retrieve a bunch of dreams

Aoi went to sleep in her room today?Sano pushed open the door, it was dark inside, and he felt a little uncomfortable.It must be because of the fact that I sent Minako, what is that idiot thinking. . ?

After taking a shower, Sano changed into his pajamas and went down the stairs with his pillow in his arms.

"Hey~" After closing the door and turning around, a blond hair sticks behind his back.

"Ah! Are you trying to scare me to death?!" Sano hugged the pillow tightly.

"Why is it so late? It took you two hours to send someone off?" Sun didn't believe it would take so long.

"No, we chatted for a while downstairs at Minako's house. She was not in a good mood and talked a lot about herself." Sano said disapprovingly.

"You're really going to make trouble for yourself~" Taiyang felt that Sano was so stupid, "It's already been said that they are friends, so don't you treat everyone as a fantasy enemy? Hehe, don't put yourself in it ~"

"I knew he was angry." Sano grabbed the pillow, "Good night, I'm going down."

"Good night~" Taiyang turned back to the room and said as he walked with his back to Sano, "I hope you won't wake me up later~"

Sano smiled knowingly, "I will pay attention~"

Gently twisting the handle, Sano walked into Aoi's room.Aoi turned her body sideways, was she asleep?

Sano lay down beside Aoi and hugged him from behind.Aoi twitched slightly, probably not asleep yet.

Are you angry?Then you should be able to understand how I feel when I see you practicing together!Thinking about it, Sano turned Aoi around to face herself.

"Did you see that I was angry with Minako?" Sano asked firmly.

"No." Aoi was very calm. During Sano's absence for more than two hours, he thought a lot, "I think you are a good match."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Sano rubbed Aoi's hair, "Aren't you angry when you see me with a girl? Don't you feel uncomfortable?"

"No." Kuiping lay down, looked at the ceiling and asked lightly, "Have you ever liked boys before?"

"No." Sano looked at Aoi's side face with a solemn expression.

"Maybe you're just curious about me for a while... Renji, otherwise, try dating girls first, maybe you'll like being with girls more." Aoi smiled bitterly after she finished speaking.

"I had a girlfriend before, but I didn't think it was interesting." Sano and Aoi crossed their hands and began to confess silently, "When I saw you, I felt that I liked you very much and wanted to know you very much. I saw your On the day of the diary, I realized that I had a desire for you, a very strong desire. The day your heart stopped suddenly, I was very scared, and I couldn’t imagine what would happen to me without you.”

"So, I told you that my illness is like this, and I might die suddenly one day." Aoi completely ignored what Sano wanted to express, and said to herself, "I don't like making friends , I don’t want to cause trouble for everyone.”

Aoi is very calm, and when she speaks, she seems to have no heart.

"You are not my problem!" Sano frowned, sat up and looked sideways at Aoi, "If you like me too, just tell me! Even if you have to die someday, the sad thing is that I won't be you, What are you worried about?!"

It's because I like you that I don't want you to feel sad for my departure one day. .Aoi took a deep breath, he felt that he couldn't just fall in love with Sano, otherwise he would harm him. .

Aoi turned sideways, facing the wall inside, and said with difficulty, "Ah Renji, otherwise you'd better try again... Whether it's other girls or Minako, if you can fall in love with her, I don't have to. Don't worry about you anymore."

"You expect me to like others so much?" Sano clasped his hands together, and said a little discouraged, "If you don't care at all, I will do what you want."

Sano lifted the quilt abruptly and stood up, without looking back, he went out directly.

Aoi burst into tears as she heard Sano's angry footsteps.Renji. .Renji. .You sent Minako home for two hours, and my heart is already very sad.I can't imagine what would happen to me if you guys were actually dating. .But if you can find someone who can protect you for the rest of your life, I should be able to leave with peace of mind.

Not knowing when I'm going to leave is really a torment. .

Aoi originally only wanted to live seriously and do what he likes, such as playing the piano, in his limited life. He never thought of falling in love with a normal person in the past.

From someone who doesn't have much time, it's despicable to ask for sincerity.Obviously he can't give the other party a future, and he has to drag him into the water forcibly.Because I really fell in love with this person, I was even more afraid that my leaving would bring him pain.If you don't fall in love with yourself, that person will not be sad or sad when you leave.

