I'm afraid I won't survive [Quick Transmigration]

Under the double pressure of fear of losing his job and fear of being involved in a legal lawsuit, Li Sai's first remittance arrived very quickly, no more than 10 yuan. Xu Si turned on her phone early in the morning and received the remittance notice. The first thing he did was to rush out of the house immediately, hailed a taxi, crossed half of the city, and arrived at the XX affiliated hospital that he had only read about in text messages on his mobile phone. Shen Song's mother lived here.

Since Shen Song dropped out of school and became a social dog, he seldom contacted his mother. Both sides didn't want the other to see their unbearable side. They were afraid that they would become the heaviest burden on each other's only relatives in this world, but Xu Si didn't quite understand why Shen Song didn't come to the hospital to visit this woman whose life was about to end before she died.

The doctor said that Shen Li's cancer cells had spread to the bone marrow. Yes, one of the main functions of cancer cells is to spread. After three chemotherapy treatments, not only did not improve, but it hurt other normal organs. Considering the patient's economic Therefore, conservative treatment is recommended.Conservative treatment is tantamount to a death sentence with reprieve, which means that there is nothing these doctors who save lives can do, except relieve the patient's physical pain with a large number of painkilling injections.

Xu Si filled a large vacancy in the cost of chemotherapy. He bowed his head and promised the doctor for a long time, and promised that he would never default on the payment in the future, so the hospital did not let him take the patient home immediately.

After stamping out the cigarette butts in the backyard, walking to the ward, and opening the door, a thought suddenly flashed in Xu Si's mind: If Ms. Xu fell ill and was admitted to the hospital one day, who would come to see her?

Shen Li looks okay, maybe the light in the ward is better, she is looking at her son with a smile, because of chemotherapy, all of her half-gray hair has fallen out, and now she is wearing a cap with a very youthful color The beautiful multicolored thread cap was donated to her by some kind nurse.

Xu Si was a little nervous under such gazes, he tried his best to show Shen Song's introverted manner, nodded slightly to her, and put the fruit basket on the bedside, because it was unnatural, he seemed to walk a bit smoothly.

"What are you laughing at?" He sat on the low stool by the bed, took out an apple, and carefully peeled it to hide his guilty look.

"You're here." Shen Li didn't blame him for why he came only now, but was very happy that he still came after all.

"how do you feel?"

"Very good, very good, I think I'm almost ready to leave the hospital."

"No, you still need to stay here for a while." Xu Si paused and softened his voice, "Doesn't it hurt?"

Shen Li didn't answer, but just quietly looked at the rotating apple in his hand, Xu Si thought: I'm really talking nonsense, it must be painful.

"How are you doing?" When Shen Li asked this sentence, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes slightly curved, and for a moment, Xu Si saw the figure of Ms. Xu on her body.

"Very good." He subconsciously blurted out, "Uh...a lot of things happened, I feel like I met a good person."

Shen Li's eyes lit up in an instant, "Oh... I want to ask what happened, and you probably won't tell me, but can I ask, is the other party a man or a woman?"

Shen Li was vaguely aware of her son's unusual sexuality, but she never asked about it.

"A solid man."

"Oh..." she groaned again, neither disappointment nor surprise, "Listen son, if this matter happened when I was still healthy, I would advise you to find a virtuous woman Give birth to a filial child and enjoy family happiness."

Xu Si cut the peeled apples into small pieces and put them in the enamel cup on the bedside table, and heard Shen Li continue to say, "But I don't think so now, just like I didn't believe in ghosts and gods before, but now I don't believe in ghosts and gods." I suddenly believed the same thing, because it can blur the fear of death. Hahaha, don’t worry, I have not been brainwashed by any cult organization. People always think differently in the face of life and death. I now feel that as long as you are happy, you If you feel happy, that’s fine, parents are like this.”

Shen Li's voice sounded very relaxed and lively, as if she had returned to her youth.

"Really? Are all parents like this?" Xu Si handed the enamel cup to Shen Li, and Shen Li took it happily.

"Of course, there is no mother in the world who can really hold her child back."

"You are an adult now, you can watch me leave naturally, black-haired people send white-haired people, this is the only way in life." Shen Li took a bite of an apple, "Seeing that you are calm now, I So relieved. You were on the verge of madness when your father died.

