fickle midsummer

His tears didn't fall, or in other words, Bao Qinan held his eyes with a tissue before they fell. As soon as he closed his eyes, the moisture was transferred from the corners of his eyes to the dry tissue warmed by the man's palm.

You Yu was brought to his side by Bao Qinan, and he lay on his lap, the smell of disinfectant in Bao Qinan's clothes seemed to soothe his emotions like a tranquilizer.

Bo Qinyan didn't speak, Youyu couldn't make a sound, and the room was so quiet that even a needle could be heard falling on the ground.You Yu tightly grasped Bao Qinan's hand covering his eyes with both hands, his fingertips were trembling, but not as violently as before.

It took some time before his emotions completely calmed down, and at the same time, Bo Qinan's voice finally fell.

"Everyone is unique, Youyu, I hope you can understand this too."

You Yu said hoarsely, I don't understand.

It's okay, Bao Qinan touched the back of his neck. "You are still young, reality allows children to make mistakes."

"But it's not allowed to be wrong forever."

"You have to grow up quickly and keep up with the pace of reality before you can change." Bo Qinan paused for a moment, and seemed to smile, his breath hit the back of You Yu's neck.

"But you've done a good job."

Go on according to your own frequency, no one will blame you, let alone ask you.

Bo Qinan asked You Yu what to do next, and You Yu shook his head with his head buried. If he continued to draw, he would be able to adapt quickly as long as he followed the previous schedule.

After the meal, Bo Qinan sent You Yu to the hospital.

In the evening, Yang Chengyu had already arrived. He sat beside Shu Shaoyuan and read fairy tales, which he dubbed prenatal education.

In fact, You Yu rarely meets Yang Chengyu. Usually when Yang Chengyu is coming, he goes home with his backpack. When Yang Chengyu sees him coming in, he puts down his fairy tale book to say hello.

You Yu said to Shu Shaoyuan: "I have to go to Teacher Chen's place to paint these few days. I may not be able to see you often recently. Take care of yourself."

Shu Shaoyuan was coaxed by Yang Chengyu to be happy, and she was in a bright mood, but she was a little reluctant to smile at You Yu, "You should pay attention to safety and study hard."

Dr. Bo really kept his word, and the next morning he actually took Youyu for a physical examination at [-] o'clock in the morning.You Yu held the phone in his hand, and lay sleepily by the window, looking at Bao Qinan standing downstairs in his house.

There were also doctors who didn't know Bo Qinan during the physical examination. Seeing Bo Qinan brought You Yu in, he smiled and asked Bo Qinan, is this your son?

"No." Bo Qinan handed the medical examination form with You Yu's name on it to the doctor, "My friend's child."

They went early, and the staff of Bo Qinan Hospital had special treatment. The physical examination ended after ten o'clock. You Yu was weak and pressed his stomach, and Bo Qinan took him to the hospital cafeteria for breakfast.

Bo Qinyan asked Youyu, would you experience frequent abdominal pain?

You Yu shook his head, "It didn't hurt much."

The new semester is coming as scheduled, and students who have officially become candidates need to go back to school to start courses half a month in advance.

The art entrance exam is held at the beginning of December every year, that is to say, after returning to school after the winter vacation, there are still more than four months to prepare for the exam.Although You Yu has studied painting for many years, he actually doesn't have a clear idea of ​​how to take the test, the content of the test and the time.No one told him, and he didn't bother to find out, Shu Shaoyuan was full of confidence in You Yu, so naturally he wouldn't work hard on the exam.

On the day before the start of school, there was a preliminary test. More than half of the art class left, and all went to other places for training. The rest of the people either found a good teacher in the local area, or left after ten and a half months.

You Yu was called by the teacher to the office to find out the situation. After a few days, the art class was almost gone, and there was no teacher to substitute for the class. He wanted to ask You Yu if he had any objections to the joint class study.

"Partnership?"

The teacher nodded, "There are only a few of you in the class, and the grade group has decided to assign you to other liberal arts classes, and I want to ask for your opinions."

"Can I go anywhere?" You Yu asked.

The teacher said it was all right.

Bo Shaoyi performed exceptionally well in the placement test this year, and he was admitted to the experimental class. However, the top students in the school are all gathered in the rocket class, and the students in the experimental class basically strive for the top in the middle grades.You Yu remembered Bao Shaoyi's class, he said I wanted to go there.

Judging from the results, You Yu has indeed made great progress this year. The teacher took You Yu's opinion to the grade group meeting, and told You Yu the next day: the grade group approved it.

Bao Shaoyi was very moved when he heard about it, and immediately expelled his existing deskmate, leaving the table to wait for You Yu. When You Yu carried the books to the experimental class, Bao Shaoyi stood at the door of the class with tears in his eyes.

The study in the experimental class was intensive. Youyu had to go to other places to make up lessons on Saturdays and Sundays. On Fridays, he made an appointment with Chen Kasi to learn painting. He was only at school four days a week.

He opened the long-sealed studio, wiped off the dust on the easel with a wet rag, and when he held the brush in his right hand, everything from the past flooded towards him like a tide.Kindergarten draws simple pencil drawings. In the third grade of elementary school, Shu Shaoyuan taught herself to draw the simplest cube. When she was in junior high school, she was able to sit in the studio independently to complete still life sketches. During the holiday when she graduated from junior high school, Shu Shaoyuan distributed her oil paints to You Yu and told You Yu How to color the island.