"Xiaokui, I'm so nervous about what to do!" Minako couldn't concentrate at all when she was in cultural class.

"What's wrong? You've been staring at your phone for a long time, is there any trouble?" Xiaokui asked Minako in a low voice while taking notes.

"Senior Sano asked me to go to the bar to watch his live tonight!" Minako was a little shy and excited, "Xiao Aoi, can you go with me?"

Aoi stopped taking notes, Sano has a live tonight?He didn't even tell me. .

"I'm not feeling well today, so I don't want to go." Aoi made excuses with a bitter face, "Maybe it's because I didn't eat well at noon and my stomach hurts all the time."

"Hey, you've been having stomach pains, do you want me to accompany you to the infirmary?" Minako worried.

"It's okay, after class, I'll just go home and lie down." Aoi said apologetically, "I'm sorry Minako, you can go by yourself tonight."

"Okay, then you should have a good rest when you get home." Minako pouted, she wanted Aoi to accompany her, but she was worried that Aoi's body would not be able to take it.

When returning home, Aoi walked very slowly along the way.Sano invited Minako to watch his Live, what am I sad about, isn't that great?

Opening the door, there was no one in the room. Taiyang must have gone to watch Sano's Live, "Well, I'm not sad at all!" Aoi murmured to herself, and tears followed.

Losing her appetite and not wanting to eat, Aoi took a shower and lay down on the bed.

"Renji.. Renji.. I hope you can fall in love with Minako.. Then marry her, and then you will have a healthy child and live happily together.. Don't cry..." Aoi said to herself, " Minako is so cute, I should pray for them, I hope they can be together, I hope they can be happy..."

"Mr. Sun?!"

Minako was a little scared when she walked into the bar, but when she saw Mr. Taiyang sitting at an empty table in front of the stage, she hurried forward to say hello to Mr. Taiyang.

"Minako is here too?" Taiyang saw Minako sitting next to him, and reached out to ask for a drink for Minako.

"Yeah, Senior Sano asked me to come here, hehe, I've never been to this kind of place, I wanted to ask Xiaokui to come with me, but he didn't come~" Minako said with a relieved look, "It's great to see you now!"

"Eh? Xiaokui doesn't know there is a live today?" Taiyang felt strange.

"He doesn't seem to know, didn't you inform him?" Minako also felt strange after hearing Taiyang's words, how could Xiaokui not know that there is a live today?

Sun shook his head, "I thought Sano would notify him, didn't Sano notify him?"

"I don't know, Sano-senpai sent me a message, he just said, I hope I will come here to watch his live tonight." Minako blushed a little, thinking to herself, does Sano-senpai also like me?

"Oh, that's it." Taiyang understood, it turned out that Sano didn't inform Xiaokui, no wonder Xiaokui didn't want to come, what the hell is Sano doing?

Taiyang was still thinking about Xiaokui, and the band members had already walked to the center of the stage.

"Taiyang-kun, it's time to start!" Minako said excitedly, "Sano-senpai is so handsome!!"

"Ah, yes~" Sun also looked at the stage seriously.

The performance was over, and Sano jumped off the stage with his bass on his shoulders.

"Senior Sano! Here, here!" Minako waved at him.

Sano came over and sat down at the small round table.

"Not bad~" Sun said coolly, "Those solos were really cool!"

"I think so too~" Sano didn't want to be modest, he practiced those solos for a whole week.

"Senior Sano, this is the first time I've watched live, and it's your live, that, that, it's really amazing!" Minako looked adoring, and she was a little nervous when she spoke.

"It would be great if Xiaokui came to see it," Sun said regretfully, "I thought you had informed him, but if you didn't tell him, he might be angry again~"

"He won't care." Sano said indifferently, wiped his bass, and then put the violin into the violin case.

"How can you not care?" Taiyang took a sip of beer, "Minako asked Aoi to come to your live, Aoi must be angry that you didn't inform him, that's why you didn't come."

"No, Xiaokui is not angry." Minako explained, "When I asked Xiaokui to come together, he said he was not feeling well all afternoon and he wanted to go back to rest, so he didn't come. I was afraid that he would be too uncomfortable. So I didn't force him to come."

Aoi feeling uncomfortable?Not feeling well all afternoon?Aoi's health is not good, it can't be. .Not daring to think any more, Sano's heart ached so badly, he turned around and ran away holding the piano case.

