Daily life after breaking the shadow

After Lu Wanying drank the hot ginger soup, she glanced at Chenchu ​​and said, "I have thousands of posts on Weibo. When did you finish reading it?"

"Actually, I only read the original Weibo, and there are hundreds of them in total." Chen Chu replied.

"That's a lot, when did you read it?" Lu Wanying asked curiously.

People seem to be like this. When you like someone, every move the other person makes for you will make your heart pound.

"I can't remember, it should be after we met." Chen Chu thought for a while, and then continued to feed her.

"Hey, speaking of it, are we dating online?" Lu Wanying asked suddenly.

"Online dating... Is this a trend?" Chen Chu tilted his head and smiled.

"Unbelievable, I used to hate online dating." Lu Wanying stroked her arm.

"Maybe it's because I'm too attractive." Chen Chu replied.

"If you're not very chatty online as you are in life, I might not be able to chat with you so vigorously, and then we won't meet each other." Lu Wanying gave her a white look.

"Then I have to thank Little Fairy and Little Panda. If it wasn't because they were so active and brought up the atmosphere of the whole room, maybe I wouldn't even say a word until the game closed down. However, in fact, it can't be completely regarded as an online dating bar, online chatting At that time, you didn't like me either." Chen Chu lowered his eyes and smiled.

Speaking of the friends in the dormitory, Chen Chu remembered that he had been blocking the group all the time, and felt that he had lost contact with everyone for a long time.

There is no posting in the space, no more posting card pictures, and no talking in the group. Gradually, they become a little alienated.Speaking of which, the relationship between people is so delicate.

"However, after we met, I found that I like you no matter what you look like." Lu Wanying said, and leaned her head on Chen Chu's shoulder.

The freshly washed hair still exudes the fragrance of shampoo, which smells very good.

"Actually, I always felt like I was dreaming. How could a person like me be favored by you." Chen Chu put the remaining ginger soup on the table and crossed his hands.

"A person like you? What do you call a person like you?" Lu Wanying turned her head and asked.

"It's just someone who is thrown into the crowd. It is estimated that few people will notice. After all, he is not very good at making things happen, and he is not very good at talking. When he was in high school, he probably existed like air. Until he went to college, there was He personally took me to participate in various clubs, and then barely opened up the social circle." Chen Chu recalled.

"Is there someone? Ex-girlfriend?" Lu Wanying asked curiously.

After hearing this, Chen Chu didn't know what to say.She has never taken the initiative to mention things about her ex, because she was afraid that Lu Wanying would think too much.

After all, the incumbents of many people around them will care more about the other party's predecessor.

"Looks like it's an ex-girlfriend. It's okay, okay, you continue to talk. I'll listen." Lu Wanying said, reaching out to hug Chen Chu's arm.

"Although there were some changes later, and gradually, I even gained some fame in school, but I am still... It can be said that basically others come to find me, and I seldom take the initiative to find others to play with. No matter what it is, I can't let go... In short, most of the time, I can't open myself properly."

Chen Chu looked down at the ground.

Lu Wanying listened, like a fish, nimbly slipped through Chen Chu's arm, and lay down on her lap, her watery eyes fixed on Chen Chu.

"But I'm trying to make changes for you. I just hope you don't think I'm too boring, too dull, too...disregarding your feelings... After all, that's what my ex-girlfriend said about me." Chen Chu said, slowly Let out a sigh of relief.

"I don't think you're boring, really. I'm happy physically and mentally when I'm with you. But, I also want you to feel the same as me." Lu Wanying said, sat up again, and pulled Chen Chu Arm, patted his legs again, and said: "Come, lie here with me."

Chen Chu looked back at her, then fell down little by little, and put his legs on the sofa.

"Ha, I caught it." Lu Wanying stretched out her left hand to support Chen Chu's head, smiling very sweetly.

"When I saw you for the first time on Popular, did you know how small and fresh your video is among the stereotyped Internet celebrity faces? Your live broadcast room cover, no selfie, only hands and food, and then I went in Then I saw you for the first time." When Lu Wanying spoke, one hand rested on Chen Chu's head, and the other lightly wrapped around her waist, patting her gently like coaxing a baby. .

"You look so good-looking. This was the first thought that popped into my mind. It may also be because I saw a lot of people with heavy makeup like me in the circle, so when I suddenly saw a girl like you, You will think it looks good. Indeed, I found out later that you hardly interact with people, and you don’t seem to have anything to say. However, it seems that there is some kind of magical power that makes me want to pay attention to you." Lu Wanying teased A handful of hair escaped behind the ear.

