The Disaster of Shyness

"Dong dong dong—" the sound of a rapidly accelerating heartbeat.

Hua Yu frowned in his light sleep, his thick eyelashes kept struggling to wake up his master.

I can't remember how many times he secretly confessed to Lin Fan in the dark night, looking at the sleeping face of that person and expressing his uncontrollable liking, but he never got any response.

"I like you."

The whispers in the ear spread to the mind, to the blood, and to the deepest part of the heart, with a "bang", splashing water!

Xiaofan!

Opening his eyes suddenly, Hua Yu's vision was completely dark.

It's still late at night, is he dreaming?

Moving his arms slightly, Hua Yu felt that his shoulders were heavy, and when he lowered his eyes, he saw Lin Fan resting on his shoulders.

The person in his arms seemed to sense his strangeness, and raised his eyes.

Four eyes facing each other.

Hua Yu's heart trembled, and he reached out to turn on the bedside lamp.

The faint orange light is not so dazzling, but it is enough to see the appearance of the people around.

"Xiaofan, are you awake?" Hua Yu's voice was a little hoarse.It sounded tired, as if disturbed by something, not really awake.

"Hmm." Panic flashed across Lin Fan's eyes for a moment.He responded vaguely, and immediately withdrew his hand, closing his eyes to avoid Hua Yu's probing eyes.

Hua Yu felt the sense of restraint on his waist disappear, and then he realized that Lin Fan had put his arms around his waist and leaned on his shoulder when he was awake.

Like a gust of wind blowing into his head, Hua Yu felt that he was awake immediately, not only that, but there seemed to be a voice in his heart telling him that the confession he heard in his dream had really happened.

He approached Lin Fan, put one hand on his ear, wanted to speak but didn't dare to ask, showing hesitation.

Feeling the pressure, Lin Fan immediately opened his eyes, and when he met the lingering gaze of this person, he felt dizzy and extremely guilty. His body quickly heated up like a fire, and the heat was about to spread to his face.

"What are you doing!" He was flustered and irritable for no reason, so that his tone was not very good.

Hua Yu was infected by his irritability and felt his throat was dry as hell.

His Adam's apple slipped, feeling very uncomfortable, and he didn't dare to speak, he just kept staring at Lin Fan's eyes and meeting him.

"It's okay, I'm going to sleep."

Lin Fan turned his body sideways, put his wrists beside his ears, covering half of his face, in order to prevent Hua Yu's scorching gaze.

Seeing that Lin Fan didn't want to talk to him, Hua Yu suddenly felt pain in his heart, took a breath, and slowly leaned against the head of the bed and sat up straight.

"Did you speak just now?" Facing the person whose back was turned to him, he asked without much hope.

Lin Fan remained silent.

"I think I heard you say that you like me..."

"Misheard!"

Lin Fan hid under the quilt and replied not very calmly, his fingers were about to tear the sheets, God knows how nervous he was.

And at this moment, he suddenly realized that he might really dare not respond to Hua Yu's expression.

No matter how good this person is, he feels that the world is impermanent, and it is easy for a person to betray his feelings. What's more, from the beginning to the end, it seems that this person's kindness to him has always been given to him through another person.

"Really?" Hua Yu's voice was inaudible, and it came to Lin Fan's ears, which made him startled, like a rock hanging in his heart.

"I may... really misheard... I'm a little thirsty, I want to drink some water, you go on sleeping."

After saying this, Hua Yu sat on the head of the bed and did not move.

With deep eyes, he guessed that Lin Fan had really spoken in his ear, even if he hadn't, based on his habit of sleeping with his arms around his waist, he knew that Lin Fan didn't dislike him and even liked intimate contact with him.

But can the distance between them never be filled?

In the past few days after returning home, seeing the sweet relationship between his father and his father, he was deeply touched. For Lin Fan, he didn't know how long he could persist in not touching him.

If you like a dog, you will hug it warmly, but if you like a person, you don't even have a warm hug.

