I'm afraid I won't survive [Quick Transmigration]

Speaking out the guesses in his heart, Mo Beihan and Xu Si were stunned on the spot together. After hearing the series of questions he asked, Mo Beihan realized how scared and embarrassed he was, and his vocal cords were unstoppable. trembling.

He realized to his surprise that he had worried that Shen Song would commit suicide a long time ago. When he first noticed this boy, he had a restrained, melancholy, fragile, and extreme image deeply rooted in his heart. Which high place jumps down without hesitation.Sometimes Mo Beihan even felt that the reason why he was attracted to him was because of a strong desire to protect, and he always had a mentality of wanting to save him for no reason.

Xu Si was stunned by his ability to associate, not knowing whether it was good or bad. He waved his hands exaggeratedly in front of Mo Beihan, "What are you thinking? Why am I going to die?"

Mo Beihan grabbed the restless hand that was still poking the IV needle. It wasn't until Shen Song's brows wrinkled together in pain that he realized that he was using too much force. He then gently let go of that hand. He landed on his knee and patted him reassuringly twice.

"You and me," he said, "you're not alone."

Then he leaned over and hugged Xu Si's shoulders, shrunk himself into a ball in an extremely unnatural posture, and buried his head in the low socket of the shoulders.

"So, don't do this stupid thing that looks like an idiot."

Mo Beihan's tone was as soft as the soft feathers holding bright jewels. The ferocious beast that usually barks its teeth and dances its claws is now docilely leaning on your side and whimpering softly. Xu Si was softened all of a sudden, and he couldn't help but kiss that end She has short hair, her lips stick to the slightly stiff hair, and the corners of her lips are raised.

"Okay. You are still here, how can I be willing to leave?"

After getting along for a long time, Xu Si found that Mo Beihan was always worried that Shen Song would disappear. This disappearance may mean leaving this city or this world.

In fact, from a certain point of view, Mo Beihan's worry is not unreasonable. The real Shen Song did choose to commit suicide, without leaving any last words or text messages, just swallowed a large bottle of sleeping pills, and lay quietly in a simple hut The sloppy life is over.He was calm and calm until his death, and he did not choose any suicide method that would attract others' attention, such as jumping off a building or setting fire, and he had a firm will to die.This person has an extreme disregard for life in his bones, and an innate tragic temperament.

Shen Song is pitiful and selfish.

Every time Xu Si came back to the hospital to visit Shen Li, she would always think so.

It is normal and acceptable for a black-haired person to send a white-haired person, but if it is the other way around, it will be a catastrophe, which is too cruel for a mother who is suffering from cancer and will soon die.

"How long have you been here?" Shen Li woke up leisurely.

"10 minutes." Xu Si lied.

"Aren't you going to show me that mysterious gentleman?" After taking a bowl of grapes that Xu Si handed over, she picked one, because the grape skin was spitting out, and her pronunciation was not very clear.

"Want to see him so much?" Xu Si helped her straighten the pillowcase and put it upright behind her. The warm air conditioner made the room feel like spring, completely isolating the cold outside.

"Hey, he also helped transfer me to another hospital, saving my son the trouble of running around on the road. Shouldn't I thank him face to face?" Shen Li's complexion became better and her eyes glowed with fever.

Yes, if there is a problem with immunity, it is easy to have high fever and low fever.

"Are you saying that we are mother and child? I just arranged for him to come over after work today and let you meet." Xu Si smiled, forced a tacit big hat on, and quickly pinched the text message between his legs. : Come to the hospital after work, the ugly daughter-in-law is going to see her mother-in-law!

After half a minute, the phone vibrated.

"Okay! I'm so excited to see my mother-in-law."

Cut - Xu Si clicked his tongue, put the phone back into his pocket, and when he looked up, he met Shen Li's smiling eyes.

"What's the matter, Mom?" He scratched his head in embarrassment, pointing to the spectacular fruit basket he brought, "Want to eat something else?"

Shen Li shook her head and stared at her son's face for a long time, "You are different from before, you look very happy."

"I saw on your face the smile on your father's face when I and your father first got married."

Xu Si wiped her face, held the blackened and swollen hand on the snow-white quilt, squinted her eyes and thought for a while, "Well, I made do with it, it's pretty good." After several lifetimes, I never tire of it.

"That's good." Shen Li caught a glimpse of the silver ring on Xu Si's ring finger, with a simple design, shining brightly in the winter sun. She held up his hand and took a closer look, "He Sent?"

"Hmm." Xu Si took off the pair of rings, put them in Shen Li's palm, and directed her to look at the inner circle of the ring, with a smug tone, "Look, here are his initials."

This wave of affection, even my own mother couldn't help the back molars were sore, "Come on, put it on quickly, you young people really have more tricks than we did back then."

Xu Si scrambled his legs to put it on again, and stretched out his hands and swayed from side to side in the sun, Shen Li couldn't stop laughing at that awkward look.