"

"Really?" Xu Si checked Shen Song's memory, only to find a piece of dark gray.

"Well. You smashed up the room, wanted to kill the doctor, and even wanted to kill me... because I didn't find out in time. I always think that your studies have plummeted because of your father's death, so I never blame you you."

So is this Shen Song's knot in his mother's mind?Because she didn't discover her father's illness in time?

"Mom, I don't blame you." Xu Si said.

"It's no use blaming me now." Shen Li shrugged, "I'm going to see your dad soon."

Xu Si felt that his head was hard and heavy, like a bowling ball. When he yelled out that voice, his heart tightened suddenly, "Mom, I will definitely come to see you often in the future. If there is anything you want to eat, I must Tell me in advance, and I'll bring it over."

"Okay." Shen Li smiled back, "Okay, okay."

When he came out of the affiliated hospital, Xu Si let out a deep breath from his chest. Just now he felt that he was almost suffocated. The ward made him breathless. He couldn't help but wanted to escape as soon as possible. He was in a bad mood. It was clear, but at the worst moment, he suddenly caught a glimpse of the familiar figure at the gate of the automatic sensor door of the hospital.

Just when he saw that person, that person's sight also successfully caught him, anger flashed across that slightly anxious face, Xu Si subconsciously rubbed his neck: Is it a coincidence?

"You ran so far, what are you doing here?" Mo Beihan rushed over, grabbed Xu Si's arm, and the strong tiger's mouth tightly restrained his wrist, Xu Si was inexplicably stunned for a while.

"How do you know I'm here?" He seemed a little caught off guard, then his eyes widened, and the sharp face of the man was reflected in the pupils, "Are you following me?"

Mo Beihan was obviously on the verge of going berserk at the moment, and couldn't take into account Xu Si's mood at all. He asked coldly, "Why didn't you answer the phone? I called many times, why didn't you answer?"

Xu Si remembered that she had turned her mobile phone to silent before entering the ward. Just as she was about to explain, Mo Beihan shook off his hand, "You want to escape again? Shen Song, where do you want to escape to?"

"No, listen to me, I'm here because I..."

"Shen Song, don't you understand? You won't live better if you go out than being by my side, don't you? Don't you understand the past ten years? Look at what you have become by yourself! Why don't you refuse to be obedient? Stay by my side! You...you just..." His two arms wrapped around Xu Si's shoulders like steel, and Xu Si could hardly bear the pressure.

"Don't get nervous, Mo Beihan," he took a deep breath, "I'm here to see my mother, I'm not leaving, calm down."

Mo Beihan's face was left blank, as if he didn't know what expression to make, the weight on his shoulders gradually became lighter, realizing that he had unleashed a needless accusation, he dragged it for a second and was still out of rage And with a trembling mouth, he spit out two words lightly, "You...Mom?"

"Well, my mother, can't I have a mother?" Xu Si slapped his hand away without a good face.Just now, Mo Beihan's anger caused countless eyes to stick to the two of them. The old man in the wheelchair in the corner shook his legs while watching and shook his head, lamenting that young people are now on the wrong path.

"Uncle... what's wrong with Auntie?" The arrogance disappeared instantly, Mo Beihan cleared his throat, and his voice dropped eighty degrees.

Xu Si glanced at him, bumped his shoulders blocking the way, and walked out of the hospital with a sullen face without saying a word.

Without the central air conditioner, Xu Si was suddenly thrown back into the summer steamer, and he rushed forward angrily, and he didn't know why he was so angry.

Mo Beihan followed all the way in obscurity, until Xu Si lost his temper by walking briskly on his own, and turned around and asked, "Where's your car?"

Mo Beihan pointed in the opposite direction, and Xu Si started to walk back again.

"No, let me tell you, just now you were just as confident as someone who came to catch a rape, why don't you say anything now?" Xu Si couldn't bear it anymore, and suddenly stopped.

"I thought..." Mo Beihan tugged at his hand and was forcefully thrown away, "Didn't you receive 10 yuan from Li Sai?"

"Well... so you think I can't wait to fly away as soon as I have money?"

Mo Beihan acquiesced, "Then you kept refusing to answer my calls, and even came near the train station."

