavy sense of guilt.

How would you feel if you were the murderer of your parents?

I dare not see Shi Ying, and I don’t know how to face Shi Ying.

Yi Kezhi leaned back in the chair in a daze, panting and looking at the ceiling.

What to do, what to do?

His mind became a mess, Yi Keshi didn't know what to do, how to comfort Shi Ying, how to untangle this knot?

Can it be opened?

She thought again of the day when she made up her mind to find the truth and saw the photo album.

What kind of mood did Shi Ying take to see that photo album.

What kind of mood did Shiying agree with Yi Keshi to open her wounds?

Yi Kezhi has no way of knowing that she just wants to escape now, she clearly wants to find the truth but she is the one who finds the truth and escapes.

In the end, he was still a coward.

Yi Kezhi bit his nails anxiously.

"Ring-ring--"

The phone rang untimely, Yi Keshi jumped up in fright, and took the phone out of his pocket.

The number displayed on the screen is the division win.

Yi Kezhi's heart skipped a beat, what should I do, should I answer this call?

Swallowing a mouthful of saliva, suppressing his beating heart, Yi Keshi still answered the phone.

"What's wrong? Are you still busy?"

A voice that was confused by Yi Keshi's speed of answering the phone came, and what came to his ears was the usual Shi Ying's voice that seemed to take away Yi Keshi's soul.

"Well, kind of."

"Do you want me to pick up Kezhi?"

"No!... No need."

Yi Keji, who noticed his hasty tone, forcibly maintained his usual tone.

"...Then I'll wait for Keshi to come back at home."

Shi Ying was silent for a while without asking, she sensed that Yi Keshi was hiding something, if it was her a year ago, she was still uneasy at that time, she should be anxious to know, but now Shi Ying already knows how to be considerate Yi Keshi knew it, so she didn't say anything, nor did she try to force Yi Keshi to say it.

"Okay, I'll go back as soon as possible."

Even though he restrained himself, his voice became tense, and Yi Keshi hung up the phone, feeling cold sweat all over his back.

The mobile phone has returned to the standby screen, and the time displayed on it is unknowingly very late, so it is no wonder that Shi Ying called himself.

It was almost time to close the library, so Yi Keshi could only show his thanks again with a smile on his face, returned the newspaper to the staff, and walked out of the library with heavy steps.

I don't want to go back. After knowing the truth about Shi Ying's parents' death, I should do something more, but I don't want to go back.

He was very scared and did not dare to face Shi Ying. This was too heavy for Yi Keshi, and he couldn't even say words of comfort.

What to do, it will definitely not work if you don’t go back, what to do, do you want to speak out?Or act as if you don't know?

Sure enough, I still pretend I don't know, I don't know what happened, and I don't know the truth.

So what is the significance of my behavior this year?

Yi Keshi stood on the side of the road in a daze.

If you pretend not to know and let Shi Ying bear it alone, what is this kind of yourself?

Does the coward himself dare to say that he likes Shi Ying?

Isn't it decided, no matter what happens, I will always accompany Shi Ying, it's just this kind of thing, it's just this old thing, I have to bear it with her.

Even a year later, Shi Ying is only 14 years old, still a child, how can it be possible for a child to bear such a heavy thing.

Not only the child, but also the person I like the most, how can I make her feel uncomfortable alone, but also pretend to protect myself like an ostrich, I should protect her.

Because I am old, because I like her, and because of myself, I must protect her.

Constantly cheering himself up, Yi Keshi took the first step.

Now, she is walking towards the home she shares with Shiying.

Although I'm still scared and don't know what to do, at least I can't escape, and I can't escape.

Master wins her, and she has been able to bear it alone, so I can't escape, and I can't let her be alone and lonely again.

Let me bear this crime with you.