retrieve a bunch of dreams

"You guys eat, I'm full." Aoi only took a few mouthfuls, then put down her chopsticks and stood up.

"Eh? Little Aoi eats so little!" Minako took out a tissue and handed it to Aoi to wipe her mouth.

Aoi took the tissue and said with a smile, "Thank you." Then she sat on the sofa in the living room and watched TV.

Although the TV was turned on, Aoi didn't watch it at all, and her ears were always focused on the dining table behind her.

"Senior Sano, what happened last night, you left in such a hurry?" Minako asked in a sweet and lovely voice.

Hearing Minako say that Aoi was not feeling well last night, Sano's whole heart came into his throat, thinking that if Aoi had any troubles, he would never forgive himself.

Sano said with a wry smile, "I was in a hurry yesterday, I'm sorry, I'll take you home later as compensation."

"Ha~ Have you tried the iced tea from the shop around the corner?" Minako smiled and rolled her lovely big eyes.

"I haven't." Sano glanced at Aoi on the sofa. Aoi was watching TV with his back facing everyone, feeling that he was not interested in what happened in the restaurant.

"Then senior, when you send me home later, I'll treat you to iced tea!" Minako said happily with bright eyes.

"I'll treat you to a drink, it's an apology for leaving you alone yesterday." Sano said indifferently.

The specialty of that ice tea shop is that the cups are oversized, and each cup is enough for two people to drink.Every time Aoi passed by, she could see from the window a couple of couples sitting at a table, drinking a cup of iced tea together.Are you guys going to drink that iced tea together later?Aoi imagined in her heart that the picture should be pretty. .All right. .I'm the extra one. .

After everyone finished eating, Aoi stood up and walked to the dining room, and began to clear the table.

Without saying anything, Aoi stacked the plates together and carried them into the kitchen.After wiping the table clean with a rag, Aoi went back to the kitchen, turned on the tap, and started washing the dishes.

"Xiao Aoi, thank you for your hard work, I'm leaving!" Minako greeted Aoi.

With water in her hands, Aoi spread her hands and walked to the living room, and said goodbye to Minako with a smile, "Be careful, see you tomorrow."

Minako went to the entrance to put on her shoes, and Sano said to her, "Wait for me."

Aoi's attitude really drove him crazy. Sano walked into the kitchen and yelled softly, "Aoi, how crazy are you! Can't you see that Minako likes me?"

"I can tell." Aoi looked at Sano and smiled gently, thinking that it would be nice to have someone to take care of you for me, "It's okay, try it, maybe you can like her too. Minako Smart, cute, ah, it hurts!"

"Matsui Aoi, your heart is made of stone, right?" Sano grabbed Aoi's shoulders before she finished speaking, and said fiercely, "Okay, I will try my best to fall in love with Minako, do not worry!"

After Sano finished speaking, he turned and left holding his breath, and Aoi froze on the spot, holding his breath, with his mouth open and his eyes dull.

The slamming of the door told Aoi that Sano and Minako had left together.

Pat, clack, the tears finally dripped to the ground.

My heart hurts. .Sano said that he would try his best to fall in love with Minako, and he assured me. .Aoi recalled over and over again what Sano had said to him just now, obviously she had made up her mind to ask Sano to leave, but her heart still hurt.

When Sun walked into the kitchen, he saw Aoi crying silently washing the dishes.

"Are you okay?" Taiyang leaned against the kitchen door with his arms folded and looked at Aoi.

"It's okay." Aoi sniffed and washed the last plate.

"I'm going to take a shower." Aoi said, walking towards her room with her head down.

Is it because the water is too hot, so I feel a little lack of oxygen?Aoi hurriedly finished her shower and walked out of the shower.

Sit down at the desk, open the sketchbook, and Aoi starts to write. .

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Renji, if my heart is made of stone, why does it hurt so much?

"Waltz" should be brisk and melodious, not so sad.

In the last time, can you allow me to be presumptuous?I don't want to be a crying sunflower. .

unhappy. .Not happy at all. .Even if I know that you will not feel sorry for me, even if I know that you can live a good life, I am still unhappy. .Never say I like you, and you won't be sad when you leave.You won't be sad, and neither will I.

Am I a greedy person?My time is running out, should I hold it, or should I let it go. .God, please give me the answer. .

I am a selfish person and this is the punishment I must get. .

Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .Renji. .

I'm sorry Renji. .

I'm jealous of Minako, and I'm jealous of everyone who has health.

Give you my all, I hope you don't fall in love with others.

I'm actually a selfish ghost, I don't want you to fall in love with anyone but me!

──Aoi/19-year-old Late Autumn──

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After closing the sketchbook, Aoi especially wanted to play the brisk "Waltz".

Walked to the living room, opened the lid of the piano, and Aoi began to play.