"Hey!" Sun didn't understand what was wrong, and grabbed Sano's arm.

"Please take Minako home!" Without waiting for Taiyang's answer, Sano waved Taiyang's hand away, shouting and ran out of the bar.

Aoi, you have nothing to do!I haven't seen if you will eat something wrong for me. Did you start punishing me before I did anything?Can't! !I don't allow it! ! !

If, like last time, a sudden cardiac arrest occurs, if I fail to save you in time, I will want to kill myself!

Sano ran wildly, the world was still, Sano could only hear the sound of his own heartbeat.God are you punishing me. .I can't lose Aoi, please don't take him away from my life so soon. .

When the key was inserted into the lock, Sano's hands were shaking.

Quickly opening the door, Sano put the Bass casually in the corner, then quickly turned on the light in the living room, frantically searching for Aoi's whereabouts.

There was no one in the living room, no one on the sofa, no one in the kitchen, and no one in the bathroom. Sano ran towards Aoi's room on the first floor.

Pushing open the door, in the dark room, Kuiping was lying on the bed.

"Aoi! Aoi!!" Sano knelt beside Aoi's bed, calling Aoi's name loudly.

"Hmm," Aoi slowly opened her eyes, "Are you back?"

"How are you?" Sano threw himself onto the bed and hugged Aoi tightly. It was lucky that he didn't have a sudden cardiac arrest, "Tell me what's wrong?"

"I'm not feeling well?" Aoi rubbed her eyes and said, "I just fell asleep."

"Huh——" Sanochang sighed, feeling a little exhausted, "It's fine, it's fine..."

I thought too much. .Sano stood up and turned to leave. When he walked to the door, Sano stopped, turned his back to Aoi and said seriously, "You must tell me if you feel uncomfortable in the future. If you are sick behind my back, I will never forgive you!"

"Oh." Aoi replied blankly looking at Sano's back.What happened to Sano?Shouldn't he be dating Minako?strangeness. .

"Xiaokui, Sano-senpai was so weird yesterday. After I watched the live, Taiyang-kun sent me home. Sano-senpai seemed to have something urgent, so he left suddenly." Minako cared about Sano-senpai very much. Last night, Taiyang-kun When he sent her home, he didn't say anything.

"I don't know either, you can ask him yourself." Aoi packed her schoolbag and prepared to go home. He didn't want to talk about Sano, and he didn't want to hear Minako's words of concern for Sano.

"What's wrong with Aoi, are you angry?" Minako felt unhappy when Aoi spoke.

Aoi suddenly realized that her bad mood was showing, and she said embarrassingly, "Where, how could I be unhappy, hehe, is Minako going to my house for dinner? It's a good time to ask Sano-senpai what happened yesterday."

"Eh? That's right! Then you'll have to work hard for dinner!" Minako was very happy to be invited by Aoi.Sano usually doesn't come to school, so he can't see each other at all, so he has a chance.

On the way home, Minako was as happy as a bird, running and jumping with her schoolbag on her back.

"Does Minako like Sano-senpai?" Aoi asked her with a smile, showing no bad emotions.

"Eh? Why do you ask that, haha." Minako smiled shyly, "Is it obvious?"

"Because Minako's happiness is written all over her face~" Aoi smiled gently, "Do you need my help?"

"Xiaokui~" Minako blushed, thought for a while and said, "Well, Xiaokui, do you think Sano-senpai will like me?"

"Minako is smart and cute. Men like you shouldn't be able to resist." Aoi said to Minako, and at the same time, she was telling herself that she hoped that she could quickly adapt to the mutual affection between Sano and Minako.

"What are you talking about~" Minako slapped Xiaokui's arm in embarrassment, and said gratefully after a while, "Xiaokui, you are my best friend!"

"Eh? Hmm..." Aoi smiled helplessly, then silently lowered her head.

'Best friend'?Minako, you are so simple, compared to you, I am simply bad, I took advantage of your goodwill towards Sano. .

I didn't think about whether you and Sano would be together in the end, I just hoped to use you to make Sano give up on me.Sano can fall in love with anyone, but that person must not be me. .Aoi thought in her heart, I only have Sano in my heart, I hope he can live happily, and you, Minako, you are just a tool to make him happy. .I'm really mean and ugly. .I'm sorry Minako, even if I owe you, I will do my best to compensate you in the next life, so in this life, you can help me take good care of Sano. .

