fickle midsummer

The other party was still temporarily unavailable, and You Yu was disturbed by the busy line. Every time he heard the "beep", he became agitated.

His subconscious mind told him that if he continued like this, he would suffer from hypoxia, and You Yu could only be forced to gasp until he could stand up on his knees, and raised his head to say thank you to the girl.

The girl worried: "Do you need to go to the hospital?"

You Yu shook his head, "Thank you, I can do it myself."

Today's day shift nurse is Fang Lulu. As soon as Youyu entered the emergency department of the hospital, she saw Fang Lulu walking towards the patient with her arms. Fang Lulu said in surprise when she saw Youyu: "Youyu."

"Are you here to see Dr. Bo?" Fang Lulu pointed to the lounge and said that Dr. Bo was resting in it.

This is not the first time. Youyu found the lounge with familiarity. He was about to open the door when he heard two doctors in white coats chatting not far away. One of them he remembered was a doctor named Zhou Wei. Zhou Wei had reminded him He switched to orthopedics.

Holding the thermos cup, Zhou Wei looked haggard, and he gestured to the doctor beside him, "The blood splattered so high that he didn't even blink. He asked me to find the blood spots coldly, and he let me out after I sucked the blood clean."

The doctor said helplessly, "This operation was originally your operation, and Dr. Bo was temporarily dragged by you to work as a coolie. Who is to blame for your failure as the chief surgeon?"

Zhou Wei snorted twice, and her tone was a little weaker, "But he is too fierce."

It turned out that he was not the only one who felt that Bo Qinyu was fierce, Youyu nodded in agreement, opened the door of the lounge and walked in.

There was no light in the lounge, and a small desk lamp was left for lighting. On the table was Bo Qinyu's mobile phone. You Yu walked to the bed, and the man lying on the bed was fast asleep. The room was too dark, and it was a good environment for rest. , but You Yu couldn't see Bao Qin's face clearly.You Yu tentatively called Bo Qinan a few times but there was no answer, so he simply went back and sat down at the table to wait.

He would feel bored after sitting, and turned on the phone to watch the video, but by accident, he touched Bao Qinan's phone. Bo Qinan's phone was unlocked, and it turned on as soon as he pressed it.

You Yu saw the missed call from him.

He shrank his fingers subconsciously, then glanced at Bao Qinan lying on the bed with a guilty conscience, carefully turned off the missed calls on the screen with his fingers, and long pressed the missed call with his name written on it.

delete all.

A door cuts off all the noise, but occasionally a patient's painful groans come in, and You Yu has to wear headphones to prevent himself from thinking of something bad again.

He had never seen Bo Qinan so tired, every time he opened his eyes, he would see Bo Qinan sitting by the window reading a book or dealing with work matters, it seemed that Bo Qinan would not rest.

He called Bo Qinan in the middle of the night, and Bo Qinan would appear in front of him early the next morning. You Yu looked down and thought that he was probably too miserable. Even a person like Dr. Bo, who is used to the cold world, couldn't stand it and wanted to help. a handful.

So he took the care that Dr. Bo gave him as a matter of course.

But that's so selfish.

Bo Qinyan slept for a long time, and he was forced to wake up from his sleep.

Zhou Wei broke into the lounge and didn't even see You Yu who was sitting on the side. He shouted, "Bo Qinan, don't sleep! The construction site collapsed and injured more than 30 people, come out!"

Years of habits have made Bo Qinan wake up conditioned to wake up when he heard the word "injury". His eyes were hazy for a moment and he closed them again. When he opened them again, it was clear. He asked, "Why are you here?"

Zhou Wei thought he was asking him, "Don't talk nonsense and go! The ambulance is coming soon, I have to notify all departments to get ready."

"It's not you." Bo Qinyan shook his head, "Youyu."

"Damn, why are there still people!" Zhou Wei noticed You Yu only then.

You Yu stood up with his hands in his pockets, "I..."

"Human life is at stake, go, go!" Zhou Wei hurriedly walked up to Bo Qinan and urged him. Bo Qinan quickly tidied up and followed Zhou Wei to leave, staying in front of You Yu for a while.

"Find something to do by yourself."

You Yu nodded obediently.

The media people have a keen sense of smell, and within 10 minutes of a major accident, they can go straight to the first scene of the incident with a camera and a microphone.An hour later, the emergency room of the hospital was crowded with family members of the workers, and the door was surrounded by reporters.The security guards of the hospital were annoyed by the reporters, so they guarded the gate and would not let any reporter who tried to enter the emergency room disturb the order.

You Yu stayed in the lounge for a while, sleepy and hungry, and was about to go out to buy some food to fill his stomach.He took half a step out of the lounge, but was blocked by someone who stepped in sideways.

He took a step back to make way for this person, but who knew that this person took a step closer, took out a recording pen from his pocket and asked You Yu, "Are you a family member of this accident?"

"Who was injured in your family and what is the situation? Where is your family now?"

"I'm not." You Yu frowned.

"It's not a good habit for kids to lie to others." The man smiled, "Tell auntie, auntie gave you a pen before you go to middle school. It's very important for children to practice calligraphy."

You Yu said in a bad tone, "I'm not, please find someone else."