Lin Fan was also silent.

He knew that if he didn't look into Huayu's eyes, he must have melancholy eyes.

Bitter in his heart, there seems to be no one around him who loves him as much as Huayu. At the moment when his heart is moving for him, he wants to cherish it but dare not own it. He is contradictory and painful, hiding his sorrow.

Every time Hua Yu said "I like you", it was torture for him.

If he accepts, he doesn't know how to hide his indifference to another person.If he refused, no, he wouldn't refuse at all, he couldn't bear it.

That's why after so long, he has always put them in a position above friends.

Too selfish, too shameless, and didn't consider Hua Yu's feelings at all, just like Ah Qing said.

Breathing out foul breath, Lin Fan got up and got out of bed, and put on his slippers.

Hua Yu only thought that he was up at night, but he didn't expect him to fetch a glass of water for him.

"Warm, drink!"

Hua Yu saw that he didn't move, Lin Fan anxiously touched his lips with his cup.

"Aren't you thirsty, why don't you drink? It's rare for me to serve you once!"

Hua Yu seemed to have just recovered, quickly took the cup, put his hand on Lin Fan's fingers, and slowly slid it over, leaving only the remaining warmth.

"Thank you." Slightly raising the cup, Hua Yu gave Lin Fan a gentle look.

Lin Fan looked at him, full of thoughts.

Such a gentle person, if it wasn't his, would be someone else's. Why would he give up what he likes to others, even if it's "An'an".

"I like you!" Lin Fan said softly.

"Puff...cough cough cough..." Hua Yu coughed so badly that he almost died of breath.

Seeing Hua Yu's stunned expression covering his mouth and coughing, wanting to speak but unable to speak, Lin Fan felt that the scene where he should have been flustered somehow reassured him a little.

Feeling relieved, Lin Fan forgot the embarrassing state of confession, and patted Hua Yu's back hard to help him stop his cough.

"Cough cough cough --" Hua Yu felt that his lungs were about to be photographed by Lin Fan, seriously doubting whether he was playing a prank, but still couldn't help looking at him expectantly and asking.

"Again, say it again... cough cough... say it again?"

Lin Fan glared at him and stopped for a moment, "What are you talking about?"

"I like you!" Hua Yu finally stopped coughing and repeated hoarsely.He swore that if Lin Fan said it again, he would be so excited that he would explode on the spot.

"Well, I like you too." And take it as a response to a confession.Lin Fan's voice became softer.

Hua Yu looked at him tremblingly, so excited that he couldn't control himself.He couldn't believe what Lin Fan said was true, but the smile on the corner of Lin Fan's mouth wouldn't lie to him, the tenderness in his eyes wouldn't lie to him, and his shy cheeks wouldn't lie to him either.

Lin Fan felt that his face was hot, but the warmth in his heart made him feel that there was a hint of sweetness in the air.

Hua Yu stretched out his hand to touch his waist, "Say it again."

"Tell me about your size!" Lin Fan pushed him away.

"Xiao Fan, do you really like me?" Hua Yu didn't dare to get closer, his eyes still looking forward to Lin Fan.

"Shut up, look at what time it is!" Lin Fan reprimanded him pretending to be vicious.

Hua Yu stopped talking, and kept his gaze around Lin Fan, watching him walk around the side of the bed, but standing still, as if he didn't dare to go to bed.

"Sleep!" Lin Fan gritted his teeth, shook off his slippers, rolled over on the bed wrapped in a quilt, and deliberately moved away from Hua Yu.

I confess that sleeping together makes me feel inexplicably nervous.

As soon as I closed my eyes, a heat source approached behind me.

"Can I hug you?"

Lin Fan pounded his chest with his elbow, leaned against the edge of the bed, and growled, "Get lost."

"Can I kiss you?"

"...What do you want to do?" Lin Fan lifted the quilt and kicked Hua Yu.

"I'm not sure it's true." Hua Yu looked at him shyly, his face became more rosy, and the heat from his body could emit heat.