After laughing for a long time, she took out a small book covered firmly with a handkerchief from under the pillow, and opened it to see that it was a passbook.

"Originally, this money was saved for you to marry a wife." Shen Li handed the passbook to Xu Si, "It's not much, it's only 3 yuan, and I saved it from selling breakfast before."

Xu Si was stunned, "At that time, you didn't have money for chemotherapy, why didn't you take it out?"

"This is money for you." Shen Li waved her hand, "Don't waste it on me."

Xu Si couldn't laugh or cry, "You take it, I don't want to marry a wife."

"Then as a dowry..."

"mom!"

The two stared at each other for a while, then both laughed.

That night, the hospital called and Shen Li left.

After dragging on for more than half a year, she tried her best.

Due to a sudden accident with an out-of-town project in Mo Beihan's hands, he made a temporary decision to fly to another city that afternoon, and he was unable to see Shen Li for the first and last time.When Xu Si faced this not-so-unexpected bad news by himself, he was at a loss for what to do.

For a moment, he frantically wanted to go back to his own world, meet his Ms. Xu, and see if she was still happy and healthy.

"2333, can I see my mother?" Xu Si sat on the cold bench in the hospital corridor, wrapped tightly in a woolen coat, "Didn't there be real-time footage before?"

2333 didn't say a word, just quietly transmitted the picture in his mind.

Ms. Xu's life is still orderly. She actively participates in various cultural activities in the community, and pulls a large number of people to do some weird group activities every day.

Xu Si looked at it, sighed softly, opened her legs, and buried her head in her hands.

The picture freezes in that familiar small apartment, a lonely figure sitting silently in the night, sitting in Xu Si's former room.

When Mo Beihan rushed to the hospital, what he saw was the scene that made him extremely worried: Shen Song was sitting there, looking decadent and lifeless. tears.

His heart suddenly beat fast, and he rushed over to pull him into his arms with a chill in his body.

"She's dead...I thought of her as Ms. Xu...she's fine..." Xu Si said incoherently some words that Mo Beihan couldn't understand, with a faint cry, "I thought of her as my own." Mom, but she died... God, I blame myself so much, I want to go back."

"Hush...shh..." Mo Beihan comforted Xu Si's broken emotions over and over again, "Okay, let's go back, go back."

Xu Si's back stiffened, "But I can't go back."

"I'll drive you back."

"No, you don't understand." Xu Si reached into Mo Beihan's open down jacket and hugged his waist tightly, "I won't leave."

Mo Beihan was confused by his confusing words, knowing that people might lose their minds when they are in extreme grief, so he chose to shut up obediently, sat down and hugged him until he calmed down.

"With me, do you feel very insecure?" After calming down, Xu Si asked Mo Beihan the first sentence.

Mo Beihan's expression froze for a moment, "Why do you ask that?"

"I have lived with you for more than half a year. You often wake up in the middle of the night, and you will not go back to sleep until you touch me to confirm that I am by your side. Sometimes I get up to go to the toilet, which will force you to get up and search the house, even under the bed. No." Xu Si rubbed her forehead helplessly, "But I'm standing right behind you."

"Not to mention the positioning software in the mobile phone. From time to time, I call the landline at home to confirm whether I am at home. As long as I go out, I must send you a photo every half hour. If you are like this... you are short of installing a camera at home. ..."

Mo Beihan suddenly stretched his back straight, pinching his tiger's mouth with his hands anxiously, his face a little embarrassed.

Xu Si was taken aback, "What? Did you really install a camera at home?"

Mo Beihan bent down and inserted his fingers into his hair annoyedly, "I know my behavior is wrong, but I can't control it. I'm probably crazy. I'm always worried... worried..."

"Don't worry." Xu Si patted him on the shoulder, "After a long time, you will understand that I won't leave. But I hope you will remove these weird monitoring facilities, we need to build a minimum of trust .”

Although Mo Beihan was not happy, facing Xu Si's uncompromising eyes, he had to nod silently.

Xu Si felt that she had found Mo Beihan's psychological shadow, which was the reason for his existence in this world.

If he wanted to go back as soon as possible, he had to prescribe the right medicine earlier.

"Come on, tell me, where have you installed surveillance?"

Mo Beihan counted with his fingers, "Entrance, living room, bedroom, study, kitchen..."

"Wait, wait..." Xu Si's stagnant brain finally turned, "Are these surveillance systems working 24 hours a day?"

"Ah."

"No, of those places you mentioned, is there anything we haven't done?"

"We have done everything in the house." Mo Beihan suddenly felt a sense of pride, "Including the washing machine in the bathroom."

"Then..." Xu Si swallowed, "Is it all recorded?"

There was a hint of dodge in Mo Beihan's eyes, and after a long time of wandering, he nodded cautiously.

"Would you like to see it?" he asked.

"Look at you!"