"Uncles and aunts are busy, so I have no place to ask. If you have any difficulties in your family, kid, you can tell auntie, and auntie will help you."

Being sick, the woman refused to move away, so You Yu could only turn around and walk back.

Seeing that You Yu was about to enter the lounge, the woman quickly grabbed You Yu's wrist and said with a smile: "Don't be angry, kid, Auntie trusts you, Auntie trusts you, can you see and tell Auntie how many patients have been sent in?"

"Are you bad at math?" You Yu glanced over, and the emergency room was overcrowded and filled with smoke.

The woman happened to grab the place where You Yu swelled last time, and You Yu immediately felt a sharp pain, and the scene of Shu Shaoyuan throwing the cup was played back in his mind, he slammed the woman's hand away, staggered a few steps, and smashed it like he lost his strength on the ground.

The tailbone was hit, and You Yu was immediately curled up in pain, shaking crazily.The person who was normal just now suddenly became like this, no matter whether anyone around saw it or not, the woman shook her head frantically, "It's not me, it's not me."

not me!The woman left the island and turned around and ran away.

You Yu felt pain in every part of his body, especially the pain in his abdomen, and soon his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat.

He braced himself against the wall of the corridor and stood up. Every breath made his muscles tremble, as if he had swallowed something sharp. The sharp blade swam through his thin and thin blood vessels, piercing the soft inside, but did not pierce. wear.

When Bo Qinan returned to the lounge again, the doctor on the evening shift in the afternoon had already come to replace him. He didn't expect You Yu to wait all this time.

There was a pile of candy wrappers on the table, all of which You Yu ate out of boredom.Bo Qinyan asked You Yu if he had a toothache?

You Yu shook his head, grabbed another handful out of his pocket, Fang Lulu gave it to him.

Fang Lulu attended a classmate’s wedding a few days ago, and her classmate gave her a big bag of candy. She ate the candy so much that she got acne, and there was still half a catty left when she gave it to her colleagues. She thought that children love candy, although it’s not a big bag of candy. The boy gave all the sugar to You Yu generously.

Bo Qinan pondered for a moment and asked, "Do you have time tomorrow?"

"Have."

"Come to the hospital for an examination tomorrow, and I'll pick you up in the morning." Bo Qinan took the trash can and put the candy wrappers on the table into the bucket.

You Yu froze for a moment, then quickly shook his head, "I checked on time, so I don't need it."

Every year, Shu Shaoyuan would ask him to have a checkup. There were too many things to do this year, but You Yu really didn't want to have his blood drawn.

Bo Qinan's body smelled of blood, but this time there was no blood on his white coat, his expression and tone were beyond doubt.

"No water after eight o'clock in the evening, empty stomach in the morning."

"Doctor Bo, I really don't need it." You Yu said discouragedly, "Aren't you going to work tomorrow? I will check it myself in a while, and there is no need to be so anxious."

"Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow we are on vacation." Bo Qinan took off his white coat and took the coat on the hanger. He didn't put it on immediately, but just hung the coat on his arm and said to You Yu, "Go eat."

While eating, Youyu briefly told Bo Qinan about Shu Shaoyuan's situation, and Bo Qinan asked Youyu how Shu Shaoyuan was feeling.

"I'm happy to see it." You Yu said angrily, only looking cramped in front of himself, but very enthusiastic in front of the Yang family, especially when talking about children with Yang Chengyu.

It made him feel that he was the outsider, and Yang Chengyu had gradually taken his place before he realized it.

You Yu bit his chopsticks and thought, maybe the moment he jumped off the building, his life was destined to change.

And when he stopped painting, the distance between Shu Shaoyuan and himself was already far away.

You Yu smiled slightly and said to Bo Qinan, "I've thought about it for a long time. From last year to this year, I have been making choices, but every time I make a choice, I feel that the path she gave me is actually the most correct."

"Except for her and Teacher Chen, no one persuaded me to learn painting, and I received a lot of encouragement."

All the suffering and happiness in the world will not be empathetic, even if You Yu collapses, Fu Xing, who is closest to him, will not be touched except for his distress.

Me, Youyu's eyelids trembled, but I still hooked my lips and showed a particularly bright smile, but smiles are too fragile, as long as you move the corner of your lower lip, it will disappear.

His voice was low, but not too hard to hear.

"Doctor Bo, I want to paint again."

It wasn't for himself, in fact, he didn't know why he made this decision, subconsciously this decision made him feel right, he always wanted to go this way, why bother to go around so much, and finally lost his way.

Everything can be picked up before it's been put down for too long.

"Actually, I don't know why." You Yu poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks.

"I just thought, maybe this is my life."

When children mention the word "fate", adults often take it seriously, thinking that their life has not yet begun, and they have never experienced it in thousands of worlds, so how can they be worthy of mentioning the word "fate".

When others are confused about the future, You Yu has already seen what he will look like in the future.

It frightened him.

You Yu forced a smile and said to Bo Qinan.

"Doctor Bo, please praise me."

"My mother, she seems to only praise my paintings."

Bo Qinan didn't speak, but watched You Yu's expression collapse step by step.

When Youyu was crying, he said to Youyu.

"You Yu, come to my side."

The barriers that the youth had built for several years were broken in one blow.