The paint box was completely dry, You Yu took the paint out of the box and threw it away, replaced it with new paint, and took a bucket full of paintbrushes to the bathroom to clean it.

Shu Shaoyuan's painting is still hanging on the wall. When tidying up, You Yu covered the painting with a white cloth to prevent it from getting dusty.He moved a high stool, stepped on it, took off the dustproof cloth, and carefully took off the picture frame.He has already seen the sea, and he doesn't want to imagine it according to the description in Shu Shaoyuan's painting.

The sea in Shu Shaoyuan's eyes is completely distorted in front of You Yu. Compared with the storm, You Yu is more willing to believe that the sun shines on the sea that day, and the shimmering and dazzling scenery is particularly dazzling.

He subconsciously touched the sunburned part of his face that was not completely healed and was shedding a little bit of skin.Such a scorching sun, exceptionally warm sea water, clear sky and thousands of miles of sea and sky.The gloomy sea in Shu Shaoyuan's picture made him feel depressed. It's better to give this kind of painting to Yang Chengyu early. Their new home probably needs wall decoration.

In a sense, You Yu actually looked down on Shu Shaoyuan's paintings.I didn't dare to think about it before, because Shu Shaoyuan's dominance in my place is too great, and because his painting level is too low, all people who are superior to him deserve his respect and study.

It's not that she doesn't respect Shu Shaoyuan as a painter, it's just that Youyu lost interest in all of her works after she suddenly learned about Shu Shaoyuan's painting themes.

It is very precious for a painter to be able to find what he is good at, but if he relies on his old skills for a lifetime without innovation, then the three words "creator" will lose their original deep meaning.

It's been a long time since I was a newcomer to painting, and before I regained my sense of familiarity, You Yu was dragged along by Chen Kasi to attend a private party in the industry.

It was as embarrassing as if the adults forcibly dragged him to perform special skills for relatives and friends during the Chinese New Year. In front of everyone, You Yu was hyped by Chen Kasz, and the guests at the banquet immediately booed. There are many painters with apprentices in this scene. Compete.

than what?Than painting?Should it be a musical instrument? Feel free to compare?

You Yu didn't have such thoughts at all, he just wanted to end the party quickly and go back to school for self-study.

Chen Kasi has been abroad for these years, so he probably doesn't understand the cruel competition in domestic exam-oriented education.

The feeling of being stared at by everyone is too uncomfortable, You Yu stepped back a few steps and smiled bitterly: "Teacher, I just relearned it. It's embarrassing to not draw well."

As he said, he hid behind Chen Kasi, and Chen Kasi snatched him out again, "The teacher said you can, you definitely can, don't disgrace the teacher!"

Youyu also knew what Chen Kasi meant by bringing Youyu to the private party. He was locked in the studio all the time and didn't go out to meet people very much. Chen Kasi wanted him to make more friends.

You Yu told Bao Shaoyi about what happened at the party, and Bao Shaoyi said with great interest, "Did you draw it?"

Painted, more than just painted, even simple coloring.

There is no teacher in the last class of evening self-study, and it depends on the students' self-consciousness. While doing the questions, Bao Shaoyi asked You Yu in a low voice if he would like to come to my house today.

Bo Shaoyi's home is close to the school, and You Yu was physically and mentally tortured today, and he really couldn't get any strength up, so he nodded and said yes.

Bao Shaoyi's quality of life has improved in an all-round way recently, and the nanny lives directly in the apartment to take care of her, and she can have a hot supper when she returns home.You Yu ate too many small cakes at the party, and he was really tired. Seeing that the mountain of food in Bao Shaoyi's bowl gradually diminished, he couldn't help pinching the meat on Bao Shaoyi's waist.

"Not fat, I weighed it yesterday." Bao Shaoyi hid for a while, but didn't dodge.

When Youyu was taking the high-speed train on Saturday, Bo Qinan said that he had received the medical report.You Yu wanted to ask when he would come to pick it up, but Bo Qinan said that he had already read it, and there was no major problem, and he couldn't understand the medical examination form after he took it.

Drawing and studying every week, You Yu ran out of sleep, so he had to catch up on the high-speed rail. When he returned home on Sunday, he almost missed the stop. Fortunately, the flight attendant called him in time.

He ordered fried noodles at a snack bar near his home to eat at home. The lights in the corridor were recently broken, so he could only go upstairs with the lights on his mobile phone on.Since living alone, You Yu has paid special attention to safety. Suddenly footsteps came from the corridor. He quickly took out the key to open the door and locked the door. There was a knock on the door outside.

"Is it Mr. Shu's house?"

"Teacher Shu?"

You Yu frowned, took off his shoes and went barefoot to the living room, put away his schoolbag and fried noodles, and returned to the entrance.

"No, I just saw a child come in, and there are people at home!"

Through the cat's eyes, You Yu saw the man standing in front of the door turn around a few times, and then took out his mobile phone to make a call. He said to the human being on the other end of the phone, "I read that right, someone! A child just entered this house Door!"

Without waiting for Youyu's reaction, the man suddenly turned his head and rushed forward, as if he wanted to see something from the cat's eyes.

You Yu took a deep breath and tried to calm down. He closed the buckle of the cat's eye. Fortunately, last time Fu Xing came to the house to take Shu Shaoyuan's change of clothes and took away the key under the carpet.

"boom!"

The person outside kicked the door hard and lost his patience.

"Shu Shaoyuan! Come out for me!"