Chopin's "Waltz No. [-]" starts from the rapid alternation of two fingers, and the brisk notes jump over the fingertips.Super fast rhythm, fluttering fingers, playing is as complicated as Aoi's mood.

Gorgeous skills, this is the high-difficulty playing that I have been pursuing. I feel that my piano skills seem to have improved a lot, but why can't I feel happy at all.My favorite should be the piano. When did my favorite not be a certain thing, but a certain person. . ?

When the author wrote this piece, he must not be in such a bad mood as he is now. Then the author himself should not hope that the player will desecrate this beautiful melody with a sad mood.

On the last day of November, put my feelings in a box, lock it, and never open it again. .

The faster you play, the more painful your heart will be. .Playing at high speed, Aoi is challenging the limits of her fingers. .

Renji. .Renji. .If I lose you, then what is the point of my life. .Aoi opened her mouth wide, but she still couldn't breathe, her chest was tight and aching.The heart is getting louder and louder, the beating is getting slower and slower, the fingers are flying, but the tinnitus can't hear the sound of the piano.

Aoi held her breath and wanted to play a few more notes, but her thoughts stopped and her eyes went blank.

The sound of the piano stopped suddenly, followed by the remix of "Kuang──" hitting the keys.

"Wow, woof!" Hula yelled, and ran over quickly.

Taiyang turned his head from the sofa, and saw Aoi lying on the piano.

"Aoi!!" Taiyang stood up violently, rushed to the piano, reached out to touch Aoi, and Aoi fell directly to the ground.

Aoi's face was bloodless, and the sun patted his face hard.

"Aoi..." Sun couldn't believe that Aoi was not breathing.

what to do?Sun immediately called the emergency call, and the medical staff promised to rush to the scene as soon as possible.

Taiyang hurriedly called Sano again, and after two rings, Sano answered the phone.

"Sano, Aoi, Aoi, he's not breathing!" Taiyang was frightened, and said in a messy sentence, "I called the emergency number! Hurry up, come back!"

Sano was startled, the phone slipped to the ground.At this moment, Sano's heart seemed to stop beating just like Aoi.

Suddenly regaining consciousness and picking up the phone, Sano ran faster and yelled loudly into the phone, "Give him CPR! Hurry up!"

Taiyang pressed the hands-free button, and then put the phone next to Aoi, "I laid him flat, and I'm giving him CPR."

Panting, Taiyo pressed Aoi's chest while talking to Sano.

"I'm on my way back, I'll be home soon, give him artificial respiration quickly, if it doesn't work, beat his chest hard!" Sano shouted loudly, running like crazy.sunflower. .sunflower. .I will never leave you again, Aoi! !

Sun was flustered, it happened so suddenly that he had no time to think.Whatever Sano told him to do, he just did it with all his might!Pounding Aoi's chest hard, it lasted for 2 minutes, Aoi finally let out a breath, then opened her mouth slightly, and began to breathe slowly.

Are you breathing again?Taiyo leaned down and put his ear close to Aoi's lips.Very weak breathing, uneven, but at least Aoi was really breathing, Taiyang breathed a sigh of relief.

Sano pushed the door open and came in, ran into the living room, without changing his shoes, just knelt down beside Aoi, "How is it?"

Sano put his hand on Aoi's chest, feeling the slight ups and downs.Taiyo sat limply on the ground, just like Sano when Aoi suffered a cardiac arrest last time.

Beep-beep-beep-beep-beep

The ambulance stopped at the door, the door was not closed, and the medical staff walked in quickly.

"Where is the patient?"

"Here!" Sun waved at them, "I just performed first aid measures. Although he has regained his breathing, he is still in a coma."

The emergency personnel knelt down beside Aoi, measured her blood pressure, and performed a chest and lung examination. "His heartbeat and pulse are very weak now. Go to the hospital first for a detailed examination."

Aoi was carried out on a stretcher. The medical staff opened the back door of the ambulance and sent Aoi in. "One person went with the car, and the other person helped the patient count the belongings, toothbrushes, towels, etc., and then sent them to the hospital."

Sano looked at the sun and said, "You go first, I'll check Aoi's change of clothes and toiletries, and I'll be right over."

"Well, call me later." Sun responded and got into the ambulance.

Sano walked into Aoi's room, quickly opened the drawer, took out a set of pajamas and pajamas, then went to the bathroom sink inside, and took Aoi's toothbrush and towel.

Passing the desk, there is a sketchbook on Aoi's desk.

Sano stopped and stood in front of the desk.

The last time I read Aoi's diary by mistake, Aoi blushed and said, "Don't touch other people's things casually."

Thinking of Aoi's face, Sano opened the sketchbook.

——"Aoi/Late Autumn at 19"——

"Fool."

After reading Aoi's last diary before the onset of illness, Sano trembled slightly and his eyes burned.