left side of the solar system

After brushing his teeth, Xiao Siyuan went to bed. Even though he is young, he still has a strong self-esteem. The child is not old, and his ideas are very righteous. He didn't let Brother Hao know that he hadn't brushed his teeth, because he was afraid that Uncle Hao would find out He would go crazy, and he was also very afraid of the strange screams of needles and fire before he went crazy, so he kept silent...

Brother Hao insisted on sleeping on the sofa, and insisted on leaving his proud 1.8-meter wide bed to Xiao Siyuan to sleep alone, but Xiao Siyuan insisted on letting this uncle whom he just met not long ago sleep with him.

At this time, Brother Hao was thinking more about being a "comrade", and it was deeply ingrained in his mind that it was not appropriate for him to sleep on the same bed with a normal child. If someone finds out about the matter, it will be over!Don't be afraid!If you have no problem, you can sleep, but not only do you have a problem, but you have a big problem, so you must not sleep together!

But Xiao Siyuan wanted to feel his father's love up close, and the two of them froze there for a moment...

In the end Brother Hao couldn't hold back Xiao Siyuan, he agreed to sleep on the bed, and Xiao Siyuan danced happily for this. Seeing Xiao Siyuan's joy, it really makes people feel that no matter how old a child is, he is still a child!I also think he is cute.

Xiao Siyuan pushed his nose up, not only asking Brother Hao to sleep with him, but also asking Brother Hao to sleep with him.

At the beginning, Brother Hao was still hesitant and entangled. After all, he was a "comrade" and felt that his soul and body were dirty, so he couldn't defile such a clean and innocent child no matter what!He doesn't care what others say about him, he must have a clear conscience, and he can't sleep with others no matter what...

Brother Hao has always had this idea in his heart, no matter how good a "comrade" is, he is still a "comrade", and even the worst child is still a child, and "comrades" are all dirty!Children are pure, how could he defile this holy child!

However, under Xiao Siyuan's repeated pleading, Brother Hao still agreed to hug him to sleep, but before hugging him to sleep, Brother Hao got up and went to the bathroom first, turned on the shower, washed his body over and over again, and rubbed him over and over again He wanted to use the momentum of the water to wash away the filth in his body and the filth in his soul; he wanted to use his own hands to wash away the dirt of self-ashamedness on his body...

In fact, Brother Hao is completely deceiving himself and others by doing this. He also knows this, but he hates himself for being a "comrade", hates himself for being different, hates himself for not being able to live a normal life, hates himself for not being able to sleep with this child, hates He can't like the person he likes, so he has to deceive himself, so that he will feel better.

Brother Hao feels that he is like a piece of pure white jade, which is priceless, but it is a pity that there is a flaw on it. If there is a flaw, it is worthless. He wants to wash away the flaw, but can it be washed away?

In the city after the rain, everything looks new, but everything is old!How can you wash away what is already in your bones?How can the self-ashamedness in consciousness be removed by external force?No matter what, I have to live, and the days to come are still long, I am going to five but not yet five!He decided not to wash, turned off the shower, dried off and went back to the bedroom.

Little Siyuan was "very profitable" and "got rich overnight". He slept happily and peacefully through the night. This was the happiest and peaceful night he had slept in for more than ten years, but Brother Hao lived in self-blame and doubts. All night, almost all night without sleep!