"I'm back." Aoi greeted everyone after entering the door.

"I'm back~" Taiyang sat in front of the piano, using the piano cover as a table, writing a manuscript.

When Sano heard that Aoi was back, he quickly pretended to be calm and came down from upstairs.

"Sorry to bother you again!" Minako followed Aoi into the room.

Hearing Minako's voice, Taiyang turned his head and looked at the door, "Ah, Minako is here, welcome, come in and sit down!"

As soon as Sano walked into the living room, he greeted Minako who came in. Minako nodded and smiled, "Excuse me~" When she raised her head, she bumped into Sano.

Aoi was startled, her eyes widened, and then she returned to normal immediately, pretending she didn't see anything, "I'll cook, you guys talk."

Hula happily ran around in the living room, seeing Minako, Hula started rubbing her legs again.

Even Hula likes Minako, she is really a good girl, Aoi sighed and walked into the kitchen.

Let's make small octopus bibimbap today. On the way home, I bought some small octopus. Aoi dumped them in the sink.

The little octopuses are very small, but their tentacles are very long. They seem to know that they are going to die, so they are struggling desperately.The soft tentacles are constantly twisting, as long as they are lightly touched, they will twist even more violently.

Aoi held the knife, but couldn't do it.I am different from the little octopus. Although I am also dying, I don't want to struggle.It takes only a moment to end my life. After I die, I can't feel anything.Since I am a selfish person, why can't I be more selfish?Sano is right, the sad thing about my death is that he is not me, why don't I enjoy the short-lived love in the little time left?

This knife seems to have pierced my heart, it hurts so much. .I don't want to see Minako bumping into Sano's arms just now, I don't want to see Sano getting angry with me, I don't want to hear Minako talking to me, saying that she likes Sano, I don't want to be friends with Minako who likes Sano!

Aoi indifferently picked up a small octopus and put it on the cutting board.

"Wow! Sano-senpai helped Taiyang-kun change the song? It's amazing~ I really want to hear senpai sing!" Minako's voice penetrated into Aoi's ears.

"I'm the lead singer, Minako~ Is Sano-senpai the only one in your eyes? Remember that he's just a bass player, just a bass player~" Taiyang said with a smile.

"Hehehe, you guys are really interesting~ It's really a pleasure to be friends with you!" Minako giggled again from outside the door.

Aoi raised the knife and slashed down heavily. The little octopus was split in half, but it was still writhing.Aoi felt very uncomfortable, and kept chopping the little octopus several times, until its tentacles were broken into pieces, and then stopped.Tears dripped onto the table, Aoi shook her head, what happened to me. . ?

Shut up. .Shut up all of you. .I am not a saint. .I will feel bad too. .Aoi overestimated her endurance and generosity, thinking that she could handle it well, but she didn't expect to see Sano getting along with other girls, even if she just talked normally, Aoi's heart would always hurt.In addition, Minako told herself that she likes Sano, and now she is still acting like a baby to Sano, Aoi feels even more uncomfortable. .

"Xiaokui?" Sun walked into the kitchen and saw Aoi holding the countertop with one hand and covering her face with the other.

Aoi's body trembled, took a deep breath and stood up straight, pretending to be strong and smiled, "This little octopus keeps moving, it's so difficult to cut."

"Are you okay?" Sun was more sensitive, he knew why Aoi was upset.

"It's okay." Aoi sniffed her nose, rubbed her eyes again, and said with an excuse, "It's the onions that hurt my eyes, haha."

Seeing the washed onion next to the cutting board, which had been left untouched, Kui blushed and frowned, how stupid she was.

Knowing that Aoi couldn't hold on any longer, Taiyang stretched out his hand to embrace Aoi, and gently stroked his hair, "Is Aoi an idiot, why did you bring Minako back?"

Aoi buried her face in Taiyang's chest, and said sadly, "Minako said she likes Renji, and Renji should have a good impression of her, so I'm going to match them up."

"Aren't you sad?" Taiyang hugged Aoi and let Aoi cry in his arms.

Aoi buried her face in Taiyang's chest, weeping and saying stubborn words, "No, I'm not sad."