Xu Si was stunned for a moment, and then realized that the affiliated hospital is next to the train station.

"No. How did you know I was here?"

Mo Beihan raised his eyelids and glanced at him quickly, then quickly lowered them again, "I downloaded an app in your phone...it's bound to me, as long as you turn on the phone, I can locate where you are."

Oh!These are some black technologies!

"I'm also out of your safety considerations, just like you disappeared from the world for no reason before, and then you were sold to the night in the blink of an eye. Who knows if similar things will happen..." Mo Beihan felt himself He did nothing wrong, he stuck his neck out and found a very plausible motive for himself.

Xu Si gave him a cold look, and Mo Beihan shut up obediently.

After a long time, he asked again as if confirming, "Aren't you going?"

"Don't go."

After getting a satisfactory answer, he felt as if he had unloaded a heavy burden, and insisted on holding Xu Si's sweaty hand into his hand in the hot weather.

After picking up the car, Mo Beihan drove to the flower and bird market in the north of the city. He saw that the people around him were frowning all the time, and they seemed to be in a bad mood. When he thought of his aunt in the hospital again, he tentatively said: "Auntie's Sick, if there is anything I can help, I will tell you."

Xu Si leaned her head against the car window and shook her head, "The doctor said conservative treatment."

Mo Beihan's heart tightened, and he put one hand on Xu Si's hand on his thigh, "I'll transfer her to the National Hospital near my home, and if you have nothing to do, go and spend more time with her."

"Thank you creditor." Xu Si leaned over and sucked his face, both of them were not in a very bright mood.

When Xu Si got out of the car at the flower and bird market, she felt that something was wrong and her scalp was itchy.

Mo Beihan asked with concern: "How do you feel? Are you okay?"

A normal question, but there is an indescribable weirdness in his eyes.

Xu Si sniffed and said it was all right.

When they chatted and strolled around, and smelled the sweet fragrance of flowers, Xu Si felt more and more difficult to breathe, as if a thick cotton soaked in water was stuck in his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe, and at the same time his body began to itch , he held Mo Beihan's hand, "I...I don't think...it's very good."

Mo Beihan looked at Xu Si's face, pushed away his hand covering his skin, saw a bunch of tiny red dots, and frowned tightly, "You are really allergic to hay fever!"

"Clam?" Xu Si rolled her eyes stiffly, what pollen allergy?Shen Song is allergic to pollen?But at this moment, he couldn't allow him to think too much, as if someone was pinching his throat, so he pinched Mo Beihan's hand desperately, "Hurry up, hurry up, carry me out, I...I'm about to suffocate..."

Mo Beihan's face turned serious, and without a word, he carried Xu Si on his back and ran outside, stuffed him into the car, and rushed to the nearest hospital at lightning speed.

The air conditioner in the car was turned on to the maximum, and Mo Beihan couldn't help cursing, "Idiot Shen Song, have you forgotten that you are allergic to pollen?!"

"Hmm... I forgot." Xu Si felt a little better away from the source of allergies, and kept roaring in her heart, Shen Song is allergic to pollen!I didn't notice this detail!What a mistake!

"Idiot!" Mo Beihan slipped these two words, repeating them all the way, like a humanoid repeater.

Xu Si was panting badly, and he had to control himself not to scratch the extremely itchy little red spot on his body crazily. He couldn't concentrate for a while, so he endured him cursing and racing all the way.

After arriving at the hospital, after the infusion, Xu Si couldn't help but hear someone yelling at you for being an idiot, "I said you never finished? Isn't it because of pollen allergies?"

Mo Beihan snorted, "I have never met an idiot who would forget that he is allergic to pollen and still insist on growing flowers in the house."

Xu Si: "...When people live to a certain age, they will forget many things."

"Don't take me for a fool, Shen Song." Mo Beihan's eyes suddenly became sharp, like a mean razor, "Did you really forget, or is there some other reason?"

Xu Si was choked and couldn't find her own voice for a moment.

"Don't you want to live?" Mo Beihan stared fixedly into his eyes. "Severe pollen allergies can cause asthmatic suffocation. Tell me, do you want to die? While I'm not paying attention? If today What if I didn't take you to the flower and bird market, but brought the flowers home?"