"Later, when we met, you looked a little cold and restrained. But if you observe carefully, you will find that you are actually very careful and good at taking care of others, but how to put it, you still always give people a sense of distance. But , It is also this sense of distance that makes me want to get closer to you and get in touch with the real you."

After Lu Wanying finished speaking, she played with the soft hair on Xia Chenchu's neck, and continued: "But it's not a bad thing, no one stipulates what a person must live like. Besides, I don't know Why do you think that you belong to the person who is thrown in the crowd without showing any attention? I really don’t understand this. In my opinion, you are outstanding. It may also be that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Then what can I do? , not because I love you."

After Chen Chu listened, he held Lu Wanying's hand on his waist.

In fact, she has always been cautious about Lu Wanying.Maybe it's because of low self-esteem, maybe it's because of fear of losing.So at first, when she realized that her feelings for her were not pure friendship, she was excited and nervous.

Later, when she found out that Lu Wanying's feelings for her did not seem to be pure friendship, she was very happy but also very scared.

But now, what Lu Wanying said made her feel a kind of temperature, which fit her inner world and was very comfortable.

"I've been afraid that I'm not good enough to support and maintain a relationship like ours, and I'm afraid that I will drag you into the quagmire and not be able to give you the best things."

"Chen Chu shook Lu Wanying's hand, and pulled it to his cheek.

"For me, the best thing you can give me is yourself." After Lu Wanying finished speaking, she suddenly leaned over and pressed a kiss on Chen Chu's lips.

It was a very simple kiss, just a touch between lips, it didn't go deep, but it seemed to be very deep.

"Go take a shower." After that, Lu Wanying sat up straight.

Chen Chu nodded obediently, got up from her lap, then stretched out his hand to rub her leg, and asked, "Is your leg numb?"

"With your body, if you want my legs to be numb, you have to lie down for at least half a day." Lu Wanying said with a smile.

"Ha, then I'll take a shower first." After Chen Chu finished speaking, he turned and went to the bedroom to get his clothes and went to the bathroom.

Sitting there, Lu Wanying smiled happily.

To be honest, even though she fell in love with Chen Chu, she still felt in her heart that there still seemed to be a subtle distance between the two of them.

Chen Chu is indeed very careful and good at taking care of others, but he rarely takes the initiative to stick to himself.

Basically, he ran over to cling to her and hug her.

The first kiss after the confession was Chen Chu, who was kissed first by Lu Wanying.It was the first time after that that Lu Wanying couldn't help but wanted to do that kind of thing.Then, the first time I heard her say I love you, it was only after Lu Wanying beat around the bush that she said it.

Although she can get a good response every time, in fact, Lu Wanying still hopes that one day, Chenchu ​​can also take the initiative to approach her, regardless of physical contact or soul communication.

She is really an awkward girl, probably because she always likes to suppress herself.

Whether it's in life, or emotionally, or even when doing that kind of thing.

Obviously she wanted it too, obviously her body was also excited, but in the end it seemed like she was suppressing something.

But at the same time, Lu Wanying could also feel that Chen Chu was indeed letting go of himself little by little, and getting closer to him little by little.

Even if it is slow, it can be seen that Chen Chu is doing it.Moreover, she could also feel that Chen Chu wanted to get closer to her.

"Is she afraid of losing something in her bones?" Lu Wanying sat on the sofa and said to herself.

Speaking of which, Chen Chu has a tattoo, probably on his ankle.

The next day, when Lu Wanying woke up, Chen Chu had just finished washing and opened the door to walk in.

Then, Chen Chu asked a question.

"Does my breasts feel bad to the touch? You say...is it really useful to eat papaya and drink milk for breast enlargement? Or, is there any product that is not bad?"

"Hahaha! Did you touch it yourself just now?" Lu Wanying sat up propped up and looked at her curiously.Even the pain in her abdomen couldn't stop her curiosity.

"Well, one side can be completely covered with a slap. When I was a child, my nutrition was not as good as...you...don't laugh..."

"Hahahahahaha! I like you, not breasts. What are you planning to do hahaha! Don't just buy messy products!" Lu Wanying almost died of laughter, clutching her hands My stomach couldn't stop laughing.

"Oh……"

"No, I'm bleeding, I'll go, wow, it hurts..." Lu Wanying clutched her abdomen, grinning in pain.