"You!" Lin Fan glared at Hua Yu, his heart trembling.

Hua Yu made a gesture and said cautiously: "Xiaofan, just give it a little... umm!"

"Does it hurt?" Lin Fan looked at the broken corner of Hua Yu's mouth, not feeling very angry.

Hua Yu touched his mouth in a daze, then shook his head quickly after being stunned for a second.

"Idiot, I fell asleep." Lin Fan pushed his head away, and fell asleep again with his back facing him.After a while, I felt the bed under my body sank, the heat source approached, and a hand was placed on my waist.

"Let go, you still won't let anyone sleep." Lin Fan gritted his teeth.

Hua Yu let go of his hand, backed away from him some distance, and then stretched out his tongue to lick the corner of his mouth.Broken, the blood is sweet.

After concentrating for a while, Lin Fan couldn't bear the drowsiness. Seeing that the people behind him didn't move, he closed his eyes and fell asleep after feeling relieved.

In the darkness, Hua Yu stretched out his hand to gently embrace Lin Fan beside him, with a smile on his lips.

The next day, the two heard a "click" before they woke up.

Lin Fan opened his eyes, looking at Liang Xi and Hua Xiancheng who crept in at the door.Hastily got up from Hua Yu's arms and got out of bed.

"Happy New Year." Liang Xi laughed when he saw him wake up, strode to the bed and woke Hua Yu who was still sleeping.

"Here, I'll give you some lucky money." Liang Xi and Hua Xiancheng gave each of them a red envelope.

"Happy New Year, I wish my uncles all the best and good health." Lin Fan squeezed the red envelope, feeling that there was a lot of money in it, and felt startled, "There is no need for the red envelope, I am already an adult."

Hua Xiancheng said: "Before you get married, you have lucky money, so keep it."

"Thank you, Daddy, Happy New Year." Hua Yu rubbed his eyes, put away the red envelope, and said to Lin Fan, "Just keep it for you, this is my heart."

"You..." Liang Xi took a breath, looked at the corner of his son's mouth and couldn't help being stunned, then looked at Hua Xiancheng, dragged him and hurried out.

"Get up quickly." Lin Fan pushed away Hua Yu who was stuck beside him, and got out of bed to change clothes.

Hua Yu took his arm, "Happy New Year, Xiao Fan."

Lin Fan watched his cheeks get colored again, and responded, "Well, Happy New Year."

The two stared at each other silently for a while, feeling a little shy.Lin Fan shook off his hand, "Look at that, get up soon!"

When the two of them finished washing and left the bedroom, Ah Qing had already heard gossip about the two of them, and stared at the corner of Hua Yu's bitten mouth while eating.

How hard is this?However, it is not in vain to think that she will come back to facilitate a marriage.

After Liang Xi ate the dumplings, he looked at Hua Yu and the two with a smile and said, "After breakfast, we'll send Ah Qing to the airport, and then go to pay New Year's greetings to relatives. Xiao Yu, take Xiao Fan for a stroll."

"Okay." Hua Yu smiled and agreed, looking at Lin Fan with tenderness and sweetness.

Lin Fan coughed lightly.

At this time, the mobile phone in his pocket was ringing, Lin Fan quickly glanced at it to hide his embarrassment.

"I'll answer the phone." After putting down the bowl and chopsticks, he avoided the crowd and went to the bedroom to press the answer button.

"Brother, are you together?" Ah Qing immediately seized the opportunity to ask everyone's questions.

Hua Yu blushed and responded.

"You're lucky!" Ah Qing smiled, then turned to wink at Liang Xi and the others, "Uncle Liang, Uncle Hua, congratulations."

"Son, it's amazing. It's progressing very fast. I think it's necessary for me to teach you some experience." Hua Xiancheng leaned into Hua Yu's ear and said.

"Puff...cough cough cough." Hua Yu's face flushed red, and his throat became more and more uncomfortable.